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diaryofdarkdevil · 21 days

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diaryofdarkdevil · 2 months

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It's my 2 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

#2 year tumblrversary #tumblr milestone

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diaryofdarkdevil · 8 months

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Evilness isn't dead, just faded. Am not evil, just a sobering darkdevil who live in shadows.

When you feel nothing but forced to breathe and survive, nothing anymore bothers you. Nothing will anyhow bother you.. You don't bother love, lust don't attract u anymore, no one's charm is appealing u anymore. I wonder where this is driving me into. I ponder whether it is fine or not. Million thoughts in my head affecting and building the heaviness in my heart. A ruined bitch who lives in complete darkness. No soul to open my locked up coffin. The key to my coffin is lost and buried long gone... If u find my grave, u can still see my bloody bones breathing to death..

- Nandhini Chithra 🥀🖤

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diaryofdarkdevil · 8 months

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My Dead Feelings Over Sex

I couldn't mourn,

My tears are drained.

The survival instinct is no more,

I couldn't feel it in me anymore.

The touches, the kisses, the smooches, the cuddles, the hugs,

Became just an action for me,

And meant nothing to me.

My cheeks skinny,

My lips pale,

My eyes exhausted,

My chin emotionless,

My breasts like a dead land,

Vast and nothing to feel,

My whole skin lost its essence to feel.

I wanna drink to death,

Smoke and to be death or,

To the least wanna be

Dead of hemlock.

Like a wandering bat in the dark,

I wandered along the darkness of my life,

Aimlessly and losing the sex emotions.

I wonder, what am I now?

I ponder, where I belong?

But for sure, I know-

that I destine to die,

In my labyrinth of aches.

- Nandhini Chithra 🥀🖤

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diaryofdarkdevil · 9 months

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Thank you to everyone who got me to 50 likes!

More to travel through my words🥀🖤

50✨

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diaryofdarkdevil · 9 months

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Where there is no way back there will be the longing of the past to reverberate in the present... 🥀🖤

Do not hope for me,

For am raped and ruined,

Do not wait for me,

For am not coming back.

Do not long for me,

For I wanna be forgotten.

I wanna be lost,

Into the deepest woods.

I wanna be buried,

Covered by the dried leaves.

So deep down to the earth,

I wanna disappear and still my breath.

Aging with my aches and solitude,

Am into the labyrinth of nothingness.

For am a lost lunatic,

With dreaded dreams.

Am a no longer belonging,

To even to the trash.

Am just an invisible orphan

Who wanna die amidst of nothingness.

- Nandhini Chithra 🥀🖤

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diaryofdarkdevil · 9 months

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And she said,

"I fear, I fear, what if the dried roses shed tears, it will be sufferingly beautiful."

And I replied,

"They have already shed and enjoyed the beautification of tears."

- Nandhini Chithra🥀🖤

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diaryofdarkdevil · 9 months

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Dear Death,

I cut my hand,

See my blood,

Wanna die in my bed,

'cause no one knows my pain.

I wanna cry till my tears flood,

I wanna die to my empty breath,

'cause no one knows my pain

Wandering in the streets-

lonely at nights,

like tramp as or as an orphan,

I wanna die,

'cause no one knows my pain.

As a damsel in distress,

I wanna cry,

Aches of thousand deaths

I wanna die,

'cause no one knows my pain,

Only you do.

- Nandhini Chithra 🥀🖤

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diaryofdarkdevil · 9 months

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In a night like this with a beautiful sight,

We are engaged to each other,

In a night like this you wanna me -

to be your bride till you die,

But it was later I realized,

Your words were written in the shore-

of sands and the waves gently washed

'em all leaving me to be drowned.

The rhythm of our love tuning sadness,

My verses reverberate the melancholy,

Of my demised smile and the ruined tears,

The wings of my heart withered and naked,

The songs of my bossom rewinds your kisses,

The symphony of my lips faded its beauty,

Your touches and smooches wrecking my memory,

In a far lost corner of my ocean of aches,

Your demised warmth still embrace.

When our things did deeply fall apart,

You slowly walked in your path,

Leaving me in the arms of solitary,

Knowing that it's your only arms-

That I always swoon to die,

In a weary silence into your chest,

That's where I dwell and that's-

where I long to breath my final air,

Looking you in the eye,

And finding my solace with a silent goodbye.

- Nandhini Chithra 🥀🖤

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diaryofdarkdevil · 9 months

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The smile is coffined,

With tears eyes entwined,

His words was washed away,

By the waves of the sea.

Sorrows penetrate the aches,

Heart whirling with the miseries,

Committing sins as a corpse,

Finally dead and wrapped.

The aroma of sadness-

is what I wander for,

In a deserted island-

The solitary is what I forage for.

Blinding the eyes with suffering,

Calming the heart with enduring,

Walking with the palcebo of hope,

Drowning apart with lamenting heart.

- Nandhini Chithra 🥀🖤

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diaryofdarkdevil · 9 months

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If anything have the ability to suffocate my heart, I'll blindly go for it.

To be dead is an urge, like alcoholics have for alcohol and druggist have for drugs.... It's that one urge beating my heart...

- Nandhini Chithra🥀🖤

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diaryofdarkdevil · 9 months

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I wish I could cry so that it feels less heavy straight in my chest.

No one betrayed me than my own tears. My life is full of untold cries and unheard screams with void in my head and labyrinth of suffering drowning me. I know I'll end one day abruptly...

- Nandhini Chithra🥀🖤

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diaryofdarkdevil · 10 months

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Little by little losing myself,

Unknown is the day,

To be finally silenced,

To be dead and gone.

Heart delicate as the cloud,

Happiness locked up in coffin,

melancholy surrounds my tears,

Eyes shedding blood of fears.

Crumbling wall of my heart,

Depressed and falling apart,

Babbling voices of the mind,

Shattering and making me blind.

- Nandhini Chithra 🥀🖤

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diaryofdarkdevil · 10 months

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Oh rain!

Let's share our pain,

And cry together in vain.

Dear Rain,

Let's talk the wave of aches

And smile at chillness it makes.

Dear rain,

Talk to my scars

Touch them with your paws

Oh rain!

Share with me your sadness

Let's together get into the wilderness.

Sweet rain,

Let's dance with each other,

Fathoming sorrows together.

- Nandhini Chithra🥀🖤

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diaryofdarkdevil · 10 months

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Abandoned and lost, but alive

Betrayed and faked, still breathing,

Like a crushed narcissus,

The heart tampered and crumbled.

Deceived by the stars in life,

Standing in the edge of a knife,

With the bloating bleeding smile,

Blood drooping over a mile.

The sky of mania curves a smile,

Scars of the lips talks the nostalgia

Final moments with the closing eyes,

Final drop of blood quenched the thirst.

- Nandhini Chithra 🥀🖤

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diaryofdarkdevil · 10 months

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Nothing excites me anymore, it's literally nothing and no one. They say it's all in the head, but it's all in the words. People realize things too late that they lose the chance of celebrating as theirs anymore. Am too flattered by the tragedies of my life, that if any unforseen events happen, I be like a numb; and then suddenly death excites me...

- Nandhini Chithra🥀🖤

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diaryofdarkdevil · 10 months

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Nowadays I cry for the reason unknown, only if my pillow who witnesses my tears had arms, it will roll me into its warmth and would never let me fade away like an ash from its saddening grip. If a rope could suffocate the throat, my sufferings suffocate my soul, and it may lose its ability to live anytime now and anytime then... But still I need to go on and on.... And moving forward is the real hardest part of surviving..... Disclosing the heavy breaths with no point in living means to die every second you live.

- Nandhini Chithra 🥀🖤

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