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'just ask them out, the worst they could say is no' WRONG the worst they could say is that's why i left you behind. it's not easy even just looking at you, jack, because you're wrong. you are. i can't help it. i'm a time lord. it's instinct. it's in my guts. you're a fixed point in time and space. you're a fact. that's never meant to happen, even the tardis reacted against you, tried to shake you off. flew all the way to the end of the universe just to get rid of you.
#ouch#remembering the looks on their faces and it hurts#doctor who#tenjack#tenth doctor#jack harkness
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Everywhere you look people are gushing about spring and longer days and the sun and the blossoms and whatever. And I'm here sitting and actually mourning the end of winter and the cold gloomy rainy days when you couldn't see the sun even if you tried. Now wherever you look there is the shiny bastard making everyone happier and everything warmer and bluer.
It's disgusting. I hate that.
#hey look an actual soliloquy in a blog that was supposed to be just for that#one might think I like the gloomy weather bc I'm depressed#and they'll be correct#this might not sound very appreciative on earth day#or make it sound like I don't appreciate the rebirth of nature#and again that's correct because I'm very mentally unwell and I need the weather to reflect my hellish brain#aaaand I'm done for now#her soliloquies#soliloquy
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without ever touching his skin, how can i be guilty as sin?
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Gale: Fine. Don't have the surgery. Let me suffer.
John: Buck, it's my body.
Gale: Your body? My heart. Do you have any idea how much a man suffers when he sees his lover in pain?
John: Gale, don't do this.
Gale: I'll tell you how much. Worse than the weeks I had to sit behind while you were flying missions in England. Worse than the time I spent in the pow camp waiting for you to show up. Worse than those days I had to run, getting frostbite and hating myself for leaving you behind. Worse than–
John, close to tears: Alright, alright, Buck! I'll have the surgery. You win. You always win. But damn you don't play fair.
Gale, smirking and putting a toothpick between his teeth: That's why I always win, darling.
#i don't do this much but this quote just fit#incorrect quotes#clegan#john egan#john bucky egan#major egan#gale cleven#gale buck cleven#major cleven#bucky x buck#buck x bucky#buckbucky#mota#masters of the air#source: golden girls#in my golden girls era
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Okay but did Taylor Swift write "Guilty as Sin?" for Buck and Bucky?
#Not halfway through the album and this song stopped me dead#I need confirmation#Beautiful talented people of tumblr is there a chance of a clegan edit with this song#clegan#buck x bucky#bucky x buck#john egan#john bucky egan#gale cleven#gale buck cleven#mota#masters of the air#taylor swift#the tortured poets department#guilty as sin?#buckbucky
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I would like to have a brain that is nicer to me
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yep it’s this pic
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So I have a question. If you are sick (fever, nausea, cough, that sorta thing), is it advisable to rewatch House?
#like would it make one feel worse seeing all the diseases or is it the opposite bc well seeing house cure them and all#this is both a serious and an unserious question#house md#house#dr house#dr greg house#doctor house#gregory house#dr wilson#wilson#james wilson#house x wilson#hilson#hate crimes md#malpractice md#medical malpractice
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Just now realized Anthony Boyle was in Derry Girls
#got whiplash then started giggling at how cute he looks#can't look at croz the same way again#anthony boyle#mota#masters of the air#harry crosby#croz#derry girls
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I was rewatching the second episode of Masters of the Air, and decided to make a psych analysis on the bar scene. This is what I've noticed:
- Gale doesn't talk, at all, during the conversation with the Brits. Even when they're talking about him, he does not participate in the conversation, he only answers once when he's prompted by Curt, and even then it's very brief.
- John, as he does, takes every opportunity to either tease or mention Gale. He even answers for him when the Brits enquire Gale if he wouldn't rather be a fighter pilot.
- "He is a fighter pilot. A fighter pilot who happens to fly a bus."
- And that's how it goes until the Brits mention "heavy petting" from their end of the table (clearly referencing the Bucks, since it's followed by the mention of their nicknames and the teasing).
- It's funny how, before that, they said something absurd about how the americans would have more crew if they flew during the night. But that isn't what tips them over the edge, no it isn't. It's the heavy petting comment.
- Gale's demeanor immediately changes, and the first time he interacts at all during the scene is to take them up on their fight.
- It goes: a Brit says "Let's make a bit of a sport ourselves" and then Gale "I think that's an excellent idea." That's the first time he's spoken unprompted all night.
- Gale keeps John from taking in the fight, and then Curt has to basically beg him to be the one to fight. Which is so unlike everything we've seen from Gale till this point.
- John questions him why Gale is interested in boxing (having it implied that he doesn't like any other sports), and Gale says that it's because "it tests the manhood".
- When later in the episode Gale admits he agrees with the Brits' point, John questions him why he wanted to fight then. Gale says it's because he didn't like their tone.
In conclusion: Why would Gale want to test his manhood if not for the nature of the Brits comment? He doesn't mind having John answer from him and pet him and hold his cheeks (it's even of the few times he smiles during the whole ordeal), but he does mind having it point out by the brits. Why? Because it isn't true? Not really. He minds it because it's homophobic. And he can't have that. He can't have people noticing things, and that's why he then feels like he has to test his manhood.
There's a lot of subtext in this show, like how in the same scene Gale confirms, in a way, that he isn't religious (religious and repression go hand in hand, especially in the 40's). They gave us so much subtext, it's basically text at this point.
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Master AU List 9/?
Gale Cleven is the biggest pirate legend of the north seas and John Egan is a royal navy captain hauling secret cargo. Rough waters in the treacherous passage might turn out to be the least of his worries.
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The most powerful one so far I’m crying.
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John and Gale doodle of @sig-nifier’s outlaw and horse hand au
#read the fic this morning. saw the art this afternoon. going feral now for more#i love you people#clegan#mota
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Bonus: Live Rosie Reaction
Absolutely not ashamed of how much I went back and rewatched this scene.
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— look who it is. stone in my shoe!
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This. Just this.
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Bonus: Live Rosie Reaction
Absolutely not ashamed of how much I went back and rewatched this scene.
#buck and the lucky deuce on the first and last mission#rosie losing both of his majors in two consecutive missions only to witness their reunion in their last#buck and bucky coming to england separately but going back home together#and kenny oh how absolutely beautiful it was to see this boy who saw this machine only take and take to now see it in this way#masters of the air#mota
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The way Gale kept checking that Bucky wouldn’t try to run make a run for it, and then finally gave in when he realized Bucky was more likely to get killed if he didn’t get away, and THEN HE DIDNT 💔
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