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fineghkst ยท 3 months
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๐™‹๐™ค๐™ก๐™ก๐™ช๐™ญ'๐™จ ๐™๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™๐™จ ๐™˜๐™ก๐™–๐™ข๐™ฅ๐™š๐™™ ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™š๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ง ๐™จ๐™ž๐™™๐™š ๐™ค๐™› ๐™๐™ž๐™จ ๐™›๐™–๐™˜๐™š. ๐™ƒ๐™ค๐™ก๐™™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ž๐™ฉ ๐™ช๐™ฅ๐™ง๐™ž๐™œ๐™๐™ฉ, ๐™ก๐™ž๐™ ๐™š ๐™๐™š'๐™™ ๐™จ๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ฅ ๐™ƒ๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™ฉ'๐™จ ๐™ฃ๐™š๐™˜๐™  ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™ ๐™๐™ž๐™จ ๐™—๐™–๐™ง๐™š ๐™๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™๐™จ.
๐™ƒ๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™ ๐™ฃ๐™š๐™ฌ ๐™ฌ๐™๐™ฎ ๐™– ๐™ข๐™ค๐™ข๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™ก๐™–๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง ๐™–๐™จ ๐™๐™ž๐™œ๐™š๐™ก๐™ช๐™จ ๐™–๐™ฅ๐™ฅ๐™ง๐™ค๐™–๐™˜๐™๐™š๐™™, ๐™– ๐™๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ก๐™ž๐™›๐™ฉ๐™š๐™™ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ฃ๐™š๐™–๐™ง-๐™—๐™ก๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™ ๐™ฌ๐™๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™š ๐™ก๐™ž๐™œ๐™๐™ฉ. โ€œ๐™„ ๐™™๐™ค๐™ฃโ€™๐™ฉ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™  ๐™„ ๐™ฃ๐™š๐™š๐™™ ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™š ๐™ค๐™› ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™˜๐™ง๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™š๐™จ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™จ ๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ข๐™š,โ€ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐˜ฝ๐™ง๐™ž๐™œ๐™๐™ฉ ๐™ƒ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™จ๐™–๐™ž๐™™.
๐™‰๐™ค. ๐™‰๐™ค. ๐˜ผ๐™ฃ๐™ฎ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™—๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™จ.
๐˜๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐™‹๐™ค๐™ก๐™ก๐™ช๐™ญ ๐™๐™š๐™ก๐™™ ๐™๐™ž๐™ข ๐™›๐™ž๐™ง๐™ข, ๐™จ๐™ข๐™ž๐™ก๐™š ๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™›๐™–๐™ก๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ.
๐™๐™ž๐™œ๐™š๐™ก๐™ช๐™จ ๐™ก๐™–๐™ž๐™™ ๐™๐™ž๐™จ ๐™œ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ค๐™ฃ ๐™ƒ๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™ฉ'๐™จ ๐™—๐™ง๐™ค๐™ฌ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ฅ๐™–๐™ž๐™ฃ ๐™š๐™ง๐™ช๐™ฅ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™™ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ง๐™ค๐™ช๐™œ๐™ ๐™๐™ž๐™จ ๐™จ๐™ ๐™ช๐™ก๐™ก, ๐™๐™ž๐™จ ๐™ข๐™ช๐™จ๐™˜๐™ก๐™š๐™จ, ๐™๐™ž๐™จ ๐™—๐™ก๐™ค๐™ค๐™™. ๐˜ˆ๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ง ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ต.
๐™๐™๐™š ๐˜ผ๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง๐™ž'๐™จ ๐™ฅ๐™ค๐™ฌ๐™š๐™ง ๐™จ๐™ก๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ง๐™š๐™™ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™จ๐™ฅ๐™ž๐™™๐™š๐™ง๐™ฌ๐™š๐™—๐™—๐™š๐™™ ๐™–๐™˜๐™ง๐™ค๐™จ๐™จ ๐™ƒ๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™ฉ'๐™จ ๐™—๐™ง๐™ค๐™ฌ, ๐™ฅ๐™ž๐™š๐™ง๐™˜๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™๐™ž๐™ข ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™ ๐™š๐™ซ๐™š๐™ง๐™ฎ ๐™จ๐™ฅ๐™ž๐™ ๐™š ๐™ค๐™› ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™๐™–๐™ก๐™ค'๐™จ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ค๐™ง๐™ฃ๐™จ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™๐™ž๐™œ๐™š๐™ก๐™ช๐™จ ๐™ฉ๐™–๐™ฉ๐™ฉ๐™ค๐™ค๐™š๐™™ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ง๐™š.
๐™ƒ๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™จ๐™˜๐™ง๐™š๐™–๐™ข๐™š๐™™ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ฃ. ๐™„๐™ฉ ๐™š๐™˜๐™๐™ค๐™š๐™™ ๐™ค๐™›๐™› ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™š๐™จ, ๐™ค๐™›๐™› ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™œ๐™–๐™ฉ๐™š.
๐™ท๐š˜๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š ๐š‚๐š”๐šข ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐™ฑ๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐š‘ ๐š‹๐šข ๐š‚๐šŠ๐š›๐šŠ๐š‘ ๐™น. ๐™ผ๐šŠ๐šŠ๐šœ
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๐๐‹๐„๐€๐’๐„ ๐ƒ๐Ž ๐๐Ž๐“ ๐‘๐„๐๐Ž๐’๐“. ๐Ž๐๐‹๐˜ ๐’๐‡๐€๐‘๐„ ๐–๐ˆ๐“๐‡ ๐๐‘๐Ž๐๐„๐‘ ๐‚๐‘๐„๐ƒ๐ˆ๐“ ๐†๐ˆ๐•๐„๐.
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fineghkst ยท 5 months
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How Lucien acts around his mate
a/n: Itโ€™s been a while since I wrote anything so Iโ€™m posting this one before I give up. I will try to post more next week so feel free to send requests!
warnings: fluff; kinda suggestive; not proofread; english is not my first language so let me know if you find any mistakes
At the moment he finds out
Lucien felt the bond the first time he saw his mate. He was truly surprised, even shocked to be honest. Lucien didnโ€™t expected to have a mate after what happened to Jesminda, he was actually afraid of having one and end up putting your life at risk by being connected to him. Lucien would be ecstatic and happy, but at the same time couldnโ€™t help but fear.
How he acts?
He would be completely open about it and would probably just split it out as soon he has the opportunity. Lucien just wants to be with his mate and knows how important is to keep a clear and sincere dialogue. He really values honesty, especially when it comes about the bond.
Lucien is not the only one affected by it and even if you didnโ€™t feel it yet, he doesnโ€™t want to left you in the dark.
Will he tell anyone?
As I said before, Lucien doesnโ€™t keep the bond as a secret. He wonโ€™t scream it to the whole world (since itโ€™s not something that belongs only to him but also to his mate) but I think he would share it with his close friends (Jurian, Vassa and maybe Feyre) and also with Eris.
In short, he wonโ€™t try to hide it but in respect to his mate, he will kept it low until youโ€™re comfortable enough to tell other people.
When his mate feels the bond
Lucien will definitely be insecure, he was opened about the subject since the beginning but once you feel the bond too heโ€™s too scared you will reject him. I think he always would be around you, but if you rather not having his company he will give you all the space needed.
When his mate accepts the bond
Lucien got used to the feeling of rejection and somehow already waiting for it. Once his mate accepted the bond, agreeing to spend the rest of your life with him, Lucien was truly surprised and extremely happy, a type of happiness he thought he would never be able to feel.
That was the first time the light inherited from Helion reveled itself. He felt a joy that made the power overflow through his veins.
He wonโ€™t leave your side (and your bed).
Things he loves to do with his mate
Definitely traveling. Once the matebond was officialized Lucien just wanted to enjoy every second with you and above all, the freedom you both had. He didnโ€™t want to be rooted in a court for a while and neither did you. So you both dedicate your free time on travels to other cuts and to the human lands, even those beyond the continent.
Lucien doesnโ€™t actually enjoy having to wear a disguise to deceive humans, but there was nothing better in the world than knowing every piece of the world next to his favorite person.
Does he often gets jealous?
Is something rare to happen, but sometimes the matebond makes him a little possessive. When someone shamelessly hits on you, Lucien sassy personality would definitely show up (all I have to say is: poor guy who thought it would be a good idea to flirt with Lucien Vanserraโ€™s mate.
Favorite body part
Your neck. Lucien loves to kiss your neck and to buy you jewels that enhance your skin. He also loves the way you react when he give small kisses or when he decided to use his hands as your necklace.
PDA
HE LOVES IT. Lucien loves to be feeling your skin against him so he doesnโ€™t care if you are in public or not, he just wants to feel your skin against his.
How often he says โ€œI love you?โ€
At the beginning it was harder for him to say the 3 little words, Lucien thought somehow he would scare you away once he said it, so he rather demonstrate with attitudes.
You were the first to say you loved him and once you did, Lucien realized how stupid he was being and started to say how much he loves you every day.
Protectiveness
Lucien been through a lot and because of that, heโ€™s always scared something bad will happen to you. I donโ€™t think he would be the overprotective type but would insist that you learn to defend yourself, supporting you to start training with the Valkyries (and also become one of them).
Random bonus
When it comes to you Lucien is always open to any kind of conversation, no matter how difficult it is. He told you everything that happened in his past without censorship (you were the first person he felt completely safe for that).
He loves to hear you talk and always encourages you to always tell him when someone bothers you, setting your boundaries. Lucien becomes your best friend, not only your mate.
Heโ€™s also very open to try anything new on bed. So if youโ€™re curious about something, Lucien is definitely down for it.
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fineghkst ยท 8 months
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How Eris acts around his mate
warnings: kinda suggestive; mentions of beron (ew)
At the moment he finds out
Eris pretends everything is fine. No one could tell he just felt the bond snapping into place. He is a portrait of coldness as always. When Eris was younger, he expected and dreamed on having a mate, but once he grew up and discovered what his father was capable of (mostly with his mother and after what happened to Jesminda), the oldest Vanserra hoped to never finding a mate.
Eris rather to be alone than watching his mateโ€™s life turning into a living hell because of the bond. And after the Cauldron united your souls together, he felt pure fear running through his veins.
How he acts?
As I said before, the bond truly terrifies Eris. Not because of you, but his father. If wasnโ€™t for Beron, Eris would definitely be more around you and demonstrate how he feels (if thereโ€™s no Beron, he would definitely be constantly flirting with his mate), but he canโ€™t, so honestly, he kinda turns into a ghost after he felt the bond. Better saying, he acts like youโ€™re a ghost who is haunting him, because this male is avoiding you a lot.
Even so, Eris canโ€™t be rude to you, he canโ€™t act like an asshole like he easily does with anyone else. He tries to keep his distance and avoid to have long conversations with you, yet he always is discreetly watching you across the room, secretly admiring. Somedays itโ€™s really hard for him to fight the instinct to be near his mate and he allows himself to daydream of how your life together could be.
Attentive eyes (I mean, very very observant eyes) could notice how his eyes soften when he sees you.
Will he tell anyone?
Definitely NOT. Eris is keeping the bond for himself for all the reasons I said before. He is good at keeping secrets and wont let this slip. Well, at least this is what he thought, because Lucien realized how Eris behavior slightly changed when the subject of a conversation were you.
It didnโ€™t take long for Lucien to discover you were mates. Eris made Lucien make an oath that he wouldnโ€™t tell anyone about it, especially you. However, Eris felt relieved for being able to talk to his brother about his concerns envolving you.
When his mate feels the bond
He doesnโ€™t know how to react, itโ€™s like he is paralyzed. It was easy to keep it as a secret when he was the only one aware of the bond, but once you felt it to and confronted him about it? Eris has to make a decision if heโ€™s going to live in the midst of the terror his fatherโ€™s cause or choose to be with you.
And he chooses you. Even if heโ€™s scared for you being hurt, the heir of the Autumn Court is ready to face Beron. Eris will burn the whole world to keep you safe if he must, even if you decide to not accept the bond.
When his mate accepts the bond
Eris never felt this type of hapiness before. The matebond is the purest piece of his life, a part of his soul that wasnโ€™t corrupted. Eris feels like he was wandering alone in the dark for a long time, but once he has you by his side, Vanserra realizes that he never will have to be alone again. He loves and trusts you more than anything.
Once you hand him a piece of an apple pie you made for him in a signal to acceptance, Eris give it a small bite before colliding his body against yours. You not only find out that Autumn Court males really have fire in their veins, but also that itโ€™s one hard to extinguish.
Things he loves to do with his mate
He loves to spend every available time with his mate. His favorite thing is when you tell about your past and he finds out a new information about you, affectionately saving it in his memory
Eris also loves to go out with you to walk with his dogs (that turn into your dogs as well) at the sunset, to go on travels together and when you have time to drink some tea together, so can he tell you how his day went. Similar to Azriel, Eris adores his mateโ€™s company.
Eris loves the sensation of when he tugs the bond randomly, just to check how you are and receives another tug in answer.
Does he often gets jealous?
He is a pretty confident male and trusts you a lot, so itโ€™s rare for him to feel jealous. If someone flirts with you, Eris will either wait for you to dismiss the person or coolly approach you with a mischevious grin, placing a hand on your waist while the person who was flirting with you gets pale as they realize you are the future High Lordโ€™s mate
Favorite body part
He genuinely thinks youโ€™re perfect, like youโ€™re made for him. However, Eris is truly obsessed with your mouth, not only because he loves to kiss it, but also for every smile you give.
PDA
DEFINITELY INTO PDA. Eris doesnโ€™t care if youโ€™re in public, he will always demonstrate affection towards you, loving to feel the warmth of your body against his skin. It is impossible for him to stay away, mostly after he forced himself to keep his distance from you for so long as soon as he felt the bond.
Always holds your hands or have a hand placed on your waist or thighs.
How often he says โ€œI love you?โ€
He says it a lot but I think he would rather demonstrate it by acts, throught quality time, gift giving (a lot) and physical touch (also a lot).
Protectiveness
If Beron still alive, Eris will constantly worry about your safety. You are definitely being escorted by a trustful guard chosen by Eris himself if you need to go somewhere in the Autumn Court and he canโ€™t accompany you.
At some point, you got really pissed off to always having a shadow following you everywhere and ended up fighting with Eris. He understands and agrees itโ€™s too much, realizing itโ€™s better for you to learn to defend yourself, becoming independent.
By the way, he is super proud when you start to kick the Autumn guards asses.
Random bonus
Eris is not only a great dancer, but also a great teacher, so he will teach his mate all the Autumn Court traditional dances. He looks foward for the time of the dance training sessions with you, barely being able to wait to guide you in the new dance steps.
He loves to show off his mate during every ball, you two dancing in perfect synchrony while the crowd that watches you gets breathless.
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fineghkst ยท 8 months
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iโ€™m writing a fanfic that i still donโ€™t know if itโ€™s going to be pairing with az, eris or cassian but iโ€™m really excited about this one
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fineghkst ยท 8 months
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Bubbles
bathing with azriel headcanons
warnings: smut at the end (minors donโ€™t interact) - thereโ€™s a warning before the nsfw starts
Baths with Azriel are an intimate moment that you share, a way to enjoy each other's company without interruptions.
It became a routine, practically a tradition to bath with the spymaster whenever he comes back from some long mission or from the Court of Nightmares. Of course, you also do it in other circumstances, but in these specific moments is when he most needs to be around you.
Every time he returns from the Court of Nightmares itโ€™s like he has lost himself a little bit. You know the shadowsinger like no one else and although he tries to hide how miserable he feels, he canโ€™t conceal it from you.
When you bath together, you usually sit on his lap and gently scrubs his skin. You wash his soft hair, massaging the area while he keep his eyes closed, giving small kisses on neck and your collarbone
Of course you donโ€™t forget his wings (but letโ€™s talk about it later)
Az does the same for you, patiently washing you hair and thoroughly rubbing the soap on your body.
Even after long minutes being completely clean, you stay together, sometimes talking about your day and others dipped in a comfortable silence, just enjoying each otherโ€™s company.
The shadowsinger keeps his arms around you, fondling your skin while he listens carefully to whatever you want to say, appreciating the sound of your voice.
After youโ€™re done, the water is almost cold and Az gives a small peck on your cheeks before getting up and picking the towels.
When you get all dried, Az shakes his hair purposely making the water splash on you.
You cast an angry look at the spymaster, receiving a genuine laugh from him.
Your heart softs a little bit just for seeing that smile on his pretty face
Before you lay down to sleep, Az brushes your hair carefully, saying how much he loves you
NSFW
Soโ€ฆ time for the wing talk Iโ€™ve mentioned before
You wonโ€™t miss the chance to innocently slide the tip of your wet fingers on the shadowsingerโ€™s wings while youโ€™re bathing
Of course it doesnโ€™t go unnoticed
โ€œDonโ€™t you dareโ€ he gives you a warning โ€œI donโ€™t know what youโ€™re talking aboutโ€
You play dumb and keep touching with his weak spots, it doesnโ€™t take too long before a moan leave his mouth
โ€œYou are an evil, little thing.โ€
Considering how sensitive Illyrian wings are, teasing him like that almost takes Az beyond his limits
But he holds your wrist together with one hand before it happens, making you stop
โ€œYou will regret thatโ€
When you realize, Azriel lays on top of you pressing your body against the tub. He still holding your arms together above your head, while the other hand is down, stimulating your core under the water
When you reach the first orgasm of the night, Azriel picks you up and gets out of the tub, leaving a trail of water to the bedroom
He lays you down again and looks at you with a wicked smile
โ€œTime to end what you startedโ€
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fineghkst ยท 8 months
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letโ€™s pretend i didnโ€™t panic thinking i had lost everything i wrote just bc accidentally put it on queue
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Xaden is the newest addition to my book boyfriend club๐Ÿ™Œ Next one on the list is Rhiannon!
All the prints will be available through @/atouchofmagicdesigns on Instagram!
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fineghkst ยท 8 months
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Sunshine
cold nights with azriel <3
As usual, Azriel wakes up in the middle of the dawn. The sky still dark and the birds asleep in silence. He looks at you, peacefully sleeping on his chest and canโ€™t avoid a smile to appear. This is his favorite way to wake up, when the first thing Azriel eyes see is you.
The cold temperature outside makes him pulls the covers up, covering your bare shoulders. Azriel stare at your face, putting a lock of hair behind your ear and gently stroking your cheek. He moves his caress to your back and you immediately snuggle closer to him, squeezing your arm around his waist.
Az lets out a silent laugh. He would never get tired to watch the way you always sought to get closer to him even during your sleep. Of course, the shadowsinger canโ€™t blame you, since he unconsciously does the same everyday.
Azriel holds you closer, feeling the warmth of your body against his, and close his eyes, whispering in your ear before falling asleep again.
โ€œI love you, my little sun.โ€
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acotar men x sick reader
a/n: guess who are feeling sick โ˜๐Ÿผ (sadly they canโ€™t take care of me)
bat boys + vanserra brothers
rhysand
he was the one who got sick first and feels really guilty that you caught it too
princess treatment
cooks some soup for you everyday
โ€œyouโ€™re not drinking waterโ€ โ€œhydrate this body right now. iโ€™m not jokingโ€
outraged if you donโ€™t take care of yourself or donโ€™t respect your limits
strokes your hair until you fall asleep
azriel
super worried (acts like youโ€™re about to rest in peace
refuses to be away from you
excuse me rhysand this spymaster is not working right now
constantly feeds you with soup and brings you hot drinks
rubs your body if you feel any pain
reads your favorite book for you
if he has to leave for a short time his shadows stay with you, constantly reporting to az
cassian
checks if youโ€™re breathing every five minutes
if he thinks something is wrong immediately calls madja
sheโ€™s done with him for being called for nothing
brings you a lot of food
actually he will give you anything you ask
he even promises to free you from training early for a week if you get well soon
refuses to keep some distance from you and ends up getting sick too
lucien
not going anywhere until youโ€™re completely recovered
best nurse never
make home remedies that his mother taught him
constantly asking if you are feeling well
randomly wakes up at dawn just to check if everything is all right
donโ€™t let you eat any food that isnโ€™t healthy
but give you a lot of candy when you are feeling better
eris
once he realize youโ€™re getting sick immediately calls a healer
extra punctual with the meds you need to take
make different types of tea or some hot choco
spoils you A LOT
he actually spoils you everyday but somehow it gets even worse
is really worried but tries to hide it
doesnโ€™t trust anyone to take care of you, so he gets 100% dedicated to it (turns out he gets sick and you have to take care of him
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How Azriel acts around his mate
iโ€™m thinking of turning this into a series so let me know if you guys would be interested (you can also choose which character i should do next)
warnings: suggestive
At the moment he finds out
Azriel couldnโ€™t hide the surprised look on his face. It was the first time in a while the spymaster got speechless. Az is most likely to create a ragged excuse and leave as soon as possible (yes, heโ€™s definitely panicking), going to some isolated place to understand that he finally found his mate.
How he acts?
Azriel definitely doesnโ€™t know how to act around his mate once the bond snaps. He probably will act very awkward at the beginning, not knowing if he should tell his mate about it (considering they didnโ€™t felt the bond yet) or wait until they realize.
Therefore, Azriel will need some time to digest that he finally has a mate. Az feels really insecure, thinking heโ€™s not good enough for them and believing they wonโ€™t accept the bond. Even so, Azriel really tries to be the best he can to his mate, heโ€™s always there, showing support at every situation. Heโ€™s also very kind and just wants to see his mate happy.
Will he tell anyone?
No. Az will hide it as much as he can. Azriel is a very private person and probably wants to figure out this new situation by himself. On the other hand, he knows how his brothers are a pain in the ass, so Az rather avoid to listen to the stuff theyโ€™re going to say. At least until his mate discover the bond by themself, he wonโ€™t talk about it, preventing them from ending up knowing from someone else
But once his mate accepts the bond Azrielโ€™s behavior changes completely, heโ€™s almost announcing to the world, constantly touching his mate in public.
When his mate feels the bond
Heโ€™s scared. Really, Azriel never felt this type of fear his whole life, to be rejected by the person who was supposed to be with him for the rest of his life. However, even if heโ€™s terrified, Az forces himself to be honest about his feelings towards his mate.
He has never opened up that much to someone before, exposing an extremely vulnerable side.
If his mate needs some time, he will be very understandable and wait as long as necessary. Az will never pressure his mate to accept the bond or even give him an answer (please heโ€™s the biggest gentleman out there).
When his mate accepts the bond
Az finally feels complete. His mate is his family, the person he trusts the most and is willing to do anything only to make them smile.
As i said before, Az didnโ€™t feel enough for his mate, so he always thought they wouldnโ€™t accept to be bonded to him forever. Honestly, heโ€™s in a deep state of happiness, itโ€™s like heโ€™s finally found his home, his place in the world.
And as SJM said before, Az is a freak, so yeah, not leaving the room any time soon after that.
Things he loves to do with his mate
Pretty much everything. Azriel his happy to go anywhere or do anything if he has his mate to accompany.
It can be to comb their hair to having deep conversations at midnight. Az just loves to be with them.
Does he often feels jealous?
It depends on the situation. Azriel really trusts his mate, but if someone gets too flirty around them, he will definitely be jealous (and kinda insecure). Heโ€™s not likely to make a scene but will have a frown on his face for the rest of the night.
Favorite body part
Heโ€™s addicted to every single part of his mate, showing true devotion to their body everyday. He loves to kiss their soft lips, neck and inner thighs (he just canโ€™t keep his hands away).
PDA
Even though Azriel is a very reserved person, heโ€™s constantly touching his mate in public, always having a hand on their waist, holding their hand or kissing them. He usually doesnโ€™t go too foward, but it depends on the situation, if he spends a lot of time away on a mission, will definitely be more clingy.
In short, I donโ€™t see him caring much if someone his looking, but he prefers when they have more privacy.
How often he says โ€œI love you?โ€
Everyday. He just wants his mate to be sure of his feelings. Az not only say it with words, but always demonstrate with his actions.
Protectiveness
Azriel is really overprotective. Heโ€™s terrified on losing his mate so they will always have his shadows with them, almost turning into a part of them.
Random bonus
Before every snowball fight Azriel always spends the whole year planning a new strategy to beat his brothers asses. He will share EVERY SINGLE DETAIL to his mate and even accept suggestions to improve it.
Once he wins, Az will celebrate a lot with his mate (if you get what I meanโ€ฆ)
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How Eris and Azriel would react if their mate didnโ€™t remember them
warnings: angst
a/n: kinda disappeared last weeks bc my classes are back, but hopefully iโ€™ll have time to post more in the next few days
Eris Vanserra
Eris never expected to have a mate, but when he put his eyes on you for the first time, he realized how much he needed you
It took a long time for him to show who he truly was behind the mask he was used to wear. The cold and rude heir he learn to be turned into a sweet, caring and loving mate
At first, Eris thought it was only a joke
But then he realized the serious look on your face, looking him like he was a completely stranger. His world broke into pieces
How cold he live in a reality where his mate didnโ€™t remember him? The person he loves the most doesnโ€™t even knows who he was or about the bond
Eris felt like a knife were stuck between his ribs. Would that be a punishment for everything he has done before?
He would definitely blame himself for letting that happen to you. At some point, he starts to distance, trying (and failing) to act like he doesnโ€™t care since he thinks thatโ€™s the best for you
That would destroy him, but still, he just wanted to see you well again. And having a mate pressuring you to remember about the bond was not the best way to recover your memories
Eris would be in a vortex of guilt and self pity for a while
But he couldn't handle not having you in his life. Eris realizes he just wants to be with you, even if itโ€™s just like a friend
Eris would make everything he can to help you recover your memories and if it wasnโ€™t possible, he would build new ones with you
Eris would show how much he loved you everyday, but never pressuring you to act like his mate
Being patient and letting you discover things by yourself, but would gladly tell you about your story together or answer any questions you may have
You would be free to make your own decisions, even if it was to leave him
Azriel
This poor boy would be completely devastated
It took centuries for him to finally meet you and now he was losing you
He honestly thought after the mating ceremony you two would have a type of happily ever after
Until suddenly you didnโ€™t knew his name
Az would definitely be stuck in really bad place once you lose your memories. For the first time in a long time, he didnโ€™t have an idea of what he could do to fix it
Azriel wouldnโ€™t know how to act in your presence, so he accompanies you from distance, making his shadows always be with you, ensuring your safety
Would go out looking for a cure all over Prythian
Once he didnโ€™t find out a way to recover them, Azriel felt completely defeated and desperate
He starts to redo the whole story of you two again, taking you to the most striding places
First, Az would take you to where he saw you for the first time, then, to the restaurant of the first date. After that, to the place you two gave the first kiss
Tries to win you back everyday
He would definitely be terrified of the moment you found out about his job at the Night Court, just like he was when you two were only starting the relationship
In short, Azriel would show how much he loves and cares for you. The spymaster would definitely boil in jealousy if any male approached you, but like Eris, he would leave you free to make your own decisions, even if they destroyed the little happiness he had conquered by your side
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falling asleep on azrielโ€™s shoulders
warnings: none, just pure fluff
The last thing you heard before falling asleep was Azrielโ€™s calm voice telling you about how Cassian and Rhysand were pissed when he won the first snowball fight. Resting your head on his large shoulders, your eyes finally gave in, involved in the tranquility he always made you feel.
He soon realised you had fallen asleep when your breath became slower. Azriel couldnโ€™t hide the surprise going up to his eyes. Since the spymaster had a lot of trouble on sleeping, see you doing it so easily was an act of trust for him. It meant more than you could ever imagine.
Az stood still for a moment, trying to digest that scene. Somehow, someone like him, who had caused so much pain in the past, managed to bring you the feeling of security.
Trying his best not to disturb your sleep, Azriel gently let your body lie on his lap in a more comfortable position. When he realised that you remained in a deep sleep, Az started to stroke your hair with a flustered smile stamped on his face.
He recorded that precious moment in his mind, staring at your serene face. Azriel knew at that instant that you were his safe place in this world, the only one able to bring him a little bit of peace.
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getting to know me!
tysm @isababy888 for tagging me!!! ๐Ÿฅฐ
tag 9 people you'd like to know more about
last song i listened to: set me free pt.2 by jimin (my friend showed me this song. sheโ€™s also the responsible for getting me addicted to taylor swift)
currently reading: iโ€™m reading two books, caraval by stephanie garber (i got an unhealthy obsession with jacks after finishing ouabh) and almonds by sohn-won-pyung (started yesterday but itโ€™s really good so far)
currently watching: greys anatomy (hopefully this time i wonโ€™t stop watching halfway). i also need to finish the office (forgotten since i started greys)
current obsessions: well i have a lot of obsessions but reading is on top of the list (by the way i canโ€™t take fourth wing out of my mind so thatโ€™s another one); writing; my pets; SJM characters; and i need to mention jacks bc iโ€™m still obsessed (living rent free in my head)
Iโ€™m tagging @azsazz @autumnshighlady @ravencoloredroses @fieldofdaisiies @bunnymallowo @redheadspark @tadpolesonalgae @cassiefromhell @honeybeefae
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Cards
summary: azriel shows you exactly what you will miss if you break up with him.
warnings: minors donโ€™t interact (only 18+); smut; break up sex; oral receiving; shadow play
english if not my first language so let me know if you find any mistakes
It has been hours since you decided to break up with Azriel. When you finally said the words to the spymaster and he looked at you with an indescribable expression.
Things between you weren't going so well lately. He was absent, always busy with the missions Rhysand sent him. Azriel suddenly didnโ€™t have more time for you. He wasnโ€™t there at your birthday, wasnโ€™t with you when you finally beat Cassian at during a competition of a card game you were addicted to and, of course, he forgot about your anniversary.
You tried to understand that he was working too much, tried to talk to Azriel and solve everything, but it wasnโ€™t enough. Even if you didnโ€™t want to let him go, you couldnโ€™t date someone who practically wasnโ€™t a part of your life anymore.
So you ended it and felt your heart explode in a million pieces while you stared at his expression turn into something desperate. Heโ€™s eyes becoming more tired than you thought it was possible, like his pain were leaking from them.
Countless thoughts crossed your mind before finally talking to him. What would be his reaction? How would you act around each other after the break up? Would he fight for you?
None of them came close to guessing this would happen.
After the discussion you started, with him questioning what he could possibly do to change your mind, he found himself defeated. You had made your decision.
Of course, the attraction you felt for Azriel always seemed to overcome barriers of logic. At some point a thought passed through your mind that maybe you could be mates, but the bond never snapped.
To be honest, if someone asked how Azriel ended between your legs, you wouldnโ€™t know how to explain.
Even with a concrete decision made, of course Azriel would play dirty, showing exactly what youโ€™d miss if you werenโ€™t together.
โ€” Are you enjoying this, love? โ€” Azriel said, finally stopping his tongue from moving on your core. He had his arms around your legs, holding you open for him โ€” I hope you are, because this is the last time you will ever feel me.
A senseless moan left your mouth, disapproving that he stopped to eat your pussy and was talking such things.
Azriel laughed, leaving a small hickey on your tights.
โ€” Hmโ€ฆ since you made your mind and thereโ€™s nothing to convince you to come back to me, I bet you thought about this part, right? Never touching me againโ€ฆ
His shadows started to surround your skin, lightly stroking your legs like a ghost touch.
โ€” Never feeling my shadows playing with youโ€ฆ โ€” You whimpered with the thought. No one would ever know how to touch you like he does. โ€” Whatโ€™s wrong, love? Didnโ€™t you prepare yourself for that?
Azriel moved away from your legs and the shadows grabbed them, replacing Azrielโ€™s hands. He stared at you with somethingโ€ฆ primal in his eyes. His huge wings half opened and his defined muscles showing. Cauldron, Azriel was so beautiful that you felt like your brain was severely damaged to even think about breaking up with him.
โ€” If you donโ€™t want me anymore, why youโ€™re so wet? Why did you agree so fast to have a last fuck with me? โ€” The spymaster said, still staring you while his shadows begun to stimulate your clit. You could see the possessiveness in his look.
โ€” Azrielโ€ฆ please โ€” A moan escaped your mouth.
โ€” Please what, love?
โ€” Justโ€ฆ just fuck me.
โ€” Why should I do that? โ€” He chuckled.
โ€” I need you, Az. Please. I donโ€™t want to leave you.
โ€” So youโ€™re changing your mind this quick? But you looked so committed to your decision earlierโ€ฆ thatโ€™s a shame.
His shadows accelerated the movements, taking you to heaven and back. You were so close to having an orgasm that it was impossible to form a congruent thought.
โ€” S-stop punishing me. โ€” You whined
โ€” Again, I donโ€™t see any reason to โ€” Azriel had a smirk on his face. He was playing with you until you become completely desperate for him, with your brain almost completely empty and the only thing left was his name.
Azriel was succeeding in his goal and he knew it.
โ€” Unless you give me one good reason, love โ€” The smirk turned into a grin. Azriel keep observing his shadows stimulating you, which were moving faster now โ€” Because, honestly, you donโ€™t deserve to have me inside you.
You tried to reply, but it was too much. His shadows were taking you beyond your limits, slithering against your clit. Only incoherent moans left your mouth. It didnโ€™t take long for finally reaching an orgasm.
Azriel never had let you cum with his shadows, he always stopped them and ended the job himself. However, today, the spymaster were playing all his cards, showing exactly how much pleasure he could give you.
Even if Azriel still wearing his pants, you could see the huge painful bonner he had. But he kept his distance, watching you squirm with his fierce eyes. Anyone could say how much he was craving for you, how he wanted to fuck you senseless.
โ€” Soโ€ฆ do you have a good argument for me, love?
โ€” I-Iโ€ฆ
โ€” Iโ€™m listening.
โ€” I just want to feel like you truly desire me, Az โ€” You confessed, trying to normalize your breathing. The shadows loosen the grip around your thighs.
Azriel stared at you, furrowing his eyebrows in confusion.
โ€” What to you mean, love? You really think I donโ€™t want you?
โ€” You barely have time for me, for us. I understand youโ€™re working a lot since the end of the war with Hybern, but I need you to see me, Az. โ€” You pulled the sheets, covering your body.
โ€” Iโ€™m sorry, love. โ€” He said, finally breaking the distance between you two and supporting his arms between your body, firming his hands on the sheets. Azrielโ€™s face was so close from yours, allowing you to feel his breath against it โ€” I didnโ€™t realize I was making you feel like this. But I need to be clear: I will always want you and see you. I desire, crave for you so hard that sometimes I can swear Iโ€™m going insane. Let me prove it that Iโ€™m mean it, princess.
Giving him a small hesitant nod, feeling your insecurities dissipate slowly, Azriel kissed you deeply as his hands took the sheets away from your body, letting you complete exposed to him. His hard cock was pressing against your bare pussy, making you grind. It was impossible not to moan considering how sensitive you were after the orgasm.
โ€” No, princess. Donโ€™t be greedy. โ€” Azriel said, moving away to finally unbutton his pants.
His hard cock jumped out and he didnโ€™t think twice before claiming your mouth again, feeling you whimpering against his tongue while his fingers touched your nipples. With the other hand, Azriel held his cock and pushed inside you.
โ€” Fuck, you always take me so well, princess. โ€” He groaned, increasing his pace โ€” You have no idea how much I missed to feel you around my cock.
He put his shadows back in action, making them play with your nipples. Azriel pinned your wrists beyond your head with one hand, while the other got down to your clit.
โ€” Az โ€” You moaned loud.
โ€” You love when my shadows tease you like that, donโ€™t you? โ€” Your walls started to clutch around his cock. Azriel growled, thrusting deeply โ€” Maybe I let they play with you more from now.
You squirmed with the idea of feeling them guiding you through pleasure.
โ€” Remember, love. Iโ€™m the only one who can make you feel like this. โ€” He whispered, approaching his mouth to your ear โ€” And youโ€™re only mine.
Azriel kept moving inside you until you finally felt a wave of pleasure dominate your body. The spymaster didnโ€™t take long to cum inside you, filling your inside.
He stood in and looked to your eyes, both of you breathless.
โ€” I love you. And Iโ€™m truly sorry I made you doubt about my feelings โ€” Azriel said, stroking your hair gently as his shadows retreated, caressing your skin before disappearing. The spymaster moved away, giving a small kiss at your forehead.
โ€” I love you too, Az. โ€” You said โ€” Iโ€™m sorry I broke up with you. And just to make clear, I donโ€™t want to.
โ€” I deserved it and Iโ€™m relieved to know you changed your mind. โ€” Azriel got up and disappeared through the door for a few minutes, coming back with a towel to clean you up. โ€” I wonโ€™t let work getting between us anymore, Iโ€™m talking to Rhysand tomorrow. He must find a way to solve everything without me.
Azriel lifted the sheets, covering both of you and pushed you to his chest, stroking your hair until you fell asleep.
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i know i didnโ€™t post this week but iโ€™m writing a smut with az (spoiler: break up sex). so iโ€™ll probably post it soon
by the way pls send me requests bc my creativity is missing
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