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isthisthedrugs · 1 month
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Living a lie trying to live a life
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isthisthedrugs · 1 month
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How long will I sell them on my unseen potential?
How long will I sell them empty promises?
How long will I sell them a "me"?
Is this all I am?
Empty promises left unfulfilled?
Daydreams that seemingly never come true?
Unseen potential left locked in a room with caving walls?
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isthisthedrugs · 1 year
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my highest high was knowing you
my lowest low was loving you
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isthisthedrugs · 1 year
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it is my curse to be burnt by the same fire I was burnt before, the familiarity of the warmth gives me comfort
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isthisthedrugs · 1 year
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A random night at 21, I realise all my life so far was in vain.
All i remember in the past decade is suffering and pain.
For years I've lived for others, what am I now?
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isthisthedrugs · 1 year
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many days I wish I wasn't here, a burden,
only to awake a burden again
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isthisthedrugs · 2 years
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Moving On
All my friends have moved on
moved onto better lives and better hives.
I am stuck here in a place between the past and the present 
wondering why I am the only one suffering this torment
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isthisthedrugs · 2 years
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Maybe if I was prettier, I'd be less sad
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isthisthedrugs · 2 years
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will therapy make me feel less cursed?
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isthisthedrugs · 2 years
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maybe we spend most of our lives a little lost, and a little broken.
is being whole a myth?
is being happy a myth?
i hope it isn't
i really really hope it isn't
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isthisthedrugs · 2 years
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i guess everyone really can't be the best, maybe all i will ever be is average. i don't know how to be happy about it. hopefully I get used to it.
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isthisthedrugs · 2 years
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maybe
maybe if i tell enough people,
someone would finally care
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isthisthedrugs · 2 years
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I wish i was good at something, maybe then I would finally heal
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isthisthedrugs · 3 years
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going from youtube to spotify to listen to music it's like my ears have cleared up
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isthisthedrugs · 3 years
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this day is already going horribly wrong. I can't wait to fail this exam. I hate being alive
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isthisthedrugs · 3 years
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before college, I didn't care about my appearance or the way I dressed much. and now I am anxious and depressed. idk if there's a correlation there. seems like it should be
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isthisthedrugs · 3 years
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I guess finding out you're unwanted by everyone really pulls you out of your numbness
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