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should've said no,
content: dazai x fem!reader, toxic relationship, lovebombing, gaslighting, manipulating, cheating, fighting, swearing, angst no comfort, kinda ooc but kinda not, semi-proofread, trashy writing
a/n: had a mental breakdown abt my ex so i was like 'our whole relationship would be a good story' so yeah!
you knew, you always knew that dazai had a way with women. he was handsome and charming, he could easily get any girl he wanted with just a few words, and that's how he got you.
a year ago, you went to a formal event with your friends. you were third-wheeling with them and their boyfriends, as expected. taking small sips out of your glass, enjoying the tart and sweet taste of wine, you sat there unaware that you had caught someone's eye.
"what's a pretty girl like you sitting alone here?" a feathery voice from behind you snapped you out of your thoughts, you turned back to see a brunette man with a handsome face, no, handsome was an understatement. he was gorgeous.
"my, my...you are indeed pretty," he says in a gentle voice as if you'd float away if he wasn't careful. you got a bit shy and looked away, averting your gaze to cover up the flustered look on your face. "hey...look at me." the man whined,
those were the exact same words he said that pulled you back to reality, stopping your sweet moment of reminiscing on the first time you both met, at a party, where you both danced the night away.
and now you barely even hold each other anymore, "y/n...look at me!" he yells as he grabs your chin to face him, "listen to me! god, what is going on with you?" he yells again.
oh...right. the two of you were in the middle of an argument, it all started off with a backhanded comment, now both of you are fighting in the middle of the night. "what's going on with me? what's going on with you!?" you yell back, "you've been staying out late and you don't even tell me why! don't you know how worried i get?"
"how many times do we need to talk about this...I'm out working okay!? I just got home and you're already yelling at me...give me a break, I've had a long day..." he groans as he adjusts the collar of his blouse, a habit he does when things get too heated. but as he adjusts his collar, something caught your eye, something red.
"what is that?" you asked, dazai's face went pale when he hears your question because he knew exactly what you were talking about, "what's what?" he replied, his tone becoming calmer and quieter to avoid suspicions
"that." you said as you walked over to him and pulled down his collar, lipstick marks.
you let go of his collar as you let out a quivering gasp, tears forming in your eyes. "b-baby...it's not what it looks like, okay!?" dazai gently grabs your shoulders before pulling you into a hug, trying to comfort you and stop you from crying, but instead, it only fueled your anger even more because you got to smell the cheap, floral perfume on him.
"it was for a case at the agency okay? i...i had to get information from someone a-and.." he paused, losing the words he was about to say when he saw your face stained with tears as you looked at him with disgust and betrayal. "baby...just trust me, okay? it was for a mission...nothing more, okay? you're the only one i love." he says as he tightened the hug, making soothing motions on your back to try and comfort you, to earn your trust again.
"believe me..please? I'm sorry I didn't tell you...forgive me please? forgive me if you love me, baby...you trust me, right? because you love me?" dazai shaked your shoulders gently, looking at you with pleading eyes, urging you to believe him.
but you were always an understanding girl, weren't you? you always gave people second chances. and that might've been the worst mistake you made.
"y/n..say something!" he shakes you again, "I..I believe you." you say with hesitation, to be honest, you didn't. but he loved you, right? just like he said in that party a year ago...he loved you.
"r-really? I'm glad...you're not mad at me, right? you don't hate me?" he sighed, relief washing over him. his words made him seem so genuine, his face looked so innocent but there was still a part of you that didn't believe him at all. "fuck...you hate me, don't you?"
you get nervous at his words, your heart ached as he said that, "n-no! no, I believe you...I promise. nothing you do could ever make me hate you.."
dazai smiled softly and kissed you on the forehead, his mood shifting as if none of this happened.
months went by after this incident, he still came home late, some nights he didn't even come home. everytime you tried to talk to him about it, he'd get defensive and start yelling at you, calling you stupid to think that he was anywhere else but work, defending himself when all you did was ask him "where have you been?"
your friends warned you, your parents told you, your colleagues tried to talk to you but dazai had messed up your head so much that you were blinded by a false sense of love,
"so you'd rather listen to your friends than your own boyfriend!? why won't you trust me? y/n...come on, trust me!"
dazai's words echoed in your mind, you wanted to believe him. you wanted to trust that the man you loved wouldn't betray you, that there was a valid reason. his late nights turned into weekends away, excuses grew flimsier, and the distance between you widened with each passing day. yet, every time you tried to confront him, he would turn the tables, making you feel guilty for doubting him, for questioning his loyalty.
your friends' warnings fell on deaf ears, drowned out by dazai's promises of love and devotion. you clung to the hope that things would get better, that the man you fell for would return to you.
as the months passed, the weight of your doubts grew heavier, suffocating you with each passing day. you tried to bury them beneath layers of false assurances and forced smiles, but they refused to stay hidden for long.
the click of the door jolted you from your thoughts, but the sight of dazai didn't bring the relief you craved. his expression was unreadable, his eyes avoiding yours as he shuffled into the room.
"hey, i'm home," he mumbled, his voice barely audible above the silence that hung between you.
you opened your mouth to speak, to confront him, but the words caught in your throat. instead, you watched in silence as he moved past you, his presence heavy with unspoken truths.
"we need to talk," you finally managed to whisper, your voice trembling with emotion.
dazai's gaze flickered with guilt, and he nodded wordlessly, the weight of your words settling on his shoulders. you took a shaky breath, preparing yourself for the conversation that would shatter everything you thought you knew.
"hmm? okay..." he hummed as he sat down in front of you, "what did you wanna talk about, pretty? oh, before that, i got you a gift! do you like it?" he says as he presented you a big box of chocolates that would probably take you weeks to finish. he was always like this, wasn't he? showering you with love and gifts, burying you with compliments every time he knows you're about to slip away to make sure you shut up and forget about the messed up things he did.
"it's not about the chocolates, dazai," you murmured, your voice barely above a whisper.
he frowned, confusion flickering across his features before he plastered on a charming smile. "of course, my love. what's on your mind? you know you can tell me anything," he said, his voice oozing with faux sincerity.
you took a deep breath, gathering the courage to lay bare the truth. "i know about the other women, dazai," you said, your voice trembling with suppressed emotion. "i know about the lies, where you've been going all these nights. i can't do this anymore."
for a moment, there was silence, the weight of your words hanging heavy in the air. and then, with a scoff, he leaned back in his chair, his smile slipping into a sneer.
"oh, is that what this is about?" he said, his tone dripping with condescension. "you really think you can just walk away from me? after everything I've done for you?"
"i deserve better than this, dazai," you whispered, your voice barely audible above the roaring storm of emotions inside you.
but he just laughed, a cold, mocking sound that sent shivers down your spine. "deserve better? you think anyone else would put up with you?" he spat, his eyes ablaze with contempt. "you're lucky to have me, y/n."
with a heavy heart, you rose from your seat, the weight of his words like chains around your ankles. you wanted to scream, to lash out at him for the pain he had inflicted, but you knew it would only fuel his cruel satisfaction.
instead, you turned away, your resolve hardening with each step you took toward the door. his laughter followed you, a haunting echo reverberated in the empty space between you.
"you'll be back," he called after you, his voice laced with venom. "you always come back."
© — hopleii
#works—💌#bsd dazai#dazai osamu#bungo stray dogs x reader#bungou stray dogs#osamudazai#dazai x reader#dazai x y/n#dazai x fem reader#bungo stray dogs angst#bsd angst#bsd x reader#bsd x y/n
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there is dazai angst in my draft and i fear that i might rip my heart out if i continue writing it
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♡ — lei's masterlist || drabbles, headcanons, one-shots and other fluffy stuff!
HAIKYUU
OO1 untitled (tsukishima kei)
what type of boyfriends i think they'd be
what i think karasuno's love languange is
OO2 untitled (sugawara koushi)
tsukishima kei with a sweet girlfriend. . .
tsukishima kei with a gentle s/o ft. yamaguchi!
since you admitted it, (tsukishima kei)
bokuto with sick reader!
BUNGO STRAY DOGS
chuya & dazai (separate) x fem!reader who loves all things pink, dainty and cute<33
should've said no, (dazai osamu)
BNHA
none. . .
OBEY ME!
none . . .
© — hopleii
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hello :(( sorry for the requests that have been collecting dust in my inbox. . . too busy with school and other stuff! i have alot of drafts that im trying 2 finish to feed the 54 people following me :DD i love you guys so muchhh i'm trying to write as much as i cann wahh T__T
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bsd characters (of your choice) x reader who loves bows, baby pink, and dainty things <33 love ur profile and aesthetic so i think you'd have fun with this one
pretty pink ribbon . . .
content: chuya x fem!reader, dazai x fem!reader (separate), not proofread (I'm writing this while watching a math tutorial hehe), kindaa ooc?, a bitt suggestive on dazai's part hihi, lmk if theres more!
a/n: HWUHWUEHWUIHYUSG SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG I COULDN'T LOG IN , i love this request hehe :33 I looooooooveeeee bows and dainty things and baby pink and and and and EEEEKK !! >___< ANON I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH THIS I LOVE YOU MWAAAAAAA
OSAMU DAZAI
yk that tiktok trend where you put pink bows on random objects, articles of clothing, OR on ur s/o's biceps?
would def let you do that on his bandages OR his hair <33
dazai walking around with frilly pink bows tied around his wrist and on his hair
the first time he entered your house, it was expected that you'd have alot of pink items but not THAT MUCH. . .
doesn't complain tho cuz he thinks its cute!
baby pink pillows, blankets, shirts, socks, curtains!
and bows everywhere
he thinks your room is an actual fever dream because HOW DOES A PERSON HAVE THAT MUCH PINK LIKE??
115% convinced you have pink in your veins
loves seeing you wear pretty pink dresses with the fluffy skirts and the lace
in instances where he finds cute dainty jewelry or clothes, he'll buy it! he's got enough money saved up from the mafia so why not spend it on you<33
"ahh! I love it, I love it so much!" you squealed, spinning around watching the fluffy skirt of your new dress spin around with you.
dazai had bought you a new dress, it was a beautiful baby pink dress with a bows all over it. the soft fabric of the skirt made it look and move along with your small movements like a cloud.
you took a look at the mirror one last time before hopping onto dazai's lap as you placed delicate kisses all over his face, "I love it just as you do, doll" he whispers softly as he held you close, playing with the hem of your skirt, "thank you~ ! aah! it's so pretty" you say excitedly before kissing him again
"you're beautiful, y/n" he whispers again as he tucked stray locks of your hair in your ear, "but I think you'd look even more pretty with that dress on the floor, no?"
CHUYA NAKAHARA
THIS MANNN AEDHWUIHIAJ
makes sure to buy you different jewelry, shoes, dresses for your dates so he can show everyone how pretty your style is
but mostly because he wants you to get dolled up and dressed all fancy because he loves how excited you get seeing yourself in dainty pink outfits<33
also, if ur hair is long enough, he'd tie your hair in that half up half down style with a pink bow<33
got pretty good at tying bows because he loves assisting you when you want to put them in the most mundane places !
wanna put a ribbon on instead of a belt? he'll tie it for you. wanna use a ribbon instead of your regular shoelaces? sure! he's putting ribbons on all your shoes!
every gift he sends is either wrapped in pink paper adorned with a bow, or the gift itself IS pink and has a bow (I WANTTT)
just like with dazai, he buys you tons of dainty jewelry and other things ♡
but he likes buying you hats the most so you guys could both wear hats together!
his favorite one though, a pink beret with a long dainty bow on top
he thinks it's adorable on you! like SURE the bow gets caught in a few things sometimes when the two of you are out, but it looks so pretty :((
also buys you a crap ton of shoes just because he's scared you'd find a good pair of shoes but it doesn't come in pink and you'd probably paint it pink
okay wait what if you DO paint a pair of shoes pink LOL
"baby, why would you ruin a pair of perfectly good shoes? we'll just get it in pink!" chuya groans as he tries to take away the can of pink spray paint from your hand (that's also probably adorned with pink accessories and/or nail polish HEHE)
"it doesn't come in pink! it only comes in black, white and blue!" you whine, trying to get the can back, "but I couldn't help it~ ! it's so cute! look at the bow and the straps and the heel!"
chuya sighs and gives you the can back, letting you do whatever needed to be done to satisfy your insatiable need for pink as he excused himself, saying he has something to do.
"fine...I'll be right back, okay? just...do whatever you need to."
the next day, you wake up to find a box instead of your boyfriend beside you on the bed. it had a (pink) sticky note attached to it;
To my darling,
Enjoy your new pink shoes and throw away the ones you spray painted.
Love, Chuya
you opened the box and immediately fell inlove with the pair of shoes inside. pink, with a bow, and a pretty strap. just like you wanted.
© — hopleii
#works—💌#chuya nakahara#bsd chuuya#dazai osamu#bsd dazai#nakahara chūya#osamu dazai#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bungo stray dogs x reader#bsd x reader#bsd x you#bsd x female reader#bsd x y/n#pink bows#ribbons and bows#baby pink#pink aesthetic#soft pink#fluff#bsd fluff
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legit disappeared without a word, dropped the cutest bokuto scenario and said bye 😭 i aspire to be as unbothered as hopleii
its cuz im batman
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oopsies sorry i disappeared for awhile (i probably will after this post) i forgot i had responsibilities here
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I heard you wanted requests so here I am (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)
You've only written for the karasuno boys so far but I hope you're okay with writing for bokuto!!
I'm sick rn so if I can, I want to request bokuto taking care of reader when they're sick (and possibly failing considering how he's like)
Please and thank uuuu💙
(also don't mind that i accidentally unfollowed you for a sec D: )
bokuto koutarou with sick reader . . .
content: bokuto x gn!sick!reader, not proofread, fluff, mentions of medicine, sickness, etc. silly bokuto, short writing, lmk if i missed some!
a/n: first time writing for bokuto ! :00 thankyou for ur request mwuaah ! sorry it took so long waahh >__< hope ure feeling better noww
it was the end of the day and your boyfriend just got home, bokuto's boisterous laughter echoing throughout the the room. instead of the sweet greetings and hugs you give him, only the sound of occasional sneezes and coughs were present. bokuto's enthusiasm had somewhat dimmed when he saw it was you, his playful self turning (well, attempting) into a concerned caretaker.
"hey, hey, hey..." he says softly as he walks closer to you in the corner of the couch, "you okay there?" his brows furrowed, eyes wide with worry as he examined your current state.
"yeah..just a cold, i think" you managed to voice out with your sore throat, rubbing your neck after you talked.
bokuto puffed out his chest dramatically, he dashed around the room, gathering blankets, pillows, and a plethora of snacks in attempts to make you feel better.
"ta-da! this'll be enough...right? ah, you want anything else? want any drinks i--"
"koutarou..." you mumbled as you draped multiple blankets over your frail body, "i need medicine...and antibiotics.." you couldn't help but chuckle at his antics. despite his sometimes simple-minded nature and mood swings.
bokuto ran back to the kitchen and into your medicine drawer to get what you needed, he grinned, placing the medicine on your table. "did you know i read somewhere that laughter is the best medicine?"
you groaned at this, putting a pillow over your face, "where are you going with thi--" you get cut off before his fingers start poking your waist, where you're most ticklish.
a series of laughs escaped your lips, soon followed by dry coughs and groans. "bokuto..."
" 'm sorry, baby." he says before pressing a kiss onto your forehead "feel better soon, okay? " he declared before smiling at you,
throughout the day, bokuto's mood swung from goofy jokes to genuine concern. he brought you extra pillows, made sure you took your medicine on time, and even attempted to feed you soup he made.
and in that moment, as you watched the sunlight filter through the curtains, casting a warm glow over the room, you realized just how lucky you were to have bokuto by your side.
#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu#haikyuu fluff#works—💌#bokuto x reader#bokuto koutarou#bokuto x y/n#bokuto x you#bokuto headcanons#hq bokuto#bokuto fluff
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since you admitted it,
content: tsukishima x fem!reader angst, breakup, cheating, fighting, trashy writing, not proofread, kinda ooc, swearing lmk if i missed some!
a/n: inspired by Babe - Taylor Swift!! I keep forgetting i have responsibilities on this account lolzies, anyways, I think this is my first time writing angst? also, i'm working on some requests rn so sorry for the delayyy :(
you and tsukishima have been arguing for what seemed like hours now. yelling at each other back and forth, throat hurting from all the screams and explaining.
"for God's sake, I didn't do shit with her! how many times do I have to say that!?" tsukishima screams. there's this girl that's been making you uncomfortable, she was beautiful. her face so pretty almost as if it was carefully crafted by god himself, her voice so sweet and smooth like honey. you felt insecure.
tsukishima had been getting close with her, which wasn't a problem at first. so what if he was friends with her, right? wrong. eventually, tsukishima had been getting way too close, cancelling plans "because she needs help studying" or "she's not feeling well, I need to be there for her"
you were getting sick. though, you held your tongue. you stayed silent and let it slide, maybe they're just good friends, that's all. is what you kept repeating to yourself.
"why are you so mad that I'm hanging out with her, geez! you have guy friends and you hangout with them all the time, why are you suddenly mad at me and her just because you're insecure? you're always like this when we hangout!" he screams again. this was the first time you ever brought it up, what could he possibly mean by 'always'?
"stop dragging useless shit into this, tsukishima! you're not stupid so stop acting like it! you know that those gestures are more than friendly!" you scream back, tears streaming down your cheeks. "I have NEVER brought this up until now, why are you so defensive, kei?! why are you hiding things from me?"
"I'm not fucking hiding anything, okay!? what do you want me to do? she's my friend! I can't just stop talking to her even if I wanted to!"
bullshit.
"really? you can't?" you say through choked sobs "are you fucking kidding me, kei? you can't? you can't stop holding her waist? you can't stop cancelling plans just to go to her house? you can't stop kissing her when you think i'm not looking? are you kidding me?"
you were shaking with anger, you couldn't find the right words at that moment, you wanted to scream and cry and shout at him but you just couldn't.
"what the hell are you talking about? I can never do anything like that, especially not with her--"
"well now you can because we're over! I can't do this anymore, kei!"
silence fills the room for a few minutes, you clench your fists so hard you were shaking. but what really bothered you the most was the slightly relieved expression on tsukishima's face.
only punctuated by your ragged breaths and the remnants of your tears staining your cheeks. tsukishima's eyes widened, the relief he initially wore began to fade into a mix of shock and regret.
tsukishima's voice, no longer fueled by anger, now shaken with uncertainty. "wait, just, let's not make reckless decisions here. I didn't mean for it to come to this!"
your heart ached as you gazed into his eyes. at that moment, you questioned if you had done the right thing. but you knew that the doubt, insecurity, and pain that had been bottling up in you had pushed you.
trembling with a mixture of anger and hurt, you finally had the strength to confront him. "Kei, you need to tell me the truth. did you do more than just kiss her?" the words hung heavily in the air, and a knot formed in the pit of your stomach.
tsukishima's shoulders slumped even further, and he let out a long, heavy sigh. with a voice that was almost a whisper, he admitted, "yes, I did, but--"
you let out a quivering gasp, covering your mouth with your hands. utterly disgusted with what he just admitted. betrayal surged through your veins, overshadowing the pain that had been lingering. the air became suffocating, and you struggled to comprehend the reality of his admission.
"i'm leaving," your voice shaking as you fought tears that threatened to overflow again "i should've known..."
tsukishima's gaze dropped to the floor, unable to meet your eyes. "i... i didn't want to hurt you. i was going to tell you eventually...i just couldn't find the right time i--"
a bitter laugh escaped your lips, "you thought hiding the truth would spare my feelings? how could you?"
tsukishima started to get angry again, his ego and pride unable to handle the truth in your words. "fucking hell," he mumbles "i messed up, okay? i never meant for it to get this far. it just...happened."
your anger flared again, and you took a step back, distancing yourself from him. "no, tsukishima, it didn't just happen. you made choices, and you chose to betray me!"
as you turned to leave, his voice trailed after you, desperate and regretful. "i'm sorry, i really am."
but the apology fell on deaf ears. the door closed behind you, leaving tsukishima alone in the haunting silence of the room.
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HAI EVERYONE SORRY I WAS DEAD FOR LIKE, WHAT, 3 MONTHS? ANYWAYS..HIII !! I'LL TRY WRITING MORE
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send requests hwhehdjha im bored
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hUH ??? 35 FOLLOWERS??
tysmm guys !! this took me by surprise honestly 😭😭 IM SO HAPPI RN
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