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olithezilliest · 3 months

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help me im getting fat :(

guys help me please i’ve been doing so bad recently i haven’t had the energy to restrict and like i’ve been almost anti restricting, i hate it so much. and like anytime i’m triggered it dosen’t last long, only like three days max and then i binge and eat evening and don’t even have the energy to purge. i seriously need help and tips like any form wether it’s meanspo (please no sweetsop), tips for getting and staying triggerd, getting energy and motivation to restrict, a reason to restrict (except for like wanting to be fragile looking or to make sm1 jealous yada yada stupid shit liek tabg) etc.

also if anyone looking for a pro ed friend (please also be probl ed i need sm1 to help me) i’m happy to give out my number or snap or intsa or wtv

anyway please any and all help is appreciated

#ana trigger #bonespø #ed not ed sheeran #bulim14 #i want to ⭐️ve #tw ana diary #@n0r3xia #⭐️ving #pro a4a #bonesp #ed not sheeren #tw ed diet #pro miiia #pro m1a #pro ana

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olithezilliest · 5 months

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TWIN🤞🤞 no but fr if anyone sees any lmk i’m so desperate

btw if u see any p//ro 4na discords or p//ro s[[h discords pls tag me i wanna join one but tumblr like took down a lot of posts abt them when ppl talk abt them

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olithezilliest · 5 months

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i hate myslef sm. i could’ve had a perfect 48 hour fast but no i just had to have a few bites of that cake just had to have to small bowl of squash those two bites of rice that eight of an apple. i didn’t even want the squash or cake or apple or rice. why am i like this. i woke up this morning feeling so full and heavy and just gross.

#ed not ed sheeran #ana trigger #pro a4a #tw mia #just binged #tw ana diary #anarex14 #ed not sheeren #tw ed diet #bulim14 #bonespø #i want to be empty #i want to ⭐️ve #get me out of here #⭐️ving

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olithezilliest · 5 months

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My favorite low-cal substitutes and options! All under 50 calories.

Feel free to add to this! I didn’t include everything out there :)

Drinks 🧋

0 cal - herbal tea 🫖

0 cal - green tea 🍵

0 cal - water flavoring like Mio

0 cal - Diet Coke 🥤

0 cal - pretty much any diet soda

2 cal - Black Coffee ☕️

2 cal - black tea

10 cal - monster ultra (I like paradise and fiesta especially)

20 cal - other sugar free energy drinks

39 cal - shot of sake 🍶

Breakfast (snacks, smoothies, etc)

25 cal - 1 large egg white 🍳

32 cal - 100g Strawberries (~50 cal per cup) 🍓

40 cal - 1/4 c low fat cottage cheese 🦴

42 cal - 1 kiwi 🥝

42 cal - 84 g (1 thick slice) pineapple 🍍

47 cal - 154g (1 c) watermelon 🍉

50 cal - 1/2 grapefruit 🍊

50 cal - 3 oz plain Greek yoghurt

50 cal - 2 tbsp serving powdered peanut butter 🥜

50 cal - 4 oz (120ml) low fat milk 🥛

Meals (mix and match this shit!) 🍴

0-10 cal - serving shirataki noodles 🍜

0-20cal - Broth 🐥

5 cal - 1 c lettuce 🥬

6 cal - 28g (1 oz) pickled onion (do this yourself! So easy! So good on everything) 🧅

7 cal - 1 c spinach 🥗

16 cal - 70g (1 c sliced) mushrooms

17 cal - 1/2 c kale

20 cal - 1 c zucchini 🥒

20 cal - 82g (1 c. cubed) eggplant 🍆

21 cal - 1 tbsp parmesan cheese 🧀

25 cal - whole tomato 🍅

25 - 148g (1 med) bell Pepper 🫑

30 cal - 78g (1 med) Carrot 🥕

30 cal - 116g (1 c) pumpkin

30-40 cal - 1/2 pack or can tuna 🐟

35 cal - 1/2 serving (1.5 oz) cod 🐠

36 cal - 1 c miso soup 🍲

37 cal - 40g shelled edamame

38 cal - 1 c Brussels sprouts

39 cal - 1/2 hard or soft boiled egg 🥚

39 cal - 1/2 serving (42g) halibut (white fish) 🐟

40 cal - 1 c arugula 🥗

40 cal - 186g (10 spears) asparagus

45 cal - 148g (1 med) broccoli 🥦

45 cal - 6 med raw oysters 🦪

45 cal - 3 oz/85g lite tofu

50 cal - 100g (1/2 small-med) sweet potato 🍠

50 cal - 1/2 corn cob 🌽

50 cal - 50g shrimp 🍤

Snacks 🍬

0-8 cal - pickles 🥒

5-10 cal - 1 tbsp salsa

17 cal - 1 passion fruit (18g)

23 cal - 1 tbsp hummus

25 - serving seaweed snack

25 - 1 med bell Pepper 🫑

30 cal - 22 Organic Yogis (okay technically this is baby food but it’s just freeze dried Greek yoghurt and fruit so shut up it’s good) 🍓🍌

30 cal - 300g/1 Cucumber 🥒

35 cal - 1 cutie (small orange/tangerine) 🍊

40 cal - 1 light babybel 🧀

47 cal - 1.5 c Air popped popcorn 🍿

50 cal - 6 oven-baked parm crisps 🧀

50 cal - >1/2 c unsweetened apple sauce 🍎

50 cal - 3 dried apricots 🍑

50 cal - 15 pistachios 🌰🥜

Dessert 🎂

0 cal - Diet Root Beer (I don’t care that it’s a drink! It’s so insanely sweet and it kicks the ass of my cravings. Also, my list my rules. Sue me) 🍺

5 cal - serving Sugar Free Jello 🍮

5 cal - 1 tbsp Hershey’s Sugar Free Syrup 🍫

~14 cal - WHOLE BOTTLE Too Tarts sweet sour spray candy (so a few sprays is just 0-3 cal)

20 cal - 2 tbsp Frozen Cool Whip Lite (seriously, eat this frozen) 🍨

20-50 cal - baked fruit (bake some peaches, apples, etc. and mix with Splenda, cinnamon, etc.) 🍑🍎

23 cal - fun size sweet tart pack

25 cal - no sugar added small outshine popsicles 🍧

25 cal - 1 pack smarties (American) 🍬

35 cal - swiss miss reduced calorie hot chocolate ☕️🍫

40 cal - small Outshine Popsicles

40 cal - 5 sugar free hard candies 🍬

42 cal - 1 Hershey assorted mini 🍫

43 cal - fat free green yoghurt with sugar-free jam 🍧

46 cal - 2 regular marshmallows

48 - 8 mini Cinnamon Sugar skinny pop Rice Cakes

50 cal - 1-2 squares dark chocolate 🍫

50 cal - 2 Dum dum suckers 🍭

50 cal - ~25 sugar free jelly beans

50 cal - halo top pops (lots of flavors) 🍦

Miscellaneous

0-2 cal - any herb/spice 🌿

4 cal - 1 clove garlic 🧄

5 cal - 1 stick sugar free gum

50 cal - 1/4 container White cheddar seasoning (2 cal per 1/4 tsp) 🧀🧂

50 cal - 10 sugar free mints 🌱

Disclaimer: actual calorie counts may vary depending on serving, brand, food tracker, etc.

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olithezilliest · 5 months

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intro!!

i made this acc as an ed/ sometimes sh acc and i want to be more active so i’m gonna try to post more but i figured i should make an intro first

me!!

name- ollie/oliver

bday- 9/12

gender- male (ftm)

pronouns- he/him

relationship status- single (delusional)

my favorites:D

fave colors- black, green, pink

fave flowers- daffodils and blue hydrangeas

hobbies- cleaning, sewing, crochet, nails

bands/artists- tv girl, roar, laufey, ayesha erotica, odetari, ThxSoMuch, freddie dredd, ghost, rio romeo

type of inspo- meanspo, deathspo, bonespo

what i don’t like- toxic people for no reason, my family, sweet drinks, sweet stuff that’s like overly sweet, school, yogurt (it’s literally terrifying idk how y’all can put up with it it smells so bad and it’s so gross looking), people telling me i need help like dawg what makes you think i’m gonna listen to you,

silly stuff :3

disorders- ana/lia, depression, autism, some kinda neurological issue i haven’t get checked out yet D:

sh status- 2 months clean

bmi-19.5 🤢🤢

goal bmi- 13.1

current weight- 110 🤢

goal weights- 100, 95, 90, 85, 80, 74

goal look- deathspo

current diet- 500 cal daily max pref lower, only eat when forced or people are getting suspicious, prepare a bunch of low cal foods so when i’m forced to eat it’s not a lot, stay away from fatty foods and sugars,

daily exercise- 30 minute walk to and from school, 15-20 minute stationary bike, 50 jumping jacks every time i use the bathroom, either another walk or a lilly sabri workout of my choice

#ed not ed sheeran #ana trigger #thinspø #bon3spo #bonespø #thin$po #thin$pø #tw ana diary #⭐️ving #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️ve #cutt1ng #i want to cvt #shitpost #self h@rm #baby cvts #cutspo #bulim14 #purg1ng

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