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relapsed... man :( (NOT PRO FOR ANYBODY. AAAAANYBODY. INCLUDING MYSELF I DO NOT ENCOURAGE) | block don't report :( | BMI 17.8UGW - 43kg | GW - 45kg | CW - 47.7kg | SW - 53kg | LW - 44.1kg
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I love when people are like "yeah haha i dont eat either" Like oh, sweetie, honey... you have no idea
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Too sick to live a normal life, not sick enough to die. Exactly the right amount of sickness to make funny haha jokes on Tumblr.com
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going back up is the worst part ngl 😭😭 i feel like such a FAKE
#⭐️ve#light as a 🪶#ed relapse#pro for me not for thee#ana rexx#anoresick#my thoughts#ed meals#i wanna ⭐️ve#i need to ⭐️ve#i want to ⭐️ve#⭐️rve#⭐️ving#⭐️ ing motivation#⭐️vation goals#⭐️rving#🦴spo
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"What that mouth do?" Not eat if it knows whats good for it
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Do any of you ever get the need to tell someone close about what you’re going through but you can’t because they’ll either not understand, judge you, or try to make you r3cover? Because me too :(
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sometimes recovery influencers are more triggering than edblr
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He definitely would be upset when he sees what im doing to myself and for putting myself through all of this, but I still convince myself he would prefer me differently. Like he hasn't been there through the w8 gain and loss and other losses we've suffered together.
This silly disorder, I love it and hate it simultaneously.
I can imagine his face shift when he finds out, but it's the only way I can have some control over my life.
I can't stop...
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Unfortunately I got the big T worded this morning, my account was aspiringskinny! Could ya’ll please reblog so I can try and get some mutuals backs 🦢
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why am i always so conflicted 😭😭😭
i want people to notice that i’m sk1nnier, but i don’t want people to notice that i’m not eating.
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if i purge in the dark my enamel can’t see trust
#⭐️ve#light as a 🪶#ed relapse#pro for me not for thee#ana rexx#anoresick#my tips#anatumblr#ana meal#boy ana#ana male#ana tricks#attention wh0r3#anoreksik#ed meals#tw disordered eating#ed bullshit#tw: ed#ed recipes#ed male#ed disorder#me with everyone i know#eating diary#eating disoder trigger warning#tw ed but not sheeran#ana trigger#thin$po#3d tumblr#thinspp#i wanna ⭐️ve
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“dang i’m feeling kinda hungry”
*scrolls through ed tumblr*
“nevermind-”
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“you don’t look 4norexic” girl i’m fucking working on it.
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the “follow your plan, not your mood” mindset will change ur whole ed
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we’re ed gfs, of course we lie about our eating habits so our partners don’t worry about us🫶
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The other side of Ana
People tend to romanticize so many things about Ed’s, so here are some things I’m ashamed of
Comparing myself to literal children and toddlers
Guessing strangers’ weight in public
Watching mukbangs and videos of people eating 10k + calories to make me feel better about eating 800
Avoiding friends and family events so I don’t have to eat as much
Constantly baking and cooking for my family so that they gain weight instead of me (this one makes me feel sick)
Overusing laxatives to ‘undo’ a binge
Feeling depressed/su1c1d@l but not doing anything bc I can’t die until I’m skinny
Overexercising and lowering my limit for days before an event
Body checking in any and every reflective surface
Googling the calories in items like toothpaste and salt
Being scared to scroll through social media in public bc my feed is filled with Ed’s and body checks
Feeling valid when someone calls me sick
Repeatedly watching movies and tv shows depicting eds
Watching my grades go down because I can’t focus on so little calories
Using my job as a way to avoid meals
Weighing myself many times a day and revolving my mood and outfits around it
Eating foods lower calorie foods even though they’re gross and trying to convince myself that I like it
Feel free to message me if you want to talk about anything
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“fight your own battles” haha no what if i become passive aggressive until i starve to death
#⭐️ve#light as a 🪶#ed relapse#pro for me not for thee#ana rexx#anoresick#my thoughts#i wanna ⭐️ve#i need to ⭐️ve#i want to ⭐️ve#⭐️rve#⭐️ving#⭐️rving#⭐️vation goals#⭐️ ing motivation#ed meals#tw disordered eating#ed bullshit#tw: ed#ed male#ed disorder
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earth is impure. everything from it is contaminated. you are impure if you consume from it. you are impure if you are not empty. only your bones are pure.
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