"Folk in those stories had lots of chances of the turning back, only they didn't. They kept going, because they were holding on to something. That there is some good in this world.. and it's worth fighting for"
" I thought he was in Hell but, heard sightings, at least the rest of demons talk to me' she said dryly.
She looked at he time. " I think a Hour"
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Castiel had been travelling around new places trying to figure out what case to do next. There had been a werewolf one a demon one and a vampire one but there had also been a witch one to maybe he could try and do them all in one day but he wasn't sure he would be able to. At the moment he was outside of Kansas sitting at the bar enjoying a drink to himself.
"Stay calm, stay calm!" A voice told him and he sighed softly and shook his head. He didn't think he would have any company but he stayed quiet. "Why should I?" He spoke up a little and saw a demon stand before him.
Pure panic appeared on Bruce face.
“ No.. I’m not.. I don’t want to fight” his hands are up by now through he’s anxous. He can feel his green self well hulk ready jump out.
“ I’m avenger.. well I think i am… still kind of.. not sure cause we broke up.. but here to help” he babbled for moment.
thank you for being my supportive straight friend haha lol that's okay!!!
steddie / narlie comparison edit for @kermitthehag
commissions for my ❤️🩹 health
“ You ever feel like…you’re a box of matches everyone keeps passing around to keep themselves warm? and some days you just wanna set fire to a forest just to watch something else burn for once. ”
DEEPER CONVERSATION PROMPTS ft. some inspo from random shit i’ve written
“ even morsels of affection are like feasts to a starved soul. ”
“ you ever feel like…you’re a box of matches everyone keeps passing around to keep themselves warm? and some days you just wanna set fire to a forest just to watch something else burn for once. ”
“ seems like when my life was created by— shit if i know. the universe or god. whoever was building it had the blueprint upside down. something’s just wrong. ”
“ the world feels too big for me to be noticed, yet too small to hide. ”
“ it hurts. when you want to live. when you start caring about having a future again. it makes all the things you’d numbed yourself too ache again. it can be just as suffocating to want to stay on this earth as it is to want to escape it. ”
“ only clinging to positive emotions, pushing all the bad shit down, that’s not balance. it’s not any healthier than the people who hold on to their bitterness and anger. ”
“ truth is i don’t care— i should but. i don’t care if becoming one of the monsters is what it to takes to protect myself. i’d rather be something that makes people afraid than be the one terrified anymore. ”
“ i think the real monsters in the world, the real villains, are the ones who create them. ”
“ no one blames a beat dog for learning how to bite the hands that strike it. yet when humans learn how to bear their teeth we avert our gaze, criticize how they learn to survive. ”
“ i’m starting to think finding your place in the world is about making it. carving out a piece and making it yours. ”
“ i’m not afraid to love. loving is the easy part. it’s the after that always scares me. the idea of being left with all that love and nowhere to put it. ”
“ i feel hungry. like in my soul. but i don’t know what i’m starving for. how am i supposed to know what i need when i’ve never had it? it’s just hollow. ”
“ it took me a while to realize happiness wasn’t this long, consistent thing. it’s just learning to live in the small moments. appreciating the joys you find, tucking them away for later so when it’s dark again you remember what the light felt like. ”
“ i think it’s okay to be lonely sometimes. i think that’s when you learn the most about who and what you are. and who you want to be. ”
“ i knew something had to change when nightmares no longer scared me. they almost felt safer than what was there when i was awake. ”
“ i’ve never really learned to identify one emotion from another. i never got that? how some people just know what they’re feeling. it’s all just one mess inside me. i just feel. i don’t think about it. i just feel things—so strongly it’s like it takes over my entire body and soul. ”
“ to really know yourself…i think that will always be more important than whether not anyone else knows you. ‘cause there’s always going to be pieces of yourself you keep from the world. and only you can understand them. ”
“ when you fight with someone you actually, truly love. that selfless, committed kind of love? every argument might as well be like punching your own reflection. that’s how you know it’s real. when hurting them wounds you too. ”
The Doctor paused for moment.
"How did you stop" he asked curiously.
His hands were shaky so he was unsure but ended up taking her hand.
“Not everyone is out to hurt you.” - for Steven Strange from Charlotte
He look to Charlotte. As if he wasn't sure if she was right.
"Are you sure about that ' he asked eyebrow raised.
He didn't work well with others at least that's what people said . He worked well with Wong, and at least the later didn't hurt him.
However he was still.. learning in way.
" I don't know what I would do with out you" she side before taking sip of her own drink.
She leaned against the bar with soft expression on her face.
" He won't listen to me, maybe you will have more luck"
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Castiel had been travelling around new places trying to figure out what case to do next. There had been a werewolf one a demon one and a vampire one but there had also been a witch one to maybe he could try and do them all in one day but he wasn't sure he would be able to. At the moment he was outside of Kansas sitting at the bar enjoying a drink to himself.
"Stay calm, stay calm!" A voice told him and he sighed softly and shook his head. He didn't think he would have any company but he stayed quiet. "Why should I?" He spoke up a little and saw a demon stand before him.
" Well at least its not Trex, because I can't deal with being chased again' he raised eye brown glancing at behind him at the raptor.
" I hope we can, I almost miss Alan, but at least we stuck together, it's never good to be alone out here" he winced at rather interesting memory.
' I know last time they did have system of sorts " he paused looking behind them ever few steps.
But it was rather useless. Whatever the creature was it had to many claws, and seem to move fast.
He nodded in agreement. He didn't like this idea of course he didn't . But he here was of course, as his friend. Alan was somewhere, and he was left to his own devices.
"I'm not the greatest with names, but considering what they have cooked up here... I'm guessing its .. new" he winced scanning the era.
He promise not to do this, he has kids.. but they are grown now. But things changed .. and now dinos were even more modified .
" They keep making new ones, one that have more teeth, as if we need that" he says dryly.
He froze for moment tilting his head. " It seems like Raptor " he admitted carefully. Looking slightly around in case, anything would to happen.