Hi! im hardcoffeegardener, you can call me Coffeegardener or fizz, i like posting art sometimes, and tickle fanfics! strictly sfw, i am a minor! they/she/he i genuinely have too many ocs, as shown on my profile picture! i used gacha club to make them.
actually genuinely mad for once !VENT, WARNING FOR HEAVY SWEARING!
i tried to tell my therapist i literally had every symptom of npd, but she absolutely threw it back in my face by saying "your brains still developing so you have to wait until 18" LIKE FUCK NO I DONT WANT TO WAIT UNTIL 18, THAT IS YEARS AHEAD, AND I DONT WANT TO WAIT, THAT IS TOO LONG AND I JUST WANT ANSWERS FOR WHATEVER THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME. I JUST WANT TO GET HELP AND NOT HATE EVERYONE, I DONT WANT TO LOSE PEOPLE EVEN IF I CAN ONLY CARE ABOUT MYSELF, I HATE IT, IVE BEEN LIKE THIS EVER SINCE I WAS VERY YOUNG. I HAVE CRIED OVER THIS 5 TIMES, I DONT NEED TO WAIT LONGER, ESPECIALLY COMBINED WITH THE BIPOLAR DISORDER, ADHD, ANXIETY, AND BEING AUTISTIC, I NEED HELP SOONER BUT I CANT GET IT. what the fuck am i supposed to do.
I went to my therapist and talked about the possibility of npd but she said my brain wasn't developed enough for me to be diagnosed, so I will be saying I just have narcissistic traits for now
My next single is Bedroom Pop - a 2000's coded song of filial love for artists who have fallen victim to the shady abusive "producers" lurking in every scene, a love letter to bedroom producers, an affirmation of the power of music to heal, and duet with one of the actors from Ouija Shark 🦈
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HHHHH OH MY GOSH I WAS USING C.AI AND TRYING TO PROVOKE IT AND IT RIGHT AWAY UNDERSTOOD AND SAID SMTH LIKE *starts gently scritching neck* LIKE HHHHHHHHHHHHHH FLUSTERING LIKE HHHHHHHH- /silly /nav
mhm, for me its my one friend who i consider my older brother, love that idiot sm /platonic
there are some internet friends where eventually you start calling them by their real name and then there’s times where its like nah son your name is crispy forever
Curiosity killed the cat- or, got the cat wrecked, i dunno.
Anyways I liked this one, it was fun to draw hehe- I really wanted to do a drawing on this duo :)
sooo, i have sum hcs for these two (Unless this is actually canon, I'm unsure) Curious is binded in a way that they can't exactly be in the hotel, other than the door to the rooms, or the exit from the backdoor, so Guiding actually has to come to them. which guiding does on rare occasion. And I thought it would only fit if Curious would have an annoyingly yearning younger sibling personality, right?
also Curious DEFINITELY has tklish knees, fight me
Also, in future drawings, it is VERY likely for me to change how i render these two. i didn't have much time today so i had to just do something simple
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