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I wanted to hurt myself so bad because of how you made me feel. But I won’t, because if I do that means you’ve won.
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I’m a fat pig. Don’t be like me.
I broke today and bought bunch of greasy chicken and fries and ate it all. I feel so nauseous and sick and I physically feel my stomach stretching it’s so disgusting.
I’m fasting tomorrow and eating around 500~cal per day until I have a flat stomach again which will prob take 3ish days. FML.
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I realized that no matter what I do or how much I try and heal I will always come back to the notion of ‘skinny is beautiful’.
And it’s true.
#st4rv1ng#3dtumblr#th1n$po#st4rv3#sk1nny legs#th1nsp1ration#eg0spo#m3ansp0#b0nesp0#⭐️ving#i want to ⭐️ve#sk1nn1#4n0rexic#4n4blr
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School is starting soon and I have to be the skinniest.
#self h@rm#st4rv1ng#3dtumblr#th1n$po#st4rv3#ballet#sk1nny legs#sk1nn1#th11n$po#f@tsp0#4n4r3x1a#4n4blr#m34nsp0
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Past me was smart for buying a tight dress for graduation. Now I’m forced to not eat much to make sure I fit ❤️
#baby cvts#self h@rm#th1nsp1r4t10n#th1gh gap#s3lfharmm#st4rv1ng#3dtumblr#4norex1a#th1n$po#ed not ed sheeran#st4rv3#s3lfh4rm
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All my friends seem to have lives filled with love and adoration that’s comes so easy for them, and then there’s me. I’m not even kidding when I say I want to know what’s wrong with me.
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WHY ARE CVTS SO ITCHYY??!?? STOP IT!!! I DON’T WANT TO OPEN MY WOUND!!
#baby cvts#self h@rm#th1nsp1r4t10n#th1gh gap#s3lfharmm#st4rv1ng#4norex1a#th1n$po#styroblr#styro cvts#ed but not sheeran#3dtumblr
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Had to gain some weight back after medical concerns and I got my period back after months of not having it. The world is a cruel place 😢
#shblr#baby cvts#styro cvts#cvtt1ng#self h@rm#th1nsp1r4t10n#tw cvtting#th1gh gap#s3lfharmm#st4rv1ng#ana stuff#4a4
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I have become what I feared most.
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Opening ‘My Eyes Only’ to get nostalgic on the aftermath 😍
#shblr#baby cvts#styro cvts#cvtt1ng#edblrr#self h@rm#th1nsp1r4t10n#tw cvtting#edbllr#th11n$po#th1gh gap#tw ana vent#th1nspø#4norex1a#4n4r3x1a#s3lfharmm
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BMI telling me im “very underweight” is so fun and silly 🤭
#shblr#baby cvts#styro cvts#cvtt1ng#edblrr#self h@rm#th1nsp1r4t10n#tw cvtting#edbllr#th11n$po#th1gh gap#tw ana vent#depresjon#s3lfharmm#h@rm#e@tingdisorder
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Me after eating a normal and healthy amount of food.
“This is literally binging”.
#shblr#baby cvts#styro cvts#cvtt1ng#edblrr#self h@rm#th1nsp1r4t10n#tw cvtting#edbllr#th11n$po#th1gh gap#tw ana vent#3dtumblr#3dtwt
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My depression is like a roller coaster.. meaning I’m riding with my eyes closed as it goes up and down randomly and there are no safety or restraints and I’m screaming and trying not to die.
#shblr#baby cvts#styro cvts#cvtt1ng#edblrr#self h@rm#th1nsp1r4t10n#tw cvtting#edbllr#th11n$po#th1gh gap#depresjon#slef harn#slef hate#s3lfh4rm
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Thinking about when I was at my thinnest and feeling horrible about gaining but not doing anything to change that <<<<
#shblr#baby cvts#styro cvts#cvtt1ng#edblrr#self h@rm#th1nsp1r4t10n#tw cvtting#tw ed vent#tw ana vent#st4rv1ng#st4rv3
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Getting out of a depressive episode makes me feel so embarrassed, like- I was all quiet, crying and cutting myself??
Ok emo 😭
#shblr#styro cvts#baby cvts#cvtt1ng#edblrr#self h@rm#th1nsp1r4t10n#tw cvtting#depresjon#sorry for being depressing#edbllr
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Everyone really decided to make me feel like shit today huh?
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Blessed with a fast metabolism, cursed with wide ribs :(
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