Don't trust your brain, if you want to know what you look like, just ask me and ill tell you.

- Parachute // 2024

Sometimes you miss more the feeling of what a person made you feel than the person itself. Sometimes it is because the memory of how they acted or treated you is one you want to forget or leave behind, but oh, the glorious heights of emotion you experienced with them, that you can never and not want forget!

e.v.e.

I got treated like shit while my heart was pure, I'll never forget that.

My psychiatrist said something today that really hit me bc of how true it is:

She said,

“it seems to be a reoccurring theme in your life… not being heard. from family, friends, relationships, doctors… you’re always fighting to be heard. for people to believe you. for people to see you. to be taken seriously. it’s coming from all aspects of your life. that isn’t an easy thing to bare, you are draining yourself in every possible way.”

fuck.

In another universe I was happy

The problem is people are being hated when they are real, and being loved when they are fake.

~ Bob Marley

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