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enerday · 1 year
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Other writers self-inserted OCs:
- kind
- artistic
- cute *depending on writer's self-esteem from 6 to 10
- do good deeds
- try to survive
etc
My self-inserted charcter being written specificaly to distract myself from an awful phase of my life:
- no will to live
- scary big something chasing her and she's considering just lie and die/be eaten
- no motivation whatsoever
- constantly rude to her sunshine companion who is often kinda done with her
- has hard times running more than 500 meters/0.3 miles
- needs huge kick in her ass to move plot-relatedly (usually from sunshine companion)
- constantly tired / having a headache / hungry and refusing to eat
Frankly, that story was born in the darkest of my days and I really needed this self-inserted character to express my feelings and pain through her. She does have a great arc (learning how to rely on others and maybe to be not so passive about her death) so it's really not that bad and actually very fun to reread
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enerday · 2 years
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Okay, we all know the "trolls made Hans evil" Frozen theory.
But.
To think about possible alternative scenarios of this theory.
What if he cared for Anna and loved her sincierly but wasn't all good and kind? Yes, he had plans for throne, yes, he's ambitious and manipulative, but still had sincere feelings for Anna?
What if he came to Erendell planning to wed new queen, met Anna, princess and chocolate lover, and fell in love with her, and maybe even thought of her as of his soulmate. And then met Elsa, who was cold, unloving sister for Anna in his eyes, and clearly unfit for the throne. He projected his youngest of 13 brothers complex onto sisters, and decided that Anna deserved more.
Like, so much of "love is an open door" just can not be faked even by someone manipulative. Something like "searching my whoke life to find my own place" and fooling around in the palace and enjoying it, you can't deny the chemistry of "we have siblings but we are lonely in our families", "we kinda crazy the same way" and "then let's just start our own thing together" couple.
So Hans decides that Elsa has to go - not sure how, but maybe some coup? Dethronement for unfit queen? Elsa's clearly unwell, she ought to fuck something up - and she did. Accidents happens - fortunately, people of Erendell have Anna, collected and open-minded, she had such a great opportunity to present herself as a strong leader. If she hadn't followed Elsa.
Well, Elsa presented opportunity herself, she's still evil older sister in his eyes, and can actually hurt Anna. Imprisonement for her works perfectly for later overthrowing with Anna as the future queen.
But then troll magic kickes in. They can't make a good person instantly evil, but they can manipulate his mind a little bit, as they did with Anna. So they change a thing or two - like, increase the scale of his ambitions and reduce his feelings for Anna. So that he could literally kill her.
Because it doesn't make any sense for him to actively try to kill her. He has no rights to claim the throne, even engagement is unofficial. Realistically speaking, there are ought to be distant royal relatives, side branches of family, literally lines of aristoctates ready to claim the throne based on their kinship with either of deceased royal parents. Ready-to-be-engaged with younger princess is not good enough.
So okay, it's fairytale for kids, there are no other pretendents on throne other than Anna's fiance.
Even if he knew that kiss is not gonna work because of lack of feelings, it's not good reason to not pretend to try. They knew each other for literally one evening, no one in their right mind wouldn't be surprised if they don't have deep feelings for each other. Worst case scenario he could blame Anna for not loving him - and it would actually be true cause of Cristoff (she clearly had doubts by the end of the journey). Like literally any other way would fit him better - but he chose the one that assures that Anna would definetely hate him. No sense.
And what if she lives long enough to tell somebody? What if somebody's eavesdropping?
Kid came from the family of 13. He waited for an opportunity even to occure way too long. He masterminds everything and manipulates her into loving him and everyone in Erendell to trust him, and literally made no mistakes in fulfilling his plans, and he suddenly just can't wait for a little bit longer? No sense.
So bottom line, I still can't get over the fact that they want me to believe Love is an open door is just Hans pretending to be nice.
They can't make me believe this is "I'm gonna kill your sister and you" smile.
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Nobody's looking. He doesn't have to play nice.
Don't tell me he's not stunned with her.
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enerday · 2 years
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Found some gifs to summarize
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Just watched The owl house new episode - spoilers ahead
Absolutely loved it
But
WHY THE FUCK CAN'T HUNTER JUST CATCH A BREAK??? WHY THE MOST DAMAGED KID SHOULD SUFFER MORE AND MORE???? HE'S JUST A KID, THEY ALL ARE, MY HEART BROKE SO MANY TIMES OVER THOSE 40 MINUTES, WHAT THE HELL???
Also, loved that there were so many interactions between Hunter and Luz, definetely one of my favourite dynamics in the show. Also, those 5 seconds of Golden Guard being back (kinda) - heck, yeah!
And I don't even mention all the psychological nuances of those children, that was some very delicate work here. That was really some masterpiece. Have a lot more to say, but that would be just a bunch of ramblings over every moment of the episode.
BUT WHY ALL THE SUFFERING?! WHY, DANA, WHY?!!
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enerday · 2 years
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Just watched The owl house new episode - spoilers ahead
Absolutely loved it
But
WHY THE FUCK CAN'T HUNTER JUST CATCH A BREAK??? WHY THE MOST DAMAGED KID SHOULD SUFFER MORE AND MORE???? HE'S JUST A KID, THEY ALL ARE, MY HEART BROKE SO MANY TIMES OVER THOSE 40 MINUTES, WHAT THE HELL???
Also, loved that there were so many interactions between Hunter and Luz, definetely one of my favourite dynamics in the show. Also, those 5 seconds of Golden Guard being back (kinda) - heck, yeah!
And I don't even mention all the psychological nuances of those children, that was some very delicate work here. That was really some masterpiece. Have a lot more to say, but that would be just a bunch of ramblings over every moment of the episode.
BUT WHY ALL THE SUFFERING?! WHY, DANA, WHY?!!
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enerday · 2 years
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Adult life is when you hear the song for the first time in your life which starts with "I woke up with a migrainne and it's driving me insane" and immediatly add it to your playlist because it's so fucking relatable.
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enerday · 2 years
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Oh, it's Howell Jenkins from the book! The fan of Welsh rugby!
Love it so much🥰
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Love giulia_blue for capturing these book scenes
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enerday · 2 years
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my brand
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enerday · 2 years
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That season felt so much more mature in general
All the characters felt like real people to me, I enjoyed thek so much
I love this season make the characters go for different paths and grow up separately. And then, choose each other in a more mature and realistic way.
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enerday · 2 years
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To remind myself from time to time
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F. E. Marie  
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enerday · 2 years
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good things will happen 🧿
things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿
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enerday · 2 years
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STOP the fucking song and back it up to the start we didn't think about the right thing at the right time our head music video is all messed up what the fuck guys come on
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enerday · 2 years
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“This bear dug a sitting pit to watch her favorite duckies”
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enerday · 2 years
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Have you read this webtoon?
First you got 30 episodes of sweet shenanigans, banters, fake dating and funny little jealousy. Something like this:
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And also this:
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..and then suddenly it goes like this:
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...and this...
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...and this:
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And you just can't take this anymore.
I've read a lot tragic manhwas and mangas before, I really have, but I couldn't proceed.
It's pretty easy to read those type of stories about characters who lost it or desperate or deal with something unbearable in their life. And it's really scary to read those stories about characters who smile all the time, hide their pain, have something to live for but they still...well, I can't. This webtoon kinda broke me.
The point beeing, can someone recommend me something light and sweet like the first 30 episodes of "seasons of blossom"?
Update: no, I kinda can't shut up about this. I've been reading seasons of blossom the whole day, sneaking at work to stare at the phone to read a little bit more - CAUSE I WAS ABSOLUTELY SURE IT WILL BE 60 MORE SWEET ROMANTIC CHAPTERS! They really should have put some trigger warning that the whole 2nd season will be about how exactly haemin made this decision!
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enerday · 2 years
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I love those fictional young adult bad guys.
Every time, literally every time it's something like that:
"I'm the bad guy. I kill people, like murder them till they are all dead. Well, not those - it would be messy. Also not those cause they're too low for me to kill them. Oh, there's a child that saw me - I can't kill a child for obvious reasons. Otherwise I'm a monster, a murderer...like the time I met the main character, I killed a lot of people right in front of her so that she would hate me half of the plot line, yeah, or else enemies to lovers won't happen. Of course I had my yet unknown, but obviously almost noble or exusable reasons. But still I'm the bad guy, I kill people. Not this one though, I'm not in the mood for killing."
I swear, it's every time.
So fucking funny.
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enerday · 2 years
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There's something so cozy abouth those old anime... I have no idea who it is, why he's so happy, I have never seen or read anything about this anime.
And I already love this guy. His movements seems so natural, so life-like, those gifs are so smooth, I want to watch them endlessly.
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