i wish i could stab myself over and over again

You know it’s getting bad again when the smallest thing makes you cry like the world is ending.

I’m extremely fucking sad tonight tbh

my life is just a shitshow. I feel so alone and bad with myself and doing things with people is just a distraction from my miserable life. Anybody that meant something to me is slowly getting out of my life. I am truly unlovable. Yeah. I get that.

Honestly maybe I should just put suicide back on the menu. Why not. I'm the only person really stopping myself

Sundays are the worst.

I want to give up so badly

I want to disappear

I'm nothing but a BURDEN

I'm in so much emotional pain there's just too much going on but yet I will suffer in silence

Exhausted and dissociating.

How do you continue to live? When you come to the realization you're worth far more dead than alive?

My life's a shit show. I try to be better for anyone, even though I always fail to be. I am sorry for anyone I've hurt. It wasn't intended and I was trying. I just wish to end it so bad right now, feel so lonely nowadays.

I feel so alone

Its almost Christmas but I feel so damn miserable I feel bad.

I miss being a kid so bad..

I know no one cares but I feel so alone

I can't even feel desperate about myself anymore. Everything I get from life is deserved. My karma is on an all-time low negative seen. So yeah. Everything I get from life is deserved and I am 100% responsible for everything bad happening to me. Fuck this life.

I used to think everything would be okay

What a disappointment

I get why people leave me. Even I would hate me if I met me

The greatest consolation - every day I'm closer to death.