lixzwithapen
Madness
Sup? I'm a schizo and addicted to art. writer and poet. Genderfluid. (27, afab, they/them) Art is medicine. Medicine is an art.
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seavoice
looked out at the sea and felt a little small
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Egon Spengler
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Abolano Records
tsunderees
it's not like i like you or anything...
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Tumblr triggered me again...
I'm just...
Gonna...
Want to kms in bed for a while...
Maybe scream....
Maybe pace...
Maybe nicotine...
So fing glad I came back!
Kill me now
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i can't let it affect me. i can't let it affect me, i can't let it affect me.
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dissociation[?] culture is
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columns of kelp underwater are so gorgeous. absolutely one of my favorite things in the natural world
#im having a eeally paranoid time#and stressed af#this was very calming#thank you random person#thank you#nature truly is healing
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Oh yeah... my new place doesn't have Ethernet or good WiFi...
Rip steam and switch gaming...
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I just moved into the home today and my paranoid ass already thinks this was a terrible idea. And that all my neighbours hate me. For no real reason ig... Lmao why am i this??
Hopefully I get calmer soonish...
#schizophrenia#schizophrenic#schizo#psychosis#psychotic#actually schizophrenic#actually psychotic#paranoia#paranoid
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Update!
For the first time since I got sick over a decade ago, I had the thought "I don't want to die. I Want to live."
I never thought I'd Ever think that.
Things still suck and im unraveling.
Everything's terrible.
But.
I Want to live.
Huge.
I'm in awe that I thought that last night.
Stay safe as always.
Maybe i Can live like this somehow...
#schizophrenia#schizophrenic#schizo#psychosis#psychotic#actually psychotic#actually schizophrenic#schizospec#positivity#i Cant believe it!
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anything can be a sign or an omen if you’re paranoid enough <3
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sorry babe i can’t come over. i’m arguing with the voices in my head about whether or not they exist again
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SZPD + ASPD culture is not being able to fit into any gender identity. My gender is that Im not a human. That is it. That is all
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you ever go nonverbal but like... online? too fatigued to reblog anything with tags or interact with people
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