Holed up in a coffee shop with yeon-studies for a few hours (despite the weather) to whittle down seven annotated articles, two work write ups, a lecture video, spss stats output, stats chapter and group notes, my email inbox, & a melty mocha. Perhaps ‘twas the promise of bao that kept me focused.

good morning!!! i woke up around 7am even though i’m on PM duty today. i did a lot of chores yesterday so i moved the workout to this morning so i will be tired and will nap prior to my duty later. so far i have eaten breakfast after my workout and i did a weekly journaling which felt good!! now i’m back on my bed to nap and rest before i prep at 3pm, and leave around 5ish.

Little adventurer 🐻🩷

28/01/2024 -> doing my readings in a cafe for my first class tomorrow! I'll be in my last semester of my last year at undergrad and holy shit i'm so excited and also sad that its ending.

Love this little life

hello dear reader,

Not entirely sure how to start this blog. Not even entirely sure why I created it. I think as all writers feel, I think it would be partly beautiful to have a part of my thoughts available on some corner on the internet. And then the future historians will find this and probably write books about the average 20 year old gen-z person in the 21st century, and how intensely they felt every emotion.

I won't give too many details about my life, which is funny cuz I probably will end up doing that as I wish this to be a public diary of sorts, but also hope that others who feel the way I do realise they are not alone.

As the URL suggests, this blog is for the angels, not the gods. Its overdone, but its from the song Not Strong Enough by Boygenius, with the painful lyrics "always an angel, never a god". Its meant to represent the second choice. The people who are never first on anyone's list. They are by no means the last either. They are just the irrelevant ones. The ones who always ask you if you're fine, never the ones asked if we are fine. The ones who will come running to you if you ever need help, while you check your schedule to see if you can make time for our pain.

Anyway, apologies for the chaos that will probably ensue on this, or conversely, even for the dullness you might endure. Hope this blog helps you in whatever way you see fit. Whether it is to be fascinated by how the other half lives, or to find comfort in knowing you are not alone.