Bpd people, do you ever get when you cry so much you have no tears left and then you just sit there numb and don't feel real anymore?

Is this person actually problematic or am I just looking for signs to run away because of my fear of commitment and my dislike of people?

Hey all !

I'm doing bad again so here I am

The bpd urge to forget and forgive anyone for absolutely anything they have ever done no matter how horrible and abusive they are the moment they're nice to you one time because you must be making it up or just exaggerating it all and you're the bad guy not them

Then the cycle of abuse continues <3

new diagnosis: dissociative identity disorder, post traumatic disorder ++++, severe depression ++++ hahahha let me die now it's good we had a good laugh my jokes are over guys

It's wild to me that people will be like "I'll use work to distract me from my feelings" that will distract you? You don't need 3 substances and the adrenaline of destroying your life to dull your emotions even a little? What a life

1hr ago me was wrong btw

a toxic part of me hopes everyone who has neglected me will feel guilty after i unalive

kinda wanna od. the pretty little pink pills are calling my name and their voices sound heavenly.

I’m sick of going to bed and knowing things won’t be better tomorrow

having bpd, when someone hurts me the pain is too intense. i feel shattered beyond measure. they don’t realize how much it takes out of me to put the pieces back together

it’s shit :,))

enjoying my 3.25 seconds of peace after waking up before all my thoughts and memories log in