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“Succes is falling nine times and getting up ten.”
— Jon Bon Jovi
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“I’m going to tell you a secret: You don’t have to believe every thought that pops into your head.”
— B. Dave Walters
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Fyodor Dostoyevsky // Alanis Morissette
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If she does all of that for a man that isn’t good to her.. imagine what she’ll do for the one that is
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Preface:
Remember that I AM a writer. I am capable of compartmentalizing my emotions and emotion/feelings is where poets create their best work. Just because emotions or feelings exist does not mean that they are surface feelings and vice versa, just because you don’t see or experience the feelings on a surface level does not mean that they do not exist.
What is it that you want and is it all worth it?
The work the hurt the challenges
Can you define the checks and the balances?
The luxury the love
All the accomplishments
The smiles the winces
The unending compliments
Does it all make sense?
Can’t tell if my heart is bleeding in black or red
Somewhere in between
Really should be grateful I’m not dead
Keeping my eyes to the sky
Thanking the Lord on high
Keeping me grounded
Faith unfounded
Trying to give you the love you never had
Didn’t realize it would hurt me so bad
A man of two souls
One side got me feelin like I’m dreamin
The other side got my knees to the floor
Cryin and screamin
Handin me a glass then spillin the milk
Is this what you waited for?
Linens of cotton and silk
3 bath 3 bedrooms
The kids are all here
Keep me going
Run away from the fear
Wonder who you talkin to when you’re not here
Is it really your buddy?
Talkin garnet gold spears
Is it temu? Is it tinder? Is it socials?
The gangs all here
Rippin away my pride
Puttin me in a position I have to decide
Should I stay or should I go?
Is that how you grow?
Walk away and fix up your glow?
Or save face and walk away to the kitchen
Mama always in there cookin the dinner and fixins
Raising those babies
Teaching them right from wrong
Playin this song
Is this what you want for them?
Secrets and lies
Deceit in disguise
Tell me you’re comin over and never show up, what a surprise
Been texting me short all week
Turns out you were already having conversations
Giving into all your temptations
You say it isn’t cheating based on technicality
Yet all along that was my reality
“If it ain’t physical then it ain’t cheatin”
All up in the DM’s
Why you creepin?
Gettin emotional
Sharin your feelins
While I’m waitin up for you to come home in the evenin
Hangin on your every word like it’s my soul that you’re feedin
Trusting in you when trust was somethin I couldn’t believe in
Convince me of a facade so you don’t catch me leavin
Have me all to yourself and all them too
Got me sittin in silence, stuck in my head grievin
Feelin like I don’t know what to do
I don’t know how I’m feelin
I have love for you
Boy I love you
I can’t wait for the day when you really become a man
To our right for each other we always gonna stand
The sorrow the silence
The weeping in violence
One day we can throw it in the safe and lock it up tight
Put the past behind us and one day maybe we’ll be able to see all that light
Maybe one day we can sleep straight through the night
Knowing in the end it’s all gonna be alright
Wake up to the morning sun
Time to shine and rise
Forever your ride or die
Beggin me not to give up on you
It was just one line
Yea, I’ve heard that line
Servin up a meal but no appetite to dine
I did it all for you
You know I always will
I hope you remember me next time you wanna talk about what you feel
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Velimir Khlebnikov, from Collected Works, Vol.III: Selected Poems, (tr. by Paul Schmidt)
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“Start now. Start where you are. Start with fear. Start with pain. Start with doubt. Start with hands shaking. Start with voice trembling but start. Start and don’t stop. Start where you are, with what you have. Just… start.”
— Ijeoma Umebinyuo
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Watching a video on Mandela effects on history and they’re saying apparently the first video phone was in Germany in 1936.
I’ve often felt that the super quick advancement of the digital age was too fast and there was no way that it wouldn’t have negative effects.
What if the advancement counteracted historical facts that are now mandala effects? Like the video phone had to exist in 1936 in order to have a logical modern timeline to be so advanced today?
Way out there but so are the mis-memorized events and products that a mass majority either remember one way or another or not at all.
Even journalists writing articles on events as they happened are stumped.
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