○♡Chaotic Academia♡○

Chaotic Academia things:

Top button undone, creased shirts, messy hair, learning curse words in Latin, scratching your favorite Shakespeare quotes into your desk, procrastinating and pulling all-nighters, unsent handwritten letters, screwed up paper, melted candles, notes, paper and pens sprawled messily over the desk, cold coffee, muddy boots, untied laces, wearing a suit one day and t-shirt and jeans the next, marker stains on your hands or shirt, color coded notes, but code is always changing, checking out more books than you can carry, reading banned literature, losing pens, pencils and highlighters regularly, intense obsessions that last a few weeks but consume your soul, spacing out in class but loving to learn, using shot glasses to drink tea, skipping lessons to visit abandoned castles, drinking cheap spirits but expensive wine, early morning serious discussions about literature, yet adding slang and swearing, miss-matched socks, odd shoes, studying on the floor, books sprawled messily about..

sleeping naked is great and all... until you forget to close your curtains and give a free show to your neighbours

Another difficult night. I have PMDD and I'm heading into the Bad Times, which is always when my cravings in general go off the charts.

Today I ate half a can of sweetened condensed milk with a spoon. Yes. I'm admitting that. Yes that's.... that sure... is a thing I did.

But I want a smoke so bad 😩🍃

So then I grilled up a steak

And had so much coffee

And way too many naps

And two showers

Is this healthy coping? Ehhhhhh I'm gonna say given the circumstances, and the deep ends I've gone off in the past, this is an admirable.... uh... effort.

I'm trying

And I haven't had that smoke yet.

I love watching all the different practices but I noticed that no one talk about like doing magic just because you can.

I like to create little trinkets that will cheer people up and leaning them in funny places or curse and hexes toward people who litter.

Is anyone else doing it? Just bringing good fortune or bad fortune to people you don’t even know?

Touchstarved is a new addition to my fandom found family

(After playing the demo and listening to behind the scenes with the devs interview)

I'm glad they are getting the love and support they deserve on their own creation...they legally own now. 😤😍

I will be buying merch from them! And donating because I want this game to be developed as soon as possible.

Mhin will be my seventh emo child I adopt after Felix (last legacy), minato (p3), Virgil(sanders sides), levi(obey me), rory(lucifer), and idia(tw). They're the embodiment of "don't touch me I'm lethal and will use it to my advantage." Like a feral kitten with zoomies trying to get their prized toys which is a decent conversation with someone. A hunter that is welcome to hunt me down to get their cloak back.

Kuras got me on my knees with his healing touch. *not sexually* I mean he lit a fire in me to the point I want to see him go feral every time I toss and turn to see his true colors. His design screams "I'm the sun your a speck of dust not sit and let me observe you." Kind but aloof. Gentle but stern. Calm but will be feral if necessary. Another reason to follow him till the end of time.

Vere is THAT asshole, dick of a friend. Best friend? Frenemy?! Doesn't matter his deal I want to rile him up. Make his fur stand on end when he feels my MC's presence walk into the same room he's in just to say nothing to him and walk out. I want to fight him. Lovingly where he respects me to some degree to which were on first name basis. Bark or hiss at him at random to throw him off. Vibes are "I'll throw you across this room if you don't stop grabbing for my tail."

Ais is a hot pepper. You look at his whole design and see "Stop looking or be my guest I could care less." A man who gives you no second glance. Tames beasts. Punches a dirtbag for you because he felt like it. Named a dog demon princess.....I would like to buy him a drink. Will physically cling to him to ask him how his day went. Would make him laugh by tripping and falling to just see his reaction. Yep, that's what I was hoping for and I want more.

Leander is a wannabe hero figure/leader sort of. A man of taste in magical affairs. Could standoff as a "great smile just don't fall for the shine." Lends you a firm hand but is smooth like butter. Hype man. Heavy drinker and fighter. He a wingman but in the wrong way to where he ends up with the person we wanted to woo. Up to all kinds of shenanigans unless rent paid then he parties. I need his good luck charms to earn a lucky night out with him. Tell me everything!

Still will wait two years for this game. Want the devs to go at their own pace to not be overwhelmed. Have to redraw my oc. Love the story and how the devs said all the characters are doomed either way no matter the bad or good endings. All five individuals will be chaos. It's a case of will I make them worse or better.Instead the alternative is to make them realize you will never leave their side no matter what. Lots of death and gore. Finally! Finally!! Like a villain (mainly monsters) story where we have toxic characters and don't automatically make them good just because but actually dive into the lore and help them break a curse or live with it. Redemption? Possibly?! Althouh, I want to help them show their true colors and what their capable of even if it leads directly to a dead end. These five have no idea what's coming for them...I've ranted enough for today. Bye!

my birthday is in a month and i'm incredibly excited for it. it's a blessing to be turning 28 when i thought i'd never make it past 21.

Technomagick vs Technomancy vs Techpaganism vs Cyberwitchcraft etcetcetc

Fellow practitioners of magick,

I am conducting research for a book about the use of technology in magickal practices, and I would like to ask for your opinions on a matter. Specifically, I am wondering if "technomagick" is a viable umbrella term that would include the practices of technomancy, technopaganism, technoshamanism, and cyberwitchcraft.

I have seen the term "technomancy" used as a catch-all phrase, but its etymology would suggest it is primarily concerned with forms of divination that make use of technology. This has led to some confusion about what terms are appropriate to use when discussing these practices.

As practitioners of various magickal traditions, I would love to hear your thoughts on this matter. Do you believe that "technomagick" is a useful term to describe these practices, or do you prefer another term? And if so, what term do you think would be most appropriate?

Please note that I am not able to give away the core subject of my book at this time, but I am happy to discuss this topic further and answer any questions you may have. 

Thank you in advance for your input!"

sometimes I miss nsfw tumblr

“Chaos me” Artworks by Juniistuff

Why sleep when you can procrastinate… so here is Danny in his senior year with curly hair cause I felt like it.

Evilness isn't dead, just faded. Am not evil, just a sobering darkdevil who live in shadows.

When you feel nothing but forced to breathe and survive, nothing anymore bothers you. Nothing will anyhow bother you.. You don't bother love, lust don't attract u anymore, no one's charm is appealing u anymore. I wonder where this is driving me into. I ponder whether it is fine or not. Million thoughts in my head affecting and building the heaviness in my heart. A ruined bitch who lives in complete darkness. No soul to open my locked up coffin. The key to my coffin is lost and buried long gone... If u find my grave, u can still see my bloody bones breathing to death..

- Nandhini Chithra 🥀🖤

I personally think that sucking on some tits would cure me from everything

Bah

I was supposed to get my sobriety tattoo tomorrow, which would announce the first day of the rest of my life of no smoking or drinking

That was my giant fancy over arching paladin level oath I had decided on, after a decade of relapsing and struggling

Just got a message saying my artist isn't available, and to reschedule for next week

And for the average person these things are fine. I didn't even have a pinned down appointment just hope,

But I really wanted it to be by new years. I wanted to start January 1st with this tattoo and make big over arching broadly generalized pledges and start the imaginary "year" (for what truly is time and space but a concept within our minds and a schedule society follows?) Sober

What's stopping me from just doing it without the tattoo?

The excuse not to.

Addiction is a bitch and a fiend that is baffling and beyond the control of the mind at times, and the demon that lives within me sees an excuse to toss this next week away just because I can't have what I want precisely as I wanted it or planned it.

Ha... fuckin hell.

This year I will do more of the following:

Paint my nails with glitter and different colours

Worship Eris Discordia in my glittery Book of Chaos.

Cry at movies

Embrace the autism in me

Just be unapologetically me and fuck everyone who thinks I should keep myself hidden and quiet and palatable for people who spend no effort on understanding me in return.

Moar glitter everywhere

read all the books

Things don't always seem good and it might get worse, and sometimes it's okay to give up...not me tho I'd rather bleed and die than give up <3

I've lived with my partner for two weeks now and learning to exist in the same place as someone is wild. I lived with my family before this, but they weren't caring or respecting of my space or time. To go from a space where I was so disrespected to a space where I'm cared for and loved is wild. It's so different, but it's a good different.