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Prayer for the Wayward Spouse

May this prayer be your heart’s cry for your spouse. Remember the Word of God is powerful and will never return void. Here is a new prayer that I wrote for us. Please stand in agreement with me that as you pray, the Holy Spirit will change your spouse’s heart suddenly and quickly.

“So is my word that goes out from my mouth: It will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire, and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.” Isaiah 55:11

– – – – – I will exalt You, my God the King; I will praise Your name for ever and ever. Great is the LORD and most worthy of praise; His greatness no one can fathom. The LORD is near to me and I call on You, in truth. Hear my prayer, O Lord; let my cry for help come to You. Do not hide Your face from me when I am in distress. Turn Your ear to me; when I call, answer me quickly. You will fulfill the desires of those who fear You; You hear my cry and save me and my spouse.

Lord, I have faith in God, and You said, “If anyone says to this mountain, ‘Go, throw yourself into the sea,’ and does not doubt in his heart but believes that what he says will happen, it will be done for him. Lord, You know my mountain of circumstances in my marriage. So I am believing You, that whatever I ask for in prayer, that I believe that I have received it, and it will be mine. And when I stand praying, if I hold anything against anyone, I forgive them, so that my Father in heaven may forgive me of my sins. Lord, with man this is impossible, but not with God; all things are possible with God.

Lord, I thank You that I am strong in the Lord, and in His mighty power I put the full armor of God on myself and my spouse so that I can take a stand against the devil’s schemes. Lord, thank You that You will block my spouse’s path with thornbushes; You will wall them in so that they cannot find their way. They will chase after their lovers but not catch them; they will look for them but not find them. Then they will say, ‘I will go back to my spouse as at first, for then I was better off than now.’ My prayer is that You will open their eyes and turn them from darkness to light and from the power of Satan to You, so that they may receive forgiveness of their sins and be sanctified by faith in You. Thank You Lord, that You will break the bars of their yoke and rescue them from the hands of those who enslaved them. You will search for Your lost and bring back the strays. You will bind up the injured and strengthen the weak.

You are the Good Shepherd, You know Your sheep and Your sheep know You. I praise You that You will give my spouse a undivided heart and put a new spirit in them. Thank You that You will remove from them their heart of stone and give them a heart of flesh. Thank You Lord, that my spouse will not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of their mind. I keep asking that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the glorious Father, may give both of us the Spirit of wisdom and revelation, so that we both may know Him better. I pray also that the eyes of our hearts will be enlightened in order that we may know the hope to which He has called us. You are our peace, who has made the two one and has destroyed the barrier, the dividing wall of hostility.

I pray that You may strengthen us with power through His Spirit in our inner being, so that Christ may dwell in our hearts through faith. Lord, I know You are able to do immeasurably more than all I ask or imagine, according to Your power that is at work within me. Lord, remove our sinful natures, and fill us with the fruit of the Spirit which is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.

Lord, I pray that You will turn the heats of the fathers to their children and the hearts of the children to their fathers. Lord, I hate divorce as You hate divorce. Lord, my spouse and I are one flesh, and are no longer two, but one. Therefore what You have joined together, let man not separate. Thank You Lord, that it is Your will that we should be sanctified; that we should avoid sexual immorality; that we should learn to control our own body in a way that is holy and honorable, not in passionate lust like the heathen, who do not know God. For You did not call us to be impure, but to live a holy life.

Lord, breathe on my dead marriage and it will come to life. Then the nations around us that remain will know that the Lord has rebuilt what was destroyed and has replanted what was desolate. The Lord has spoken, and He will do it. Lord, thank You that You will come to me and fulfill my gracious promise to bring us back to Your place. For You know the plans You have for me. Plans to prosper me and not to harm me, plant to give me hope and a future. Then I will call upon You and come and pray to You, and I will listen to You. I will seek You and find You when I seek You with all my heart. You will find my spouse and will bring my spouse back from captivity. For nothing is impossible with God. I am blessed as I believe what the Lord has said to me will be accomplished! Praise the Lord. Amen.”

This post my wife wrote about herself, me, our marriage/relationship and our family life growing up is the most heartfelt feelings and thoughts of her soul. I know this is the true person I married and I cried upon reading it the first time. I now sit in the midst of separation for her having left me for someone else and I pray every day that she returns to me and our family is made whole once again.