Rain for My Parade 🌧️🌱🌿🌹🌷🌼

part of my cloud petticoat series~

One thing that amazes me about Dark is how it managed to portray Jonas and Martha as the darkest of villains (both committing mass murder by causing the Apocalypse, ordering several murders, kidnappings, lying and manipulating people) while at the same time portraying them as such selfless heroes.

Because when you think about it, Jonas and Martha are actually incredibly selfless and heroic. When they are told that they need to go to the origin world to save it and end the knot, and that by doing so, not only would they cease to exist but their entire worlds and the people they loved would also cease to exist, they both agree to sacrifice themselves immediately (Jonas agrees on the spot, and Martha only needs five seconds to compose herself and agree). And this moment is a very selfless moment for both of them.

I've seen so many people argue that Martha/Eva is selfish, that she only does the things she does so that her son and the people she loves would exist, and yet this moment at the end pretty much disproves this. She is faced with the choice of either continuing the loop of suffering to let her loved ones exist, or saving the original world, and she chooses to save the original world and end the time loop, knowing full well she and everyone she loved would cease to exist. This just goes to show that Eva's goal was never truly just about her family and loved ones, but about preserving life, and when she learns that there's a way to end the knot and preserve life in the origin world, she readily sacrifices herself.

This moment is also an incredibly selfless moment for Jonas as well. One could try to argue that Jonas ending his own existence was something he always wanted, so his sacrifice in the end isn't really all that selfless. But I don't think that's true for the Jonas at this point in time. This Jonas isn't suicidal yet. This is the Jonas that a year ago cried before Elisabeth hung him, because he didn't want to die. This is the Jonas who gave Martha a goodbye kiss when he thought he would cease to exist and was devastated as he walked away from her. Sure, Jonas at this point in time was already seeking a way to erase his own existence, but it wasn't because he wanted to die: it was because he believed that by erasing his own existence, he would save the people he loved (Michael, Martha and everyone else). And sacrificing himself to save the origin world doesn't give him anything he wanted: not only he didn't want to die, but he definitely didn't want to erase the existence of Martha, Mikkel and everyone else. But he still chooses to make this sacrifice, because he believes that it's the right thing to do. At the end, he is not relieved to fade out of existence: he and Martha are both clearly terribly sad and devastated about the sacrifice they've made.

Which is why I believe that both Adam and Eva were never truly selfish: Eva truly believed that she needed to keep the loop to preserve everyone's lives, and Adam truly believed that the only salvation for humanity would be to not exist. We can question their beliefs, of course, but I truly do think they were both selfless and idealistic about what they were doing. And they both moved mountains to do what they believed was right.

I also think it's incredibly fascinating to think about how such selfless heroes could go down such villainous paths all due to the time loop. They are both good people at their core, so really, if it weren't for the time loop, none of them would have ever been capable of committing the atrocities they committed. Jonas only starts to become Adam after trying to change things and realizing that things would always happen no matter what he tries, and after believing that he needed to ensure his own past in order to finally end things. Martha only agrees to follow Eva and gives up on fixing things (like she promised Jonas she would do) because she learns what will happen to the version of her who does try to change things (she will get murdered by Adam) and because she believes she needs to keep the loop to ensure everyone's lives. Jonas and Martha would never do all the things they do (murders, kidnappings, causing the apocalypse, lies and manipulations, traumatizing their younger selves) if it weren't for the time loop that pretty much forces them to do these things.

Which is why their stories are such amazing tragedies and why they're such complex characters. It's a story that shows how two selfless heroes who would willingly sacrifice themselves to save the world can still be forced by circumstances outside of their control to do such terrible things.

Ripley (2024) dir. by Steven Zaillian

If there was any sensation he hated, it was that of being followed, by anybody. And lately he had it all the time. Patricia Highsmith, The Talented Mr. Ripley

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Aside from the fact that it was given at the most inappropriate time (real hollywood style), the confession scene in dbd is so heartwarming.

I'm usually not a big fan of friends to lovers romances if it's revealed that one of the people was in love with the other one for ages until they gathered the courage to confess. It makes the friendship a bit deceitful, when for a long time only one person knows that there is something more there than friendship.

But I don't believe that's the case with Edwin. My man was repressed and suddenly sent on a journey of self-discovery whether he liked it or not. Maybe he had some thoughts before, but I feel like Crystal appearing in their life was actually the trigger that made him think "Wait, I'm not sure I like sharing Charles." And then, well, it all snowballed.

Yet almost as soon as he realised that he did like like Charles, he just had to tell him this, he could not hide it, because yes he loves him but they're friends first so he would never knowingly hide anything from him.

And don't get me started at how wholesome and relieving Charles's reaction was. Their friendship is so precious, whether something comes out of it or not, it's beautiful.

I'll make you my friend eventually.

charles rowland is JUST. he's so kind and he's full of trauma and hurt and loneliness and he puts that into being as good as he can, and smiling and being the fun one because he knows edwin needs it and he needs it and he cares SO MUCH and he died maybe to protect a friend?? he needs to be of service even if it doesn't help him!! he's good and kind and smiles like sunshine!!!

ava’s bounciness

ladies, you dropped these: 👑👑👑👑👑

love that hennessy painted farooq-lane, burning both to spite carmen and to be like "i see right through your façade". top 10 ways to seduce a woman

EDWIN and CHARLES in THE CASE OF THE VERY LONG STAIRWAY

Niko pretending that all her problems can be solved with a hot shower is peak 'adult that can't afford therapy' life hacks... I feel called out

There are things out there that our little minds will never comprehend.

DARK (2017-2020)

RIPLEY (2024) locations as tourism posters

[in/sp] @pscentral event 26: minimalism @lgbtqcreators creator bingo | poster design

charles reminds me of ander so much it's the curly hair, sports and polo shirts and giving off gay vibes

Briana Cuoco as Jenny Green Dead Boy Detectives (2024)

NIKO SASAKI AND EDWIN PAYNE Dead Boy Detectives (2024-)