Luffy feeling guilty because he loves all his friends but he loves Zoro differently. And for the first time since Sabaody he doubts himself and is mad at himself for being a "bad captain". Because he misses all of them but he misses Zoro the most, and he's happy to be with them but he feels happier when Zoro's next to him.
And he hates how possessive he's over him because yes, Nami is his navigator, Sanji is his cook, and so on... But he doesn't want Zoro to be his swordsman he wants Zoro to be his, period. And even if he knows he's egotistical, he thinks he wants to own him and that's just wrong.
Angsty Luffy pinning over Zoro and not being able to talk about it because he doesn't want his friends to think less of him or believe he doesn't love or need them anymore.
rewatching the wano reunion and I just realized first luffy says “I finally get to see you” but then before luffy lands on him, zoro tries to say “it’s been a long time” just for luffy to repeat “it’s been a long time” those TWO WEEKS were really too much for them to stand
i need sanji to elaborate what he meant by something special for dinner because there was absolutely no reason for him to say that with that cunty-ass smirk on his face