loass isnt a game with hidden rules.

you accept its done & the rest already has its own job. the 3d naturally comes together to give u what u are, thoughts & beliefs & emotions naturally match ur state, its all set up perfectly for u bc all there is for you to do is change your state/identity. everything else has its own job. just focus on doing your job, changing states + being indifferent to unfavorable stuff.

so it doesnt make sense to affirm “i manifest instantly” hundreds of times or worry about when or how it will come to be. you already manifest instantly. you manifest yourself - when you change self, your job is done. once you shift states, you have instantly changed states. its always instantly done.

the 3d will naturally express that so theres no need to stress over the little aspects of the expression. changing states and being fulfilled, naturally makes you indifferent to the “circumstances” because you are becoming a different version of you with different reactions/assumptions.

therefore, there arent hidden cheat sheets for the law. everything is already set up for your success. just be who you desire and everything comes together for you. there is nothing against you except you. everything already has its own job like how the 3d’s job is to express your state, so play your role and be who you desire. change self and the rest will follow.

kisses, jani ☆

this 3d world is fake, its a hologram. it plays the films of imagination; whoever you are being in imagination is projected/expressed into the 3d. nothing in this false hologram matters, nothing you do, nothing you say. self/consciousness is the only reality. so forget the hologram, play your natural human role (eat, sleep, work to survive), but experience what you desire in the real reality, imagination. and watch how the hologram expresses that.

Hi, cutie jani😊

I'm actually going through the worst anxiety I've had since I discovered loa and I'm looking all over Tumblr for solutions. And then I ended up seeing your latest post, which seemed like a godsend to me.

After reading it, I realized that I'm actually afraid of failure. I've had a lot of "small" manifestations, manifested things out of thin air, and I felt very powerful. But I have failed time and time again in waking up to my ideal life. I was so scared by these failures that I became anxious and skeptical.

Can you say something to me? I really appreciate it and apologize for this sudden sending of the ask.

fear of failure:

- what do you have to loose by applying the law to your desire? what do you have to loose by changing your state?

- would you like it if you continued “failing”? would you like for your life to continue in this negative way?

- remember that you are not the anxiety, you are only observing/experiencing it. you are powerful & limitless self.

this fear you talk about happened to me too and the thing that forced me out of lack was knowing there is a version of me that is living the life i want to live right now. that means it is possible that i get what i want. & this means all i would need to do is select / embody that version of me.

i would ask myself if that old current shitty life was something i wanted to continue. i would ask if the feelings of worthlessness and sadness was something i want to continue to experience. the answer was always no. so fuck the feelings of failure and put yourself first. you want it? go give it to yourself. submerge yourself in your desired feelings (being fulfilled) & be indifferent to anything that tells you no.

also remember that youre always manifesting. if you are being someone who feels / knows failure is an option and its a common option for you, what do you think will reflect? do not allow past failures to affect you now. you take control every second.

how i manifest when i feel anxious •°. *࿐

i decide i have what i want…

when i feel anxiety -> i let it pass while knowing its only a human reaction

◦ since i am beyond just a human (i am limitless imagination/self), i know any anxiety is below me and it has nothing to do with my limitless self. i have exactly what i decided i have, regardless of any anxiety.

know anxiety usually comes from a fear of failure

◦ so, i cannot limit myself based on what i see or what i negatively assume my future will look like bc i am always beyond the 3d, no matter what feelings/anxiety my human self experiences.

◦ i become indifferent/i dont care about what i see or what i assume i will see because i know everything comes together in the 3d once i change self/know its done. fact: everything always comes together and works out in the end. being indifferent to the 3d = being indifferent to emotions, anxiety and everything that doesnt serve you.

dont fight it, dont avoid it, tackle it head on

◦ acknowledge you are experiencing anxiety bc you are. yes it can feel like shit but it doesnt have to affect who you are being (whatever version of self you are embodying). again, i can choose to be indifferent to this anxiety. you dont have to be scared of the anxiety. it is a natural human response. cry if you need to, let it all out. dont try to suppress it bc that will only come to bite you back in the ass, believe me.

◦ take care of your mental health in whatever ways necessary. when i used to experience anxiety, i used to take walks in the park, clear my head, meditate, express myself and my emotions through art and journaling, etc. remember nothing you do (or feel) in the 3d has to affect who you are being/your state.

"how can i still have anxiety yet still be a desired version of me?"

anxiety has no affect on anything unless you allow it to change your identity. you are the one with power, the anxiety is only an experience, similar to breathing in oxygen and using our sense of touch; its all neutral. when you start surrendering to the anxiety, you are creating and accepting negative stories that you create based on the feeling of anxiety. allowing that anxious feeling to change your state/identity is surrendering to something you view as more "powerful" than you. stop transforming that anxiety into a state that you embody based on the false, negative stories u imagine.

remember a 3d experience or anxious feelings doesnt have to influence who you are being. an example: a model who knows (fulfilled) that she is graceful and beautiful can have anxiety about doing her catwalk. the anxiety is normal, she can experience the symptoms of anxiety (shortness of breath, dry mouth, shaking) but her core identity/state is still a graceful model. the anxiety is only a temporary feeling. usually when we experience these feelings, they occupy all of our attention in that moment which is why it seems so scary but in reality, its not that big a deal. know that anxiety is just a feeling. you are safe. you can still experience shitty feelings while knowing you are a bad bitch!

you dont always identify with everything you experience. for example, a lot of people experience good things and still identify as people who are unworthy of good things. so its really up to you to choose what to identify with.

i know my only job is knowing its done

◦ if i just decided its done, as the operant power, as i say goes, therefore its done. so my job is done. anxiety is part of the 3d, not my limitless self, imagination. so i can be indifferent and experience it without identifying with it, the same way people manifest what they desire while experiencing their shitty circumstances daily (because they do not identify with those shitty experiences).

◦ ive heard/experienced situations were we know its done yet we cried and felt like shit, and what we wanted still manifested into the 3d. bc anxiety is only a feeling. do not allow your feelings to take hold of your state, but if it does, its never the end of the world... just get back in the state. 3d shit/anxiety doesnt have to intervene with who you are being/what you identify with.

kisses, jani ☆

“my dream college rejected me” … no. you’re already an accepted student.

“she’s ignoring my texts and calls” … no. you’re someone that your sp is in love with & shows it.

“im working a shitty, low paying job” … no. you’re working your dream job.

you see something in the 3d you dont like? reject it, decide the opposite is happening (fulfill) & move on. what you see is not permanent anyway. stop sticking with what you see in the 3d & holding onto it. thats not cute. stop accepting what you dont want, decide what you do want & know its done regardless of everything.

theres no point in continuing to accept the bullshit you see for weeks and months until you burst and start to wonder where you went wrong. shift into the version of you that knows they have what they want. stop trying to control & micromanage the 3d and instead, let it be. change self, not the 3d.

the 3d follows you, not the other way around. so be the change.

reject it

decide your desired outcome

fulfill

its done

you cannot allow yourself to continue depending on physical evidence. reject the bullshit you dont like seeing. you cannot continue to limit yourself and drag yourself down depending on what you see in the 3d. thats a sign that you do not understand yourself as the operant power.

kisses, jani ☆

I don't know if you've already made a post about this, but I wanted to ask: How can I be more positive about the protests, not being a privileged person? I'm not the prettiest, I'm not the smartest, I'm not rich (in fact I want to manifest better conditions), I feel mentally exhausted. I'm kind of just desperate to manifest a better life for myself and my family, but I feel so negative about it. I feel like I'm just going to become another one of the statistics about poor people; Sometimes I question the results of certain people, because I actually don't know if they are already privileged in a certain way, whether it's because she's pretty, smart or has money. Some people who talk about staying positive, manifest, selfcare, are privileged people, not rich people, but people with excellent financial and psychological conditions; I'm sad, because I really don't have money for self-care or therapy, I feel guilty, sad and insufficient because I don't have enough money:(

do not pretend these circumstances arent there. realize that you are self that chooses what to accept as true. yes, you have a choice. what you should do is become indifferent to what you experience. yes it is in the 3d but “it doesnt affect who i am and what version of myself i choose to be.”

i think the reason why u may be getting a mental burn out is because you are trying to persuade or force yourself to believe that what your human self is experiencing in the 3d, is not there. again - indifference. another important concept is the nuetral 3d. it never has original meaning. we give it meaning.

i know how you feel about being tired of life - and from my experience, i was so tired of living a life i didnt like that it motivated me to actually apply the law and use my power to get what i want. the law is always working for you so you are always in control, and when you live this “negative” life, it is you - the operant power, allowing yourself to stick in this “negative” life. you are choosing to be this version of you who lives like this. you are being the one who is living that.

know that it is not - the 3d shows me something -> then i become a version of me / i embody a version of me which matches the 3d. it will always be, i am a version of me -> the 3d follows that bc i am the 3d. signs follow, they do not precede.

you cannot let what you see influence who you become. bc who you become is why you are seeing what you see. who you are being is why you see what you see through that perspective, thro that state.

a lot of ppl have manifested great things and complete transformations without being privileged at first. stop focusing on other success stories and make yourself the success story. success story = changing self!

for the feelings of guilt and sadness, allow yourself to feel that bc emotions are human nature. what you shouldnt do is feel like those emotions are ruining anything, or try to suppress these emotions, or make imaginary and “negative” stories out of those emotions. they are always neutral!

when you are experiencing bad things, so what you need to do to make ends meet in the 3d such as getting a job to get that money you want. whatever you do shouldnt intertwine with the rich version of you that you are being. you can do whatever you want in the 3d while being/knowing you have what you want already. but you do not self-sabotage your human self because you think that doing stuff in the 3d will “ruin your manifestation”. example: you are broke in real life so you get a job while being the version of self who is already rich. it doesnt matter what you experience in the 3d bc all that matters is who self is being. if you didnt take that job but you are struggling financially, there is still the human self to take care of (you need money for food, shelter, etc) so again, nothing you do in the 3d matters as long as you are changing self.

to wrap up: it doesnt matter what you see in the 3d. clearly you claim: you arent the prettiest or smartest or richest. thats the issue. you are accepting those versions of you. you are being those versions of you.

& “how to be more positive?” : decide you are positive and happy. i can recommend visualizing yourself living the life you want and eventually you will fulfill yourself and be this new version of you.

skim this for other questions: 🧼

- cutie jani

remember this: signs follow, they do not precede

the 3d doesnt show you what you want, it shows you what you are.

the 3d doesnt look at your desires and say “oh she wants $100, lemme give it to her rq”… the 3d always is only a reflection of inner self. is inner self experiencing being broke? do they identify w having a hot and cold relationship w money? or does inner self know she always has enough money for anything? whatever inner self is experiencing, the 3d will always follow. thats the only thing the 3d knows how to do. so what do you gain by sitting there and wondering when and how you will get your shit while you are acknowledge that you still dont have your shit. truly be the one you want in imagination (inner self) and the 3d will always reflect that whether you know it or not.

kisses, jani𖥔

once you decide its done, since your the operant power, it rly is done.

you are self & the 3d = self expressed. so change in self = immediate change in 3d regardless of whether or not your 5 limited senses are able to see it.

the moment you decide, the 3d instantly changes and shit is already changing to match the version of self you are being.

stop judging the 3d appearances and making a story out of something inherently neutral. whatever you see shouldnt concern you bc you are the only source of power and control.

whatever you see: its all part of the bridge. trust in your permanent power of self and know that no matter what, as long as you change self, everything else follows regardless of everything.

kisses, jani ☆

stop focusing on logic ⋆ ˚｡𖦹⋆｡°✩

literally regardless of the 3d, you will always get what you want. you think about how it will come to be in the 3d, by using what? by using LOGIC.

for example, you want a car but your trying to make sense of the how in a logical way like -> "how will i afford this car?" or "how will i possibly manifest a car just outta thin air?"

yes humans in our time and age in this society are born into logistical thinking but part of understanding the law is knowing that you are beyond that logic that was taught to you.

trying to make what you want "make sense" in the 3d is centered around logic and it's an issue. if you want that car or that sp, stop thinking logically about how empty your wallet is or about that 3p. just be the version of you that has it already. apply. how do you know if someone will gift you that car or if you will win some kind of lotto and use it to buy the car? how do you know if that sp was thinking about you the whole time regardless of the 3p or that they were already broken up regardless of what you saw or heard?

how do you know you will just wake up and it will all appear? the thing is: you dont know (unless you manifest the how) and thats the interesting part. logic is probably telling you that it cant happen. logic is not something that you should hold onto regarding the law.

the "how" never matters. your job is knowing its yours and knowing the 3d is always neutral. the "how" is the 3d's concern not yours. its perfectly fine imagining the how if you want to but for people trying to manifest shit while doubting if it will happen because of logic... stop. logic is nothing but limits.

you can imagine anything, you can be anything, you are imagination, you are limitless

you be someone who has it and its done. stop obsessing over a copy machine that literally copies self no matter what.

be that version of self = 3d expresses that (always the law)

even when you see something you dont like in the 3d, logic starts to kick in and tell you that what you want could never come into play, causing doubts.

example: you want that cute bag -> you see you have no money or they are all sold out in your area -> logic says: “theres no way i can get it now bc of these circumstances” -> you doubt you will get it -> now you’re in this victim state and you logic will only keep you there until you break free from it

just know that the 3d and logic are irrelevant. literally anytime i manifest something and i see the opposite of what i want, i just continue being the version of me who has what they want and the 3d always ends up doing a complete 360 and showing me what i want. if logic tells you no, you have the control, not anything else.

“how do you keep being this version of you when the 3d shows you the opposite?” -> actually fulfill yourself & know everything starts w you. do you want it or not? give it to yourself & there it is.

let go of logic because you will always get what you want when you change self instead of chasing reasons of how it will appear.

who are you BEING? forget the logic. just be what you want.

kisses, jani ☆

had to reblog one of my iconic posts 😝🎀

applying the law while experiencing the 3d

why do you accept the neutral 3d as true?

“she texted me saying she doesnt want a relationship”

“i got a rejection letter from my dream college”

“i still dont have my ideal appearance”

“my bank account says i only have $2.45”

-> “i cant manifest” “what should i do now?” “it didnt work”

why are you accepting these as true? why are you adding negative meaning to the neutral 3d and then accepting that you “cant manifest”? why accept that as true? whatever happens in the 3d is always neutral. meaning does not come on its own - you add meaning when you judge it and decide its something negative. you are the only one in power and you have the option to choose what to assume and accept as true and youre accepting that she didnt want to commit? youre accepting that youre broke? it doesnt matter what happens in the 3d because the real stuff is happening in imagination. the 3d is always a neutral illusion. as the only one in power, you chose that she wants you in imagination so stick with that. dont use the 3d as validation when it only follows you.

you always get to choose the meaning

3d -> she sent a text saying she doesnt want a relationship

person A: shit, she doesnt want me. now what? i failed at manifesting

person B: *knows that is only neutral & still knows she and her sp are already in a relationship in imagination*

the fact that you can look at something in the 3d and decide what it means (or stick with the fact that it has no meaning), means you have power over it. you always have power over the 3d. if you didnt, how does law of assumption even exist? how is it possible that a homeless woman can manifest wealth while living in her everyday 3d homeless life? because the 3d never matters. ever. the only thing that matters is who you are being in imagination because that is what constantly is molding the 3d every second.

“but what do i do if the 3d is always in my face?”

1. remember that the 3d is always neutral so whatever happens, doesnt mean anything. it doesnt mean, your getting failing at manifesting. get used to seeing things as neutral. even getting your manifestation is neutral. you are the one adding positive meaning to it. there are even times when “negative” things in the 3d become the actual thing that leads people to their manifestation. an example is a lady’s success story: she was manifesting a better job and in the 3d she lost her current job but that lead to someone recommending her to a higher company since the person knew she lost her previous job. so she experienced something that is usually seen as negative (losing her job) but it caused her to get exactly what she wanted (the better job). this is why we always say: stick to the end, no matter what happens, stay true to what you want in imagination.

2. now that you know everything is neutral, remember that your only job is to assume your desire is fulfilled in imagination only! theres no reason to assume you have it in the 3d if it clearly isnt there. the 3d is neutral and a therefore a dead world. assuming you have something in a dead world is just useless. especially since you know imagination changes the 3d. that means the only goal is to assume its done in imagination and leave the 3d alone! live your normal life in the 3d while knowing its already done in imagination. using the lady’s success story about getting a better job, when she lost her previous job, she had to find another way to pay the bills, but she still stayed true to imagination and remembered she already has her upgraded job. do whatever you need to do in the 3d, feel whatever emotions you have, because the dead world doesnt matter. emotions, actions, etc in the 3d dont matter and remember feelings (angry, depressed, etc) dont manifest. your only job is to know its already done in imagination. since imagination = 3d, of course, by law, the 3d had no choice but to obey imagination where she already had her better job. thats why the 3d reflected that.

kisses, jani ☆

stop focusing on changing the outer without changing the inner first.

“where i go in imagination, i shall go in the flesh as well”

you know your only job is to fulfill the inner self and by law, it will reflect in the 3d. wondering the “how” or “when” is useless because inner self (you) already experienced it! you know inner self (you/imagination) is everywhere, it is the 3d. the 3d is a limited reflection of inner self. so why would you validate yourself by the limited version? why not enjoy your desire in imagination? why not feel satisfied knowing it is expressed internally and therefore as a by product it will reflect in the neutral 3d?

“Imagine a long train, with two people on it. The inner man is the driver, while the outer man is on the last seat. If the inner man takes a sharp right turn and immediately sees a lovely valley, it will take a few seconds of remaining on the same path for the last car to eventually turn as well, and for the outer man to see the valley.” - are you focused on fulfilling the inner man or the outer?

stop giving importance to the neutral 3d when all it does is copies and expresses inner self. the goal is inner fulfillment, not getting 3d results because once there is inner fulfillment, the 3d has no choice but to change. the 3d changing is a byproduct and inner fulfillment is the source of change. if the goal was getting it in the 3d, why do ppl still feel unfulfilled even when they get what they want in the 3d? example: someone manifested dating their sp but she still didnt feel fulfilled in the relationship because she worried all day about whether or not her sp actually liked her. you may get whatever you want in the 3d and you still might not even feel satisfied or fulfilled in it. this is why inner fulfillment is always the key. this is also why the 3d is always neutral and why the 3d never matters when “trying to manifest something”. i put it in quotations because you are always manifesting since your inner self is constantly being expressed whether you like it or not.

remove the 3d from the equation. focus on satisfying inner self. stop getting attached to something that is bound to change either way. live human 3d life knowing its done internally and by law it will reflect. know the 3d is always neutral so whatever happens in there never means anything (3d includes thoughts, emotions, doubts). step yo cookies up and act like the operant power you are! the law is too simple but easily overcomplicated. stop asking so many questions and just satisfy inner self and remove the 3d from the equation.

kisses, jani ☆

Ik people say not to over consume but I’ve been binge reading your posts and they are helping me so much, I’ve actually started applying the law and realized that the 3D doesn’t matter, it’s neutral , what matters is imagination :) It’s such a simple fact but before I feel like I couldn’t understand what that meant until now, so think you sm ❤️

exactly! you explained it perfectly! & your very welcome 🥺🎀🫶🏽

this was the old one:

ⓘ 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖽𝖾𝗌𝗂𝗋𝖾𝖽 𝗌𝖾𝗅𝖿 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝖺𝗅𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗒 𝗅𝗈𝖺𝖽𝖾𝖽, 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗇𝗀𝖾 𝗌𝖾𝗅𝖿 & 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗍 𝖿𝗈𝗅𝗅𝗈𝗐𝗌

☆ 𝐬𝐨𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐬 ☆ 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 ☆ 𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 ☆ 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐬

kisses, jani𖥔

daydreaming vs visualization vs imagination

i was thinking about before i got into the law. you know when you imagine steamy scenarios before you go to bed for fun? i know you know what i mean. i used to do that every night in 2020 (even now) with the same scenario bc it was fun. keep in mind that i didnt know about the law at this point so i obviously didnt intend for it to "manifest". a year ago when i started to understand states, i used to think back to 2020 and wonder why those scenarios didnt manifest since i kept visualizing and imagining the same thing. last week i randomly remembered about how i used to wonder that and i immediately knew the answer: i wasnt changing self.

when i was visualizing/imagining, i wasnt becoming the person who actually knew i was experiencing it. i was not being someone who was experiencing those steamy scenarios. in order words, i was just daydreaming.

daydreaming

in my own words, i think daydreaming is visualizing something while being someone who knows they dont have it. for example: visualizing owning a car while knowing that you dont have it. so you are just visualizing it for fun, not for the purpose of changing self but for the purpose of just experiencing something in imagination (via visualization) just for your own enjoyment. daydreaming is like visualizing for fun, without changing states/self. this "knowing" i talk about is based on what state you are in, so if someone knows they dont have a car, they are in that state.

i think daydreaming is always visualization but visualization is not always daydreaming. daydreaming is for fun, without the intention of "manifesting" or changing states while visualization is changing states whether or not you intent to do so.

so i was visualizing my freaky scenes as the version of me who didnt identify with those freaky scenes (aka daydreaming). i wasnt identifying with it or using it to change self. same thing applies to when i used to repeat positive thoughts 100k times but i didnt identify with them. those are called vain repetitions and can be used to change self but if they just dont change self/states, then it is just daydreaming/vain repetitions. you can change self/states without realizing too which is why i think people put so much power onto techniques by thinking the techniques themselves are doing something, when its only self (imagination/you) that is changed by the techniques. those techniques were the things that consciously or unconsciously made you change self. regardless, self/you will always be the thing manifesting.

realize that regardless of everything, your state/version of you you are being, will always determine the "3d".

visualization ≠ imagination

visualization is a tool to change self / imagination. you can visualize things but that doesnt mean you are identifying with it or accepting it as true. i think of visualization as a smaller form of imagination but its very small compared to imagining/imagination itself.

imagination is what you are (aka self). imagination is not a tool like visualization because you always are operating in imagination since everything is self. you are always being a version of you. you arent always visualizing. visualizing can be daydreaming if you arent visualizing that thing to change self.

when you imagine something in a law of assumption context, imagining = what version of you you are being.

imagination is not limited to visualizing. there are some people in this community who have aphantasia and think they have no imagination and therefore "cant manifest", etc. but they just cant visualize. imagination is not equal to visualization. no matter what type of or stage of aphantasia you have, you will always already be manifesting.

visualizing and thinking without changing self means nothing. changing self means being a new version of you who knows they have (insert whatever desire).

self changes everything

so back to my story, i was just visualizing me and my imaginary bae, i wasnt being the person who was experiencing what i was visualizing. this is why it didnt manifest. i like this idea because that is just more proof that self changes everything, who ever you are being in imagination will express. it also means i have control bc i can daydream anything for fun and control whether or not it expresses bc i dont have to identify with that version of me who is experiencing whatever i am daydreaming.

i hope this makes sense and if it doesnt, dont stress. just focus on changing self, be the version of you that has whatever it is you want. i made this post because its been on my mind and hopefully it can help someone else realize that changing self is all you ever have to do.

kisses, jani ☆

Is it wrong that I want to manifest not paying bills and taxes while owning things like a car, home, phone etc? not just because living in this type economy today but just in general because i’m not AT ALL educated on financial stuff😟

HE-HE-HELL NAW its NOT wrong! whatever you desire, you can manifest and there is no such thing as “right” or “wrong”.

and ive manifested not paying taxes and phones bills bc i def aint paying that 💀 theres nothing wrong about it at all. if anything its good bc we are giving ourselves what we want! 😏🤤

if you didnt understand the “he-he-hell naw” - its just a meme😔

I simply can't get rid of the intrusive thoughts, I can stay in the fulfilled state, but when I look at the 3D I don't see any results, and that makes me question myself.

are you not the operant power? does the 3d dictate you or is it the other way around? why do you care so much about “physical results” if you are beyond the 3d’s results?

you dont need to get rid of intrusive thoughts. if its a mental health issue, do what you need to take care of your mental health. in the loass sense, you just need to be indifferent to these thoughts. they mean nothing. they literally come from the brain, and thats part of the 3d, not limitless self.

“i cant stay in the fulfilled state” 1, 2

“i dont see results” 1

“im questioning myself” 1, 2

what if nothing I do fulfills me :(

you are fulfilled with the idea that nothing fulfills you. you are always fulfilled in something and this idea of “lack” is what limits you and your understanding of the law.

know you are limitless self who gets/experiences anything instantly

satisfy self using techniques (stop focusing on trying to get shit and instead focus on the feeling, the knowing that it really is yours) (and yes this feeling of knowing is possible even when you dont have physical evidence of it)

i also feel like if nothing fulfills you for a specific thing, maybe you are forcing yourself to desire this thing when you rly dont. a lot of times ppl in my dms tell me they arent sure if they want this one thing and thats why they cant feel good while imagining having it. do you really want this thing or not?

either way, focus on yourself. who is the version of you you want to become? be that. take your mind off seeking fulfillment and have fun with techniques and know that once you decide something, its done. thoughts, emotions, etc mean nothing.