ed hack: get a coloring book
it’ll give sort of the same satisfaction. I think it’s the completion of something, but it also passes the time. get the tension out when you have the urge
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throwing it up after
carrying a toothbrush everywhere I go
ending the night binge drinking instead of eating
miralax every morning
sleep with a waist trainer
dirty wrist
clogged sink
nobody knows
nobody cares
im lost
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Starting this today. Having some raspberry green tea this morning. Tea and coffee count for water fast if you don’t put anything in them correct?
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stopped looking at the flatness of my stomach for results. it really shows the effort in your arms and legs
You can always suck the stomach in but you can’t suck your fat thighs, calfs, and arms in.
Do BETTER, I know you can do it 💕
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gm tuber lavesdiinny
Skull
Higher column romanticiwkbxokkkk july i im okokok
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real
The days go on and the songs keep playing. It's fine, it really is.
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broke my liquid fast yesterday with a yogurt and strawberries. it’s not even worth it. i puked it straight up and felt ill all night. I still feel sick. I don’t feel pretty or pure. I cant do it anymore, I cant eat
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im at my sisters for the evening. I was going to cook for her because I was thinking of food, but the salt exploded all over her stove. it may be a sign
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going to my am class early tomorrow and have an extra afternoon class. tomorrow will pass quickly. then it’s fucked up friday
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why i drink🙌
the morning after eating more than normal is the worst feeling in the world. I genuinely would rather have a wicked hangover lol
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god it’ll hit 10x better because I’ve hardly eaten this week
2 days and im unconscious 🙏🙏 holding it out for the weekend
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2 days and im unconscious 🙏🙏 holding it out for the weekend
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as of now i cant recognize my face. im pale, my eyes look buggy or fake like a doll, I’ve chewed my lips bare. most of all I look like a corpse.
it takes nothing for me to restrict because I don’t want it anymore. the thought of me chewing food is disgusting. it seems unimaginable right now
ill do anything to feel anything. turn my showers to cold, drink away my conscious, light up, take one too many, and do it all again
my life is just walking on a tightrope atp
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