I really don’t get how people work and exist like damn I’m so tired. I need to be like a rich persons housewife but like one that just kinda hangs out all day because I suck at literally everything and I really shouldn’t have children. So I just need to be like someone’s pet or something, someone’s indoor outdoor cat so I’m just doing my own thing and you attempt to make sure I survive

I started a job and I’m so tired I don’t know how people do it

04/26/2024

It worked! 🤙 guess who fucking slept good last night other than a headache

Got weed absolutely praying that I get to sleep before 4am tonight that would be sick

Got weed absolutely praying that I get to sleep before 4am tonight that would be sick

I start a new job on the 22nd and I’m so filled with anxiety I know it’ll be fine and everything will be cool and chill and Ill be fine once I start work but until then aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I wish I had weed so I could be so insanely high put on my asmr lady that’s nice and go to sleep but nooooo instead I’m sober and can’t sleep and wont be able to sleep until I start work and can stop stressing. Also I’ll be driving myself to work for the first time and aaaaaaa I haven’t driven in a hot second im so anxious I want weed but alas im broke hense the job

A lovely walk I had with my grandmother aunt and mother

04/15/2024

Spring is here!

04/16/2024

Took an angry walk in the rain today. Turns out weed keeps me chill and cool and I am struggling so much without it 😭

04/11/2024

04/10/2024

Crazy to know that these are ancient mountains

Pics of the sky before the eclipse

04/08/2024

Didn’t see the eclipse because my friends stupid fucking boyfriend caused her to have a meltdown so I had to go home because my stupid fucking phone was gonna die actually so pissed at him rn like come the fuck on have some fucking compassion you dick AAAAAAAAAAAAA I HATE HIM

How do you people make your text so small this shit is huge I want lil words 😞

It was so insanely nice out today

04/07/2024

03/15/2024