I don’t want to be fat and 20

Currently at my highest weight ever and I feel like a failure

Aiming to lose 3 pounds a week for the next few months

<3

i need someone to sew my mouth shut

i am that disgusting

I’ve never felt so disconnected from reality

I’m an awful person

I miss back when I got into all this stuff. Like 2014 Ed tumblr. So much easier to find the shit that actually motivated me. God I miss the aggressively toxic community mixed with loving talk n shit. And now you have to type shit with 90% numbers to find the damn thing you are looking for

POV: me after realizing I can’t be a sкιnny queen if I bιnge everyday

i get bloated so easily now and it feels like my body looks crazy different all the time

i just want to be a little girl again

studying whilst starving is impossible 😭

post binge :/ 😭

i wish tumblr was more chill again 😔