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Curse (pokémon journeys)
Summary; Goh carries a seriously hurt Cinderace to the Pokécentre, then tries to find a way to lift it's curse. (This is an idea from @tumblingdowntheway2019)
Goh bursts through the doors of the Pokécentre with Cinderace, but added with blood all over his almost human-like body, and its face was seriously purple.
”Help! Help!” cried Goh, tears running down his face. ”Cinderace has been cursed! Please! I need help, please!”
Nurse Joy rushed over and took the huge rabbit from him, immediately checking its stats.
She ran over to a hospital room, and Goh followed her. Joy placed Cinderace on the hospital bed and rushed to help it in some way.
”What happened?” she asked worriedly.
Though the boy was way too focused on sobbing.
“I went to check out this haunted house and... and...” cried Goh. ”We stumbled across this strong pokémon, I sent out Cinderace, and we were winning until the pokémon cursed it! It saved me!”
The pokémon had aimed an attack on him, but Cinderace saved him, making itself get hit.
”Don't worry, dear- I'll try my best to help it,” said Joy. “Chansey, heal it!”
Joy's panicked tone was not helping Goh, and it was vice versa.
”How about you go wait out there?”
Goh complied, he stepped outside without a complaint- there he sat on one of the waiting chairs.
God, he was so stupid. Why did he decide to go alone without Ash or Chloe?
(Flashback)
He looked around the ruined house, for stuff or maybe even pokémon, but more specifically ghosts.
The house was known to be haunted, and he was set to prove it either wrong or right.
Cinderace was with him.
Then, a shuffle was heard and a pokémon jumped down in front of him.
It was a normal-sized, black pokemon with dark pink stripes, along with long, thick and scary-looking horns as the same color of the stripes.
It had blood red eyes and sharp fangs that could easily draw blood if given the opportunity.
And Goh just guessed that it was a darkness or ghost type pokémon.
He picked up his rotom phone to find out what it was.
”No data exists for this pokémon.”
Omg, a new kind of pokémon?!
It looked like the pokémon wanted to battle, so Goh got out Cinderace, who looked ready to battle.
”Cinderace, use Pyro Ball!”
Cinderace used the move but the pokémon dodged it.
The pokémon used some attack, a new one, which made a ball of darkness come at Cinderace, which it quickly dodged.
”Cinderace, use Quick Attack!”
Cinderace ran towards the pokémon quickly and kicked it, hurting the pokémon.
”Bell- Bellace!”
Goh smirked, and got out a PokéBall, ready to catch the new pokémon.
”Bellace, huh?”, he threw the PokéBall. ”PokeBall, go (goh)!”
Bellace dodged it,
(Later)
Joy stepped out of the hospital room, and went up to the distressed boy.
Chansey's healing powers hadn't worked, it seemed Cinderace's curse was too strong- and if they didn't get the pokémon to reverse it, then there was a chance Cinderace could die.
He had tear marks on his face, that was messy, and he was hugging his knees.
“Goh,” said Joy. ”I'm afraid you'll have to find the pokémon again, and have it reverse the curse. Because even without the curse, Cinderace has very bad injuries.”
Goh sighed and stood up, then nodding.
The frowning boy stepped out and made his way to the lab.
(Drizzile's POV)
It threw another water ball, Drizzile was training. Now was the perfect time, nobody was there, as it was late.
The sky had a redish hue.
”Driz-!”
It was training to become like Inteleon, and make Goh proud.
But then suddenly, it started feeling like someone was watching it. Drizzile turned around and saw Misdrevous.
”Mis, drevous-” said Misdrevous, saying ‘something has happened’. ”Misdrevous- mis.”, saying ’Cinderace is hurt and Goh is sad’.
Drizzile was shocked.
And suddenly it had many memories about Cinderace- it had always been so nice.
It had to help them.
”Misdrevous,” said Goh, suddenly, and he looked like a mess. ”We have to go back to the haunted house.”
Drizzile looked up at Goh, determined.
”Drizzile!”
Goh looked confused.
”Drizzile, you wanna come?”
It nodded quickly, and Goh put it in its PokeBall.
(Later)
On the way to the haunted house, they had seen Chloe and Eevee. And somehow, Chloe had seen he was upset. He told her and she insisted on coming with.
”You don't stand a chance towards that pokemon alone,” had Chloe said, eagerly. ”But Eevee and I can stand our ground- and together we could actually do some damage.”
Chloe was right.
Then, when they got there, it was cold and empty.
”Bellace! New pokemon! Hey-y! It's the dude with the fire Pokemon you fought!”
Chloe sighed at Goh's foolishness. (Though, she understood he was desperate.)
”Ee-Eevee!”
Eevee exclaimed on Chloe's shoulder, jumping up and down.
Suddenly, a familiar (to Goh) pokemon jumped down, and they both gasped.
”Bell-Bellace..?” muttered Goh, shocked.
A scared and sad look was evident on his face, before he shaked it off, now looking determined.
”Reverse Cinderace's curse!”
He brought out Misdrevous and Drizzile, that looked very ready. While Chloe chose Eevee, that also looked determined.
”Drizzile-”, its voice had a not so noticable spark in it.
It was ready to fight.
”Misdrevous, use Shadow Ball!”
The pokemon used the move, but Bellace dodged it, though then Eevee did the same move and it hit.
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I've done it, my friends have done it.
Reblog if you think it’s okay to platonically say “I Love You” to your friends
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Curse (pokémon journeys)
Summary; Goh carries a seriously hurt Cinderace to the Pokécentre, then tries to find a way to lift it's curse. (This is an idea from @tumblingdowntheway2019)
Goh bursts through the doors of the Pokécentre with Cinderace, but added with blood all over his almost human-like body, and its face was seriously purple.
”Help! Help!” cried Goh, tears running down his face. ”Cinderace has been cursed! Please! I need help, please!”
Nurse Joy rushed over and took the huge rabbit from him, immediately checking its stats.
She ran over to a hospital room, and Goh followed her. Joy placed Cinderace on the hospital bed and rushed to help it in some way.
”What happened?” she asked worriedly.
Though the boy was way too focused on sobbing.
“I went to check out this haunted house and... and...” cried Goh. ”We stumbled across this strong pokémon, I sent out Cinderace, and we were winning until the pokémon cursed it! It saved me!”
The pokémon had aimed an attack on him, but Cinderace saved him, making itself get hit.
”Don't worry, dear- I'll try my best to help it,” said Joy. “Chansey, heal it!”
Joy's panicked tone was not helping Goh, and it was vice versa.
”How about you go wait out there?”
Goh complied, he stepped outside without a complaint- there he sat on one of the waiting chairs.
God, he was so stupid. Why did he decide to go alone without Ash or Chloe?
(Flashback)
He looked around the ruined house, for stuff or maybe even pokémon, but more specifically ghosts.
The house was known to be haunted, and he was set to prove it either wrong or right.
Cinderace was with him.
Then, a shuffle was heard and a pokémon jumped down in front of him.
It was a normal-sized, black pokemon with dark pink stripes, along with long, thick and scary-looking horns as the same color of the stripes.
It had blood red eyes and sharp fangs that could easily draw blood if given the opportunity.
And Goh just guessed that it was a darkness or ghost type pokémon.
He picked up his rotom phone to find out what it was.
”No data exists for this pokémon.”
Omg, a new kind of pokémon?!
It looked like the pokémon wanted to battle, so Goh got out Cinderace, who looked ready to battle.
”Cinderace, use Pyro Ball!”
Cinderace used the move but the pokémon dodged it.
The pokémon used some attack, a new one, which made a ball of darkness come at Cinderace, which it quickly dodged.
”Cinderace, use Quick Attack!”
Cinderace ran towards the pokémon quickly and kicked it, hurting the pokémon.
”Bell- Bellace!”
Goh smirked, and got out a PokéBall, ready to catch the new pokémon.
”Bellace, huh?”, he threw the PokéBall. ”PokeBall, go (goh)!”
Bellace dodged it,
(Later)
Joy stepped out of the hospital room, and went up to the distressed boy.
Chansey's healing powers hadn't worked, it seemed Cinderace's curse was too strong- and if they didn't get the pokémon to reverse it, then there was a chance Cinderace could die.
He had tear marks on his face, that was messy, and he was hugging his knees.
“Goh,” said Joy. ”I'm afraid you'll have to find the pokémon again, and have it reverse the curse. Because even without the curse, Cinderace has very bad injuries.”
Goh sighed and stood up, then nodding.
The frowning boy stepped out and made his way to the lab.
(Drizzile's POV)
It threw another water ball, Drizzile was training. Now was the perfect time, nobody was there, as it was late.
The sky had a redish hue.
”Driz-!”
It was training to become like Inteleon, and make Goh proud.
But then suddenly, it started feeling like someone was watching it. Drizzile turned around and saw Misdrevous.
”Mis, drevous-” said Misdrevous, saying ‘something has happened’. ”Misdrevous- mis.”, saying ’Cinderace is hurt and Goh is sad’.
Drizzile was shocked.
And suddenly it had many memories about Cinderace- it had always been so nice.
It had to help them.
”Misdrevous,” said Goh, suddenly, and he looked like a mess. ”We have to go back to the haunted house.”
Drizzile looked up at Goh, determined.
”Drizzile!”
Goh looked confused.
”Drizzile, you wanna come?”
It nodded quickly, and Goh put it in its PokeBall.
(Later)
On the way to the haunted house, they had seen Chloe and Eevee. And somehow, Chloe had seen he was upset. He told her and she insisted on coming with.
”You don't stand a chance towards that pokemon alone,” had Chloe said, eagerly. ”But Eevee and I can stand our ground- and together we could actually do some damage.”
Chloe was right.
Then, when they got there, it was cold and empty.
”Bellace! New pokemon! Hey-y! It's the dude with the fire Pokemon you fought!”
Chloe sighed at Goh's foolishness. (Though, she understood he was desperate.)
”Ee-Eevee!”
Eevee exclaimed on Chloe's shoulder, jumping up and down.
Suddenly, a familiar (to Goh) pokemon jumped down, and they both gasped.
”Bell-Bellace..?” muttered Goh, shocked.
A scared and sad look was evident on his face, before he shaked it off, now looking determined.
”Reverse Cinderace's curse!”
He brought out Misdrevous and Drizzile, that looked very ready. While Chloe chose Eevee, that also looked determined.
”Drizzile-”, its voice had a not so noticable spark in it. It was ready to fight.
”Misdrevous, use Shadow Ball!”
The pokemon used the move, but Bellace dodged it, though then Eevee did the same move and it hit.
It grunted and fell back, though quickly regaining posture.
It used a move on Eevee, which it quickly dodged due to Chloe's command.
Goh smirked.
”Drizzile, use Water Gun!” commanded Goh, really just not wanting to let Bellace get a hit in.
Drizzile seemed to catch on, on the speed tactic.
It quickly used Water Gun on Bellace, and it got hit, and seemingly being effective.
And Eevee did the same, its tail glowing blue. And Bellace got hit again, then again with tackle.
Then Bellace got a hit in, using the curse on Drizzile, though it dodged. And then Misdrevous used one of its strong moves on it.
It laid down, being very tired.
They surrounded it, and Eevee used Bellace's curse on it.
It coughed and coughed, now feeling very terrible.
”Now come with us and reverse Cinderace's curse!” said Goh, determined. ”And as a bonus, let me catch you!”
Chloe facepalmed at Goh, caring about that in such circumstances.
Though, what they wanted to happen, didn't actually happened. Instead Bellace charged at them, getting ready to use an attack on Drizzile.
It happened quickly, so quickly that Goh didn't have time to tell Drizzile to dodge it- though what the feared, fortunately didn't happen.
”Lucario, use Aura Sphere!”
Never had Goh been so relieved to hear Ash's voice.
Bellace was hit and fell to its feet, but quickly regaining posture.
Fortunately Ash commanded Pikachu to use Thunderbolt, making Bellace fall, groaning.
”Bell-Bellace...”
Goh was about to catch it, but then it pushed through, and jumped away.
”Bellace!”
Ash walked over to him, laying a hand on his shoulder comfortingly.
Though Goh didn't feel Ash's touch as a tear slipped past his eye.
No, no, no- what if Bellace was actually his last chance? What if... Luck couldn't heal Cinderace without it?
What if?
Then, he heard it- the sound of ringing, and he knew who was calling...
He picked up his phone and answered, and Luck's soft voice he was almost longing to hear, wasn't there, instead it was distressed and just trying to keep it together.
”Yes..?”
He begged that the words he knew would come out of her mouth, wouldn't come out.
”Have you gotten the pokemon yet?” she asked, and he could tell she was begging too. And then he couldn't keep it together anymore, and he started crying, a quiet sob leaving his mouth, which Luck heard. ”Is everything okay?”
He nodded quickly, then realizing she couldn't hear that.
”Uh, no, not really...” he said honestly, and he could practically feel the disappointed sigh that emit from her mouth. ”I had it, but then it got away... Sorry...”
God, he was so stupid! Maybe if he just got Ash from the beginning... Or tried harder! It was like he was asking for things to go wrong! He was so stupid, so stupid!
”Oh,”, he could hear that she was disappointed and it felt so rough. ”Well, it's probably best you come back here- Cinderace has gotten worse.”
Those were the worst words that could come out of her mouth.
And Ash pulled him in tight, giving the crying boy some comfort.
”Y-yes...”
And then the car ride (taxi) was horrible, Goh cried on Ash's shoulder the whole time as Ash tried to comfort his best friend.
And Chloe tried to come up with a solution for him, being rather unsuccessful.
When they got there, the pokemon got out of their pokéballs, and they all went to the hospital room- where they saw Cinderace, looking terrible, while laying down on the bed.
And when Goh saw his first pokemon there, he broke down sobbing, quickly walking to bed and crouched down against the bed.
Drizzile walked to the bed sadly, thinking about Cinderace- it had always been so kind and caring.
”Cinderace...” whispered Goh sadly. ”I love you, ever since I met you, covered in mud, I have felt this... connection between us... We have a connection, and that connection didn't disappear when you turned into Raboot, it just changed... Which is why I love you, so please...”
He took Cinderace's paw softly, and smiled sadly as he remembered their memories.
”You've always been a great leader, you know,” he whispered again, with sobs in between. ”With those Nickit friends of yours as Scorbunny... And when you had that dance competition as Raboot...”
It has always been such a great leader...
”Thanks for saving me, Acey,” whispered Goh, rubbing Cinderace's paw with his hand. (I just need a soft nickname, kay? Don't judge.) ”But I'd rather have you. Here.”
Drizzile wiped his tears with its paw, quickly becoming invisible.
Cinderace was special- and it had been apart of their lives for so long, they couldn't just lose it now.
”I'm really sorry, Goh,” said Ash, his voice so, so soft. ”And Drizzile, Misdrevous...”
Ash didn't even know you could lose your pokemon, but here they were, about to lose Cinderace.
On the heart monitor, they could see that it was slow and weak- it was still there, but not for long.
Goh stopped up slowly, his legs weak under him, and sobbed on Cinderace's chest.
”Don't leave, please!” he sobbed, hugging Cinderace. ”Don't leave! Hold on, I still need you! Don't leave, don't, don't, don't! Please, please, please...”
Something sat down next to Cinderace- Drizzile, and they could see tears running down its cheeks.
Everyone were sad.
Then Eevee saw how sad Chloe was, how much sobbing Goh was doing, and made a decision- it walked over to the bed with determination, jumped on it, and after concentrating for a bit its tail started glowing, now using Heal Pulse.
They were shocked- what was Eevee doing?
Then, Cinderace coughed and opened its eyes slowly.
And then it was clear that Eevee had just healed Cinderace- but how was it even able to do that?
Chloe looked at Nurse Luck for answers, who seemed to be as shocked as they were.
”My guess is that your Eevee has a special Eevee ability, this is rare, actually,” explained Luck. ”My guess is a... dormant Sylveon ability gene... Though this means, Eevee can't evolve.”
Well, that explained a lot.
Goh picked up Eevee happily, hugging it, and Eevee hugged back.
”Thank you, thank you!”
Tears stained Eevee's fur.
”Wow, you deserve all the treats in the world!” Ash said happily.
Eevee squealed happily at that, really loving treats, after all.
Then, it looked at Chloe, who was giving it such a prideful look.
Slowly Chloe walked over to it.
”I'm really proud of you, Eevee!” she said as she took Eevee from Goh's arms, and it quickly cuddled up to her. ”Good job!”
Goh then went and sat down on the hospital bed, hugging Cinderace tightly.
”Cin-Cinderace...”
(A week later, at night, in Drizzile's cave)
Goh opened the door to the pokemon garden- he needed to see Cinderace.
He had just had a bad nightmare about Cinderace dying, and had to convince himself it was just a dream.
Because it was, it was just a dream, Eevee healed it in front of him. It was all just a dream, a stupid nightmare.
But when he didn't see Cinderace in his usual sleeping spot, he panicked, before remembering its slept with Drizzile for a while now, till it gets all healed up.
So quickly he made his way there, expecting to see Cinderace and Drizzile asleep, but that's not what he saw at all. They were awake- why were they awake?
Then their eyes turned to him, confused. And he just couldn't help but notice that Cinderace looked sad.
Why did Cinderace look sad?
”Nightmare,” he said quietly as he sighed and sat down next to them, hugging his knees. ”Why are you up?”
He's been sleeping bad too recently, even before Cinderace's accident.
”Drizzile...” murmured Drizzile, looking at Cinderace.
He could understand it as like; ”tell him” or something- he doesn't understand pokémon language.
”Cin-Cinder-Ace, Cinderace” murmured Cinderace, now looking at him.
And he could see that Cinderace felt useless. That wasn't true, it saved him and has many times before.
”Acey, you're not useless,” he whispered, pulling his pokemon into a hug, which it returned softly. ”You saved me. You have so many times, and I love you for that. You're so kind...”
He didn't feel the tears running down his cheeks until Cinderace wiped them away. Why was he crying? Cinderace was here, for gods sake, it was here.
”I love you both.”
Drizzile deliberately crawled into his arms.
...
So when Ash saw Goh cuddled up to Drizzile and Cinderace that next morning, who was he to say anything?
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grammarrrrrr · 1 year
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reblog to take some of the burdens off Luisa's shoulders <3
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”Mom.” (pokémon journeys)
Summary; Camille, Goh's mother, gets woken up by a scream at night. It turns out her son had a nightmare.
The apartment was a quiet place, they had neighbors, after all. So hearing screams was not normal. Especially hearing her son, Goh, scream. He was a quiet kid.
So, she was confused when that scream woke her up from her slumber.
She looked out the small windows and saw that it was still night. She had a late shift at work, some old couple, so she needed her sleep, her husband did too.
But she dusted off dust from her sleeping gown and got up. She let her husband sleep, leaving the lights off.
She walked through the living room, searching for the location of the scream. While looking, she also heard shuddered breaths, filled with cries.
Soon enough, she had searched almost the whole apartment, except her son's room.
Now that she thought about it, the scream sounded like Goh's voice...
But her son was asleep, wasn't he?
As she got closer to Goh's room, the shuddered breaths got louder.
She slowly opened the door, and inside she saw Goh, sitting up, with tears running down his eyes.
She put on a little light and went over to him, hugging him tightly.
”Goh, sweetheart,” she started off softly. ”What's wrong? Why aren't you asleep?”
Goh cried, wiped his nose, and leaned against her.
”Mom,” cried Goh. ”I-I had a nightmare.”
Nightmares could be tough, she knew that.
Goh cried louder, and she just hugged him tighter, then sitting down on the bed with him.
”My sweet baby,” said Camille, and Goh blushed from embarrassment at being called a baby. ”What happened in your nightmare?”
She called him her baby sometimes because that's what he was, he may already be a pokémon trainer, but he was still young. It simply didn't matter that he had gone through a lot alone.
Her work, after all.
But Goh had turned out amazing, and the fact that she worked a lot didn't change that. He had been alone for so long, so she was gonna give him some love. It's what he deserved.
”My old bullies were in it,” answered Goh. ”And it got me thinking about how I don't deserve Ash.”
Ash, her son's crush...
She brushed her son's locks, especially his red highlight.
”Of course, you deserve Ash, baby. Those bullies are wrong,” said Camille. “okay?”
(A while later)
Her son's soft snores were heard and she tucked him in, kissing him on the forehead.
She then left and went to her bed again.
And as she was laying down, she wondered how she couldn't realize that her own kid wasn't okay.
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grammarrrrrr · 1 year
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I guess I'd be happy to.
Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better
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grammarrrrrr · 1 year
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Happy new years!
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Panic attack 4. (Pokémon, Goh angst)
Summary; Kay, now it's finally Cinderace's turn- and you know how Cinderace is, well you should. Anyways, they are at a pokémon fighting competition.
Ash cheered for Pikachu as the fight narrator said; ”Pikachu wins”, and Goh joined in on cheering- everyone else started too.
They were in the Sinnoh region, at a pokémon fighting competition. And Ash was going to the finales. Well, there was just one more person left, that had also made it to the finales.
But Ash was surely gonna win that too.
”Cinderace!”
Grookey was asleep on his spot, while he was currently standing. It was tired from watching all the fighting, and the competition had been long.
”Now,” said the narrator. ”Ash Ketchum from Pallet Town against Joshua Walter from Vermilion City!”
The boy that stepped out shocked him- it was that Joshua. The Joshua who gossiped about him, the one who got everyone against him.
But why was he standing on the stadium with a Blastoise looking ready to fight his best friend?
Then suddenly, he felt a way too familiar feeling in his stomach- it was happening again. Around Cinderace.
But maybe- he looked over at Cinderace, that was looking confused at him- nope, he's definitely on to something.
”Cinder- Cinderace,”
He leaned against the wall, and slowly sat down, hugging himself.
Cinderace sat down next to him, knowing what was going on.
”I'm sorry,” he mumbled sadly. ”I'm so selfish... I'm sorry...”
He continued to mumble non understandable apologies.
The fight started on the stadium- but none of them watched. But they hoped that Ash won.
”The boy that Ash is fighting- I know who he is... He's my old bully...” said Goh, answering the question that was probably floating around in Cinderace's mind.
Cinderace rested its head against his shoulder, then wrapping an arm around him.
He tried to control his horrible breathing, that was basically just wheezing.
He coughed, then again. And so on.
The wheezing was stopping the sobbing.
At least, Cinderace was there, and that actually helped.
The narrator interrupted him:
”Blastoise is unable to battle,” he said. ”And the win goes to Ash Ketchum and Pikachu!”
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Professor Cerise, Ren and Chrysa, along with Chloe and Yamper.
They were finally at home.
They were bombarding them with tons of questions.
And Ash was happy to answer all of them. While, he wasn't listening.
But the last one caught his attention.
”Who was the final competitor?” asked Ren.
Ash frowned, thinking for a second...
”Oh! His name was Joshua something... And yeah, he was from Vermilion City! Do any of you know of a Joshua? Maybe you do, Chloe? He seemed around our age...”
Ash went back to thinking...
”Walter! His last name was Walter! And he had a Blastoise.” said Ash, smiling.
That seemed to give Chloe a flashback.
”Joshua Walter?” she asked, and Ash nodded, not knowing the seriousness. ”Oh, Goh-”
Nobody except Chloe herself and Goh knew why she went and hugged Goh seconds later.
And they were really confused.
She patted his back, then pulled him in closer.
”Chloe, Goh?” said Professor Cerise, confused at the empathy Chloe seemed to show to Goh. ”Do you know this Joshua Walter boy?”
Chloe nodded, but not answering.
Goh sniffled loudly, which got Ash to join the hug.
They didn't bombard him with questions, Ash just hugged him in silence.
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grammarrrrrr · 1 year
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It's my baby, Camilo's birthday!
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He's so beautiful, isn't he? Also, this isn't my work, credits to the creator.
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Check out my profile on Wattpad, I'm Isabella Karlsson https://www.wattpad.com/Grammarrrrrr?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_profile I'm thirteen right now and I go in 7th grade. I'm honestly depressed right now and my coping mechanism is writing- specifically angst. English isn't my native language, I'm just really good (or am I?) My fandoms are Encanto, Aphmau smp, and MHA, but I might join another one later on- I don't know...
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grammarrrrrr · 2 years
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This really helped with my fanfiction. So, to help you, and myself in the future, I reblogged it.
BNHA Dorm Layout + Ships
mysterylover123
So how do the dorms accommodate the ships? 
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OK so 5th floor first: Todomomo!  
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Momo is the first to react to seeing Shoto’s room
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4th floor: Kirimina and Kacchako! (also Kiribaku)
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Mina gets to react dramatically to Kirishima’s (Uraraka reacts to everyone’s and we don’t see Bakugo’s so no word on those two).
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3rd floor: Tojiro and Kamijiro 
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Kaminari reacts to Jiro’s and she critiques his, and Ojiro to Toru’s.
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2nd floor: …
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I think Deku is specifically stuck on the 2nd floor with characters he isn’t shipped with to avoid making the shipping pattern too clear. Keep up the mystery of who Deku will end up with, you know? (Uraraka does react to his room but she reacts to everyone’s, so while that’s probably the pattern, it’s not made clear).
images courtesy of yutu, retrieved from https://www.pinterest.com/pin/101471797839881626/?lp=true 
So does this mean things? Probably not but it’s still fun.
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How school's been. (Vent, ish)
You don't care, and nobody has to read it. I just really need to let it out and writing might help with it!
Because I'm really stressed right now- And, well, a lot has happened.
So for starters:
I've been harrased, not sexually, of course. I don't really know how to categorize it.
I'm not saying any names, I'll just call my harraser A, that's what his name starts with. He goes in my class, and he just can't take anything seriously. It's like he hates me, he says he doesn't, but his actions speak enough.
A doesn't make a big deal of his actions, he has his friends (which are every boy in our class) so I have nobody that sticks up for me! Not even my Bestie.
Only the teachers, but they barely realize.
I have to make it clear to them.
Usually, he talks in class, annoys me, by pushing me, trying to bend my finger.
But, one Friday, he was on me extra much.
It started the second period, technology, we were working on something I can't remember.
He was sitting behind me, even though he didn't originally sit behind me. He just moved to sit closer to his friend, a boy I went to the same class as in 6th grade. A was throwing rubber pieces at me.
Even though the teacher told him to stop- he didn't- A never listened to anyone, not even his friends.
But then before mathematics, the period before PE, the last period.
He was on me a lot. He pushed me, and just didn't leave me alone.
It was too much.
I'm sensitive, so I started crying, and have to walk away, I had mathematics with my Spanish teacher that day.
And recently, he harrased me again on Snapchat. But I'll talk about that last time.
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grammarrrrrr · 2 years
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I probably have.
ok wait, reblog if you’ve cried at least once because of math, doesn’t matter which grade i’m trying to prove something 
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Panic attack 3. (Pokémon, Goh angst)
Summary: Okay, this is still Raboot, but after the apple, so expect more comfort!
(It will be more comfort this time.)
Third time. (Raboot)
”Ash, where are you!?” screamed Goh into the phone.
“U-uhh,” continued Ash. ”I'm still in town, looking for food!”
”We have food right here!” screamed Goh again.
Him and Ash were in the Johto region, at a hotel, well, he was. Ash was out looking for food, even though they had food in the lobby.
”Yeah, I know! But I've heard that there's great food in the Johto region!”
The hotel was also in the Johto region, so Goh did not understand where he was coming from.
”There's great food here too, idiot!” screamed Goh once again.
”Yeah, I know, but...” said Ash. ”Okay, I'll be home soon, then we can go eat there in the lobby if I haven't found food, okay?”
”Yeah. Get back soon!”
He hung up.
”Raboot- Boot?”
He looked at Raboot, it was sitting on the armchair behind him, with a sleeping Sobble next to it.
He went over to it and picked up the sleeping water-type pokémon, it quickly settled in his arms, and he laid it down on the bed, and pulled the small blanket over it.
”He'll be here soon, guess we have time for ourselves, huh?”
It jumped up from the armchair.
”C'mon, let's go out to the balcony, maybe we can even see Ash when he comes.” said Goh.
He and Raboot went out the balcony.
The view was nice, the stars glistening.
He had always liked the night view, the moonlight.
(Later, Ash hasn't come yet)
He was listening to the people below.
There were three people, obvious teenagers, two boys, one girl. They were talking.
”Oh, c'mon! Don't be stupid, Tito!” said the girl to one of the boys.
”Yeah? And what are you gonna do? Hit me with your karate gloves?” teased Tito, the boy.
Tito brushed his dark hair with his hand.
”Oh, damn! Are you gonna fight her?” asked the other boy. ”Mei, Tito, don't! The cops might come!”
”Don't be a scaredy cat, Conner!” said Tito.
”Your a scaredy cat too. You wouldn't hit me,” said Mei confident. ”You don't hit girls.”
You don't hit girls.
You don't hit girls.
(Flashback)
”Stop, Belle!” cried Goh.
He was on his knees, crying, under Belle, a girl with brown hair with hazel eyes.
”No way!” said Belle, laughing. ”A loser like you is something I just can't ignore! You have to know how much of a loser you are, you crybaby!”
He continued to sob, which only made Belle laugh harder.
”Stop bullying me!”
That's all she ever did.
”What are you gonna do? Hit me?” said Belle. ”You don't hit girls. Didn't you know?”
So it wasn't okay to hit a girl, but it was okay to hit boys? How is that fair?
(Flashback ended)
He sat down, crouched, trying to stop himself from crying.
The same feeling settled in his gut, the one he hadn't felt in a long time.
”You don't hit girls!”
It felt like he was back there, in the playground, that stormy day, being pushed around by her, hearing her sick laugh as he was pushed in the mud, dirtying his clothes.
(Flashback)
He landed in the mud, dirtying his already-dirty clothes even more.
She then went over to him and took a harsh hold of his wrist, pulling him upwards.
”Stop it!” cried Goh.
”No chance!” said Belle, she pulled him down to gain that dominance, forcing him to look up. ”You are such a loser. Got it?”
He sobbed louder, hoping that someone would hear him.
”Quiet down!”, she slapped him, making him shut up. ”They'll catch us, you idiot!”
She then pushed him into a puddle.
She walked forward and dragged him around in the mud.
”Ow, stop! Oww!”
”Your such a crybaby, you know that?” said Belle, getting to him. ”No wonder you have no friends.”
She then pulled him up harshly again. And then, out of the blue, she hit him in the face hard, giving him a bruise under his left eye.
He sobbed.
”Your mean!“
”I'm not mean, I just think that you should know what you are. A loser!” said Belle rudely.
She pulled his hair, and basically threw him in another puddle, making him land on the face.
”Oww!!”, he sat up quickly, his cries getting louder.
The blood ran down his nose.
“Hah! Weak!”
”N-no!”
He tried to stand up but Belle kicked him.
”I'm in control here, understand?”
”M-mommy!”
He wanted his mother, her soft embrace, her soft kisses, and those soft tickles.
”Loser! Only losers are momma's boys!”
She hit him in the face again, making blood drip down his cheek.
”Oww! Please stop!” begged Goh.
”Ugh, why do I waste my time on a nobody like you?” asked Belle rudely. ”Your honestly lucky that I do, you fool.”
She then pushed him in another puddle.
”Belle, come, we're leaving now!” called a female voice, who seemed to be Belle's mother.
”Coming, mommy!” said Belle, but before she left, she turned to Goh one last time. ”Don't tell anyone about this. Oh, and be here tomorrow, or I'll find you, and then it won't be fun.”
She then ran to her mom.
He stood up and ran to his mother, who was shocked when she found him.
”Mommy!”
He ran into her arms.
She immediately picked him up, not caring about the mud or the blood. ”Oh, sweetie, what happened?”, she kissed him on the forehead, and wiped the blood with a tissue.
”Someone was mean to me!” sobbed Goh.
”Oh, poor baby, let's get you cleaned up at home,” cooed Camille.
(Flashback ended)
”Raboot?”
He didn't realize he had zoned out, thinking about the first time he met Belle, and their meeting was not exactly great.
He was on the floor, crouching, tears running down his face- He felt like he needed to puke- Exhale all the anxiety in him- God, he felt terrible.
And Raboot was witnessing it all- For the third time- Couldn't he just control himself?
Belle was right, he was weak, he started having a panic attack just because of one sentence- It was like he had trauma or something-
Did he have trauma?
No, he couldn't, trauma is something big and scary- Like getting kidnapped, raped, or abused- He had just gotten bullied, and that can't be so grand, can it?
(I just want you to know, I don't think this, but Goh does since he doesn't know much about it. Trauma can be anything- But Goh doesn't know that. I'll let you continue reading now, hope you have a good day!)
Raboot stepped closer, making him flinch, it continued taking small steps, and then sat down in his lap, trying to help him.
”It's happening again...”
Raboot didn't deserve this, it had witnessed this three times now.
Quickly, without thinking, he bent over, and puked.
It lasted for a few seconds.
After, he leaned against the railing, not caring about the concerned looks Raboot was sending him.
(Later)
He hugged Raboot when he sat down, after cleaning his vomit.
They had just eaten, it was curry, and now Ash was fast asleep.
”Raboot, thanks.” thanked Goh, he cuddled it closer.
Raboot didn't object, it just simply let his partner embrace it.
At least he wasn't alone, and that mattered.
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Panic attack 2. (Pokémon, Goh angst)
Summary: Okay, the first part was with Scorbunny, now it's with Raboot, (before the apple), so don't expect a lot of comfort. Or any comfort, period.
(This part will either be short or long. I don't know.)
Second time. (Raboot)
”Gah! There are no pokémon here- It's like an abandoned forest!” complained Goh, he sighed. ”Raboot, have you-”
He was about to finish that sentence before noticing that Raboot was walking- not waiting for them. It was not interested in looking for pokémon with his partner.
”Yeah, it is! Like, there's not even any common types!” said Ash. ”Guess, we'll have to part, ei?”
”Yeah, your right,” said Goh, he took out the map and started planning. ”You go right, I'll take the left. We'll meet...”, he searched through the map. ”There!”, and pointed at a location.
”Got it!”, he picked up Pikachu, that started waving. ”See you later!”
He walked away.
(Later)
”Damn, this forest really is deserted,” said Goh, chuckling. ”It's, like, empty. Completely empty.”
His pokémon wasn't listening, Raboot just kept walking in it's normal pace, not even looking back slightly.
Suddenly, quite out of nowhere, he heard a quiet woosh.
”What's that?” asked Goh, getting excited.
Was there something in the bushes?
Oh, how excited he was, maybe it was a grass type, normal type, or ground type?
A pokémon he didn't have just yet?
”Come out!” said Goh. ”If your a pokémon, please, I promise I won't hurt you!”
He walked closer to the bushes, wondering what pokémon could be hiding behind there.
”Raboot, could you wait? Please, there's something here, and it can be really cool, can I just see?”
Luckily, Raboot stopped, and looked at him for a short while.
”Raboot.”
He smiled at Raboot, before turning his attention back to the bushes.
He stepped closer slightly.
And he assumed, that he in some way frightened it, because the pokémon jumped up, and backed away quickly.
In front of him was a white pokémon with a horn, it's tail and mane was made out of fire.
It was a rapidash.
And, normally, Goh would have wanted to catch it... But, he couldn't.
Not that he didn't want to, he did!
But he couldn't, he couldn't... He couldn't move.
It was like his legs were stuck in quicksand.
A familiar feeling settled in his gut, a feeling he had wanted gone.
’No, I can't, I haven't had one in so long...’
That was true, he hadn't had one since Raboot, as Scorbunny, witnessed it.
And that was so long ago.
”Raboot?”
It was probably confused why his partner hadn't caught the pokémon yet, that could run away any second.
”I-I,”
He couldn't speak.
A sob was threatening to escape his lips any second, and then any dam that he had left would break.
”Boot!”, it seemed the pokémon was trying to remind him of rapidash.
”I can't...”
Miguel had a rapidash, that he used to torture Goh, to bully him.
Miguel didn't care about other things, he was cold, and did anything. He didn't care that Goh used to beg and cry for him to stop, to tell rapidash to stop using it's abilities on him.
But he never listened.
Goh will always remember that sick smirk he always had.
Always.
He felt a kick at his leg, it was a rock.
In front of him was Raboot, that was looking at him strangely.
”Raboot- Ra?”
It seemed it was trying to ask Goh if it was happening again.
All he could do was nod.
Raboot wasn't stupid, even if he denied, it wouldn't believe him.
It stepped closer to him, and stood under him, it was leaning against his right leg, holding it.
That was the most physical affection Raboot had gave him since- Well, since it evolved.
(Even later, I know I'm lazy)
It was long- Longer than it should have been.
He was at his and Ash's meet-up location.
But Ash wasn't there yet.
Raboot was standing next to him with a reasonable distance.
”Goh!” said a voice happily, it was Ash.
”Ash! Hey!”
”So, did you find any pokémon? Sadly, I didn't... But did you?” asked Ash curiously.
He was quiet, rethinking what to say.
”No, I didn't.”
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