Speeds Up Then Slows Down

It's so easy for creative people to build walls between themselves and the world, stop everything and just want to create you know?

So what happens?

This speeds up at first then slows down the creative process.

And this is something I need to remember cause I really really don't talk to people in real life. Appearing in Instagram stories for a while is like enough is enough for me.

Created As I Wanted

I created my life as I wanted. I became anything, anywhere, as I wished. I worked hard for them to happen and I decided to finish after they happened.

This is my chooseful career of life while choosing how to inhale and where to exhale.

This is simply being the opposite of what they think as 'being'.

Simple structure of choosing process is to know what to not choose and have the ability to see where to die to born again.

If I ve never written a song

Hello Friday. It's me again.

My first and only producer suggested me to read some songwriting books. After 1 month I finally started to read. It is going fascinating as I see myself inside the book. If I haven't written over 40 songs, I would not understand one word.

So, schools are useless once you don't have practice, aren't they???

You get the theory from the book and you need hands on exercises to use the theory. This is why I was fooled for years in universities. Theories are just great to study. But when it comes to practice I was like OMG what the hell am I doing here?? Everyone likes to learn but everyone is different in their preferences about work. I learnt business, marketing, psychology, human resources, family therapy, art therapy etc etc etc. God damn they were so fun to learn!! Just I could not do their serious occupation things. Now I am the writer of many songs, I finally start to learn the theoretical parts and again I am telling, I would not understand one word if I did not experience it from the heart.

Not sometimes but ALWAYS I need to look the world from another rabbit hole you know?

What about the below picture you are asking. Well... It looks good so why not <3

Prison & Alive or Freedom & Dead?

I have three cats. All of them stay in home without going outside. One of them (the last one that we adopt 3 years of old) came to us when she was 1 years old (others were kittens when they came) after she experienced motherhood and streets. I mean she was free. She is a very lovely and smart cat and loves to sleep next to us at nights. However, she misses her freedom a lot. Usually tries to escape from open doors and windows and usually she makes it. We are very scared and don't let her to go out because there are at least 10 stray dogs in our street and they usually kill the cats. This is very sad and officials really don't do anything about it + the neighbour that looks after them feed them with uncooked meat. Several times neighbours called the officials but ended up with empty hands. Several times officials came and took some of them to shelters but the neighbours went and took them and brang to street again. I love dogs, I really do! But they attack people too. They are so wild I can't remember how many times they attacked me and I screamed like hell and somebody else helped me and how many times I ran away like hell screaming.. They are really so wild!! Another issue is about the cars. Main street crossed the house area and guess what so many hedgehogs, cats, birds, foxes got killed because of the cars. These are the reasons why we do not let our cats to go outside. But the newest cat of ours really day by day becomes mad and depressive in home. There isn't any park that we can walk her as she hates and tries to escape from the leash. This makes me so sad...

This is my favourite poem for years if you wanna know.

Don't tell me shut up! <3

This lovely artwork illustrates how Cyprus is still in my heart. Blood moon, stars and me with my long hair. Everything was just perfect! Peeerfect!!!!!!

I was High and Embarrassed

I am Love Gene. Here to throw everything outside.

Finally, yes finally.. Let's start from the last night.

A strange thing happened. I was high and about to sleep. Guess what? Someone followed me on Instagram. It was an account I thought I was already following. I said okay. Let's follow back.

The account belongs to a woman who is a witch and makes a living from that. She posts astrological stuff daily which I totally enjoy to read<3

Well she texted me saying "grand rising love" and my reply was "infinite rising". Then she told me that "Can I give you a reading ❤️ I was called to you by the ancestors that’s why I beep ya Do you mind guidance of the ancestors??".

I said "sure".

She asked my full name and a photo of my left palm.

I was high and gave them all to her.

Then something happened inside my chest. Omg.. What a black feeling happened inside my cheeest!

I felt so bad. So so so sooo bad like someone was entering my soulgate and changing something about my life. Omg. I heard a beep and opened the text to see that:

"I do accept donation for the reading my love 😍 tho I don’t give specific amount but people donate 25-100$ how much can you afford? Cash app or paypal? Venmo or zelle? It’s just a donation How much can you afford."

Yea yea just a donation 😂🤪

I replied as "I will donate later my love".

I deleted my full name and the left palm.

I was high and embarrassed.

I was high and panic.

I was high and my sleep was totally gone.

Not because of seeing her real intentions. Someone that I really don't have any idea about had my full name and my left palm.

I have been dealing with anixety for years and now look what happens in the middle of the night 😂

Well. I slept well don't worry. In the morning I checked the stories to see that account shared something saying like "this is my only account". Well it happened a lot of people. Then, I felt stupid. Then, I felt smart. Now, I feel nothing about the event.

The thing is I'm glad I did not continue and donate her. Though I have no money to donate but even if I had, I wouldn't donate. Because you know. This shit happens a lot and real witches never ask money to read the palms or your cups or your life or your birth mark. They don't. If they really feel that they should read you, they just do without asking anything. But there is another thing. They usually have LOOVELLYY crafts and I love to buy them. You see? Its reciprocity without tension without putting pressure. If there is pressure, there is no magic and it's not fun!!!!!!

This is an improvisation in Amaj <3 Maybe you can join, too <3 Come on waiting for your impro it will be wonderful to colabbbb <3 X <3 X <3 X <3 X

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