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Satan Relationship Headcanons

Satan is another character that it took me awhile to warm up to. Him attacking MC in Season 1 because they didn’t want to make a pact with him? That was pretty traumatic, honestly. Who wants to be around someone you have to walk around on eggshells all the time? Maybe it’s because I had a family member that used anger as a way to create fear (and submission) that I had a hard time forgiving him for that. But like Lucifer, he’s come pretty far in his character development and I’m warming up to him as I understand him better.

Satan x gn!MC

It takes awhile for Satan to really open up to you, emotionally and physically.

He’s pretty shy, all things considered, and works hard to act how he thinks a “proper gentleman” should act.

Emotionally, he’s scared of losing control.

He’s spent his whole existence learning how to manage his emotions, so the strong feelings he has towards you are really confusing for him at first.

At one point you may even be concerned that he doesn’t even like you in the same way that you like him because of how reserved he tends to be.

When he catches you crying about your not-actually-unrequited-love, that is what leads him to finally admit how he’s feeling and what he’s struggling with.

Please be patient with him.

Give him time to get used to feeling and expressing love. He is trying his best.

Like Lucifer, it’s not until he’s forced to spend time away from you that he realizes just how much he’s come to rely on you.

When you finally reunite, he can no longer help himself. He wants to hold you and touch you and keep you close.

You become a huge source of support for him, and he for you.

Whenever you need to vent and get something off your chest, he is there for you.

Talking with you always makes him feel better, no matter how angry and frustrated he is.

And when he’s having a rough day, he will love it if you read to him while he’s relaxing with you in his room.

Reading to each other becomes a common way for the two of you to bond and keep each other company.

You also swap book recommendations with him a lot. He’s always willing to read new books or try new genres if they are of interest to you.

He tends to get obsessive about it though, so if he learns that you love the works by a certain author, he will make it his mission to collect and read them all.

Trips to museums are his ideal dates. Art, history, science, it doesn’t matter. He loves all museums.

He also loves learning new things with you.

Nothing makes him happier than couples activities like dancing lessons, art classes, cooking classes etc.

Of course Satan loves cats, so visiting cat cafes is an obvious must.

Buy him tiny cat trinkets whenever you get the chance and sprinkle them around his room.

It’ll take him a bit to find the first one, but after that he starts noticing them more and more. It’s almost like an Easter egg hunt.

He considers leaving them where he finds them, but he doesn’t want them to be broken or lost (or stolen! *cough cough* Mammon), so he invests in a locked, enchanted curio cabinet.

He will return the favor with small trinkets of your favorite animal too, or trinkets that feature a “pair” of animals.

If you’re not careful, he will try to rope you into his pranks with Belphie that target Lucifer. He’d be thrilled if you join him, but he’s ok if you just watch on silently if you’d prefer not to be involved.

Depending on how you react, pranking you may become a thing. He’s much more mild with his pranks towards you though, he’s just trying to get you to laugh after all.

If you decide to return his pranks, just don’t come after the books. Anything else (well, besides the previously mentioned curio cabinet), is fair game.

When it comes to physical affection, he’s very sweet and gentle.

He absolutely cherishes you and takes great care to make sure you feel loved and appreciated.

If you are hurt or sick, or just not feeling well, he will stay by your side until you are better, doing anything you ask of him.

After your relationship is more established, he’s much more flirty.

Will quote romance books or poems when he’s trying to soften you up. Like if you’re say, ignoring him, and he’s decided he’s done reading for the day and wants your attention.

He loves giving you little kisses on whatever part of exposed skin he can reach. Hands, shoulders, neck, forehead. Skin to skin contact is important to him.

He’s not much into PDA, however, he loves the idea of secret affection where it’s possible for someone to catch him but it’s not immediately obvious what he’s doing.

He really likes holding your hand whenever you go out together too.

Take plenty of photos together with him. He will like to keep them private, just for himself, but loves seeing your smile and remembering the fun you’ve had together when you’re not around.

#gn!mc #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me satan #satan x mc #satan headcanon #obey me headcanon #satan fluff #obey me fluff #relationship headcanon

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A Lullaby for Mammon

Mammon x gn!MC

Format - Headcanon / Scenario

Words - 443

Content warnings - pure fluff, implied/referenced gambling

Prompt/inspiration - “You sing Mammon a song to help him relax.”

AO3

You and Mammon had just returned to his room after an exciting evening out at a casino in the human realm.

Since no one there knew who he was, he had a blast playing cards and making bank.

Eventually the two of you get tossed out because the casino is positive he’s cheating somehow, but they let him keep his current winnings.

You were pretty exhausted by the time you returned and were ready to pass out.

But Mammon was still vibrating with excitement, chatting happily as he counted his winnings for the 50th time that night.

By now, you had changed into an old shirt of Mammon’s and some comfy shorts and flopped onto his bed.

“Mammmmooonnnn, come to bed,” you whine.

He insists he’s not tired and just too excited to sleep.

Starts wondering out loud if there are any other casinos within driving distance that he could check out tonight.

You chuck a pillow at him for making such a suggestion, it hits him square in the back as he uses his body to shield his stacks of money he has lined up on his coffee table.

He looks over at you sprawled out on his bed and laughs before coming over to join you.

Of course he’s still hyper so he can’t just climb into bed and give you gentle cuddles.

No, he has to toss himself onto the bed, jostling and bouncing you about.

You whack him on the arm which only makes him laugh more.

“Go to sleep,” you mumble.

“But I’m not tired.”

You groan into your pillow. Where did he get this energy from???

You get an idea and make a suggestion to him.

“What if I sang you a song to help you relax?”

Mammon blushes at the suggestion, he’s not quite sure why he’s embarrassed, but the idea just seems so intimate.

“I guess ya could, if ya want.”

You roll over so that you’re on your back now, and Mammon scoots over and rests his head on your chest while he wraps his arms tightly around your waist.

You start singing to him, combing your fingers through his hair in a rhythmic motion.

Every now and then you stop to gently massage his scalp before resuming your gentle movements.

It doesn’t take long at all before Mammon melts completely.

And by the time you’ve finished the second verse, you can hear him snoring softly.

When you finish the song, he’s completely passed out and you can’t help but chuckle quietly to yourself at the sight.

“Goodnight, Mammon,” you whisper, before drifting off to sleep.

#gn!mc #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me mammon #mammon x mc #mammon scenario #obey me scenario #obey me fluff #mammon fluff

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I can never get enough of his demon form

Wanted to test out a lineart brush I found, thank u Levi

#soooooo cute #obey me levi #kaidii reblogs

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🥺😭🥺❤️ this made me so soft 😭

Omg w the body writing thing the other anon mentioned...... writing praise all over mammons body to remind him how loved he is 😩😩😩😩😩😩😭😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖💖💖

wRITING PRAISE ON MAMMON-

he'll be a bit too blissed as you write on him, forgetting all the praise you had written but the next day, as he gets dressed into some fresh clothes, he'll see the words on his thighs and tummy, he'll smile softly as he traces over them- he can feel tears pricking the corners of his eyes but he wipes them away before they even fall. "d-damn it y/n, why ya gotta be like this," his heart skips a beat when he sees 'y/n's precious boy' and he'll make sure to give you extra loving when he sees you, quickly finishing getting dressed and rushing off to find you! as soon as he does he wraps his arms around you and buries his face into the crook of your neck. "i love ya, y/n!"

#i just want to tell mammon how loved he is #obey me mammon #kaidii reblogs

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Did anyone order a hot yandere naga Leviathan?

No? Just me?

I’ll just be taking this, then-

#naga!levi #levi can lock me up any time #obey me levi #kaidii reblogs

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[ this is going to be off topic but oh you relate to this obey me brothers ]

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Oh you relate to Lucifer?: are you an older/ oldest sibling who has had a lot more responsibility put onto you far too early in life? Or do you set unrealistically high expectations for yourself because you feel the weight of the world on your shoulders?

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Oh you relate to Mammon?: are you constantly seeking to be the best and impress those closes to you, since you were often not " the first" choice in your youth? Or do you use material possessions/ finanaces to make you feel comfortable and above others?

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Oh you relate to Levi ? : are you obsessively using media as a form of comfort in a world that's constantly feeling less and less stable?or you so afraid of rejection that you lock yourself away ( emotionally and physically) to avoid the potential sting of rejection before you even try?

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Oh you relate to Satan?: are you obsessively discussing your interests to make you stand out form other people around you since you feel your identity is inherently tied to your social situation? Or constantly holding in all emotions to prevent yourself from snapping at other, but this means you also you stunt your ability to connect and love?

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Oh you relate to Asmo?: are you so used to reaffirming yourself with confident statements, that you're not sure anymore if you're arrogant or still insecure? Or unaware of the lines between love, lust and infatuation,so you avoid getting too attracted because you are afraid of getting hurt?

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Oh you relate to beel?: are you considered to be a neutral ground in your household and /or friend group because you constantly try to understand and support both sides?

Or do you eat anytime you're bored because you don't know what else to do, and you're pretty sure you're hungry/ should've eaten by now ?

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Oh you relate to belphie?: are you exhausted by the weight of world,let alone the pressures you're under so you always feel tired even if you slept well?

Or do you deflect blame form yourself onto other, usually angrily, because you can't handle the crippling guilt and blame you feel?

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That's all I have for now cuz I don't have a good grip on the other characters

#im in this post and i dont like it #levi is basically my twin #obey me #kaidii reblogs

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HES SO ADORABLE

IT’S MIDNIGHT!

HERE’S OUR BURGER BOI!

#how is he allowed to be this cute #obey me beel #kaidii reblogs

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#my favorite greedy boi #obey me mammon #kaidii reblogs

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You know, I always wonder about his casual outfit boots for that same reason. They can’t be comfortable to sleep in, and he’d never take the time to lace them up himself!

Headcannon that Belphie has a lot of piercings but never wears them because it gets in the way of sleeping 💤

Don’t tell me he wouldn’t order custom made merch for Satan’s and MC’s little club

probably forced Levi to do the whole thing;; sorryLevi

I love this asshole ughhhh;;

#obey me belphie #kaidii reblogs

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The Mammon ones made my heart melt 😭

Obey Me Brothers + Little Affections

AN: Keep thinking about the little things each brother would do to express affection. Some warm fluffy stuff because we all need it. Enjoy!!

The hair drying one on Lucifer’s sparked this entire thing thanks

Lucifer

- Washing and drying your hair. You know if you get your hair washed at a hairdressers and they just. Go to town with a towel drying your hair? He finds it hilarious and loves doing that. You’ll hear him chuckle, unable to see him because your face is covered by the towel. He’s softer towards the end but initially when trying to get most of the excess water his only concern is not actually hurting you. He’s also genuinely trying to help, just having a little fun with it at the same time.

- Continuing on from this, Lucifer will ruffle your hair. If it doesn’t really upset you, he loves to make a mess of it, and he grins at you, your hair sticking out every which way.

- The second his brothers aren’t around, he seems to canonically love holding your hand under the guise of keeping track of you or comforting you. Its partially true - the MC gets into trouble easily, so its good to keep a hand on them. However, the comforting affect goes both ways.

- Sharing information with you implies a close bond (or at the very least, a strong curiosity, like when he hints at where Mammon’s card is / when he talks about the album) and it means Luci cares about you a lot. He likes to talk about his interests and introduce you to things he cares a lot about. A lot of the time this comes in the form of music, because it’s something he’s able to enjoy whilst still doing his work.

- Doing origami or other paper crafts together? Really relaxes him. It’s so peacefully intimate and cosy. You sit together at his desk, work documents hidden out of sight for now, and make whatever you can out of colourful little bits of paper. He likes making flowers, although he’d never say it out loud, but he makes you countless crowns with paper flowers of all different kinds. You walk in one day when he’s taking a break from work and he’s got paper cranes lining the entire length of his desk. He calls you over and puts one on your head for absolutely no reason before acting like it never happened.

- If no one else is around and he’s feeling a bit daft, he’ll sweep you up into his arms with no warning and just hold you like that, staring directly into your eyes with a daring and loving smile on his face. This happens most when it’s late at night and all the coffee he’s had is starting to wear off and he feels a little more relaxed and open. He’ll carry you to his room to cuddle, too, if you don’t have anywhere else you need to be. Just pray none of his brothers encounter you two because he’ll set you down on your feet immediately and he won’t help you up if you fall.

[[Other Brothers under the read more]]

Keep reading

#kaidii reblogs #obey me all brothers

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Well miss you. But if yoy feel its for the best it is what it is. Will you be continuing the request on the other site though?

Hey anon! Yes, any requests I already have on my list I’ll continue to work on and will post on AO3 when I’m done. ☺️ I still love to write and fully intend on continuing to do so!

#ask kaidii #kaidii rambles

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Beginnings (9/9)

Mammon x ace gn!MC x ace!Leviathan

NOTE - read the content warnings listed in Part 1

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Mammon was standing outside your bedroom door, waiting for you to respond. He had tried to knock already, and after a few more moments of waiting, he let himself inside. A quick glance around the room told him you hadn’t left, your DDD still beside your bed. When the sound of running water caught his attention, he realized you must be in the bathroom.

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

“Hey, it’s me!” he called out to you.

“Mammon?” you replied, turning off the water.

“Yeah, listen. I have somethin’ I need to say to ya.”

“Babe, can you wait a minute and…”

“No! I mean, no...this can’t wait, it’s too important. I just...wanna tell ya how much I love ya. I love ya smile, and your laugh. I like how your hand feels holdin’ mine. I like that way you kiss me on the neck…”

“Mammon, really! Please wait! I’ll be out…”

“And I! I really like havin’ sex with ya too! I like makin’ ya happy and feel good…”

“Mammon, just give me a…”

“But I talked to Asmo today. About what ya told me last night. I didn’t really understand it. And I still don’t. But...but I know how much I love ya! And...I know you gotta love me too with all the trouble I cause.”

“...”

“So even though I don’t really understand how ya feel, I still want to. I still wanna learn how to make ya happy. I love you. I love ya as you are. And I’m sorry if I ever did anythin’ that made ya uncomfortable. But I want to do better. Ya just mean that much to me.”

You fumbled with the bathroom doorknob, hands still slick with water, as you pulled the door open to reveal Mammon’s dark red face. And once he realized you were dressed in nothing but a towel, his face went even darker.

“I love you too,” you replied, smiling as happy tears threatened to spill from your eyes. You threw your arms around Mammon’s neck, and he was quick to hug you back, lifting you off the floor a little with the force of his hug. You couldn’t help but laugh at the gesture as you started peppering his face in small kisses.

It was when Mammon finally pulled away from the onslaught to get a good look at you, that he noticed something.

Levi was in the bathroom too.

“WHAT THE HELL ARE YA DOIN?!”

“Taking a bath! What does it look like, you idiot?!” Levi yelled back, as he gripped at the towel around his hips to prevent it from falling down. His entire face was bright red, having been thoroughly embarrassed listening to Mammon’s love confession, only to be embarrassed further when he had to witness the exchange of affection that followed.

“Ya coulda told me you were in there!” Mammon snapped, absolutely mortified at the thought that Levi had heard everything he had just said.

“We tried! You just wouldn’t listen!!”

You looked between your two demons, both sporting matching shades of red, possibly the most embarrassed they had ever been in their lives, and suddenly burst into laughter. An absolutely uncontrollable fit of giggles, as you braced yourself on Mammon’s arms for support. The two had stopped shouting at the sound of your outburst, exchanging a look with one another that seemed to say, “Did we break them?”

But you were simply happy; excited about what the future held for you, Mammon, and Levi.

#gn!mc #ace!mc #poly mc #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me mammon #obey me levi #obey me fanfic

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Beginnings (8/9)

Mammon x ace gn!MC x ace!Leviathan

NOTE - read the content warnings listed in Part 1

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After the conversation with you the night before, Mammon knew he needed to get more information about the things you had talked about if he wanted to understand you better. And who better to explain sex stuff to him, than the Avatar of Lust himself?

“Oi, Asmo,” Mammon called out, as he opened the door to his brother’s bedroom.

“Hey! Knock first! I could have been changing you know,” Asmo snapped before returning his attention to nails as he worked on his manicure.

“Like you woulda cared.”

“Hmm, true,” Asmo hummed in agreement.

Mammon lingered by the door, arms crossed, unsure if he really wanted to be here after all. Things were so hit or miss with Asmo. He could give great advice when needed, but he also took great joy in mocking Mammon. Mammon just hoped that he was at least in a good enough mood to be somewhat helpful today, for your sake.

“So, I know I’m lovely to look at, but I don’t think that’s why you came here, is it?”

“Eh, right.”

“Well?”

“It’s just uhh…” Mammon shifted his weight from one foot to the other, clearly uncomfortable with the situation, but making no moves to leave.

“Either start talking, or get out. I have other things to do with my time,” Asmo said, holding up his nails to examine them as he stole a look at Mammon. He knew there was only one thing that Mammon would be willing to go through the trouble for when he was so anxious, and that was you.

“Fine! Fine! It’s just...uh...MC told me they were asexual last night. And I don’t even know what that means! They just came out of nowhere with it!” now that Mammon had started venting, the words just kept coming, “Like they acted like it wasn’t a big deal at all! But then told me they didn’t like sex! Who doesn’t like sex?! And to top it all off, they told LEVI first!”

“Well duh, of course they told Levi first,” replied Asmo as he carefully moved onto the next step in his manicure.

“Why is that a “well duh”?!”

“Because he’s asexual too, idiot. I’m surprised you didn’t know that. I mean, have you ever seen him with someone else? I know he’s a geek, but even geeks can get sex if they want it.”

Mammon stopped his pacing, staring at Asmo in complete shock. How had he not known that about his brother? It wasn’t really something that seemed like it might come up in casual conversation, but they had been brothers for millennia now, and the way Asmo was talking, Levi must have dropped plenty of hints over time. Hints he had been too oblivious to notice.

Another thought then occurred to Mammon that left a sick feeling in his stomach - this is why you hadn’t explained to him last night about Levi’s “secret”. You weren’t trying to keep him in the dark, not intentionally, you were simply trying to respect Levi’s privacy. And Mammon had completely failed at protecting yours in the process, not even stopping to think if you would have cared if Asmo knew.

“So um, what does asexual even mean exactly?” Mammon finally asked, flopping down on Asmo’s bed, staring at his ceiling.

“Well that really varies from person to person.”

“Yeah, that’s what they said last night too. But that doesn’t exactly help me, ya know.”

“It’s true, even if you don’t find it ‘helpful’,” Asmo replied, rolling his eyes as he continued to work on his nails, “There are a lot of different people that consider themselves asexual. Some people don’t like sex at all, and are grossed out by the very idea. That would be Levi. And some people like sex, but only under certain circumstances. And pretty much every combination of feelings between.”

Mammon was silent as he chewed on Asmo’s words. He said that you might like sex in “certain circumstances” but what would those be? If he was better in the bedroom, would that mean you��d be more interested? Or maybe if he worked out more, like Beel, you’d have a better time?

Asmo glanced at Mammon in the reflection in his mirror, rolling his eyes as though all of Mammon’s thoughts were clearly written in his face.

“Hey! Not everything is about you, you know.”

“What the hell is that suppose’ ta mean?!” Mammon snapped, lifting himself up onto his elbows.

“It means, idiot, that nothing you can do will change how they feel. You’re not going to wow them with your sexual prowess one day and fuck the asexuality out of them. It doesn’t work that way.”

Mammon blushed as he laid back down on Asmo’s bed. As embarrassing as it was to hear, at least knowing that there wasn’t something he did or didn’t do was a relief to him and comforting to hear. The guilt that he may have hurt you at some point prior to this had been gnawing at him since last night.

“There is one thing you can do though,” Asmo offered.

“Yeah?” Mammon replied, perking up and rising from the bed.

“Yeah, TALK.TO.THEM.”

“I know that!”

“Then why, dearest brother, are you still in my room wrinkling my sheets and wasting my air?”

Asmo stole another glance at Mammon through the mirror, smirking when he saw just how flustered and red in the face he now was. He looked like he was about ready to storm out any second. Which was a good thing in Asmo’s opinion because hopefully that would mean that he’d head straight to you and have a much needed conversation.

“Fine! Jeez! I don’t like the smell in ya room anyways!” Mammon snapped, making a beeline towards the door. He paused for a moment in the doorway though, turning his head slightly to look at Asmo, “umm...thanks,” he finally muttered before quickly leaving and closing the door behind him.

There was only one place Mammon wanted to go right now - and that was to find you.

#gn!mc #ace!mc #poly mc #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me mammon #obey me levi #obey me fanfic

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Beginnings (7/9)

Mammon x ace gn!MC x ace!Leviathan

NOTE - read the content warnings listed in Part 1

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It had been several weeks now since you had made up with Mammon and worked out the details of your relationship with him and Levi. And much to your surprise, things were going rather smoothly. Better than you had imagined, that’s for sure. The bickering, for one, had decreased considerably, which you could only attribute to the fact that Levi was no longer constantly simmering with jealousy and that Mammon no longer felt threatened by him.

Levi in particular had surprised you one day by suggesting the two of you take a bath together. The first couple of times you both were wrapped in towels. But it didn’t take him long to get comfortable enough that he didn’t feel that was necessary either. And while he still got embarrassed and blushy every time he asked if you wanted to sit with him in the bath, he was also quicker to relax with each attempt.

These private moments together were usually quiet ones, just enjoying the warmth of the water, and the skin to skin contact. But it wasn’t unusual either for them to be full of fun and laughter, like that time Levi had special ordered Ruri-chan themed bubble bath and water squirters shaped like magical girl wands.

Mammon though was starting to feel a little insecure. Partly due to the fact that he frequently got to watch how you’d light up when Levi would enter the room, completely unaware of how you also did the same whenever you saw him from a distance. And partly due to the fact that he hadn’t been able to spend a lot of quality time with you this week.

After arguing back and forth with himself, he finally decided he was going to talk to you about it. He absolutely did not want a repeat of what happened last time. You had reassured him several times that all he had to do was talk with you if something was bothering him, and today was the day he was going to take you up on that offer.

One evening, after a long day at RAD, Mammon had managed to drag you to bed early for some good quality snuggles. Staying up late with him wasn’t uncommon, but today he was pretty exhausted, and he had something to talk to you about.

With your head resting on his chest, Mammon started playing with your hair while he worked up the courage to talk. You could feel the way he would periodically tense, then breathe deeply before relaxing again, and knew there was something on his mind. You weren’t going to point it out though, not wanting to discourage Mammon from opening up, so you continued to play with his other hand as you cuddled against him.

“So...erm...I wanted ta...talk to ya…” he finally mumbled out. You had to bite back a laugh at the weird way his voice cracked in his nervousness, thankful that he couldn’t see your face right now, probably just as thankful as he was that you couldn’t see his.

“Sure, what’s up babe?”

“It’s just well...ya know…you always look so happy with Levi around,” he said, crossing and uncrossing his legs as he fidgeted, trying to find some outlet for his anxiety.

“And I’m...I’m just sayin’ that ya better look like that when you’re with me is all,” Mammon grimaced. That had come out a bit more aggressive than he had meant it to. He wasn’t trying to boss you around! He was supposed to be telling you how he felt!

“Of course I do, Mammon. I’m always happy to see you,” you replied, adjusting your position to smile up at him. He was blushing heavily now, and you wiggled upwards to give him a soft kiss on the cheek. He averted his gaze when you pulled back, but tightened his hold around your waist to prevent you from going too far, which only made you smile more.

“W-well so long as you understand.”

You laughed softly at his response, nuzzling against his neck in return, giving him yet another sweet kiss, this time on the skin there.

“We haven’t had a lot of time alone together this week, have we?” you asked.

“...nah, we haven’t…” Mammon relaxed, resting his cheek against your head, grateful that you were now leading this conversation and not leaving him to flounder about.

“Maybe we can do something this weekend? I’m with Levi tomorrow, but the day after we could do whatever you want?”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah, stay in, go out. Whatever you want.”

“I guess I can make time for ya,” he teased, eliciting another laugh from you.

“I’m honored the Great Mammon would even consider spending time with a simple human,” you joked in return.

“Now ya just bein’ a brat.”

You laughed again, snuggling closer to Mammon, enjoying the feeling of warmth and safety at being wrapped up in his arms.

“Umm, did I say somethin’?” Mammon asked, tensing up beside you when he realized how quiet you had suddenly gotten.

“Oh! Sorry. Not really. It’s just…I remembered that there was something I’ve been meaning to tell you.”

“Uhh…”

“It’s nothing bad! I swear. At least I don’t think it is.

You know how I seem to have a pretty low libido? Sex drive,” you clarified, just as Mammon was about to ask, “Well, I think that might not really be the case. I think I’m asexual, actually.”

“A what now?”

“I’m not really good at explaining it, I’m still learning about it myself, but it basically means, for me at least, that I’m not all that interested in sex? I mean, I still like it sometimes, don’t get me wrong. I have fun with you. But like, I could just as easily go without and spend time with you like this,” you explained, giving Mammon a firm squeeze around the waist and pressing your forehead against his neck.

Mammon felt something in his chest constrict. He loved having sex with you, he’d do it every day if he could. He liked the physical contact, and he craved that emotional intimacy he felt in the afterglow. The thought that you didn’t feel the same way was a huge blow to his self confidence. Had he been pressuring you too much? Did you not want to do it at all? Had he hurt you?

“...does Levi know?” he finally asked.

“Yeah, he was the one that helped me figure it out actually.”

“Why didn’t ya come to me? Doncha trust me?” Mammon asked, hurt.

“No, Mammon,” you sat up so that you could turn to face him, “That’s not what happened at all.”

“What did he do for ya, that I couldn’t?”

“That’s...that’s something you’ll have to ask Levi,” you replied.

“...you’re keepin’ secrets now too…?” he could feel his eyes starting to burn as he fought off his tears. He had been so angry just a moment ago, but now he just felt sad. Sad that you didn’t feel safe enough with him to discuss something so personal. Sad that you would rather talk to Levi.

“Woah! Mammon! Listen to me. Please,” but when he refused to look at you, you climbed into his lap, straddling his thighs, and placing your hands on his cheeks so you could turn his face to look at you. He resisted at first, but finally made eye contact, his eyes glossy with tears.

“I would NEVER keep secrets from you. Never,” you said, keeping your tone firm and even, emphasizing each word. “But this? This is not MY secret. Ok? It’s Levi’s. So you need to talk to him.”

You continued to scan his face, looking for any indication that he was understanding what you were saying, as you began to gently caress his cheeks with your thumbs. Finally, Mammon lifted his own hands, holding yours in place as he nodded slowly in agreement.

“I promise, Mammon. I won’t keep secrets from you, ok? I’ll always come to you.”

You leaned forward, closing your eyes and resting your forehead against his, “I love you,” you whispered.

Mammon released your hands, only to wrap his arms tightly around your waist, pulling you to him. You pressed a kiss to his cheek before returning the gesture, hugging him back as he buried his face in your neck. Holding him close, you ran your fingers through the hair at his nape, making sure to tell him how much you loved him, over and over again.

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Beginnings (6/9)

Mammon x ace gn!MC x ace!Leviathan

NOTE - read the content warnings listed in Part 1

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As soon as you felt Levi returning your hug, you closed his door behind you with your foot, giving him some much needed privacy as he silently cried while you held him. You felt a little bad that you hadn’t been able to talk to him sooner, seeing how worked up he had gotten. You gently ran your fingers through the hair at the nape of his neck, which only caused him to shiver before he pulled you even closer than before.

“It’s ok, Levi. You didn’t really think I was going to let you get away with rejecting me at the end of a letter like that, did you?” you teased him. He didn’t respond, only clutched at your shirt as he tried to calm himself.

“We need to talk, you know?” you continued, feeling Levi stiffen against you. Talking. He didn’t like talking. What was there to talk about? Were you going to reject him after all?? Just like he had done to you?? Was this karma??

“Hey, it’s ok. It’s not a bad talk. I promise.” You felt Levi nod slightly against you, and you turned to press a kiss to his head, “It’ll be ok.”

There was no helping the smile that was on your lips. You had half expected Levi to insist on not speaking to you, and part of you really hadn’t even been sure that he was actually in his room when you had started talking. But as soon as he opened his door, you knew all you needed to know. He didn’t really want to reject you, his insecurities had just gotten the better of him.

A few moments later, Levi pulled away enough to wipe at his face with the sleeves of his jacket. He felt more than a little silly at having been caught crying like that, and then breaking down completely when he heard your confession. He kept his head lowered, hiding behind his bangs as best he could. You rested your forehead against the top of Levi’s head, occasionally giving him a small kiss, which only left him more embarrassed, albeit ridiculously happy.

“C’mon, let’s go sit down so we can talk.”

“Umm yeah,” Levi replied, taking a quick glance around his room before settling on the tub as the optimal place to have a, in all likelihood embarrassing, personal conversation. Laying down in the tub you wouldn’t be able to see his face, and he wouldn’t have to look at yours either.

He gently tugged on your hand, grabbing blankets and pillows off the floor as he led you further inside his room. He really had made such a mess of things when he had rushed to get to you, and he secretly hoped you didn’t notice. You knew however, what the cause of all the mess was, but you decided to spare Levi the teasing this once. At least until you had a chance to talk with him about the other things on your mind.

You climbed into the tub first, settling down quickly, before opening your arms to encourage a very blushy Leviathan to join you. This wasn’t the first time the two of you had cuddled in this position, it was one you often fell asleep together in if you stayed up too late watching a movie. But now that both of your feelings were out in the open, it just seemed so much more intimate and much less innocent and platonic.

A small chuckle escaped your lips as Levi finally climbed in beside you, resting his head on your chest and looping his arm around your waist. He could feel his heart still beating rapidly, his mind too hung up on the position he was now in. As you started to rub his back, he slowly started to relax, and you patiently waited for him to calm down before asking him any questions.

“You feeling better?” you finally asked, giving Levi a small squeeze around the shoulders.

“...y-yeah.”

“That’s good,” you paused briefly before continuing, “I really liked the letter you wrote me.”

Levi tightened his grip around your waist, anxiety starting to build again now that you had mentioned his letter. That was really the last thing he wanted to talk about, if he was being honest.

“I just, I don’t understand why you thought you wouldn’t be a good boyfriend.”

“...isn’t it obvious,” he mumbled.

“No, not really.”

“You and Mammon get along well. You have a lot in common,” he explained, hoping you could pick up on his vague hints.

“Umm, so do we…?” you replied, confused. You knew he was trying to avoid saying something, but couldn’t for the life of you figure out what.

“I mean...like I would much rather sleep with you like this than...other ways…”

“...ok…?” things weren’t getting any more clear for you at this point, if anything you were only more confused. You just wanted to cuddle with him right now too, so what was the problem?

“Umm...you know how you and Mammon do stuff together? Stuff you don’t do with me…?”

“Stuff I don’t…” you snapped your mouth shut as soon as you realized what stuff Levi was talking about, embarrassed and completely blindsided at the direction this conversation was going. Thinking about it, such a conversation was inevitable if your relationship was to go forward, but this wasn’t something you had ever spoken about to Levi before, joking or otherwise.

“Well, I don’t...do...those things…”

“...okay…?”

Levi took a deep breath, a little frustrated that you weren’t picking up on his meaning by now. He was also a bit anxious about explaining this to you, unsure of how you’d react. At least you’d still be his friend, right? Even if you decided he couldn’t make you happy in other ways?

“...I’m asexual.”

You weren’t quite sure what that meant, besides the obvious, but you could tell that Levi was nervous about telling you. You started to comb your fingers through his hair, holding him closer with your other arm, hoping to reassure him that you weren’t going anywhere.

“Can you tell me what that means?” you asked, keeping your voice soft and gentle.

“Well, it’s uh...kinda different for everyone I guess? For me I don’t like to...you know...but some people still do sometimes,” Levi explained, the feeling of your fingers in his hair helping to soothe his nerves, making it easier for him to open up as he continued, “It’s not really a one size fits all sort of thing.”

“That doesn’t sound like such a big deal. Why were you so nervous?” you gave Levi a squeeze, pressing a kiss to the top of his head.

“Huh? Really?” Levi propped himself up on his elbow to look at you, confused with how easily you seem to have accepted this. Even among demons, where there wasn’t any social stigma surrounding sexual activity, it was still considered a bit...unusual. And Levi knew from all his human world media consumption that things like this were even less common there. So why did you seem unphased?

“Well, yeah? What else am I supposed to say? It’s not that important to me either, so I can understand how someone wouldn’t be interested in it at all.”

You brushed Levi’s bangs out of his face, tucking a few loose strands behind his ear and as he studied you. He really did seem genuinely surprised at your reaction, though you couldn’t imagine why. Had he expected you to laugh at him or something? Get mad?

You gave him a soft smile, causing him to blush when he realized just how long he had to have been staring at you. Just when he thought he knew you, you always seemed to do something unexpected. And this was probably one of the best sort of unexpected things he could ask for.

“Wait, is this why you thought I wouldn’t be happy with you?” you asked, suddenly remembering what had started this conversation.

Levi’s blush deepened, as he lowered his gaze and nodded his head. This wasn’t the only thing he had had on his mind, but it was the one he most feared your rejection over.

“Aww, Levi, you don’t need to worry about that.”

You slipped your arms around his neck, pulling him into a hug. He was quick to wrap his arm around your back, hugging you in return, relief flooding his body. How did he get so lucky as to meet you? He knew he had told you several times before that he thought you were an angel, but he really meant it this time. No way someone as perfect, kind, and understanding as you could be anything but.

“So if you don’t like that, are there other things you are ok with? Or stuff I should avoid? I don’t want to make you uncomfortable.”

“No, you’re fine,” Levi replied, shaking his head, “Just ask I guess?”

“Hugging, kissing, hand holding...that’s all ok right?”

“Y-yeah…that’s ok…” he mumbled into your neck, more embarrassed by discussing kissing than he had been about discussing his sexuality.

“You know, it almost sounds like it might apply to me too. I’d much rather do this most of the time,” you mused. Levi had lowered his body down again, his torso somewhat half on top of yours. You gently scratched at his back, drawing random shapes and patterns as you cuddled him, “Like if someone would have asked me what my ideal evening with my partner would be, this would pretty much be it.”

As you laid there together in comfortable silence, you let your mind start to wander back to when you were growing up. You had never really had the same sort of relationships that your peers seemed to be interested in. One partner even calling you a prude because of your lack of desire to do anything beyond holding hands. You had always written those sorts of things off as just trouble finding decent people to date, and hadn’t spent much time looking into it further.

As you got older, you had gotten more curious, so it seemed to come up less often. But still you never seemed quite as into it as those around you, content to take a calming bath with your partner most nights than doing anything else. You thought about occasionally asking one of your close friends about their thoughts on the subject, yet something always made you hesitate to mention it.

Mammon had probably been the most loving and supportive partner you had had to date. Even though he was pretty much always ready to go at a moments notice, he never pressured you to do more than you felt comfortable. And he was happy to find other ways to please you and spend intimate moments together. There had been a few times here or there in the beginning, of course, when you both had still been trying to figure things out, where he took your lack of interest personally. But you were always able to reassure him, since his primary fear was rejection more than anything.

“Are you okay?”

“Hmm?” you looked at Levi, who had now raised his head to check on you.

“You were really still so I thought maybe you were...reconsidering…?” his voice trailed off.

“Oh no no no, sorry! I was just lost in thought. I’m fine. You’re fine,” you smiled at him again before gently guiding his head back down to rest against your shoulder where it had been, “It’s just the more I think about it, the more I think it might apply to me too. I just didn’t really know that was a thing before, you know? I’ve always been kinda nervous to ask anyone about it since it seemed like everyone else just knew what those feelings were.”

Levi tightened his grip around you, protectively almost. He knew that feeling. That anxiety about not wanting to draw attention to the fact that you’re different. He didn’t like imagining you feeling that way. You had always made him feel safe, and he wanted to be able to do the same for you. He knew it was silly, there wasn’t anything he could do about things that happened before you met him, but still. He wanted to make sure you knew at least that he would have been there for you if he could have.

“I have some links and stuff I could send you. It might help,” he offered.

“Yeah that would be good, thanks,” you replied, giving him another kiss to the top of his head and an affectionate squeeze. “Anyways, there is still something we have to talk about,” you continued, changing the subject.

“Th-th-there is?” Levi stuttered, unsure what could possibly still be needing to be discussed.

“Mammon.”

Levi flinched in your arms at the sound of his brother's name. He had forgotten about him completely, but as soon as you mentioned him, the scene at breakfast started replaying itself in his head.

“We made up, which I think you figured out this morning.”

“...yeah,” Levi weakly replied. Of course this all was too good to be true. Sure you loved him, but that didn’t really make a difference, did it? You still had Mammon. These must have just been some affectionate goodbye pity cuddles you were giving him before cutting him out of your life for good.

“Well, awhile ago Asmo was telling me about demon relationships, and how polyamorous relationships were pretty common here…” you paused, taking a deep breath to calm yourself, the knot of anxiety in your stomach forming once again as you recalled the first time you had talked to Mammon about this. Levi was Envy personified, after all, him reacting in a similar manner wouldn’t be outside of the realm of possibility.

“So I was wondering...if you’d maybe...like to try that…?”

“REALLY?!” Levi snapped his head up, almost whacking you in the face in the process. His eyes were sparkling with excitement like you had just offered him the world. And you did, from his perspective. Yeah he’d have to share, but he could touch you too! A lot if he ever got brave enough! He could even plan a real date! Like a normie! Maybe he could even convince you to go to a maid cafe with him?! Or dress up like a maid?! And cosplay! There were so many great cosplays he could do with three people!

“Wh…” you were startled by Levi’s eager reaction, but he was just so excited, you couldn’t help but laugh at how cute he looked, “Yeah Levi, I mean it,” you replied with a smile of your own, “We will need to discuss details with Mammon, but he’s already agreed to the idea too.”

The next thing you knew, Levi had tackled you into a hug, pushing you further down into his nest of pillows, completely overwhelmed with happiness.

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