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mel • she/her • 28 • europe/netherlands • autistic
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Who else can't look at objects the same way when it has a bad memory attatched to it?
#relatable#tagging this autism just because I have a feeling#trying to see something#autism#autistic#actually autistic#random
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Anyone else's ClanGen getting automaticly deleted by their computer because of virus warnings?
#I am sad#I just wanna play my game man#I even tried redownloading it#Got it back for like a minute#before a virus warning popped up and the game just disappeared on me#ClanGen
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It's terrible knowing that if I ever show sadness or show anything emotion that's not positive towards anything whether it's my fault or not I'll either get blamed for it or told that my emotions are irrational.
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//Vent
Not me being at mom's work hearing one of her colleagues say that their mother was in the hospital and not doing well, preceding into tears, only for my mom to respond to them annoyed that she 'doesn't want to hear their whining' and that 'they are being egoistical'.
The colleague, now feeling even worse bc of my stupid mom, called my mom egoistical right back at her.
And now my mom is at home parading around on a lecture of how she 'was not egoistical at all' and that she 'wishes colleage would leave to another country' and literally repeatedly asking confirmation, trying to justify her comments to me and my brother.
I didn't respond. I am not gonna justify her making someone in their weak moment feel even worse just to make them feel worse. My brother gave her confirmation. But I feel it was only so she would shut up and wouldn't start on us.
Sometimes I am so disgusted with her *inhales*
#//vent#Mel rants#Mel is very. disappointed#narc mom#toxix mom#toxic parent#stubborn mom#egoistical mom#egoistical parent
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Ok here we go again ❤️
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I have this with wet food for cats.
It smells delish to me and I might have to keep myself from trying.
#It's probably unhealthy for humans#I'll just kee smelling it#wait Mel no-#I used to eat cat food pallets when I was a toddler#It wasn't too bad 🤷♀️#Mel rambles
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V.E. Schwab, The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue
#I truly have been feeling like the years have been passing in the blink of an eye#2020 aka the hole year has now already been 4 years ago#I remember nye like it was yesterday yet it is almost May and we're almost at the middle of this year again#yodelahiti
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Singing high notes live during ESC can either go superb or it can neck you
Good luck on all the entries that use high notes 😬
#mel is concerned#high notes are always a risk!#but some actually managed really well#looking at you switserland 2021 👌👌
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No this ma'am died of a broken heart 😭
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BOY I'm so late and I'm so sorry BUT it's still April 12 GRATULERER MED DAGEN ANDREAS !! 31 young man !! Hope you're having a great time!
#ain't no party like a Norwegian party#all the Russelåter !!#gratulerer med dagen#Andreas Haukeland#TIX#Norway#🇳🇴#birthday#birthday boy#🥳🎈🎉🎊🍾
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Happy to see ESC finally publicly speaking up for it's artists against the hate and judgement they are getting. It is not just the one participant. It is also the numerous requests towards other participants to withdrawl ESC aka as I see it, 'they should also pay for this and give it up'.
Sad to see that it's basicly them just talking to a wall, having read the responses.. Still continuing to blame ESC for their own hate speech against and also bossing around other artists.
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You have to do something as an European based 😎☀️🌕🌑
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Poolminnow stayed just long enough to meet his kits 😭
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Not me who dreamed last night that my brother was Joost Klein
#my bro me and our mom went on a bus#and all of a sudden he looked like joost klein#the bus driver was enjoying this#and i acted like it was the normalest thing ever#like yeah my broski joost 👍😌#dream#weird dream#joost klein#eurovision#esc
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Ah, Duo the Europapi
🇪🇺 x🦉
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1 month until the show
2 months until the trip
I can't wait 🙌
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