a triple drabble angsty unrequited love Art Donaldson/reader, and some requited love Art/Tashi/Patrick. it'll take like a minute to read so what do you have to lose. please indulge me in my bisexual polyamorous tennis enthusiasm.

my Other group of men

i need some bisexual polyamorous tennis analysis and fanart rn or i will perish.

i will be watching the bisexual polyamorous tennis movie again.

seeing Challengers today and i'm genuinely so excited for this bisexual polyamorous tennis film. back when i was really into the MCU, i had a crush on Zendaya's MJ, and back when i was into Dear Evan Hansen i was in love with Mike Faist's Connor Murphy, so this should be a good one for me.

okay so i've been reflecting a lot on my gender recently and so i think maybe i'm a nonbinary trans dude, maybe? like i think i'd still be nonbinary if i were AMAB, but i'd be more comfortable in a masculine body with my sort of feminine mannerisms. i think demiboy/demiguy fits me, since i'd like a masc name and to present in a mostly masc way but also i'd like to have a Gonzo-esque approach to my gender of 'getting silly with it'. like i like wearing my pink sparkly trainers/sneakers, and i don't really care that my jeans are womens jeans. i don't think i'd want a beard, or even if i'm that bothered about T, but top surgery would be nice.

rb this and tell me what ur accent is. this has no purpose except the fact i just realized i could have like... mutuals with cockney accents or newfoundland accents or something and thats just wild

breaking from mariteeth shenanigans for a moment with some Piggy & Deadly friendship feels ;A; they were one of my favorite parts of the 2015 abc show and I really hope we get to see them as besties again in a future project!

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today was alright all things considered! it was pretty quiet for a Friday morning/afternoon. we didn't have delivery slots for most of the day because we didn't have any crates, which was a double edged sword because it meant i didn't have to do many deliveries, but people weren't happy. also we didn't have plastic bags until 12pm so people weren't happy about that either lol.

if Broadway doesn’t want bootlegs floating around then they need to get their act together and make legal recordings.  you can say all you want that theater is meant to be enjoyed live, but the fact of the matter is not everybody can get to NYC to go to a Broadway show.  not everybody can afford to take the time off of work and buy a plane ticket to NYC and buy a night in a hotel AND get the ticket to the show.  people want to see the shows, that’s why there’s a bootleg market in the first place, but it’s unreasonable to expect that everyone has the time, money, and ability to make it out to the one place in the world to see something on Broadway, especially if it’s a limited engagement.  so record that shit, slap some subtitles on it, and sell it so we can buy it legally.

normally i go to the cinema after work on Fridays, because i have a 10-2 shift and it gives me something to look forward to, but there's nothing on that i want to see. normally i go to the cinema a few times a week, since i have a membership, but i've only been once this week, to see Monkey Man. i'm seeing Challengers tomorrow; i could've seen it today after work but i'd rather just get home and have a nap today tbh, plus i'd booked my ticket for tomorrow way in advance so it seemed pointless rebooking for today.

i hope i never ever ever see this image while im high or it will also straight up kill me. it would make me so scared my skeleton would run away And id be a boneless scared heap on the ground

Sesame Street (1969-Present)

its so sad that radfem just means transphobe and not like. this

okay he's gone now. my mum and brother just got back, and when they told me i didn't cry like i thought i would; i'm either all cried out or it'll hit me when i'm trying to get to sleep tonight.

it was a spinal injury that'd just keep getting worse, so it was the best thing for him.

my mum, brother and auntie are taking my cat to the vet rn. i've stayed home because i couldn't handle going, so i'm home alone and crying to myself. i stroked the cat for a bit just before they went. if that's my last time with him that's okay with me. probably my favourite time with him was last Christmas when i watched a ton of Christmas movies and he just sat on my lap or stomach or chest for hours and it was really nice.

not to seem selfish but i have no idea how i'm gonna cope at work tomorrow. it's only a 4 hour shift, 10am-2pm but it's a pretty stressful shift. maybe it'll distract me.