i’m gonna kinda ramble for a min
summers coming up and i’m so fucking scared, i have self esteem issues year round but i feel so so genuinely disgusting looking. like all i wear normally are pajamas so i have no idea what im gonna wear this summer. i also think im starting to develop stretch marks alongside my self harm scars on my thighs. i don’t even understand it because the last time i was weighed i was around 107-110 and im 5’0 feet tall, so why is my body shaped the way it is when my weight is supposed to be healthy for my height??? i don’t understand at all. i don’t even like my face so what am i gonna do this summer?? im more emo/alternative and i live in a kinda small town anyways so i get stared at every time i leave my house so i can’t imagine how bad its gonna be this summer. im so anxious i dont know what to do
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