If your words are going to be like my previous toxic relationship (even though it's unintentional) how shall I think your actions won't be like them?

If everyone treats me that way then it's my fault,

I wish people to understand me and I wish them to relate to what's happening within but they wont.

I have been pushed away in all best & worst ways that falling apart / getting back up has become a monotonous task.

My words Express something & my actions Express something better yet different,

Untold and underrated,

My heart is restless.

Getting used to rejections (any kind) eventually results in self doubts & hatred.

we start reflecting on it and even work towards improving results next to avoid rejections, let me talk about employment as of now.

We will learn new skills, groom better, invest our time registering on various portals and putting our personal data at risk on third party websites, just to make sure we dont get rejected next time. We built hope and do all pep talk that's needed..just to ace an 106th interview.

But the fact no one shares is "we f***ers are rejecting you because we are looking some one better and we have done so much replacements due to capitalism, hypocrisy and marketing that we dont even regret it anymore, deal it with because we rule the market".

(Yeah yeah! Judgements are free pass on this one too as you read)

It's such a competitive environment that we neglect the impact it creates. If number of applications rejected was a criteria believe me an organization will have good quality employees. Also if micro racism didnt exist things could have been easier for few underprivileged hardworking people.

Sometimes I wish I was a story teller to express personal views on how hypocrisy is lethal but no online courses are available for the same.

As time has changed from 'honesty being the best policy' to ' being the worst' tactic when you want to survive. I can literally created a PPT on this.

Welcome to the cooperate world of sugarcoated sanctimony

It's good to have hidden talents and admiration. Because everyone out there has a story looking for another story.

If Yours is mystic mystery be happy.

(Remember, people can't destroy what they dont know).

Sometimes you want to live in a place where your imagination is least adulterated. A place where people of same beliefs gather. A place free of greed and lust, filled with joy & love. A place where we can hear the wind kissing our souls and darkness isnt scarier anymore.

Hate is a belief dont try to create is under the name of competition or marketing. If you decide to do so then know the consequences are unimaginable as the disaster it will create will exceed your expectation.

Whatever you may feel entitled to it's only yourself you are responsible for.

Wisdom of mine cannot be fathomed as it is one of mystics and undeniable good soul spirits. Narrowing down the possibilities of good things is where most human cage themselves unknowingly.

It's real that good people exist but no one seems to care because, we dwell in doubts and insecurities of our experiences. A huge bunch of hypocrites manipulate you under the simple concept of psychological fragility. Just like you like for yourself think for yourself.

If living on the edge means living within the realm of reality? What's real? When did expectation turn to something unrealistic? When did a strong opinion became negative emotions? When did keeping an emotional cushion become overthinking. Since when did words became a medium to judge me?

Sometimes you have to think from different perspectives. World is good, while humans are manipulative. . . The best part of being me is that, I speak in between the lines. To see how far you travel in the ocean of emotions that exist in an around you. . . #Empathy #onepunchman #realityquotes #relatable #oftenignored #humanitycrisis #wearewhoweare #iamonlyhumanafterall #wecreatedmonsters #angelsexist https://www.instagram.com/p/CCG_InrJ88Blb22pgNGkqTXn5SbVG3po2zDfrQ0/?igshid=6nmptyy14olt

For change empathize with us as humans, all people need is equality. It hurts to know that roots of racism were never taken off..😔not only black but all shades matter. #blm #humanitycrisis #icantbreathe #iwillgetin #proudofnotbeinganamerican #whiteisnotright https://www.instagram.com/p/CA7kAU1FT3s/?igshid=ydh0d8h3fwfm

Most often it's hard to understand where things started to go wrong. From doing it "just for fun" became and addiction. If you think deeply about, you can relate it to many subjects apart from alcohol, drugs, gambling etc. #beforeitstoolate https://www.instagram.com/p/CA5ASPvFM0E/?igshid=gfx4hs1aatbj

Lately that's what I wrote, It's the power of attachment and accountability for being loved😇what do you think? https://www.instagram.com/p/CAkf3kAnFhiPuumhaSRNFkPAHcD73d7lbm4TWI0/?igshid=1f3om0cg2vobe

Kuch baatien jo samajhai nahi jaati usme se ek he waafadaari 💃🏻 #pyarkesadqay #pyarlafzonmainkahan #pyartunekyakiya #shayarilovers #selfmadepoem #hindiwritersofinstagram #etc https://www.instagram.com/p/CASj5CDpXSWpABuCCun3A3fPO9nP83N7Mj6Seo0/?igshid=p2fhktp4tsl5

Astounded everytime when I hear people saying emotions are just games, power & fame is all you need. Failing to understand when did motivation became more of entrepreneurship? . No one addresses hypocrisy, when under the name of work politics employees are manipulated? . No materialist address hypocrisy when someone is being judged. . So many examples to share but unsure if it matters😐 . #hypocrisy #dawnofcivilization #Empathy #Gratitude #icareaboutyou #somethingsgottagive #raiseyourvoice #raiseyourstandards #universequotes #relatablecontent #materialistic #idgafmood #hypocritesbelike #hypocrisynextgen #egoandgreed #arrogance #doublestandards #adultsociety #socialjustice https://www.instagram.com/p/B_4Do8QJab1VvaLaEtQUweGBmHzopFWgpbbY0M0/?igshid=1ilb3s38x6j6j