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cindyeer · 3 years
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Deep thoughts/Journaling this weird life phenomena.
In order to gain a hopeful future, I had to loose everything that meant to me, just to start over and restore my hope.
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cindyeer · 3 years
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Minuscule yet not so.
Extraordinary
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cindyeer · 3 years
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A sense of threat at the idea of being alone.
I don’t know how to act.
Impulsive.
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cindyeer · 3 years
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Feeling?
Self-sabotaging
Sad
Insecure
Unattractive
Crazy
Psychotic
Stupid
Lonely
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cindyeer · 3 years
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I miss my other half.
I feel empty.
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cindyeer · 3 years
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Unable to process this nightmare
Can you help me out?
Or am I a lost cause?
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I had the oddest dream ever, it gave me a sense of outlook into my life like a window gazing through so clearly. My physical body attached to the bed and no longer breathing. A voice came to me and I recalled it saying
You’re not ready yet...
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Dropped my lightweight body to my physical body.
Feeling spooked and awakened,
Like a rebirth,
Came to this world not knowing but here I am.
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cindyeer · 3 years
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Self check
Don’t know how else to use my energy, gonna journal done some thoughts and feelings.
Feelings?
-tired
-sad
-angry
-unworthy
-insecure
-anxious
What triggered my night episode of sadness?
-probably the idea of an unsupportive lover.
-probably the fact that they never engaged the way I would have wanted
-probably the fact that I’m anxious to move forward in the relationship
How did you respond to the episode ?
- isolated
- cut socialization time for that irritable moment
- thought of things I shouldn’t have thought of on the road.
- angry and yelled
What is your point for this feeling?
-family ain’t shit, please understand I’m coming from a different upbringing and a sense of violated family relationships.
-no trust in self or people
-I feel anxious that I’ll self sabotage my own relationship because I hate the idea of family or anything in particular at times.
-feeling afraid to no longer be loved or wanted by the meaningful relationships created
-get my mind off it and think about what I want and need
- I want to express
What do you need right now?
-happiness within inside and out and trustworthy relationships
This song gives me chills, many memories attached. Gives me
Hope?
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cindyeer · 4 years
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cindyeer · 7 years
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Hey guys!!! First time making a pro design, please enjoy!!! :DD
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cindyeer · 7 years
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Since our winter has been so warm, we’ve had lots of rain. 
Here’s one classic sunny yellow raincoat, and one navy blue belted raincoat to keep you dry this lukewarm and wet El Niño winter!
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cindyeer · 7 years
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