My Fanfics!

(Thank you so much, @mariamuses (Maria!) for writing my name so beautifully, you are a gem. <3)

This is a SJM blog, so everything I write is based on her work. All characters belong to SJM. Also, I am always taking prompt submissions in my ask box, which you can get to by clicking HERE. 

*in front of the title notes fics that were written with the loml, @snelbz​ By genre: Angsty Oneshots Masterlist Fluffy Oneshots Masterlist Smut Oneshots Masterlist Multichapters Masterlist

By Series: A Court of Thorns and Roses Masterlist Throne of Glass Masterlist

For the rest of my answered prompts, search “Tara answers prompts” within my blog!

I Don’t Want To Wait, Masterlist

Rowaelin High School Best Friend AU

Summary: She swallowed and wiped her mouth and really looked at her best friend. His green eyes were lit up with excitement, watching her enjoy her birthday cake. “Thanks, Rowan,” Aelin replied in a moment of unusual sincerity.

Rowan shrugged, but she watched as a soft pink hue colored his cheeks. And as Aelin and Rowan sat on her bed, eating her breakfast cake, Aelin decided that this was the year she was finally going to kiss her best friend. She just hoped it wouldn’t ruin everything.

AN: Rated M for swearing, underage drug use and drinking, and all kinds of sexual experimentation. Slow burn as hell. Always accepting prompts for this one.

Chapters:

one // two // three // four // five // six // seven // eight // nine // ten // eleven

Musical Inspo:

Rowan’s Game Day Playlist Writing Playlist

I decided to take some me time and stay away from social media the last few weeks to focus on my mental health since I was struggling. This is some of the most peaceful moments of my time away from the internet.

Turns out the world out there is beautiful. I had forgotten that.

Anyway, here are some pics. Ignore my dog, he's a poser and loves the attention. He's already too vain.

The Cadre {Masterlist}

A Throne of Glass period AU: 1920s.

Summary: Orynth became Aelin Galathynius’s kingdom the moment the Prohibition began. She sang every night, the voice of the city’s underground world, her cousin selling the liquor that was banned by the authorities. She was living the dream, young and free, until the Cadre, until Rowan Whitethorn, came into her life.

Since Rowan Whitethorn returned from war, everything had changed. His aunt wants to take his crown, old enemies have returned as business partners, and he can’t sleep without feeling as if he’ll be suffocated by the memories of war. Little did he know that when he came back home he would be leaving one battlefield and entering another.

All characters belong to SJM.

Warning: mature content - language, alcohol use, drug use, sex, murders and shit.

Prologue 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19

wow 😍🥺🤤

Worst thing about this? :

It doesn't just apply to the US...

(though they seem to be the best example)

#Sorry not sorry

#at least my government doesn't promote untried medication as miracle cures

If only I had an inkling of discipline 😭🤷‍♀️

AAAAAHH!!! 😍😍😍

Werewolf writing prompt with an addition:

There are actually different breeds of

::An announcer at an AKC-style obstacle course::

And here we have a (because I refuse to believe that there isn’t genetic diversity in werewolves) a West Philadelphia Timberclaw named Charles Knutson. His associate, his brother Chris, says that the other Timberclaws in his family tend to be more praise motivated, Charles can’t resist his squeaky toy. Take a look as Charles intently follows the squeaky ball through the more difficult parts of the course.

And don’t go away, up next we are in for a real treat with the East Coast Tea Cup Category; The Rhode Island Pomerhowl. These tiny wolves in human form only grow to be about 5”2’, they’re a feisty group and in daylight tend to work in administrative positions.

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

I'm in love with this!

✧･ﾟ: *prompt list*:･ﾟ✧

F L U F F:

“Stay here tonight.” “You make every day worth living.” “I’ll keep you warm.” “I won’t let anyone hurt you, you’re safe with me.” “You look amazing tonight.” “I can’t sleep, can I stay here?” “It’s late.  Shouldn’t you be asleep?” “How are you feeling today?” “What’s cookin’ good lookin’?” “Wanna go grab a drink?” “Here, let me help you.” “Kiss me.” “Don’t cry.” “You make me feel safe.” “You’ve shown me what love can feel like.” “Thank you, for everything.” “I wasn’t lying when I said that I loved you.” “Don’t be afraid.” “You’re always on my mind.” “You have no idea how much I want you right now.” “You’ve always felt like home.” “I can’t imagine this world without you.” “Dance with me.” “Why are you crying?” “Who hurt you?” “You make me feel alive.” “I wouldn’t change a thing about you.” “Who cares about what they think?” “Tell me what’s wrong.” “You’ve always got me.” “I’ve waited for this moment for a long time.” “Is this okay?” “You look like you could use a hug.” “Did you need something?” “We’re meant for each other.” “You’re worth it.” “I don’t care what anyone else thinks.” “Do you have a ride home?” “You need sleep.” “We’re meant for each other.” “You’re worth it.” “I don’t care what anyone else thinks.” “Don’t be scared, I’m right here.” “You’re so adorable.” “I’m better, now that you’re here.” “I could never forget you.” “Don’t be scared, I’m right here.” “You’re so adorable.” “Come cuddle.” “Can’t you stay a little longer?” “I fell in love with you, not them.” “You’re the only one I wanna wake up next to.” “I just want this. I want you.” “Don’t you dare throw that snowba-, goddammit!” “Kiss me.” “We’re in the middle of a thunderstorm and you wanna stop and feel the rain?” “I’ve seen the way you look at me when you think I don’t notice.” “Have I entered an alternate universe or did you really just crack a smile for me?” “You did all this for me?” “I wish I could hate you.” “Stop acting like you owe me anything.” “Take my jacket.” “I think you’ll have to make it up to me.” “You braided his hair?” “You’re so cute when you’re upset.” “The power when out. It’s not the end of the world.” “I might be slightly drunk…” “If my day gets any worse I’m asking hell if they’re having an exchange program.” “If I survive, can I go home?” “Stop tickling me before I rip your fingers off.” “If you kill them you’ll have to kill me too because otherwise, I’m going to kill you.” “I missed being with you like this,” “I’ve been excited to see you all day.” “You’re my perfect match,” “No one else can compare to your loveliness,” “I’ll keep you warm. Hold me closer.” “Kiss me again, like you mean it.” “Can I have a massage?” “Move away if you don’t want this kiss.” “Are you my secret admirer, the one that’s been sending me all the flowers and notes?” "You’re supposed to be washing my hair, but this feels more like a massage.” “Hold my hand tight. I’ll protect you.” “Apparently all our friends have a bet going that we end up together. “I’ll never let anyone hurt you, you understand?” “You really think I’m beautiful?” “Are you jealous? That’s cute.” “There’s only a handful of people in this world that I actually like. You may or may not be one of them.” “So–uh, I’m not really good at this, but … I think I like you … like you.” “You seriously need to stop watching sad dog commercials at 3am. You’re an absolute mess; this is ridiculous!” “Hey–don’t you sass me! That’s my job around here!” “If you don’t get away from me with that horrid little creature, I will throat punch you.” “You really have to question me? … So what if I lied? That was one time!” “Oh, God. We broke it–dude, he’s gonna be so pissed! This is all your fault–it was your idea!” “… Is that my underwear?” “I overall hate the human race, but you aren’t too horrible; bearable, at least.” “I didn’t mean to scare you–I thought you’d like being surprised!” “You’re cute, I’ll give you that. But not cute enough to get away with that.” “Look–I hate to tell you, but you deserve the truth… . Your cooking almost killed me last night.” “This is the part where you ask me out and I say yes.” “Really? You made me drive all the way back here just to kill a fucking bug?” “We should get matching tattoos–wouldn’t that be cute?” “Oh, God. We’re one of those couples, aren’t we? Ugh–I hate us!” “I got you something! I remember you mentioning it before … I hope you like it.” “Shut up and kiss me, you idiot.” “I get that you were trying to be romantic, but you nearly burned the house down!” “I may be short, but you could at least try to make kissing you easier!” “I’ve never felt safer than I do in your arms.” “We may be soulmates, but that does not mean you can just waltz in here like you own the place! I could have been naked, or something!” “Oh–this is far from over. I’m going to prank you back so hard you won’t even know what hit you!” “Here–can you put sunscreen on my back for me? Don’t be weird about it!” “I need you. Please, stay.” “Promise me you’ll never leave me. I don’t care if you have to lie.” “Dance with me! C’mon, it’ll be fun!” “Here–let me show you how to hold that thing before you hurt yourself… Like this, see? It’s easy.” “I may love you, but I will kick your ass if you tempt me to.” “Why are you always right? It’s not fair.” “I have no idea what you just said, but I could listen to you all day.” “What? Sorry–I didn’t hear you. I was too busy getting lost in your eyes… Ow! What?! I was just trying to seduce you!” “You know you don’t have to try so hard with me, right?” “Relax–it’s just me! Not an axe murderer, I promise!” “Did you seriously just climb through my window?” “So, I tried making dinner … keyword there is tried. Let’s just say it didn’t end well, so we’re having takeout tonight.” “Yep–no, you’re never touching the laundry again. You ruined my favourite sweater and nearly flooded the house. Never again.” “Hey–I accidentally cut my hand, I think I need to go to the hospital. Can you drive me? … Why are you looking at me like that? There’s not even that much blood!” “I have something to show you; I think you’ll like it.” “I love you. Never forget that, okay?” “You’re so beautiful words can’t even do you justice.” “I want to spend the rest of my life with you, no matter how short or long that is.” “Hey–I’m perfectly average height for my age, thank you very much. You’re the one who’s freakishly tall!” “I’ll catch you–trust me! … So I dropped you one time–we don’t have the time to argue about this!” “I won’t forget just how big of a douche you were, but I may just be able to find it within myself to forgive you.” “Quit stealing all the pillows!” “You want a bite?” “Give me a second and I’ll show you.” “You’ll play this game with me, won’t you?” “What should we name him/her?” “Have you ever played in the rain?” “Is it hot in here or is that just you?” “Why are your feet so cold?” “Ride the Ferris wheel with me?” “There’s room for two/three!” “Stop that, I’m ticklish!” “Put your finger here while I go get the tape.” “Here’s my number!” “You want chocolate or vanilla?” “Your hands are so warm! “Are you sure you’re not tired? Because you’ve been running through my mind all day.” “You’re sweeter than candy.” “You smell really nice.” “Your hair’s so soft…” “You’re my new pillow.” “Can I rub your back?” “If nothing lasts forever, will you be my nothing?” “I think I love you.” “Can I kiss you?” “Hold my hand.” “It’s not morning yet.” “Stay for a little longer…” “Of course I’m happy! How far along are you?” “You’re so beautiful.” “I’ll always be here for you.” “You are my love.” “You were right here all along.” “Do you want my coat? It’s really cold out here.” “You don’t need keys to drive me crazy.” “Do you want to get dinner sometime?” “Call me whenever… no really.” “You’ve got flour on your cheek.” “Sorry… your hair was in your face… thought I should move it so I could see you better.” “You don’t have to leave so soon.” “You could put your feet in my lap, you know.” “I wouldn’t change a thing about you.” “Shut up and kiss me.” “We’re pregnant!” “Are you science? Because I’ve got my ion you.” “We could try cuddling.” “Stop being so cute.” “Are you okay?” “Our relationship is the most important thing in my life.” “You can sleep, I’ll keep you safe.” “Don’t worry. I’ll take care of everything.” “Do you really need all that candy?” “Exactly how drunk was I?” “Stop being so cute.” “It was a joke, baby. I swear.” “What a nerd.” “Are you ok?” “Can we get a dog?” “Are you kidding me?” “Good morning, sunshine.” “I can’t reach it.” “Dumbass.” “Come cuddle.” “Oh. My. God.” “Stop it! It tickles!” “Stay. Please.” “Why are you even awake right now?” “Is that my shirt you’re wearing?” “How strangely nonchalant for someone who almost just died a minute ago.” “No way.” “You’re such a weakling.” “Just let it all out.” “I’m here, baby.” “I missed you. So much.” “Don’t worry.” “Hey hey hey, look at me.” “Don’t say that.” “You’re so pretty.” “Honestly, you’re the cheesiest person alive.” “Stop staring at me!” “Will you please inform me on why we’re going in here?” “How is this so expensive? For barely any clothing?” “I’m seriously not that drunk.”

A N G S T:

“I love you, please don’t go.” “Please don’t walk out of that door.” “I thought things were going great.” “Don’t you love me?” “I’m never letting you go.” “You meant too much to me.” “I won’t let you.” “How could you ask me that?” “Don’t you trust me?” “Shouldn’t you be with him/her?” “I’ve got you.” “We’ll figure this out.” “This isn’t goodbye.” “What the hell were you thinking?!” “I care about you.” “You could have warned me!” “That was unexpected.” “You haven’t lost me.” “Why are you doing this?” “Please don’t do this.” “All I wanted was for you to be happy.” “I can’t do this on my own.” “Trust me.” “Nothing is wrong with you.” “Let’s go.” “I’m not going anywhere.” “I am home.” “I love you, please don’t go.” “Please don’t walk out of that door.” “I thought things were going great.” “Don’t you love me?” “I’m never letting you go.” “You meant too much to me.” “I won’t let you.” “How could you ask me that?” “Don’t you trust me?” “Shouldn’t you be with him/her?” “I’ve got you.” “We’ll figure this out.” “This isn’t goodbye.” “What the hell were you thinking?!” “I care about you.” “You could have warned me!” “That was unexpected.” “You haven’t lost me.” “Why are you doing this?” “Please don’t do this.” “All I wanted was for you to be happy.” “I can’t do this on my own.” “Trust me.” “Nothing is wrong with you.” “Let’s go.” “I’m not going anywhere.” “I am home. “What happened back there?” “That’s not gonna happen.” “Why me?” “I’m right where I belong.” “Fine.” “What do you want me to say?” “After everything we’ve been through, you still don’t think that I love you?” “You’ve been drinking tonight, haven’t you?” “Excuse me?” “What are you doing?” “What did you expect?” “You’re not alone.” “I’ve always been honest with you.” “Going somewhere?” “Don’t lie to me.” “Forget it.” “That’s in the past.” “I won’t lose you too.” “It’s not that easy.” “I’ve had enough.” “It wasn’t supposed to happen like this.” “Let me go.” “It’s not goodbye. It’s see you later.” “Don’t look at me like that.” You’re the one that left. You turned your back and walked away.” “You need to wake up because I can’t do this without you.” “I waited and waited, but you never came back.” “Were you ever going to tell me?” “You know we’re supposed to be together. I’ve known since the first time I saw you and you know it too.” “Do I get bonus points if I act like I care?” “If you kill them you’ll have to kill me too because otherwise, I’m going to kill you.” “I think we should break up.” “You aren’t who I thought you were.” “I don’t even know who you are anymore!” “Why can’t you look at me?” “What’s wrong?” “You want to be with him/her/them, don’t you?” “You promised you’d change!” “Am I not enough for you?” “What is so wrong with me?” “I’m sick of trying.” “I don’t want to be just friends.” “I can’t trust you anymore.” “I can’t even look at you.” “Your problem isn’t me, your problem is _______” “I’m always wrong, aren’t I?” “You said this time it’d be different.” “Please give me a chance.” “I’m pregnant.” “I wish I’d never laid eyes on you.” “I don’t love you anymore.” “We can’t keep this up forever.” “You make me feel so small.” “Don’t leave me like this!” “Don’t ever call me again.” “Talk to me, please.” “Don’t push me away.” “This is your son/daughter.” “I think I need a break from you.” “I’m sorry.” “I can’t promise you anything.” “It’s better this way.” “The baby… it’s yours.” “After all this time, and you still can’t look me in the eye?” “I can only blame myself.” “I was only pretending.” “It wasn’t your fault.” “This is all because of you!” “I don’t feel the same way.” “Just go!” “Please stay.” “What aren’t you telling me?” “It’s okay, you didn’t know.” “Don’t tell me to keep calm!” “I’m keeping the baby, with or without you.” “I need to be alone.” “Stop calling me.” “I can’t remember why I ever loved you.” “Don’t apologize; I know you don’t mean it.” “I can’t believe what you’ve done.” “I don’t need you, I’m fine on my own.” “For how many hours did you sleep last night?” “I’m sorry.” “It’s all your fault!” “Get out of my sight!” “God, you’re so annoying.” “I hate you.” “Apparently, in your eyes, I’m always wrong!” “Just listen to me!” “Please.” “What the fuck were you thinking?” “Cut the bullshit.” “Why are you here?” “I miss you.” “Would you for once! Stop being a bitch!” “I don’t care!” “Don’t fucking touch me.” “We can’t keep doing this. I can’t keep doing this.” “And I thought there was a spark between us.” “Leave.” “I was wrong.” “Are you ok?” “Are you going to talk to me?” “Wanna talk?”

S M U T:

“I love it when you moan my name.” “You got started without me.” “Just a little harder…” “Gimme a taste…” “Let me give you a reason to stay in bed.” “Grab the headboard for me, will ya?” “No panties?” “I want you now.” “Use your tongue.” “Please don’t stop.” “Do you like that?” “Let’s put that mouth to good use…” “Let me help you forget that jerk…” “You can get louder, can’t you?” “Look what you do to me.” “I want to taste you.” “That feels so good.” “Don’t cum yet…” “Take off your clothes.” “I could use a hand…” “Take off your clothes. Slowly.” “Can you feel what you’re doing to me?” “Shhhh…” “You sound as if you like my teasing?” “Watch me until I say you can join in…” “There’s only one rule. You can’t use your hands.” “Look deep into my eyes, sweetheart.” “I want you to leave marks.” “I want to watch you fall apart.” “I dreamed of you all night.” “Face down on the bed. Now.” “Don’t apologize about your morning wood.” “Fuck me like you mean it.” “Spank me.” “Take me now.” “Tell me how you like it.” “I just want to please you.” “Tell me I’m a good boy/girl/lover.” “Let me watch you touch yourself.” “Each of my thoughts about you are improper.” “Use your teeth.” “I love it when you kiss my neck.” “Don’t be gentle.” “I’ve never wanted anyone this badly before.” “You’re not going out dressed like that.” “Make me.” “All mine.” “Please make it rough.” “I love it when you talk dirty.” “I’ll let you do anything if you’ll just touch me now.” “You’re so fucking hot when you’re mad.” “Strip.” “You’ve been so bad, haven’t you, baby?” “Make me.” “Hurry up!” “Don’t leave any marks.” “You look so hot I could fuck you senseless right now.” “Behave.” “Such a good girl.” “Don’t stop.” “You aren’t too bad yourself, baby.” “That feel good, princess?” “Be patient for me.” “Do you think you deserve my dick tonight?” “Wider, baby. I said wider.” “Fuck, baby you’re so tight” “So good, baby, so sweet.” “P-please s-s-stop.” “I can’t hear you.” “Don’t make a sound.” “I dare you.” “Stay still for me, princess.” “Tell me what you want.” “Swallow.” “On your knees.” “So fucking pretty.” “You’re such a hoe. Such a slut for me.” “Mine. Only mine.” “You can’t cum until I say so.” “Cum for me, baby.” “You taste so sweet, honey.” “Choke me.” “You’re drooling. You really don’t deserve it though, do you?” “I’m going to remind you exactly who you belong to.” “Try to stay quiet for me. Can you do that?” “Spread your legs. I want to feel how turned on I made you.” “You can add another finger. I’m ready,” “I want to watch you take off your clothes.” “You’re so turned on already? That was fast,” “Lay back and touch yourself. I want to watch.” “You want to do this right now? Even though we could get caught?” “You’re nipples are so sensitive today,” “Do you want to continue this in the shower?” “You look so beautiful tied up to my bed,” “I want you to be rough with me, please leave marks on my skin,” “Say my name,” “Louder,” “You say you want me, but your body seems to like it when I tease you,” “Call me ‘Sir’ when we’re alone like this,” “No, I’m the one that’s supposed to be making you feel good,” “Don’t stop, whatever you do. I like that, a lot.” “I love hearing you moan,” “Blindfolds heighten your senses, maybe that’s why you’re whimpering louder than usual.” “I was wondering how long you two were going to make out like that before you realise you weren’t alone.” “Sorry, did that hurt?” “No, I’m just a little sore from last night.” “I want to hear you beg for it.” “I’m not wearing any panties,” “I want to kiss every inch of your body before I fuck you,” “I don’t have the patience to remove your clothes right now,” “Your pussy tastes so sweet,” “I can’t wait until we’re alone. There are so many things I want to do to you right now.” “Bite me,” “Where?” “Were you just touching yourself?” “The game is, either of us is only allowed to touch the other with their mouth.” “I love how your body loses control when you cum.” “Fuck me like a starved animal or leave.” “Show me how you like to be touched.” “Harder, Deeper…” “I want to fulfill that fantasy you’ve always wanted.” “The way you smile like that always turns me on,” “Can I at least shut the door before you decide to pounce on me the moment I come home,” “I know you said you didn’t want to be late, but you look amazing, and I’m trying not to kiss you senseless right now,”

[ Sorry if some are double]

^^I love all of the above!

Turn Common Conventions on Their Head

Long Lost Siblings

This is a commonly used plot twist in all forms of media. The protagonist who thought they had no one else in the world discovers they have a long lost sibling who they must now go searching for. Here’s some ideas I’ve had about how to give this a fresh new look:

1. It doesn’t have to be that big of a deal. I mean, it would be poor writing for your character not to be shocked about having a sibling unless a proper explanation is given, but they don’t have to actively seek them out. Perhaps they decide that their mission is too dangerous to get them involved, or maybe they don’t feel worthy of knowing their sibling because of their sins (YuYu Hakusho anyone?). Or maybe they do meet and the sibling decides not to come with them, essentially you’re making the statement that blood doesn’t have to thicker than water, that intentionally made bonds are stronger than those your expected to have.

2. They were the lucky one’s. Usually, if one of the children were abandoned, they are the ones to experience the hardships of life, but what if it was the other way around? Imagine your character goes through your story angry at their family for abandoning them, only to discover that their parents were horrible abusers, and in an act to save them their older sibling hid them away so they didn’t have to suffer. 

3. The Prophecy. Picture this: Your character is part of a famous bloodline who passes magical powers to one child every time, and as such their family made a pact to only ever have one child to prevent competition, as if the child was killed the powers would move to the next worthy child. The protagonist was unfortunately a twin and the family decided that one of them had to die. The mother, who married into the family couldn’t stand that fact and so ran away with the child, leaving the other to continue the legacy. 

4. An Unhappy end. I tend to see that stories which use this trope tend to have medieval fantasy settings. Mortality rates during this time were pretty low so even though it is revealed that they have a sibling, it doesn’t necessary mean that they’re still alive. Combine this with the idea above and have one sibling hunting for their twin in order to kill them and obtain the magic powers and you have a story of the corruption of power and how it can even stain something so pure as a love for a sibling.

And there we go! Hope that helps you all. If you have your own trope you want me to look at please fell free to ask me.

And Rhys'.

Girls don’t want boys. Girls want a book with Azriel’s POV.

I love this so much it hurts.

Elain and Azriel have a flower language.

It started out small. Before Azriel flew off on missions, Elain would tuck a small sprig of Apple Blossom into his leathers near his heart. A reminder to be safe.

Once Azriel taught Elain how to winnow, they began sending little clusters of forget-me-nots to each other when apart for long stretches of time, saying “I miss you”

“I love you” became Lily of the Valley. It lines the long walkway to their cottage and it can be found in small vases and pots all over the inside of their home.

When Elain has one of her bad, heavy days, she leaves a small cutting of dark purple irises on the kitchen table. When Azriel sees these he knows to leave her be and let her come to him when she’s ready.

Similarly, when Azriel has had a hard day, when he’s had to torture someone for information or kill someone or something out of necessity, when he feels a bit hollow and not good, he leaves a ghost orchid near Elain. “I need some space to clear my head.”

When Azriel returns, it’s generally long after Elain has gone to bed. He crawls under his covers, trying not to disturb her and smiles for the first time that day when he sees the cluster of lobelias on his nightstand. “I know you. You are not a monster.”

Azriel and Elain rarely fight, but when they do, “Forgive me” is always said with a peony.

Elain and Azriel don’t generally have to spend much time around Lucien. Their bond was refused mutually and respectfully, but being around each other still isn’t… easy. The tug is still there, pushed down and ignored, but still there. Whenever they are around Lucien, Elain wears a sprigs of cedar in her hair, to remind Azriel, “I choose you. I belong to you as you belong to me.”

Whenever Azriel comes home from a mission or battle injured or Elain is suffering through her cycle, they cover the other’s bedside in brightly covered, cheerful celosia. 

Azriel and Elain’s anniversary is generally a quiet affair. They prefer a long day spent (unclothed) together and a nice dinner. Azriel always gives Elain a flower crown of cyclamen, loving how the pinkish-purple looks against her sun lightened hair.

The two of them are quite reserved in public in terms of PDA and discussing the more physical aspects of their relationship. The rest of the inner court has very little shame or shyness when it comes to flirting or when they’re feeling amorous but Elain and Azriel like to keep that side of their relationship to themselves. Their initial code for “sex now, please” all started with a crushed rose that Elain hastily tore off bush and pressed into Azriel’s hand when he was taking too long debriefing Rhysand after coming back from a long excursion to the mortal lands. It eventually evolves into something a bit more sophisticated. An armful of larkspur from Elain means, “You better be inside me within the next five minutes otherwise I will mount you in front of all of our friends”

Azriel returns the sentiment by greeting Elain with a small posy of silver laced primrose, conveying “I need you on your knees with you mouth on me soon or I think I might die.”

Some nights Azriel will return home to a single red tulip on the kitchen table, Elain’s way of shyly asking for kinky, rough sex.

Other times he would find a pale pink camellia, Elain signaling to him that she’s in the mood for sweet, gentle sex.

Azriel’s favorite days where when a red tulip paired with a pink rosebud would be winnowed to him or found on the kitchen counter. His darling wife was in the mood for rough, kinky sex and anal play.

The inner court always commented on how sweet it was when randomly during the day, Azriel would surprise Elain with a small handful of honeysuckle, not knowing that was his code for “I really need to eat you out right now”

Or when Elain would winnow to see Azriel at the House of Wind, still covered in sweat and dirt from her garden, marching past Rhysand and Cassian to hand Azriel a freshly cut anthurium, wordlessly telling him, “ I need your cock in my mouth and I need it now.”

@highqueenofelfhame

Let them see they did not burn all the witches at the stakes. And that we are done hiding!

A spell that works every time!

Elriel - Endgame Angst

DISCLAIMER: Angst

This started as fluff and turned Angst really quickly so be aware.

This started as a writing prompt (of sorts) for when Keir visits Velaris for the first time and kinda mutated to this, so... Enjoy.

@sadbitchlorcan​ @cirieael​ @captainthefangirlofhp​ @theshadowsinger-and-thefawn​ @stars-falling​ @illyrian-bookworm​

They escorted Keir and his entourage through the empty city. Everyone was under strict order to avoid leaving their houses for the day.

City guards were on high alert, patrolling every street.

Rhys lead the excursion personally, Azriel and Cassian flanking the group.

At the end of their tour, Feyre and her sisters awaited them.

Azriel imediately positioning himself between Elain and Keir’s field of vision. Only to recieve a sneering insult from the Stuart.

Elain’s face contorted by anger, she steps around Azriel.

“Apologize at once, you brute!” She demands, staring him down.

The young woman freezes, her eyes turning vacant and before Keir can so much as get a good look at her, Azriel steps in front of her, blocking her from sight, as his wings wrap around them, his shadows filling in the holes.

He hugs her close to him, pressing her face to his chest as her vision plays in her mind. Her murmurs muffled by his Illiyrian leathers.

She is trembling when the vision fades away, her arms wrapped around Azriel.

The sound of Azriel’s wet, rasping sobs as he took his last breaths on the forest floor, still ringing in her ears.

Your fault. Your fault. Your fault.

She decided then and there to stop waiting. She could not imagine a world without Azriel by her side.

She was done wasting what precious moments they had left.

“Take me away from here, Azriel”, she whispered into his chest. “Take me home!”

And he did. He shot into the sky, Elain warm and secure, pressed to his chest, right against his heart.

They arrived at the townhouse moments later.

It had been their place ever since Rhys and Feyre had finished renovations on their estate and moved there.

Azriel set her down on the front steps and made to turn around.

“Stay, please” She asked, wringing her hands nervously.

He smiled and followed her inside.

They talked for a long time before Elain found the courage to confess her feelings for him.

She felt as if an eternity had gone by, before Azriel had gotten up from the sofa and knelt in front of her and looked at her with those expressive eyes.

The smile he offered her had been so breath-taking that she shuddered under his gaze.

She had smiled back at him then, leaning towards him as his eyes dropped to her lips. And kissed him.

They had spent the rest of the night tangled up in each other’s arms. Laughing. Talking. Giggling. Kissing.

And when the sun, at last, rose over the city of starlight, they finally fell asleep, holding each other tightly, a soft smile placed on both the lips.

_____

The next few months were the happiest they had ever been. Azriel made her come alive in ways she had never thought possible.

And Elain made Azriel’s heart and shoulders feel lighter than they had felt for centuries. He was laughing freely and carelessly and the darkness that had festered in his soul for so long had been cast away entirely by her sweet smile and gentle eyes.

On Winter Solstice, Azriel had planned a picnic in their garden, just for the two of them. He was going to ask her to marry him.

He knew how important her human past and upbringing was to her and he wanted to give her the wedding she deserved. The wedding that was taken from her all those years ago.

Everything was set. The picnic was neatly arranged, the ring he had purchased for her hidden at the bottom of the basket.

The only thing missing for this to be perfect, was his little flower.

She did not come.

____

Azriel found her mangled body days later. In the same place they had left his friend all those years ago.

Her beautiful, amethyst colored dress torn, bloodied. Her limbs disfigured. Her hands. Those beautiful hands. Those gentle fingers. Broken. Contorted. Maimed.

The world stopped turning.  His shadows silenced. His vision blurred and his knees buckled. His chest tightened. The forest closed in on him. The scent of blood. Pain. Fear.

Death.

It hit him so brutally, he fell to the ground before her.

The roaring in his head stopped the moment he saw her face. Her beautiful, sweet face. Bruised. Her lifeless eyes still holding unshed tears as they stared at nothing.

“Elain?” he whispered, voice breaking.

He gently touched her right shoulder then. Shaking it. Trying to wake her. Denying the inevitable.

“Elain!” Louder this time.

He placed his other hand on her left shoulder. Shaking harder.

He started crying then. His lip quivered, a sob fighting past it.

“Elain!” Begging her. Besieging her.

“I love you” Another sob.

“Please” he cried out. Hugging her limp body to his chest. Rocking her gently.

 Azriel screamed then. Again and again.

Each cry more guttural than the last. Until the agonizing screams slowly turn into sobs. Then whimpers.

His shoulders slumped. His wings lowered to the floor, not feeling the sticks and rocks beneath them.

Without her, it doesn’t matter anyways. Without her, his life doesn’t matter.

Finally, silence. As he closes his eyes, and begs the darkness to take him as well.

Imma go hide now :)

Thanks! :) @theshadowsinger-and-thefawn

Rule: Post the last line you’ve written and tag as many people as there are words in that line!

Azriel found her mangled body the same place they had left his friend all those years ago.

Im tagging @stars-falling @starlitfangirl @daydreamerblues @eva-ellen and I don’t know anymore people really

Last line game

I was tagged by @aerynwrites to try this out!❤️ Rule: Post the last line you’ve written and tag as many people as there are words in that line!

Line: “The second time she visited, it was after hours and in his own cell.”

From a Loki oneshot im working on

No-pressure tags: @theforceofdarkandlight @hiscyarika @rzrcrst @maiden-of-asgard @julesherondalex @dindjarindiaries @mutantsandproud @forever-rogue @lannister-slings-and-arrows I cant think of any more lol

I’d love to see snippets of your WIPs!

I agree with @sadbitchlorcan 😍🙌

As for @sxemen69 Have a snickers. You're douche is showing ☺️