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Spider Bites (JJ x Reader)
Description: The reader and JJ are secretly dating, until one day their love for each other leaves a few marks that don’t go unnoticed by their friends.
Request: You’re my new favorite writer across all the fandoms I’m in, and Could it be? AMAZING! I would like to request something for whenever you have time? I was just thinking something along the lines of you and jj secretly dating but the other pogues have suspicion and one day they suggest to go swimming and you forget that the night before jj covered you with hickeys so you strip into your swimsuit and everyone sees and just stares and jokingly makes fun of you and jj
Spider Bites
It was almost midnight and your boyfriend was still laying next to you. You were running your fingers through his soft, blonde hair as his eyelashes fluttered. He was falling asleep and you couldn’t blame him for it. Not even an hour ago the two of you were proving to one another how bad you had craved each other the whole day.
You and JJ were secretly dating, which just increased the sexual tension that always built around the two of you while you were hanging with the rest of your friends, which never failed to make you and JJ crash to your house or the van for either a quickie or long hours of passionate sex while the night was ending.
You had both decided to keep your relationship a secret from your friends to save yourselves from their endless questions and teasing and also because the adrenaline of having to sneak out to see each other always ended up with good sex and you loved to have him all for yourself, no pressure and no questions from anyone, just the two of you.
“Hey baby,” you softly whispered to his ear, “wake up.”
He groaned as you slightly nudged his arm.
As much as you wanted him to stay the night, you’d agreed on having Kie come over first thing in the morning to make some quick sandwiches for the day since all of you were going to spend your whole day at the beach, and you were not planning on having her find out about you and JJ’s relationship this way.
“Come on, we’ll spend the whole day together tomorrow again,” you said as you slightly traced your fingers all over his chest, “and you know Kie is coming in the morning.”
“You’re more comfortable than my bed,” he mumbled and snuggled closer to you, “and warmer and you also smell nicer.”
You smiled at your sleepy boyfriend before letting go of his grip and heading out of bed to put your pyjamas on, JJ’s eyes never leaving your body.
“I can’t believe how hot you look even with your unicorn pyjamas.” He smiled at the sight of your purple and blue unicorn pyjamas.
“Shut up.” You threw a pillow at him and he pulled you from your waist to his body and attacked your side with tickles as you tried your best to not scream, “JJ stop! My mom’s going to wake up!”
His fingers left your sides as soon as you threatened him with your mother. You cupped his face and placed a soft kiss on his lips before handing him his shirt.
“As much as I love the sight of you without a shirt on,” you smirked, “it’s time to go.”
“Alright, alright,” he groaned as he got out of your bed, “but promise me tomorrow we’ll sleep at the van.”
“I pinky promise.” You pointed your pinky finger at him as he smiled at your actions and locked his pinky finger with yours.
“Night baby.” He leaned in to give you a small peck on the lips before sneaking out of your room through your window, which was now his own personal front door for your house.
The next morning you were awaken by a loud knock on your door which made you get out of bed in a heartbeat.
“What is it?” You could barely open your eyes and thought your mother was the one knocking.
“I don’t know why you have a phone if you never bother to answer.” The fruity scent of your best friend’s shampoo filled your room.
“I’m sorry Kie.” You mumbled and made your way to your bathroom to wash your face and brush your teeth while your friend picked out your swimsuit.
“I brought all the ingredients to make the sandwiches, it shouldn’t take us long.” She handed you your bikini and you put it on without even bothering to look in the mirror for you were barely awake and being hurried by your friend.
You grabbed a red tank top as well as some shorts and put them on top of your swimsuit.
After you and Kiara were done making sandwiches, the two of you headed to the beach. The guys were already drinking beer and sitting around as they waited for you and Kie to arrive. Your eyes immediately landed on JJ’s toned torso, as memories of his body on top of yours last night invaded your thoughts.
“Why are you guys drinking so early in the morning? You do know it’s terrible for your bodies right?” Kie spoke as she placed the bag full of sandwiches in front of everyone.
“We got thirsty.” JJ said as he winked at you and rushed to grab a sandwich.
“Please tell me they have honey mustard,” Pope pleaded while unpacking a sandwich, “I love honey mustard.”
“They do.” John B chewed on his already half eaten sandwich and Pope smiled before taking a big bite of his.
You and Kie stared at the hungry men devouring the sandwiches and shared glances with each other.
“Please do leave some for us.” You laughed as you watched John B reach for his second sandwich already.
A few minutes went by and all of your stomachs were filled with food and water (well mostly beer for the boys) and you were all sitting down by the beach talking about your plans for the night and telling random stories.
“Should we go swimming?” John B proposed.
“I think we should surf instead bro.” JJ added.
“Do you see any waves? Because I sure don’t.” Pope pointed at the calm, waveless sea.
“I wouldn’t mind getting a bit wet,” You said innocently before realising how bad it sounded to your dirty minded friends, “oh you’re all a bunch of pervs.”
“I mean you could’ve worded it differently.” Pope raised his hands as if he were a victim.
“She still made a point saying you’re all a bunch of pervs though.” Kie added.
“Well are we going to go swimming or what?” John B said as he took off his shirt.
JJ and Pope did the same as John B, while Kie took off her swimsuit cover up. You put your hair into a quick ponytail to not let it become a mess with the water and then took off your tank top and shorts.
“Wow.” Pope widened his eyes at you and you stared at him in confusion after also noticing Kie’s eyes widening.
“Well, well, well,” John B grinned at you, “someone had fun last night.”
You furrowed your brows at him and saw JJ scratch the back of his neck as he tried to hide the light shade of pink his cheeks were getting.
You looked down at your body and immediately felt your cheeks heat up.
Red and purple marks were covering your abdomen as well as part of your cleavage, and all you wanted to do was run away from everyone. You were completely unaware as to when exactly last night JJ had left such big hickeys all over your body.
Sure you were used to having JJ mark your body with his mouth whenever he had the chance since he absolutely adored the sight of your body filled with his own touch, but you always made sure to either cover them up or remind him to place them somewhere not visible.
“Won’t you look at that?!” You nervously laughed at yourself, “A spider must have bit me last night.”
“That spider must have been desperate for it then.” Pope said and Kie tried her best to not let out a laugh.
“I guess spiders are invading The Cut now because” John B raised an eyebrow at JJ, “our friend here is also covered with spider bites.”
You stared at JJ’s neck which had two small yet still noticeable hickeys and cursed yourself for it.
“She’s right though, spiders are going crazy here,” JJ defended himself, “it must be the weather or something.”
“Is there another animal invasion that explains the scratches on your back then?” Kie questioned as she pointed at JJ’s back which was indeed covered with scratches.
John B laughed out loud and high-fived Kie while you and JJ shared glances trying to see what to do even though you both knew it was too late already.
“Do you guys really think we hadn’t noticed it before?” Kie giggled.
“Noticed what?” You pretended to be oblivious.
“How the two of you are always leaving early and then sharing looks the next day,” Pope answered your question.
“And how our dear friend JJ always has scratches on his back,” John B added.
“And how you always have smeared makeup on your body which I guess you put on to cover the spider bites.” Kie smiled at you.
“Let’s not forget how it’s been what?” John B looked at the others, “More than a month since JJ has stopped telling us about his one night stands with tourists?”
You couldn’t help but let out the smile forming on your face.
You and JJ had started dating a little less than a month ago and the fact that you were the only girl in his life made your heart want to burst open with happiness. You had been friends with JJ for years already and were very familiar with his reputation of sleeping around with girls and the fact that he had stopped doing that even before the two of you started dating, just proved how much he really wanted only you.
“Alright, alright,” JJ snapped out, “you got us, are y’all happy now?”
He walked over to your side and wrapped an arm around your shoulders, Kie giving the two of you the biggest smile ever while John B and Pope high-fived each other.
“So what?” John B raised an eyebrow at the two of you, “Have you two been macking each other behind our backs?”
JJ turned to face you and you gave him a small smile which made him smile back at you.
Even though you were surrounded by your friends, that little moment felt like it was only the two of you standing there and agreeing it was time to let the world know.
You loved each other, and no matter how hard you tried to hide it from the rest of the world, there was so much you the two of you wanted to do without the fear of being discovered by your friends that you knew it was time to let the truth out and enjoy your relationship freely.
“We’re not only macking bro,” JJ smiled at his friend before turning to face you again, a look of pride and happiness all over his face, “she’s my girl.”
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A/N: I think this is my favorite request so far… I loved writing this so much! hope you enjoyed it.
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Spider Bites (JJ x Reader)
Description: The reader and JJ are secretly dating, until one day their love for each other leaves a few marks that don’t go unnoticed by their friends.
Request: You’re my new favorite writer across all the fandoms I’m in, and Could it be? AMAZING! I would like to request something for whenever you have time? I was just thinking something along the lines of you and jj secretly dating but the other pogues have suspicion and one day they suggest to go swimming and you forget that the night before jj covered you with hickeys so you strip into your swimsuit and everyone sees and just stares and jokingly makes fun of you and jj
Spider Bites
It was almost midnight and your boyfriend was still laying next to you. You were running your fingers through his soft, blonde hair as his eyelashes fluttered. He was falling asleep and you couldn’t blame him for it. Not even an hour ago the two of you were proving to one another how bad you had craved each other the whole day.
You and JJ were secretly dating, which just increased the sexual tension that always built around the two of you while you were hanging with the rest of your friends, which never failed to make you and JJ crash to your house or the van for either a quickie or long hours of passionate sex while the night was ending.
You had both decided to keep your relationship a secret from your friends to save yourselves from their endless questions and teasing and also because the adrenaline of having to sneak out to see each other always ended up with good sex and you loved to have him all for yourself, no pressure and no questions from anyone, just the two of you.
“Hey baby,” you softly whispered to his ear, “wake up.”
He groaned as you slightly nudged his arm.
As much as you wanted him to stay the night, you’d agreed on having Kie come over first thing in the morning to make some quick sandwiches for the day since all of you were going to spend your whole day at the beach, and you were not planning on having her find out about you and JJ’s relationship this way.
“Come on, we’ll spend the whole day together tomorrow again,” you said as you slightly traced your fingers all over his chest, “and you know Kie is coming in the morning.”
“You’re more comfortable than my bed,” he mumbled and snuggled closer to you, “and warmer and you also smell nicer.”
You smiled at your sleepy boyfriend before letting go of his grip and heading out of bed to put your pyjamas on, JJ’s eyes never leaving your body.
“I can’t believe how hot you look even with your unicorn pyjamas.” He smiled at the sight of your purple and blue unicorn pyjamas.
“Shut up.” You threw a pillow at him and he pulled you from your waist to his body and attacked your side with tickles as you tried your best to not scream, “JJ stop! My mom’s going to wake up!”
His fingers left your sides as soon as you threatened him with your mother. You cupped his face and placed a soft kiss on his lips before handing him his shirt.
“As much as I love the sight of you without a shirt on,” you smirked, “it’s time to go.”
“Alright, alright,” he groaned as he got out of your bed, “but promise me tomorrow we’ll sleep at the van.”
“I pinky promise.” You pointed your pinky finger at him as he smiled at your actions and locked his pinky finger with yours.
“Night baby.” He leaned in to give you a small peck on the lips before sneaking out of your room through your window, which was now his own personal front door for your house.
The next morning you were awaken by a loud knock on your door which made you get out of bed in a heartbeat.
“What is it?” You could barely open your eyes and thought your mother was the one knocking.
“I don’t know why you have a phone if you never bother to answer.” The fruity scent of your best friend’s shampoo filled your room.
“I’m sorry Kie.” You mumbled and made your way to your bathroom to wash your face and brush your teeth while your friend picked out your swimsuit.
“I brought all the ingredients to make the sandwiches, it shouldn’t take us long.” She handed you your bikini and you put it on without even bothering to look in the mirror for you were barely awake and being hurried by your friend.
You grabbed a red tank top as well as some shorts and put them on top of your swimsuit.
After you and Kiara were done making sandwiches, the two of you headed to the beach. The guys were already drinking beer and sitting around as they waited for you and Kie to arrive. Your eyes immediately landed on JJ’s toned torso, as memories of his body on top of yours last night invaded your thoughts.
“Why are you guys drinking so early in the morning? You do know it’s terrible for your bodies right?” Kie spoke as she placed the bag full of sandwiches in front of everyone.
“We got thirsty.” JJ said as he winked at you and rushed to grab a sandwich.
“Please tell me they have honey mustard,” Pope pleaded while unpacking a sandwich, “I love honey mustard.”
“They do.” John B chewed on his already half eaten sandwich and Pope smiled before taking a big bite of his.
You and Kie stared at the hungry men devouring the sandwiches and shared glances with each other.
“Please do leave some for us.” You laughed as you watched John B reach for his second sandwich already.
A few minutes went by and all of your stomachs were filled with food and water (well mostly beer for the boys) and you were all sitting down by the beach talking about your plans for the night and telling random stories.
“Should we go swimming?” John B proposed.
“I think we should surf instead bro.” JJ added.
“Do you see any waves? Because I sure don’t.” Pope pointed at the calm, waveless sea.
“I wouldn’t mind getting a bit wet,” You said innocently before realising how bad it sounded to your dirty minded friends, “oh you’re all a bunch of pervs.”
“I mean you could’ve worded it differently.” Pope raised his hands as if he were a victim.
“She still made a point saying you’re all a bunch of pervs though.” Kie added.
“Well are we going to go swimming or what?” John B said as he took off his shirt.
JJ and Pope did the same as John B, while Kie took off her swimsuit cover up. You put your hair into a quick ponytail to not let it become a mess with the water and then took off your tank top and shorts.
“Wow.” Pope widened his eyes at you and you stared at him in confusion after also noticing Kie’s eyes widening.
“Well, well, well,” John B grinned at you, “someone had fun last night.”
You furrowed your brows at him and saw JJ scratch the back of his neck as he tried to hide the light shade of pink his cheeks were getting.
You looked down at your body and immediately felt your cheeks heat up.
Red and purple marks were covering your abdomen as well as part of your cleavage, and all you wanted to do was run away from everyone. You were completely unaware as to when exactly last night JJ had left such big hickeys all over your body.
Sure you were used to having JJ mark your body with his mouth whenever he had the chance since he absolutely adored the sight of your body filled with his own touch, but you always made sure to either cover them up or remind him to place them somewhere not visible.
“Won’t you look at that?!” You nervously laughed at yourself, “A spider must have bit me last night.”
“That spider must have been desperate for it then.” Pope said and Kie tried her best to not let out a laugh.
“I guess spiders are invading The Cut now because” John B raised an eyebrow at JJ, “our friend here is also covered with spider bites.”
You stared at JJ’s neck which had two small yet still noticeable hickeys and cursed yourself for it.
“She’s right though, spiders are going crazy here,” JJ defended himself, “it must be the weather or something.”
“Is there another animal invasion that explains the scratches on your back then?” Kie questioned as she pointed at JJ’s back which was indeed covered with scratches.
John B laughed out loud and high-fived Kie while you and JJ shared glances trying to see what to do even though you both knew it was too late already.
“Do you guys really think we hadn’t noticed it before?” Kie giggled.
“Noticed what?” You pretended to be oblivious.
“How the two of you are always leaving early and then sharing looks the next day,” Pope answered your question.
“And how our dear friend JJ always has scratches on his back,” John B added.
“And how you always have smeared makeup on your body which I guess you put on to cover the spider bites.” Kie smiled at you.
“Let’s not forget how it’s been what?” John B looked at the others, “More than a month since JJ has stopped telling us about his one night stands with tourists?”
You couldn’t help but let out the smile forming on your face.
You and JJ had started dating a little less than a month ago and the fact that you were the only girl in his life made your heart want to burst open with happiness. You had been friends with JJ for years already and were very familiar with his reputation of sleeping around with girls and the fact that he had stopped doing that even before the two of you started dating, just proved how much he really wanted only you.
“Alright, alright,” JJ snapped out, “you got us, are y’all happy now?”
He walked over to your side and wrapped an arm around your shoulders, Kie giving the two of you the biggest smile ever while John B and Pope high-fived each other.
“So what?” John B raised an eyebrow at the two of you, “Have you two been macking each other behind our backs?”
JJ turned to face you and you gave him a small smile which made him smile back at you.
Even though you were surrounded by your friends, that little moment felt like it was only the two of you standing there and agreeing it was time to let the world know.
You loved each other, and no matter how hard you tried to hide it from the rest of the world, there was so much you the two of you wanted to do without the fear of being discovered by your friends that you knew it was time to let the truth out and enjoy your relationship freely.
“We’re not only macking bro,” JJ smiled at his friend before turning to face you again, a look of pride and happiness all over his face, “she’s my girl.”
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A/N: I think this is my favorite request so far… I loved writing this so much! hope you enjoyed it.
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Could it be? Chapter 11 (JJ x Reader)
JJ x Reader
CH.1 - CH.2 - CH.3 - CH.4 - CH.5 - CH.6 - CH.7 - CH.8 - CH.9 - CH.10
Description: She has a crush on JJ, but he has always seen her as another one of the “dudes”, or at least that’s what she thinks so she just doesn’t even try anymore, until things start to shift between the two of them. (A/N: I’M NOT GOOD AT DESCRIPTIONS BUT THESE IS JUST WHAT I WOULD LOVE TO HAPPEN IN OUTER BANKS WITH JJ)
Warnings: mentions of sexual trauma
CHAPTER 11
You shot a glance at Sarah once she finished spilling all your business. You watched as she gave you an innocent smile after realising you didn’t want everyone to know about Rafe yet.
“Look, I can explain alright?” You sighed as you reached for a beer. It was going to be a long day.
“Please do.” Kie muttered, raising her eyebrow at you.
You looked at JJ who was staring straight into your eyes, you couldn’t tell if he was hurt or angry but either of those options made your stomach twist.
“He promised that if I faked it for a night, he would leave all of us alone which means th-”
“And you believed him?” Pope was quick to cut you off.
“Why would you even trust Rafe Cameron in the first place?” John B added.
“If you would all stop interrupting me, then maybe I would be able to clear your doubts.” You spat coldly at your friends.
“Go on then.” Kie nodded.
“It’s just for the night, so he can be on the clear with his father and have no problems whatsoever,” you bit your lip, “after that I’m completely done with him.”
The silence was broken by JJ’s sarcastic laugh, making you immediately stare at his movements.
“Well I think it’s bullshit,” he gulped down his beer before standing up, “and if you’re trusting Rafe Cameron, then you can’t be trusted either.”
His words hit you like a thousand knives on the chest.
He definitely felt betrayed by you but his anger was stronger than the pain he was feeling. He tossed the empty beer on the sand, ignoring Kie’s complaining and gave you a final glare before walking away from the group.
“JJ,” you sighed and rushed to walk towards him, ignoring whatever your friends were complaining about as well, “JJ wait!”
You tried to walk faster towards him but the sand wasn’t letting you catch up to his pace.
“JJ stop!” You yelled a little louder but he kept walking.
You decided to run towards him, ignoring how ridiculous you looked trying to run in the sand for trying to chase a guy.
“JJ let me talk to you.” You grabbed his arm making him turn to face you.
His eyes drifted to the sea, not bothering to look at yours.
He was stubborn and you knew him too well to know how whenever he gets angry, his mind becomes clouded with his own thoughts, not bothering to listen or try to understand anything.
“Do you honestly think I want to talk to you right now?” He spat out.
But he was not the only stubborn one here, you were not going to let him leave without first making him listen to you.
“I want you to listen.”
“I don’t want to listen.” His jaw clenched and he pulled his arm away from you.
You were starting to get annoyed but you couldn’t blame him for feeling this way.
“JJ stop walking away from me!”
“You listen to me!” He raised his voice at you as he walked closer to you, your eyes starting to water at his actions, “I cannot trust you if you keep lying to my face!”
“I never lied to you JJ!”
“You said you were not going back to him!”
“I’m not!”
“Then why the fuck are you going as his girlfriend to the stupid party?!”
His eyes were filled with anger and your face probably looked like the one of a scared puppy since JJ’s features softened at the realisation of how loud he was raising his voice at you and how he was projecting his anger.
“I just can’t believe how you can still trust him after everything he’s done.” He lowered his voice but the anger still hadn’t left him.
“Nothing’s going to happen between us JJ,” you slowly walked closer to him, afraid he was going to walk away at any second, “I’m not going to let it happen.”
JJ licked his lips while shaking his head in frustration, he tried to avoid eye contact with you but failed once you softly caressed his cheek, making him calm down a bit.
“If that asshole lays a finger on you, I promise I’m going to kill him.” He muttered as his breathing got slower.
“Sarah is going to be there,” you said and grabbed his hand, “and so will my parents JJ. It’s just one night and then Rafe will be out of our lives.”
His eyes softened as you kept caressing his cheek and holding his hand. You watched as he slightly nodded, knowing he was still not trusting Rafe.
“Let’s go home okay?” You whispered before giving him a light kiss.
The two of you went to your house, not really bothering on letting your friends know you weren’t going back to the beach. You were probably going to send a text later to Kie explaining her everything. Right now all you cared about was calming JJ down and letting him know things were going to be alright.
Once you were in the comfort of your bedroom you decided to grab some beers from the fridge to loosen up a bit and forget the tension that had built a few minutes ago.
You knew JJ was still upset and angry since he wasn’t really talking.
“Last to finish their beer has to cook dinner.” You playfully winked at him before taking a big gulp of your beer.
You noticed JJ take a sip of his beer, not really following your little game to cheer things up.
“JJ come on,” you sat down on the bed next to him, “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you last night.”
“It’s not only that Y/N,” he said softly this time, “it’s the fact you always tell me your relationship with him was bad and I know there’s something about him you’ve been hiding from me.”
You didn’t know what to say so you just stared at your bed covers.
“Do you see?” JJ went on, “How can I trust you completely if you can’t even trust me?”
“I do trust you JJ,” you sighed, “I just,”
You took a deep breath, thinking about the right way to tell him.
“I have never talked about this to anyone because it scares me.”
His eyebrows furrowed as he moved closer to you.
“What do you mean Y/N?” He softly grabbed your hand.
“I just don’t know how to say it.” Your voice trembled and you felt your eyes start to tear up, JJ immediately cupping your face.
“Hey Y/N,” he whispered, “you can trust me, I’ll take care of you.”
You stared at his eyes while letting a few tears fall down your face. The two of you had already seen each other at your most vulnerable times and that’s what had made you feel so close to him.
You knew you had to tell JJ, you knew it was time to let it out, even if it scared you and even if you knew JJ would probably lose his shit.
You took a deep breath.
“I didn’t really want to do it with him,” your voice was low and soft and you noticed JJ’s jaw clench as he realised what you were talking about, “but I didn’t know how to tell him.”
You fought back the tears as you remembered the first time you had sex with Rafe and how you knew you weren’t ready but he somehow convinced you.
“It’s not like I told him I didn’t want to,” your voice trembled again, “I just let him do it because he was my boyfriend at the time even though I didn’t want to, and after the first time I didn’t want to do it again, but when I told him he got mad at me and he started hanging out with other girls so I just,”
You paused to stare at JJ, his eyes were once again filled with anger but there were also tears in them. His hand was still holding yours tightly, giving you the trust and confidence to keep going.
“I just did it again with him until I learnt to kind of enjoy it I guess? But there were more times I didn’t want to do it than times I did want to, and it just haunts me.”
You let the tears fall down as you felt a weight being lifted from your shoulders.
“JJ?” You asked once you noticed he remained silent, his eyes filled with tears and not leaving yours.
“That piece of shit.” He muttered as he trembled with rage.
“JJ,”
“I’m going to kill him.” He spat out coldly.
“JJ I told you this because I trust you, please,” you cupped his face, “stay out of this.”
“Are you kidding me Y/N?” He raised his eyebrows at you, “My fist on his face is the least I could to him to make him pay for what he did.”
“He never forced me to do it.”
“But he manipulated you Y/N.”
“I know that now,” you sighed, “but I didn’t know that back then.”
He nodded and bit his lip but you grabbed his face and made him stare straight into your eyes.
“I’m a different person now JJ, I’ve learnt from it.”
Just when his tears were about to fall down his face, he wrapped his arms around you, making you let out all the tears you were fighting back and feeling safe in his embrace.
“I will never hurt you Y/N,” he sobbed against your neck, “I’ll always take care of you.”
You weren’t even able to let out the words you wanted to tell him, you wanted to tell him how much you loved him but the words just wouldn’t come out because of your loud sobbing.
“I’ll be there.” He whispered once he let go of the embrace and cupped your face.
“What are you talking about?” You asked while wiping away the last tears falling from his eyes.
“I’m going to the party and I’ll be watching over you and I don’t care if your parents hate me for that.”
You smiled with tears in your eyes before nodding and softly placing your lips against his.
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A/N: I touched a pretty sensitive topic this chapter and I really want to talk about this. unwanted consensual sex (also known as gray zone sex) is a thing that happens to so many people and it’s not talked about enough. one of my closest friends experienced this and it has affected her sexual relationships deeply. if you’ve ever been through something like this please know that you’re not alone and you can always talk to me. you should never feel pressured to do sexual intercourse or any other sexual activities by anyone, not even your partner.
thank u for your patience, I’ve been pretty busy lately with work and college.. I’ll try my best to upload the next chapter as soon as possible as this series is almost coming to an end.
thank u so much if you’re still reading this story, means a lot!
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We can always run away (JJ x Reader)
Description: You’re his escape and he is yours, and whenever things go wrong there’s nothing better to do than imagine your future together.
Request: I LOVE your writing. Would it be possible for you to do one where jj and the reader grew up together and they’re always there to comfort each other. I keep imagining a moment where they are at the chateau and she’s big spooning him (i feel like he’d love being the little spoon sometimes) and they’re just talking about their future together. They can be an established relationship already or still just friends or even fwb😏 idk if this even makes sense lmaoo but just a concept
WE CAN ALWAYS RUN AWAY
You were angry and tired.
Angry at JJ’s father for making him feel like a worthless piece of shit every single time and tired of not being able to face him due to JJ not letting you get even near his house.
“It’s dangerous, he’s dangerous.¨
He would say.
The two of you had grown up together, so you already know how bad JJ’s life is with his father and he knows how lonely you tend to get since your mom is never around.
In other words, he’s your escape and you are his.
Whenever things got rough around your place you would run to the chateau and find JJ waiting for you with a couple of beers and his arms wide open to hold you until the tears went away. He would listen to every single one of your complaints, which always lead to the two of you collecting rocks to angrily throw at the ocean to release the anger and frustration.
And when things went bad for him, which almost always involved bruises and blood, you would wait for him at the chateau as well. You would also have a couple of beers and a special blanket.
The blanket was a secret between the two of you.
It was the blanket the two of you used to create a fort when you were little. That blanket fort used to be the place where you ran away from your problems since you were too young to actually run away.
The difference was that as you grew older, you didn’t use the blanket to make a fort anymore, but instead you used it to cover your bodies while you cuddled him, which of course was another secret between the two of you. JJ loved being the little spoon, especially when he was angry at the world and needed the comfort of your arms around him, but he would never admit it.
And this time to be the little spoon was exactly what he needed.
You currently had your arms wrapped around his chest as the warmth of your body soaked through his loose tank top. And as you softly ran your fingers through his bruised arms he couldn’t help but flinch every now and then.
“If I hurt you let me now.” You whispered against his ear.
“Keep going,” he replied, “your touch feels nice.”
Your nose nuzzled into his back and your hand made its way to his hair, slowly playing with his soft blonde locks. He had gotten into another fight with his father but he didn’t need to tell you for you to know.
The fights had been happening pretty frequently lately and it hurt you to see JJ this way.
You knew him too well to know he didn’t like talking about it, he just wanted you to hold him until his thoughts and anger calmed down.
“We can always run away, you know?” You snuggled up against his back before he turned to face you as he intertwined his legs with yours.
“Mhm tell me about it.” He smiled at your proposal.
“Well,” you returned the smile and caressed his cheek as he closed his eyes at the feeling of your touch, “for starters, we could go to Yucatan like you always say.”
“I like where this is going.” He said against your neck.
“I know Spanish so we can work our way around, and we can both start a fishing business or something and make our own delicious dishes,”
You smiled at the thought of starting a new life with JJ, away from all the pain and trouble. The fact that you both had grown up together meant that you knew each other like the back of your hands, knowing your strengths and weaknesses, your fears and dreams.
You had started off as best friends and it all felt so right. It had only been a matter of time until the two of you decided to leave your pride behind and admit your feelings for each other.
Once you admitted it, every single day after that verified you how dating your best friend was the best decision you could’ve ever made. And having him in your arms at this very moment made you the happiest person alive.
“We’ll drink beer by the beautiful Mexican beach and dance until the sun sets. After that, we will go to our medium sized house and you can smoke your weed at the terrace while I play with our Chihuahua puppy,”
“A Chihuahua?” JJ interrupted your daydreaming, “I’m afraid we’ll have a big dog and not a small, annoying shaky one. We’ll have a Great Dane.”
“If I can’t have a Chihuahua then I want a Dalmatian.” You added.
“But the Great Dane is so much better, they’re big and str-“
“Excuse me?” You cleared your throat, “You’re interrupting my vision.”
“Alright, aright. Keep going then.”
He pressed a quick kiss to your lips before you went on with your talking.
“We’ll stay up until late because we will be too busy making love to each other ever-“
“Every single night.” He completed your sentence, immediately making your cheeks heat up.
“Exactly.” You smiled at him, “And we will sleep like babies because we’re going to be happy, safe and free and when we wake up, we’ll do it all over again.”
“Nothing sounds better than that,” he gently cupped your face, “except of course if we substitute the Chihuahua for a Great Dane instead.”
“You’re so stubborn.” You rolled your eyes at him, failing to hide the smile that was getting out.
“You still love me that way.” He whispered against your lips.
“Unfortunately I do.” You joked and watched as he stuck his tongue out at you.
“You know,” he started, his tone more serious now, “I’ve been thinking about running away from here for so long but the truth is,”
His eyes slowly met yours and you bit your lip anxiously waiting for him to keep going.
“I would only ever leave this place if you were to come with me too.”
“You know I would.” You replied.
“I can’t wait till we actually do it.” He smiled as he leaned forward and brushed his soft lips against yours, forgetting about every single thing that was wrong with his life, because you were everything that was right at the moment.
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A/N: the way I just want to protect and love JJ with my entire heart and the obx writers should LET ME MAKE HIM FEEL BETTER… well I hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I loved writing this one
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How long until ch3?Like so desperate haha. Dont rush urself thoooo
it’s here!! https://hesmygolden.tumblr.com/post/616781626861666304/we-said-forever-ch3
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we said forever (ch.3)
ch.1 - ch.2
A/N: thank u so much for reading!! I hope you enjoy this chapter and let me know what you think. I cannot wait to write about Y/N’s interaction with Harry after the breakup...
CHAPTER 3
It was hard to sleep without the image of Harry and Camille coming into your thoughts every few seconds. You tried your best to distract your mind from it and focus on something else, like the upcoming release of your movie, but it just wasn’t enough to drift your mind away from the blonde woman holding the man who was still the love of your life.
You probably managed to get around four hours of sleep before your alarm woke you up. You felt tired and wanted to sleep some more but remembered that today was the day you were meeting with your manager to get your life back on track again.
As you looked at yourself in the mirror, you noticed how different you looked now and thought about how real it is when people say that breakups change you.
Your face looked sad.
There was just something about it that made you look so sad and empty, which made you tear up. You wanted to stop feeling this way and you wanted even more to look better than before.
You covered up what you thought looked bad with some makeup and managed to feel a bit better about yourself. You made yourself a cup of coffee and decided to order bagels once you arrived at your office.
Once you arrived at your office, you were greeted by a very optimistic and happy Andrew, your manager, which was followed by a tight hug.
“So happy you’re back!”
“Glad to be here.”
You smiled and stared at him. You could tell he was genuinely happy you were ready to get back to business and he was also relieved the press for the movie could start now.
“Francesca is arriving in about 20 minutes,” Andrew sighed as he picked up his phone to violently type something, “your bagels are on their way too.”
“Good, I’m starving.”
“You look…” He paused as he stared at you, a look of confusion and surprise all over his face, “different.”
“Yeah that’s probably because I lost a little weight and haven’t been getting any sleep.” You cracked a smile to cover up the mess you had become.
“Oh dear,” he shook his head, “you’ll be alright, you just need to get back to your routine and you’ll recover your power.”
You nodded silently and grabbed your phone, trying your best to not open Twitter in case that picture of Harry and Camille popped up.
busy tonight?
You thought it would be a good idea to hang out with Saoirse to get back in track with the world, have a good chat with a friend and get excited about your movie, so you texted her.
Hey Y/N!! Good to hear from ya… I’m free tonight, what’s on your mind? :)
You smiled at the text from your friend, this was going to help you a lot.
let’s grab something to eat at the Beachwood Cafe.
Sounds good! See you at 6?
see you Saoirse!
The smell of the bagels inside the office made your stomach grumble and you were quick to stand up from the sofa and grab your breakfast. The taste of the cream cheese and salmon making you remember how good life could be sometimes.
“Francesca is here!” Andrew said a little too loud and opened the door to greet the tall, platinum blonde haired woman.
Francesca was your hairstylist, she had been doing your hair ever since your career started and you were always happy with the results. Not that you’d ever done something crazy to your hair (unless it was for a movie, which was usually a wig), but you always loved the results.
“Hello sweetheart.” Andrew kissed her on the cheek.
“How’s life treating you Andrew?” She said with a big smile on her face.
“A bit better now that Y/N’s back to work.”
“Y/N dear!”, she squealed as she walked towards you with a look of adoration on her face, you were like a daughter to her, “I’m glad you’re back!”
You helped her set everything up after finishing your breakfast and heard Francesca and Andrew talk about some recent gossip from Gigi Hadid and Zayn Malik. You were so lost with what was going around in the entertainment industry and you honestly didn’t care that much, unless it involved any of your friends.
“So what do you have on mind for me?” You asked Francesca as she mixed colours and grabbed hair brushes.
“I’m bringing back your power dear.” She giggled.
“Francesca-“
“Nothing too different honey, don’t you trust me?”
You sighed and looked at her before nodding and relaxing on the chair. You did not want her to give you a drastic change since you didn’t want to seem like a cry for attention after going through a breakup, it just wasn’t you.
While Francesca did your hair, you went through your schedule for the press release of the movie with Andrew and couldn’t help but feel excited to go back to work even if things were going to be a little different now.
Time went by and you received a text message from Saoirse.
Hey is it okay if Timothée joins us tonight?
yeah, no problem :)
You didn’t think much about it. You had met Timothée Chalamet a few times before and he was a nice guy and a really good actor, but you wouldn’t really call him a friend so you were excited to get to know him better.
“Y/N, I don’t want to bring up this conversation but eventually we’re going to have to talk about this so it’s better to do it now.” Andrew’s words made your heart skip a beat, since you knew exactly what he wanted to talk about.
“Yeah, it’s alright.” You sighed.
“So the press is going to be all over you and they might ask you about Harry, “ he looked straight into your eyes, afraid you would break anytime soon, “do you know.. uh you know…”
“Have I talked to him? No, I haven’t.” You cut him off.
“But do y-“
“Know that he’s with Camille now?” You asked coldly.
Francesca bit her lips and focused on drying your hair while Andrew cleared his throat and nodded.
“I saw something on Twitter last night so I can only assume they’re a thing.” You said and took a sip of your coffee, trying your hardest to not cry.
“Well, they are.”
You knew what Andrew’s response was going to be but it still hit you like a thousand knives.
“They went public a month and a half after your breakup.” He finished.
“What do you mean they went public?” you raised your voice, which caught Andrew and Francesca by surprise, “Did Harry tweet or post something about her or what do you mean by that huh? Because he is not the type to make a relationship public.”
Andrew scratched his neck as he grabbed his phone, trying his best to not make eye contact with you since he did not want to see you cry.
“She posted a picture with him and later he confirmed it on a radio interview.” He said quietly.
You just nodded and felt your eyes getting teary.
“Well,” you fake laughed, “it’s what he and his team wanted anyway right?”
Andrew remained quiet and Francesca noticing the awkward silence, decided to join the conversation.
“Oh honey,” she exclaimed, “who needs a man anyway?”
You smiled at her in a thankful way and stared at your finished hair.
You let a tear fall down your face and brushed it off with a smile as you touched your hair.
You looked really great.
She had darkened up your hair a bit and given it a better form as well as a special keratin treatment which ended up looking amazing. You felt like a new woman and you were definitely ready to get back your life.
After saying goodbye to your manager and thanking Francesca for helping your self esteem get back on track, you headed to the Beachwood Cafe to meet Saoirse and Timothée, clearly not expecting to run into the one and only Harry Styles with his new girlfriend.
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Agghhghg the fact that Saoirse has been mentioned in the fic has made my day no lie. I love her so so much
I love her so much!! I’m thinking about giving her a bigger role in this fic...
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Next week better hurry up because I just need to read ch3 like asap...I know that this fic is deffo going to be one of my favs :))
ok this made my night!! I’m already working on ch3!!
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Why is my heart beating so fast after reading ch2????I LOVE IT!!!!!
this means so much to me!! so glad you’re liking it!
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We said forever, I think I love it already! You're talented😊😊😊
this makes me so happy!!! thank u!
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we said forever (ch.2)
ch.1
A/N: I just could not wait to post the second chapter until tomorrow so I had to post it now. I enjoy writing with my whole heart and I’m having so many ideas for this series. would love to hear your opinions and thoughts on this. next chapter will be up until next week. be safe and take care.
CHAPTER TWO
A grunt escaped from your lips as your phone ran loudly above the coffee table. You had no idea how or when you’d ended up falling asleep on the sofa but you were grateful you’d been able to get some sleep since it’s what you needed after all those sleepless and lonely nights you’ve been spending lately.
The name of your manager, Andrew, showed up on the caller ID and before answering the call, you took a deep breath and closed your eyes.
“It was about time you picked up the phone.” He sounded annoyed but at the same time calmer than his usual self.
He was being extremely patient with you since the breakup letting you take days off, checking up on you every now and then, making the PR team work on deleting and ending the gossip built around you and taking over your social media, but you knew that enough was enough and you needed to get back to work.
Especially now with the upcoming release of the big movie you were starring in, there were interviews and press releases to be done and your fans were begging to hear from you.
“I’m sorry,” you sighed, “I was taking a nap.”
“Naps are good,” his voice went softer, “how are you doing?”
“Well that was a good nap.”
“I’m sure it was, but that’s not what I asked.”
You took another deep breath and reminded yourself that enough was enough, you had to keep living.
“I’m doing better.” You lied.
“Better enough to start promoting the movie?”
“How soon?”
“Relax dear,” he chuckled, “the first interview would be Tuesday next week.”
“Tuesday next week.” You repeated out loud just to make sure your brain had processed the information.
“Y/N, it’s the furthest I’ve been able to push the start of the promotion for the movie, you know the rest of the cast have busy schedules and the movie is premiering in a month, the PR team is urging us to start now.”
Not only had your personal manager been patient and understanding with you but also the cast and the rest of the PR and Marketing team for the movie rescheduling interviews, press releases, conferences and other events. You were one of the main characters on the movie so you had to be there, you were a good marketing strategy after all.
The trailer had been released a month ago and the public’s response has been outstanding ever since. Fans and movie critics were eager to watch the movie and know more about it.
The movie was produced and directed by Greta Gerwig, who recently has been having a huge success on the film industry and apart from you being the main star, it also starred your co-star Saoirse Ronan, who has now become one of your closest friends.
The movie is focused on female empowerment, so you had an even bigger reason to show your face and prove the audience you’re doing great, even if you had to fake it till you make it.
“I appreciate that Andrew, I truly do.” You replied after a short silence. “I’m ready to get out there again.”
“That’s the Y/N I know.”
You hung up after setting a meeting tomorrow with your team to organise everything and you even ended up with an appointment with your hair stylist since everyone knew that a change in your appearance was another way of ending a cycle and having a fresh start
You made your way to your bedroom, your heart beating fast at the thought of being interviewed and having the media all over you again.
Being honest, you still felt like cuddling up in a ball and never going out again, but you also knew you were better than this and you were not going to let a breakup also break something you’ve worked on your whole life. Your career.
Laying in your bed after doing your night routine, you decided it was time to check your social media even though you were not going to post anything for the sake of your wellbeing, so you just opened Twitter to read all the opinions of your fans about the upcoming movie and how loved you are by them, which definitely made you feel a little better.
This is not so bad. You thought to yourself.
Sure you scrolled past the usual unnecessary gossip from accounts like TMZ and some hateful bot tweets but you’d had years of training on ignoring the hate and focusing on the people who support and spread love to you, so all was well.
Until you saw it.
A picture of the curly haired man with green eyes who had broken your heart, the man with the many tattoos you used to softly trace with your fingers when he had trouble falling asleep, the man you were supposed to spend forever with, the man with the pretty hands and fingers covered in rings that once held your own hands but looking at the picture, you saw they were now holding another pair of hands.
There it was, the picture of Harry Styles holding hands with his new girlfriend, Camille Rowe.
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You need to update the entirety of 'we said forever' NOW omg this fic will now be my life
thank u so much for the kind words, they motivate me to keep writing!! I’m working on the next chapter already :)
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we said forever - harry styles
Description: you’re a famous actress trying to manage living your new life after breaking up with your long term boyfriend, the person you saw your future with, harry styles. the two of you being public figures not helping at all.
A/N: the first chapter is short and sad, just to give a small introduction as to what the series will be about. I would love to hear your opinions about this and to incorporate any ideas. thank u for reading.
CHAPTER ONE
It had been 4 months already since you and Harry had broken up and you were still trying to get your life back together, but it wasn’t easy.
It angered you how much power a person can have in your life to control your perspective of it. Your younger self wouldn’t be proud of it, she wouldn’t be proud of yourself for letting you get so close to someone and revolving your life around them.
But could you blame yourself for falling in love?
Could you blame yourself for being heartbroken from having to let go the one person you saw your future with?
You sat on your sofa, taking a look at your apartment and how different it looked now. How empty the living room was without the happy portraits of your many holiday and “business” trips with your now ex-boyfriend, how lonely the olive coloured sofa looked without the pillows Harry had brought from his London house to decorate it and make it seem more like the perfect mix of both of your styles. Your apartment suffered a big renovation after your boyfriend moved out and took his essence away from it. You also spent a huge amount of time and determination redecorating your place since everything reminded you of him.
After all, the two of you had put your all to make this place a home for years, so it was hard to let that go and you were determined to change the whole inside of your place to create a new one without that curly haired man.
There were no words to describe what you were feeling at the moment. You had felt it all in the last 4 months… anger, sadness, disgust, pain, fear, you name it. All of those emotions came slowly in waves and then as fast as a lightning striking during a thunderstorm. They were so much to take that you were left feeling nothing. You were drained.
You knew you had to get out of the dark place but no matter how much help you got from your friends, family and professionals, it just wasn’t enough. You wanted to hide from the world and not deal with anyone, not even with your emotions, but being a famous worldwide actress was not helping to grant your wishes, in fact it gave you the opposite. You were in the spotlight.
The media was talking about you all the time, about your past relationship with the famous singer Harry Styles, now coming to an end. The two of you had been dating for almost 4 years but it took you a year to make it official to the media, and not even because you wanted to, but because everyone was way too invested trying to find out whether the two of you were in a relationship or not, that it was a matter of time until the paparazzi and fans caught the two of you hand in hand for the Christmas holidays.
The reason why neither of you wanted to make your relationship “public” was because you knew the media would talk nonstop about it and had you on their eye at all times. The two of you had strong fanbases with unwanted opinions about your relationship, some hurtful and some supportive. You both knew being public figures would have its downsides and you always tried your best to not let the media touch your relationship.
What you had was between the two of you and it was intimate, it was private, it was real and you kept it like that for years, until one of you broke it.
And that someone was him.
When he allowed the marketing, business and management of the entertainment industry get involved in your relationship, when he put his public image before you.
And it broke you.
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Prompt #1 please
Prompt: “You make me proud, you know that right?”
A/N: hope u like it and my INBOX IS OPEN FOR MORE REQUESTS!
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You didn’t like to think about it at all, you hated when those thoughts crossed your mind and as hard as you tried to fight them, they just wouldn’t leave.
It was hard to get them out of your head though, especially at night when the room was dark and quiet and even with your soundly asleep boyfriend by your side, not even his soft snores could calm you down.
You did not want to wake Harry up so you slowly got out of bed, careful of not making any noise even though your boyfriend was a heavy sleeper.
After you successfully got out of your shared bedroom, you cautiously made your way downstairs feeling your chest rise up and down rapidly since you hated not being able to sleep and being the only one awake. It made you anxious and it made you feel so lonely.
You opened the glass door to your patio and sat on the bench, staring at the night sky and feeling a wave of relief once you saw the stars up there. Tears went down your face as you blinked and thought about it again.
You were on your last semester of college and everything was so stressful. Everyone around you seemed to have their lives figured out already while you still hadn’t been able to get a proper job related to your major and it was driving you insane.
You had submitted your CV to so many businesses and got rejected from half of them while the other half did not even bother to get to you. All of your friends were already working somewhere or about to start their dream jobs while you were having no luck at all.
It made you sad and angry because you had always given your all to your studies, your grades were good, your skills were exactly what the jobs wanted, you had it all yet it still wasn’t enough.
You were not enough.
Harry had tried to convince you multiple times to accept his help of getting you into a good industry thanks to his contacts and social networking but you never took it and were never going to.
You wanted to do it on your own and make yourself proud, make your family proud. That’s pretty much what you wanted at the end of the day.
Ever since you were little you wanted to stand out and have your family be proud of you, have them talk big about you and recognise all of your hard work but it was just never enough.
You tried so hard all the time just to hear someone say they’re proud of you.
“Love?”
The deep and sleepy voice of your boyfriend made you jump out from your thoughts, quickly wiping away the tears from your eyes but your boyfriend knew you too well to notice you’d been crying.
“Why are you awake? It’s almost 4 in the morning.” You said, your voice shaking a little.
“I’m an early bird.” He smiled, trying to make you smile too.
“You went to bed not even 3 hours ago Harry.” Your voice came out almost as a whisper, but you showed him a tiny smile which was almost enough for him and he saw down next to you.
“Do you want to talk about it?” He softly held your hand and squeezed it.
You loved that about him, he knew you too well to know that you were not always up to talk about your feelings and when people pressured you to talk it just ended up making you angry and saying things you’d regret later, so he would always ask and even if the answer was a no, he would find another way to make you feel better.
“I just can’t sleep.” You lied, not really wanting to bother him with your problems.
Harry had been too busy lately, going to bed late and waking up early to finish his writing and music that it made you feel bad to have him up when you knew how much he cherished his sleep.
“So you don’t want to talk about it.” He assured himself.
“I’m alright Harry, go get some sleep alright? You need it.” You squeezed his hand and tried to let go but he squeezed it harder, not losing your grip.
“Do I look that fucked up?” He joked and it genuinely made you smile.
“A little.” You joked back.
“We don’t have to talk about it,” he said softly, “but I’m staying here with you.”
“Harr-“
“I can’t sleep either.” He sighed and you knew it was a lie, his eyes were red and he was fighting every yawn wanting to come out of his mouth.
You just shook your head and looked at the sky again, biting your lips because you knew what you felt was hard to explain.
Harry let go of your hand only to wrap his arms around you and bring you closer to him, making you rest your head on his shoulder and hug his waist tightly.
You took a deep breath and took in his sweet smell and the warmth of his embrace during the chilly night outside.
“You make me proud,” he whispered as he ran his fingers through your hair, “you know that right?”
You couldn’t help but hug him tighter and let out a loud sob, which instantly made him pick you up so he could hold you even tighter, you felt like a small child crying so loudly and wanting to be held.
Harry knew what you were going through and you had talked to him about your constant efforts on trying to prove yourself to your family and everyone around you. He never failed to remind you how you were more than enough not only to him but to the world yet his words were just what you needed that night and he knew that.
You felt the weight of the world fall off your shoulders and softly cupped his face while staring at his tired yet beautiful eyes, tears streaming down your face as he softly wiped them away and you smiled and kissed him slowly.
“Let’s go to bed.” You whispered against his lips, your command being an innocent one since the two of you were tired and actually wanted to sleep.
Harry picked you up bridal style and softly kissed your cheek as he took you to your bedroom and cuddled you to sleep.
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Prompt list
requests are currently closed! keep an eye open, i always post something when they’re open again :))
i write queen/borhap cast (yes, lucy too!). what to put in your request: the prompt number + what kind of prompt it is, the person you want it with and the theme (smut, fluff, angst, etc) because many prompts can be interpreted as different emotions
if you use any of my prompts, let me know! i’m eager to read new fics :)
note: many of these are AUs!
Dialogue prompts
1. “You make me proud, you know that right?”
2. “Oh sorry, is the sound of me winning too loud for you?”
3. “What if we tricked them into leaving?”
4. “Living with you drama queens is like having my own personal reality tv show.”
5. “I have a paper due tomorrow and yours is the only 24 hour cafe with internet.”
6. “Your lips are so soft. I could kiss them all day.”
7. “Can I come over? My parents are fighting again.”
8. “Ugh, you’re sweaty. Get off.”
9. “Stop getting crumbs all over my bed.”
10. “Shockingly enough, not everyone can buy the whole store.”
11. “Honestly, the worst thing you can do is stare.”
12. “How much longer are you going to stand there? It’s raining, you’re gonna get a cold.”
13. “I might’ve had a few shots.”
14. “We wouldn’t be having this conversation if you had just listened!”
15. “Fix me up with six cups of coffees and I’m good to go.”
16. “I can’t be held responsible. I wasn’t even there!”
17. “You did what?!”
18. “Fight me, then!”
“I’m starting to think you just like pinning me against things, love.”
19. “I’m only playing with you on one condition: you don’t break the tv again.”
20. “Did you try to be stupid or did it come naturally?”
21. “Can’t you just please pretend to be my date?”
22. “Or I could help you study?”
‘You and I both know that if it comes to that, studying will be the last thing we do.”
23. “When will you finally decide to say yes and go on a date with me?”
“The moment you come up with the most unexpected date ever.”
24. “Sorry, I have a girlfriend.”
“I am the girlfriend, you drunk dumb ass.”
25. “I wonder what you’d look like with braided hair.”
26. “Hey, get your hands off my girl.”
27. “Get your ass out of the bed! You promised you’d get up on time to watch the sunrise with me!”
28. “Spend the night with me.”
29. “Is there a reason that you’re naked in my bed?”
30. “Wait a minute. Are you jealous?”
31. “This is a lot harder than it looks and I don’t think you realize that.”
32. “It’s three in the morning, love, why did you call?”
33. “Love is overrated.”
34. “Where are your pants?”
35. “My clothes look good on you.”
36. “This is bad, right?”
37. “Two? That’s more than one!”
“Geez, didn’t know you were so good at maths.”
38. “You came all the way to give it back to me?”
39. “I feel like shit now. Thanks a lot.”
40. “In times like these, I really doubt your intelligence.”
41. “This is where we first met, right?”
42. “Kiss me again.”
43. “I called you because I can’t sleep.”
44. “You’re in love with her.”
45. “What are you thinking about?”
46. “Backseats aren’t as comfortable as movies make them out to be.”
47. “Do you even know how to load a dishwasher?”
48. “We could… you know, go together, if you want?”
49. “Are you single? Asking for a friend.”
50. “Hey, whose side are you on here?”
51. “Run away with me.”
52. “Tell me a story. I really like your voice.”
53. “Can you just please come and get me?”
54. “Oh, gods. That’s your ‘I did something bad’ face, isn’t it?”
55. “I wish we could stay like this forever.”
56. “You’d make such a cute couple.”
57. “It’s not my fault you broke your arm! But fine, I’ll help you wash your hair.”
58. “Excuse me, but I’m terribly lost. Could you help me out?”
59. “Here’s a hint: I’m not telling you.”
60. “You’re either leaving with a black eye or a hickey. Your choice.”
61. “I need you to be my girlfriend for about five minutes.”
62. “It’s locked!” “You mean we’re stuck in here?”
63. “Stop moving on my lap, it’s not making the situation any better.”
64. “I guess what they say is true. Old habits die hard.”
Prompts
1. You have been on the waiting list to check out a book at the library for months. He has the long-overdue book, and now you coincidentally meet at the library.
2. Cheering up your boyfriend when he’s had a rough day.
3. Making the bed together.
4. Fighting over blankets in bed.
5. Forehead kisses/forehead touching.
6. Hugs around the waist from behind and nuzzling in their neck while talking as casually as ever.
7. Going for a morning walk and while he’s wearing a large, fluffy sweater, you forgot to bring a jacket. After some convincing he allows you to climb into the sweater with him.
8. Him cooking dinner and it’s shit and you keep taking the piss with him.
9. Having to babysit your baby cousin while you planned a date and being convinced to just take her with you on the date.
10. You’re the last ones left in the theater after a terrible movie. You ask him what his favorite part was.
11. You have constant nightmares and always had someone to cuddle with. Now, you know you’re not on that level but he’s the only one here and you’re really scared to go to sleep.
12. You met him at a party, got his number then accidentally lost it. You had absolutely no idea how to get in touch with him and now you run into him in the most random place ever.
13. Falling asleep on his shoulder during a plane ride and being absolutely mortified because you never met him, but he tells you it’s okay and offers to buy you a coffee.
14. Baking something together.
Best Friend AUs
15. Drunk kissing
16. Kissing “just to practice”
17. You’ve been sharing beds since you were little and it’s become a habit. Now it’s quite painful to be that close to each other because you know it will never be more than platonic cuddling.
18. Neither of you realize how much you act like you’re dating. It’s becoming downright awkward whenever someone asks for how long you’ve been together.
19. Staring a little too long at each other.
20. Borrowing his clothes because you’re not formally dressed for a special occasion and him not being able to keep his eyes off you.
if you have any suggestions/additions, feel free to send me an ask or to just add more prompts!
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The Christmas Gift
The one where Y/N is struggling to find the perfect gift for his boyfriend Harry Styles who is always giving the rest of the world more than what they deserve.
Part One - Final Part
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The Christmas Gift (Final Part)
Harry Styles x Reader
The one where Y/N is struggling to find the perfect gift for his boyfriend Harry Styles who is always giving the rest of the world more than what they deserve.
PART ONE
You woke up to the sight of your sleeping boyfriend next to you. He was peacefully sleeping so you decided to silently make your way downstairs to make some coffee for the two of you.
As you poured some coffee into your favorite mug, you saw your phone light up with a notification from Anne, Harry’s mother.
“Good morning sweetheart. I’m sending you a message since Harry hasn’t replied to mine and I’m out buying ingredients for dinner already and I can’t remember if you’d rather have Alfredo pasta or if you like Pesto better? Looking forward to having you and my son for dinner! Xxx”
You smiled at Anne’s message and replied with your favorite pasta. You felt so lucky to be included and treated as part of Harry’s family even though they have all assured you for the past 3 years of being Harry’s girlfriend that you are practically already part of the family.
Tomorrow was going to be the Christmas dinner at Anne’s place and everyone gathered there to spend quality time together, have a delicious dinner, exchange gifts and play boardgames.
You loved spending Christmas there and your favorite part about it was getting to see Harry surrounded by people who have always loved him no matter what.
After finishing your breakfast and also making an omelette for your still asleep boyfriend, you changed your clothes and quickly got ready to head out and get your boyfriend’s gift.
Before driving to the place you called to make sure they were still open and accepting orders and once they confirmed it, you drove to the mall.
Lucky for you, there were not so many people Christmas shopping at 8 in the morning when the mall had just opened up. You were kind of worried someone would recognize you and take a picture of you which would probably get to Harry thanks to social media and it would ruin the surprise.
You walked to the store without taking off your sunglasses and when the owner of the store appeared you took them off.
“I opened the store earlier for you!” The owner, who was a man in his late 50s, said with a smile.
“Thank you so much, I’ve been going crazy trying to find the perfect gift for my boyfriend.” You smiled back at him.
“Hopefully you’re satisfied with what you get here.”
“Oh I will.” You smiled again.
“So you said you wanted a customized one?” The owner said as he turned on his computer and adjusted his glasses.
“If it’s not too much to ask for,” you sighed, “I know it takes longer but if you could please make this a priority to have it done faster, I’m willing to pay double the amount of it’s worth.”
The owner giggled at your preoccupied state and you did too. Paying the double of what the gift was worth was sure a lot of money but your boyfriend was worth all of it and you knew he would love it.
“There’s no need for that,” he said softly, “I know who you are and who your boyfriend is.”
You smiled at him. The fact that you’ve been Harry’s girlfriend for three years already had obviously gained you a lot of fame, everyone knew who you were.
After telling the owner exactly what you wanted, you paid him (as much as he told you to not pay the double, you still did) and left the store feeling a wave of relief.
The owner had told you to pick up the gift tomorrow morning which was perfect timing to have Harry’s gift ready for his family dinner.
You drove home to find your boyfriend walking down the stairs and looking at you with a puzzled face as you got inside the house.
“Morning sleepyhead.” You cheerfully said to Harry.
“Why were you out so early?” He said as he yawned.
“Mind your business.” You joked and gave him a quick peck.
“I missed you in bed.”
“Yeah, your loud snoring gave me that impression.”
“Hey!” He laughed as he poured his coffee in his mug.
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The next day you woke up early again to get Harry’s gift.
After greeting the owner and thanking him for what felt like a million times for accepting your order during a very busy date, you stared at the gift and felt like a child opening their Christmas present. You were so excited to give it to Harry.
Once you got home again, you decided to tell your curious boyfriend that the reason you’d been out early again was to get your outfit for dinner tonight.
Time went by and the two of you were getting ready for dinner.
“You look so good.” Your boyfriend said as he playfully slapped your bum.
“So do you.” You smiled as you finished putting on some red lipstick to match your red skirt.
“I’ll get going and place the bag of gifts inside the car while you finish getting ready love.”
Harry being the kind and generous man he’s always been, got everyone a Christmas gift and by everyone it meant that even Anne’s cats had their own wrapped gifts.
Since there were so many gifts, Harry always put them all inside a big black bag as if he were Santa Claus.
You also got gifts for Harry’s family and placed them in another bag (not as big as Harrys’) which your boyfriend picked up to get it inside the car.
When the two of you arrived to Anne’s house, you were greeted warmly by all of Harry’s family members.
After everyone had dinner it was finally time to exchange gifts and you felt butterflies form in your stomach.
You received a new scarf, perfume, fluffy socks and other nice things from Anne, Gemma, Gemma’s boyfriend and the rest of Harry’s family but Harry wanted to save your gift for last.
Your turn to give your gifts finally came and you started with Anne, by gifting her a book collection of her favorite author (which she loved), and so on. You also decided to save Harry’s gift for last.
“This next and final gift is for the love of my life,” you smiled and took out the yellow wrapped box from the bag, “thank you for being my happiness.”
You saw everyone’s face looking at you in adoration, Anne’s eyes getting teary eyed and Harry slightly blushing with a big smile on his face.
“Is it me?” Harry joked and everyone burst out laughing.
“It’s actually for Dusty.” You joked back and everyone else laughed too.
Harry got up from his seat and walked towards you, embracing you in a big warm hug.
“You didn’t have to babe.” He whispered and placed a soft kiss on your cheek.
“I love you too much.” You said and sat down with him so he could open the gift.
He carefully and slowly unwrapped little by little the box, making everyone impatient while he laughed at his “acting”.
Once he finally unwrapped the box and opened it, he burst out laughing.
Everyone in the room looked confused and you just laughed along with your boyfriend.
He took out the little note you placed inside which said, “Not burnt cookies.”
The box was filled with chocolate chip cookies which you bought at a bakery since you had given up on baking them.
“This is perfect.” He smiled as he pulled you in closer.
“That’s not all there is inside the box babe.” You giggled at your boyfriend.
The fact that he had loved you gifting him something as simple as chocolate chip cookies made your heart burst with adoration for him.
He gave you a confused look and dug inside the box filled with cookies to find another tiny black box.
You smiled at him as he shook your head at you playfully.
He carefully opened the box and you felt as if the two of you were the only ones in the room, completely forgetting the fact that his whole family was watching the whole thing.
Once he saw what was inside the box, he covered his face with his hands as he shook his head and laughed even more.
“What is it now?!” Gemma laughed and snapped at the two of you, no one understanding what was going on between the two of you.
“God I love you.” He said naturally.
“That one isn’t burnt either and you can keep it with you all the time.” You said softly.
Harry looked at you, his eyes were full of tears and you felt yours fill up with tears too as he stared at you with so much love.
“This is my favorite thing ever!” He exclaimed.
“Show us!” Anne demanded.
Harry finally took out what was inside the box to reveal a chocolate chip cookie ring covered in gold (just like his rose shaped one but instead of the rose, it was a cookie) which somehow looked elegant and expensive (probably because it was).
“Definitely an inside joke between the two lovebirds.” Gemma said as she smiled at her mother.
After everyone finished exchanging gifts and scattered all around the house, Harry and you were left alone in the living room. The two of you were sitting down cuddling and talking about your future plans.
You were playing with Harry’s hand and looking at his rings, he was already wearing the one you gifted him.
“It looks good on me.” He said.
“Definitely.”
“I’m never taking it off.” He kissed your cheek.
He then grabbed your left hand and played with it too, softly tracing his fingers all around your palm until he reached your fourth finger.
“You know..” He whispered and paused a little, staring at your hand.
“Yeah?”
“I can’t wait to give you a ring too.”
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