my mom said it looks like i have gotten skinner and she can see it in my face 🤩🤩🤩 the CONFIDENCE boost that gave me is insane

Just heard a girl singing ‘smaller than this’ loudly at tjmaxx with her friend and I look over and she just had that naturally skinny look about her that threw me off. I was Like I Need you to be so fr right now when I’m literally stuck at my heavy weight and she’s wearing crop tops :/ like no hate to her it was just like you def didn’t have to sing THAT song and LOUDLY

I wish there was a way to get like skinny fast because I would try anything to not feel like this anymore

Dawg I just want to be skinny and pretty is that so much to ask

I failed again. Like yesterday I did so good and did omad and succeeded so I’ll just have to skip out on dinner so I don’t feel like complete shit for having Jimmy John’s :/

“i forgot to eat today 😣😪”. SHUT THE FUCK UP (i’m so madly jealous cause wym food is not on ur mind 25/8)

I will literally meet with my meet with my therapist and she will sit there and tell me I need help like I’m not still fat?!?!? Like babes I didn’t even make a dent my lowest was 120 but I fell out of it so why would I get help 😖

Like if I’m going to ‘get help’ I at least want to be skinny because right now I just look like I’m faking it because I’m still fat….

I want to be perfect. I want to be perfect. I want to be perfect. I want to be perfect.

Feeling like you have done so good at restricting and stepping on the scale and it saying otherwise<<<<

girl breakfast lunch dinner supper brunch etc

I’m about to go to the beach with my brother and his girlfriend and I can’t believe I have to be in a swimsuit in public. Like I had to take an edible so I wouldn’t think about it :/

ed tumblr is literally my double life. like my friends and family have no idea that i come on here to look for motivation to literally starve myself. i feel like hannah montana but with an eating disorder.

I THINK THIS EVERY TIME

you ever wake up, look in the mirror, and think

wow. I need to lose a drastic amount of weight.

Like I don’t understand when people tell me that being skinny won’t make you happy like I literally just want to fit in cute clothes and be seen as pretty and that would genuinely make me happy??? Like now that I was good for a bit and gained some weight back, I envy me at my lowest and how I should have been happier and more thankful because being at my current weight is absolute hell.

I’m begging for tips on how to throw up. I just can’t. I have tried eating foods I don’t like/ smelling them and sticking a toothbrush down my throat. Last time I threw up was when I took 10 shots then went on a walk. Please I suck at restricting and I feel like a failure. Like genuinely would resort to crack :/

pretty girls can't do math, but they suddenly can when they need to count the amount of cals they ate today. i'm that pretty girl