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collarbones-and-tombstones · 2 years

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I reckon this is my attempt at spoken word poetry. Kind of cringe but oh well. I've never been into writing or poetry of any sort but I went with the impulse. I'd appreciate if someone would listen to even part of this. I hope none of you can relate but I know the ones this falls upon probably would.

Content warning for eating disorders and self harm.

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collarbones-and-tombstones · 2 years

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I ate too much yesterday but I was still in a deficit. A new change in meds makes me extra sleepy which means I'm less likely to exercise. Maybe it will mean I'm less likely to eat too.

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collarbones-and-tombstones · 2 years

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I definitely want a little bit of muscle, so my ugw may change. I want to be very very lean with abs. I did some ab work and I'll be going for a night time run (or walk) here in a little. I really should do some strength training tonight too.

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collarbones-and-tombstones · 2 years

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Back on my bullshit 💙💜💚

Start date: March 14, 2022

Height: 5'8

Starting weight (for this go around): 155.4 lbs (23.6 BMI)

Cw: 142.6 lbs (21.6 BMI)

Gw1: 140 lbs (21.3 BMI)

Gw2: 130 lbs (19.8 BMI)

Gw3: 118 lbs (17.9 BMI - Underweight)

UGW: 110 lbs (16.7 BMI)

I really don't know if my UGW is where I want to be, and I plan to gauge it on how I look at the time.

I know my quick weight lost the last 2 weeks has to be water weight and food weight, so it will slow.

I've been averaging a 2,000 calorie deficit for the last week. Thats 4 lbs per week. I could literally get to my goal weight in 8 weeks at this pace (likely unobtainable but whatever).

#male ed #anorexik #manspo #over exercising #anareckzic #EDNOS #anorexsick #anarexsick

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collarbones-and-tombstones · 4 years

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I'm underweight. Finally. I've been fasting for 54 hours so far. I don't know if I want to eat or not.

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