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etoiile · 4 days
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hey so like
hi, you. yeah im talking to you. You like my stuff from time to time and reblog once and a while, and I always recognize you in my notes. we’ve never talked, maybe you dont like to say much or you’re nervous or something. it’s okay, whatever it is. 
I see you. you mean a lot to me. sometimes when I’m having a hard day, I’ll notice your name once again in my notifs and it makes me smile. im not kidding.
I don’t care if you’re a “ghost” follower or you send me asks all the time. i see you and I love you so much, genuinely and truly. you are really important to me. 
thank you. thank you for being there. <3
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etoiile · 4 days
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to all people who watch kdramas:
im korean but i have never watched more than 5 episodes of a kdrama and it was with my family. ive realized that ive come to know a lot of japanese words and phrases from watching anime and seeing as im korean, im hoping to do the same with kdrama!!
THAT BEING SAID!! i need recommendations!!
i typically gravitate towards light fluffy romance and comedy with fashionable feminine characters and beautiful masculine men lol but im open to trying wtv you think is good! but im really easily scared so if there's a thriller/horror/mystery element i probs cant watch it 😭😭
any rec is appreciated <33 thanks sm!!
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etoiile · 4 days
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hi friends its been a while!! ive js been suuuper busy so im not as active as i'd like to be :((( im trying to go through all of the posts ive been tagged in but they're easy to miss bc im just carding through all of my notifs 😓 im so sorry if your tag got lost in there - it wasn't on purpose i swear!! pls keep tagging me i swear i dont hate you!! ANYWAYSSS how are you guys?? (someone pls reply ill look rly dumb if "how are you?" *cricket sounds)
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etoiile · 4 days
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running your fingers through their hair
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you are now reading... LENA'S 1K MILESTONE EVENT FIC!
↳ itoshi rin, michael kaiser, reo mikage (separate) + cafuné (n.) - running your fingers through the hair of someone you love
notes: omg hi guys! i'm freaking ALIVE!!! i know i've been terribly inactive but life as a recently graduated lawyer has been INSANE and i barely have time to breathe, let alone write. regardless, i was able to finish this after some struggle, and i really hope you guys like it! cafuné is a brazilian word and it's something i love very much, so thank you anon, @kyukiss and @etoiile for the request and sorry it took so long ♥
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Itoshi Rin
“you remind me of a dog, you know?”
rin’s eyes shoot open with your unexpected words, and you receive the harshest glare you’ve ever witnessed on his face when it came to you. 
“excuse me?”
his tone is supposed to be threatening, but his voice is slightly laced with sleep, so it sounds a lot more like a whine. you snort a little bit, pausing your ministrations on his head, where your fingers run through his hair. 
“not in a bad way, baby. i just mean you’re like a puppy when you want my attention,” you giggled a little, and if rin didn’t love the sound so much, he would have berated you. 
“that’s absolutely not true.”
“it is, though. you came back from practice all tired and grumpy, and the first thing you did was put your head on my lap because you wanted me to run my fingers through your hair. you didn’t even showered, rin.”
“i did shower! on the locker rooms!”
you smile mischievously. “oh, i thought the dampness was from sweat. i was about to call you out for being stinky.”
rin’s grimace worsened, and a pout formed on his lips. you couldn’t resist the urge to squish his cute cheeks together. god, he was so adorable it tugged on your heartstrings. how was that even possible?
you lowered your head to give him a quick kiss, and although rin tried to deepen it, you pulled away fast, grinning once again. he knew what was coming even before you said it. “you’re also like a puppy when you trail after me around the house. a lost puppy.”
his groan reverberated through the whole apartment, and rin shoved your hands away from his face, scowling. “i fucking hate you.”
“no, you don’t.”
“i hate you. i’m serious.”
you giggled again. “so why didn’t you leave my lap then?”
his eyes met yours, and you kind of relished in the furrow of his brows. it made his pout even cuter. “…what.”
smugness radiated off of you, because you knew rin — your rin — like the back of your hand. and if there was an universal truth in the world, it would be that the younger itoshi was down bad for you. enough for him to stay despite your shenanigans that always got on his nerves.
“i said, if you hate me, then why didn’t you leave my lap?”
his mouth opened, but no retort came out. he gaped like a fish for a few seconds before groaning again, turning his body so that he could hide his face on your stomach. you laughed at his childish behavior, knowing it was one of the reasons you loved him so much. not many people were able to see this vulnerable side of him, and you were glad to be one of them. 
“shut up.”
“yeah, yeah. you big baby.”
comfortable silence engulfed the both of you, and rin remained hidden on your stomach as you picked up the book you were previously reading, wanting to continue the story. though your left hand was suddenly tugged to lay on your boyfriend’s head.
“keep going,” he murmured, “…please?”
a gentle smile took over your features, and you were quick to run your fingers through his dark, silky strands. rin sighed softly, content with the affection you gave him — as if your angelic hands could take away every doubt swirling on his mind and wipe off the tiredness from his sore body.
“of course,” you said. and your mind completed silently: i’d keep going forever if it made you happy.
perhaps you were down bad, too.
Michael Kaiser
contrary to popular belief, michael kaiser was not a bad boyfriend. 
despite his huge ego, his narcissistic tendencies and his extravagant yet somehow rude personality, he wasn’t the type of guy to treat his partner poorly. in fact, he was a very attentive boyfriend, always doing his best to make sure you were happy and healthy.
or maybe it was just you. who knows.
whatever his reasons were, you relished the fact he took such good care of you, even if he wasn’t physically present because of away games — because michael was very good at making people notice him. whether it was with a bouquet of your favorite flowers delivered to your job, a nice breakfast cooked before you woke or even a small note of love professions. 
however, nothing really compared to having him there, with you, flesh and bone. 
especially on those days you just felt so miserable you wanted to disappear. 
“liebling? you okay?”
it was one of kaiser’s rare day offs, and all you wished for was to spend some much needed quality time with your boyfriend. though, this wasn’t possible due to your job, one you liked having despite michael saying he could support the both of you financially.
but the day at work just sucked. like, a lot. it was that kind of day where things go from bad to worse in a matter of minutes, and when you swear it can’t get shittier, it does.
you were exhausted and emotionally drained. the whole drive back to your shared apartment you were holding back tears, and the dam broke the second you heard kaiser asking you that.
“whoa!” the blonde exclaimed when your bodies collided on a tight hug. “what is it, engel? what happened? did someone hurt you?”
his worried tone just made you sob harder, and kaiser rubbed his hands on your back, trying to give you some comfort. he started to sway your bodies together while humming, doing everything to calm you down.
eventually, your sobs died down, and your boyfriend carefully brought you to the couch, making you lay on top of him; head on his chest. he started to gently scratch your scalp, running his long fingers through your hair.
“you feeling any better?” he asked in a low tone.
“yeah. thank you, mikka.”
the blond only hummed. “do you… want to talk about it?”
you had to stifle a giggle. god, he was so cute. even when he sucked at talking about feelings, he always made an effort for you. 
you slowly shook your head. “jus’ had a really bad day. but it’s okay now.”
his eyes softened impossibly, and you nearly swooned at the sight. “yeah?” 
michael kissed your forehead, and kept threading his fingers among your locks in a gentle caress. you smiled, because it was all you really needed to be comforted.
“yeah.”
Mikage Reo
reo’s body collapsed on top of yours, effectively knocking the air out of your lungs. you should have been used to it by now, really, since he’d always do that after you finished your smexy times, but sometimes it still caught you off guard.
“reo, you’re heavy,” you groaned, teasing him. “get off me!”
“give a guy a break, will you?” he whined. “i’m tired.”
your giggle reverberated through his body, and reo repositioned himself to lay his head on your chest, hugging your waist tightly as if to never let you go. he’d rather lose all his fortune before he let that happen. 
“is mr. athlete getting out of shape? i didn’t know this light exercise could make you so…”
your boyfriend interrupted you with a groan. “babe!”
you raised your hands in mock surrender, giggling again, and reo thought maybe he didn’t really care about your teasing if it meant seeing you this happy. he loved you in all your versions, but carefree was his favorite one. 
“sorry, baby. i’ll make it up to you, yeah?”
before he could make a suggestive joke, his breath hitched in his throat when your soft hands started caressing his hair, gentle fingers threading through his purple locks making him sigh. it was so unfair, he thought, how you managed to disarm him with just a small touch, reduce him to putty in your palms with a little gesture of affection. some of his friends said he was a fool in love, and reo couldn’t agree more. 
your love made him silly, but he didn’t hate it. he could never hate anything about you. all mikage reo was able to feel was love, love, love, an emotion so strong it nearly overwhelmed all of his senses, making him forget about all his worries and responsibilities — heck, even the whole world. and he didn’t mind if the world burned as long as he could keep you safe and away from the flames.
“what are you thinking about?” the whisper of your voice echoed the walls of your shared bedroom. 
“what makes you think i’m thinking about something?”
though reo couldn’t see you, he knew you rolled your eyes. 
“it’s usually how the human mind works, honey,” you answered, your wit making him stifle a laugh. “besides, you’re always so chatty, talking my ear off—”
“hey!”
“—so it always concerns me when you get quiet.”
the heir sighed, letting the silence linger a little longer to recollect his thoughts. reo usually didn’t have a hard time expressing himself with words, but sometimes his heart swelled so much it made it hard to think. so, pretty much every time he was with you.
“it’s just… i’m thinking about how i never really believed in past lives and reincarnation. i never really believed in soulmates, either,” he said, and you paid attention to every word. mesmerized by the wonder in his voice and even more by the sparkle in his purple eyes when he averted his gaze to yours. 
“but when i think about you, love… when i see you in my arms or when i rest in yours, i’m sure you are my soulmate, and that we were together in every lifetime. it’s always been you. it will always be.”
your chest swelled with love for the man laying in your embrace, and you tried to hold back the tears from falling. god, he was everything. you didn’t even know what you did to deserve a lover like mikage reo, but you were far from complaining. 
you gave him a chaste kiss on the forehead, trying to convey even a fraction of the love and adoration you held for him, and looked back to caress his face. then, smiling with the world in your eyes, you answered:
“it’s always been you, too.”
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etoiile · 4 days
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bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements
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etoiile · 22 days
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if a guy ever called me “bunny” i would be so icked out and run away but when reo or suna (SPECIFICALLY THEM AND ITS NOT JS BC THEYRE IN MY TOP 10 ITS THE FACT THAT THEYRE THEM.) say it it’s js so …
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etoiile · 24 days
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so i was making this lil rin drabble and it started with "you're itoshi rin's weakness" and it continued with "itoshi rin says 'i love you' through his actions, not his words" and it ended with "itoshi rin doesnt understand how someone like you could love him, but he cherishes you dearly regardless, because you're the true love of his life." like how did this happen.
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etoiile · 25 days
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guys i swear if you could see my drafts you'd understand that i have so many ideas in my head and they're GOOD ONES but i just cannot finish them atp.
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etoiile · 26 days
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genuinely why is kenma so CUTE.
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etoiile · 26 days
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in the FATTEST kenma mood rn im returning to my roots
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etoiile · 2 months
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if a man has white hair (not from age) then they're hot asf pls marry me.
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etoiile · 2 months
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this is so hot of kyouya actually <3
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etoiile · 2 months
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ding!
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. . . mikage reo. the language of gifts.
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note. noo needs a reo :(( if your name is mikage reo, please slide into my inbox, thank you <33
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“what’s this?”
reo’s curious as he scans the box you’ve given him. it’s wrapped in plain white wrapping paper, though he could tell that the patterns visible on it were hand drawn.
“it’s uhm . . . a small gift i made for you,” you answer him with a nervous chuckle. “consider it a thank-you gift for tutoring me in chem; i aced it because of you.”
his heart flutters at the sentiment, and he can’t help but pull you close to him with one hand, giving you a soft kiss on your forehead. he knew how kisses on the lips startled you and made you feel embarrassed whenever he saw your reaction, so reo settled for the next best thing.
you can’t be doing this to him. it must be illegal to be this sweet, right?
“thanks, love,” he smiled. “i already know i’m going to love it.”
“you haven’t even seen it—“
“hush, i’m going to love it,” reo says. “you could give me a rock and i’d have it displayed on a podium.”
“dramatic,” you giggle. “but same, though. i kept every gift and trinket you gave me.”
“really?”
you happily nod. “i was so careful to remove the wrappers on some of them too, and i could only salvage a few from the wrath of my clammy fingers.”
he chuckled.
“but you didn’t have to get me a gift, though.”
“i wanted to.”
“you didn’t have to.”
“but when you give me gifts, you always say you wanted to, and wouldn’t take rejection for an answer!” you counter, playfully pinching his arm, eliciting a small yelp from your boyfriend.
“ow! that’s different.”
“no, it’s not.”
“it is!”
“you’re soo,” you drag out the “o” as you softly pinch reo’s cheeks, and his vacant hand holds onto your arm by instinct, “stubborn.”
“but you love me!”
“unfortunately,” you jokingly replied.
“hey!”
“kidding! of course, i love you so much. because there’s no way in my whole life that i’d ever put in that much effort for a gift for my chem tutor.”
“correction—chem tutor who’s also your super-duper-loving boyfriend. get it right, please.”
“oh, of course. how could i mistaken? my super-duperloving, handsome boyfriend, who’s also my chem tutor. pretty smat and funny, too.”
that made him swoon.
“better?”
“definitely.”
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etoiile · 2 months
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in my killua era feels again...
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etoiile · 2 months
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AMI LOVE !! 🫶🏻🫶🏻 how’s it been ꒰♡˃̶̤́ ꒳ ˂̶̤̀ ꒱ i miss seeing u on the dash , and i hope school isn’t pressuring u so hard ⋆⑅˚₊ also good luck on ur remaining drafts — i wish to see how they come out ~
have a fantastic day / night !! see u around , ami 𐙚 ⸝⸝
SOSO!! ive missed you too! schools eh but my drafts are lowk eating so its going good! (they so good that they're never gonna see the light of day!!) how have you been? i hope you have the best day ^^
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etoiile · 2 months
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"bro it's not that hard to make a move js gotta be bold sometimes" no. it is so hard. like. what do i even say. how do i even start. "hey so idk anything abt u so i cant start a convo abt one of ur interests but i also dont wanna just yap abt mine unprompted, so... hi!" like. what?? how do you be subtle but also bold. wtf is "i dont chase i attract" like no im not chasing bc im scared and im not attracting bc im scared i am simply standing still, frozen in fear. how does one even make a move. idek how to start. how do i keep him interested in me without seeming desperate and awkward. how do people just be sexy and witty and not awk. like the protagonist from "how to lose a guy in 10 days" like how did she do that. please like no. im petrified. terrified. horrified. no. someone please teach me i am crying in fear and anxiety.
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etoiile · 2 months
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you're anti-pda. reo is pro-pda. a tale of bribery, greed. temptation, and love.
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you had pretty clear views on pda. you thought it was super embarrassing and kinda weird to be all lovey-dovey whilst out and about, and that that kind of thing was much better behind closed doors. you were happy to give lots of affection to your boyfriend, reo, in the comfort of your shared home, just not so much while in public.
reo did not like your views. at all.
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"but babyyyy," he whined, clinging onto you while you fought his hands off. "just one kiss. that's all im asking for. one kiss! just one!"
"first of all," you started, "we both know it wouldnt end in just one kiss." he pouted, knowing you were right. "secondly, no. we're in public."
"so?!" he whined. "pleaaaaase. don't you love me? how can you be so cruel?"
you rolled your eyes at his theatrics. "reo, no."
reo whined and sunk to the floor, fake crying. suddenly, though, he went silent, as if contemplating the meaning of his entire life.
"two weeks."
"...?"
"ill do all the chores for two whole weeks if you give me a kiss."
you gasped. this was a very tempting offer, indeed. one kiss, and you wouldnt have to do any cooking or cleaning for two whole weeks.
but then again, you were in public. it was embarrassing! indecent! plus, then he'd have the satisfaction of winning. you had a pettiness that rivaled reo's and you didn't want to give in.
reo knew all it would take was one little push and he'd get his kiss.
"please, my love?" he squeezed your hand and stared deep into your eyes, the way he knew made you flustered.
you groaned, knowing exactly what he was doing, but also at the fact that it was working. you grumbled, red-faced, and leaned in.
excited, reo crashed against you, kissing you with intensity and passion. you could practically feel the message he was trying to send silently: "i love you. i love you. i love you."
after a while, you both pulled away, breathless. you both started at each other in silence for a bit before you started leading him down the sidewalk.
"where are you going?" he asked, trailing behind you.
you smiled at him. "let's go home, hm?"
reo whooped, knowing exactly what that meant.
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