tubbathon my beloved <3

thats it thats the post

okay, it's c!Tubbo time

one of my favourite headcanons to entertain about him is the way he started his work with explosives

we all know about the festival, we all know that he almost definitely has trauma surrounding explosives and fireworks

so why work with them?

I like to think that he initially gravitated towards them out of self-destruction. i haven't put much thought into why exactly he went to that self-destruction, but, I think he did

i think eventually, though, he developed a genuine love for the science of it

I think over time, what started as a way to lose himself in his trauma ended up turning into a much healthier way to process and cope with it, a new thing to throw his energy into and a new motivation

it's nice to think about as a character development thing. he goes from self-destructing, to then finding genuine fulfillment in his work

though, after c!Ranboo died... that lab didn't feel like such a safe space anymore

suddenly it was less of a distraction, and more of a reminder

I should write more posts losing my shit about c!Tommy I miss him

I still love him and he is so close to my heart always I just don't post about him

i Should though

not to dsmp post but swan c!tommy

Thinking about people making c!tommy a bird hybrid to match with c!phil. Thinking about how swans choose a partner for life and remain so loyal that they’re a representation of love and they grieve so painfully hard if their loved one leaves. Thinking about how swans are treated as these majestic symbols or objects but in reality are angry and violent and protective. Thinking about how c!Tommy was the mascot for lmanberg and it was so wonderful until it wasn’t. About how he acted first and thought later. About the dichotomy of one of the most notoriously messy and wild characters being part something that is so graceful and careful, and it doesn’t seem to fit him at all but in reality it is all encompassing who he really is. Swan hybrid c!Tommy can u hear me

Have you seen him? Now you have :)

video i watched in class today started talking about the DMV

not sure how to feel about the fact that my immediate thought was the Hermit Permit Office, and that i then proceeded to get so distracted thinking about it that i couldn't finish the assignment

fandom brainrot is. something! (all of my waking hours are consumed by hermitcraft send he- hold music cuts in abruptly)

never will the day come where i dont make myself sad about fictional characters istg

i was FINE and then i started THINKING and im sad about desert duo again </3

they ballroom danced in that cactus ring btw. i was there. they spun around and narrowly avoided clipping each other with the thorns. i saw it with my own eyes

they ballroom danced in that cactus ring btw. i was there. they spun around and narrowly avoided clipping each other with the thorns. i saw it with my own eyes

Like father like son

headcanoning AE era emduo preparing for a formal event and the day before or so Techno is just bemoaning the fact that he's gonna have to do his hair all nice and formal (and he's only half serious, he genuinely does like having a nice hair style but actually doing it??) and Phil just slow blinks at him as if they haven't done this song and dance before, and says "mate I usually end up doing it for you, now quit your complaining and help me make sure i've got all the correct pins and medals laid out right now". idk I just like to think that Techno for the most part does enjoy being in formal wear, maybe bc it looks cool or the gold jewelry/ornamentation is soothing for piglin instincts. it's just a pain getting into formal wear because there's layers and pins and medals that all need to be in the right place and then he's gotta style his hair-

i think you can get what I'm saying lmao

Techno doing that thing where he sighs very loudly and exaggerated and acts all pathetic and sad while they're getting ready until Phil eventually is like "mate, do you need help doing your hair?" and Techno is like "I guess you can help" because he's a little shit about asking for help but also he just hates doing it and lacks the patience for it

Can I... talk about the theory that winners help craft the next game?

Because, and I really can not say this enough, it puts So Much into perspective.

Everything starts out Normal. Three lives, simple, cut and dry, there hasn't been a winner yet. No one to help craft the game. (And there's something to be said about how simple it really was. Not even a real expectation of the world becoming pvp or combative. No idea of the war to come)

Then Grian wins. The green killer, the man who vowed his first life to the one whose life he took. The next game the boogie man is born. A mechanic that allows and, in fact, demands, a green kill. People can trade lives back and forth, currency and debt wrapped up in one. (can we still be friends? Said the red partner. A life time later and reds are hostile, alone. Maybe it's an answer: No. Not anymore)

Scott wins this time. He refuses to play the game. He will not kill his team, he will love and he will do so fiercely and with all of himself. The next game people are attached through to their very souls. Every bit of damage to one soul is done to its twin. There is no boogeyman. (There is no way for a widow to be left without their love)

Pearl wins and she wins a blood bath. Spent the game draped in red, only wolves for company. Sitting in her tower, shivering in ice, maybe she wanted it to end. To see where it would. Limited life rewards you for killing, limited life has a clock tick tick ticking down, you always no how long you have. A curse yes, but a blessing too.

Now It's Martyn's turn.

And what a turn it is.

Keep your secrets, says the disloyal man, keep them well. Everything hurts, everything Matters, says the man fracturing with every loss. (What if we could love each other without hurting? Says The Hand, who never wanted to be coated in blood)

More importantly, Martyn has always seen the watchers below the surface. Now, they're right here in front of him. Something that could almost... be rebelled against, no? Something that someone else could finally point to and say: hey, hey isn't that familiar?

what the fuck is up with the hermits and cranes this season

like any time any of them has an empty space or something, oh, yknow what? gotta build a crane about it

theres SO MANY

Incredible news my annual Life Series hyperfixation is threatening to return in full force

Bad news, I have to somehow keep it down until my exams are over.

Just wanted to try and properly do some different designs for the different series, might do others at some point, who knows

BOAT BOYS BOAT BOYS BOAT BOYS

I don’t think they actually used tnt in double life but I was thinking of the skynet and this just happened. Dunno, enjoy

Pose ref

i wanna watch permit office grian and dsmp!technoblade interact

i think they would either immediately be friends or end up in a fistfight. idk why and idk which one. maybe both!