slightly unconventional thinspo

Because I’m a lil tired of the typical “I want a guy to notice me”… I just want something real 

When you’re thin:

~you will feel your shoulder blades trying to slice through your back like bony little wings

~your under eye circles will become magnificent, like watercolour pools showing your dedication to this skinny hell

~your waist will be so tiny, everyone will have to wrap their arms around up to the elbows to hug you

~your bony knees knock together when you sit in your seat in the classroom, it’s a little uncomfortable but your thighs are so far apart it’s like they’re estranged sisters at thanksgiving dinner 

~you’re so lightheaded, that you see stars all the time- your world has turned into a fucked up planetarium 

~those collar bones don’t just “hold water”- they cut glass. They are clavicles some people would die for 

~the boniness of your fingers feel so good clasped in the hand of another, like a string of pearls wrapped in silk

~you stay home instead of eating out with your friends- it’s bittersweet. You draw pictures of food instead, you work out, or drink tea. 

~people will be a little scared or worried around you. You won’t mean to- but your body is too fluttery for them not to feel a little unnerved

Don’t you ever look at your safe food and you’re like : Wow

I want to be “that girl.”

I want people to whisper “is she sick?” behind my back. I want to take off my baggy sweater to reveal the xxs T-shirt underneath and have the room go quiet. I want cheekbones and big tired eyes. I want to be the regular who’s just a black coffee, please, every morning. I want to forget I have a limit and just forget to eat. I want people to get excited when I eat an apple, just an apple thank God she’s eating something. I want my fridge to be nothing but water and a bag of iceberg lettuce. I want to forget what its like to binge. I want to stop taking any comfort in eating at all. I want to not eat because adding up calories is too much work. I want bruises on my spine from the sit-ups. i want to get under my UGW without noticing. I want to be thin.

The night manager epi3 2016

“To binge or to starve. That is the question.”

— Rosie

Nick & Gatsby : *literally just met one another*

Jordan :

✨Keira knightly ✨

"When im skinny I'll..." LOL then be skinny bitch quit fucking eating

“ Elegance is more important than Suffering “

Hannibal (2013-2015)

Gather the courage to starve

Have y’all noticed her weightloss or is it just me

💚 ⚜️ Anya Taylor-Joy ⚜️💚

forgive me father for I have sinned in all the coolest and most glamorous ways possible

i never regret the meals i didn’t eat, only the ones i did.

Sometimes i feel like i don’t care about the weight loss anymore, i just want to feel empty and food-less

“Those who lack self-control live disorientated and disturbed lives"

Seneca