I NEED TO GO TO THE SEA I NEED TO GO TO THE SEA I NEED TO GO TO THE SEA I NEED TO

Here is my secret

I am addicted to these games called nonograms. They are like weird number puzzles that make a picture idk how to describe look it up. But I warn u... u may fall victim as I did...

anyway everyday all I do is open my puter and pull up a youtube video to listen to in the background while I play nonograms. It is seriously getting in the way of my ability to complete tasks.

anyway all the nonograms are created by various creators and there's this one who always posts one's that are portraits of obscure Russian/Soviet historical figures, authors, celebrities, etc. I have no idea why this is their niche but it is and I love it. I love doing the portraits. I have no idea who any of the people are but they are fun puzzles. And it only fuels my hyperfixation on Soviet culture. Have I stumbled across some sort of top secret governmental communication channel? It feels so bizarre and specific. I wonder if they wake up everyday and see I've played their nonograms and think oh no she's onto us! haha just kidding. anyway this is my stop. Have fun riding the train. Wahoo!

packages in the mail used to be so fun. Now they show up n I'm like ok. whatever man.

They hate me for my neurodivergent charm and want me for my gnc immortal energy <3

when you touch a bad texture and then five minutes later you remember it and have to shake and cringe like a cartoon character getting electrocuted

Weighted blankets aren't enough I need to be crushed in a hydraulic press