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christiecandor · 27 days

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Random cats when I'm out love to flock to me for some reason ... This cute little asshole made me love him, trying to follow me home two days in a row, almost getting hit by cars, making me save him, then loving on me just like this right before returning to his owners two doors down 😅😭

#cat whisperer #or maybe just a cat mark #Jackson Galaxy still got nothing on me #cats > humans

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christiecandor · 1 month

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BPD culture is distractions. this is a distraction. tumblr is a distraction. music is a distraction. tv is a distraction. friends are a distraction. you're a distraction. everything is a distraction from my thoughts and the constant pain. but there's triggers in so many of the distractions anyway, and the pain never goes away.

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christiecandor · 2 months

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I will NOT tone down my anger for you. I’ve spent a lifetime biting my tongue in the face of mistreatment and I’ll be damned if I ever let that happen again.

#feral #borderline personality disorder #bpd #anger #fed up with humanity #misanthrope

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christiecandor · 2 months

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i miss when you could make political art without placing personal identity (and the self) at the center of everything

#exactly why I'm so over this site for the most part #i only come back for newish Rick and Morty content #done putting myself out there for a bunch of narrow-minded hacks #I'm an “alphabet person” and a leftist #and this hellsite makes me tired of being either #fucking SJWs #and the fat liberation assholes? WHAT A JOKE

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christiecandor · 3 months

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christiecandor · 3 months

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@fatphobiabusters, Having a Nicki Minaj moment.

Hoe, get a job (because you have NO talent- that's why you spend your sad time doing this shit)

#nicki minaj #fatphobiabusters is a fat hypocrite #this ain't the oppression Olympics #hoe #fat jobless ugly hoes are mad at the truth not my candor #good job proving my point about your hypocrisy #if i had a nickel for every overweight jealous hoe that decided I was the enemy for not experiencing their brand of body shaming #I'd be one rich muthafuckin bitch

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christiecandor · 3 months

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Lashing out doesn't get you your way. You've been more angry and volatile and understand why, but fucking Hell attacking your followers and mutuals left and right isn't the way to go. I just heard how you treated a mutual who's afraid to be online because of their rapist even? What the fuck Christie.

Hmm, you should take take your own advice. Very poor job trying to pretend to be someone else, sweetsbunni, since you're the only one mad, and I attacked no one. If I feel that people don't appreciate something I post, I have every right to delete it, AND feel some way and vent about it. I hope you know I reported all of these dumb little asks of yours. Absolutely ridiculous. I'm leaving this site because of asshats like you. So much for being fair to people, huh? This site is full of hyper little hypocrites like you, and I'm just so done.

Those of you that wish to keep in touch, PM me.

I don't have the spoons to deal with this bullshit anymore

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christiecandor · 3 months

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I'm saying it here because it needs shouting publicly. SOD THOSE PEOPLE who seem to have WAY too much time in their hands. Your art is so good and HOW DARE SNIVELLING LITTLE ANON COWARDS make you feel bad about it, risking your creativity being shielded from the world.

Sorry I forgot about answering this one! It's been like a month, I'm sorry 😭

It was sitting there under the recent harassment I got, and it helped me for a second time 🥲

You've been a great friend on here, I can't thank you enough! 🫶

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christiecandor · 3 months

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IDK your problem but this is pretty immature.

Says the one filling my inbox with bullshit accusations because I decided to stop engaging with it. Sorry for what happened to you, but you need to stop being such a child about it. Lashing out at those that supported you.

I'm venting like anyone else publicly on this site, you're targeting and harassing people. Get professional help

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christiecandor · 3 months

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I cannot believe you shamed a victim of rape for barely being online anymore when their abuser is in the same space. That's disgusting.

Sweetsbunni, thanks for proving I was 100% right on blocking you. I never shamed you for being raped, like you're claiming in my asks that you're now using to harass me. You're the one stalking them and making it everyone else's problem. I'm done. You're disgusting. Real victims need support and your behavior makes it worse for them. Fuck all the way off

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christiecandor · 3 months

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Fucking deleted my last post because you assholes can vote on shit but not reblog or like it, fuck you

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christiecandor · 3 months

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disappointment

synecdoche, new york (2008) dir. charlie kaufman // autobiography of red by anne carson // bojack horseman, 3.07 // the long and short of it by richard siken // fallen angels (1995) dir. wong kar-wai

#this phenomenon has been the bane of my existence #bpd problems #bpd thoughts #why i identify as a misanthrope #but also why I'm brutally honest #I'm trying to save everyone the time and heartache especially myself

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christiecandor · 3 months

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#THIS #FUCKING THIS #I've been working with the poor community of years and as one of them #privileged people like to pretend we don't exist #they hate you because you remind them how much of their fortune is extreme luck and birth lottery #the industrial prison complex is 100% driving this #this is all a plan to enslave all the poorest and least supported people for their comfort and convenience

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christiecandor · 3 months

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#truer words have never been spoken #fuck leftists #but not because I disagree with the goal #your tactics are all wrong #staunch leftist #socialist #Communist if i could trust people more

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christiecandor · 3 months

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Gone for the last couple of days since the fucking gestapo threw me in prison for pushing my landlord out of my face making false accusations at me for daring to assert my tenant rights, in which those self-hating jackbooted cunts in there stripped, sexually assaulted me, and then threw me in a cell without shoes or a place to lie down, because i protested it after getting attitude for asking about it.

Nevermind she'd scratch me much worse in the process, and the staff had been antagonizing me since I got here, stealing, harassing, abusing, and gaslighting just like the family I had just escaped from- who BTW placed false police reports to get me legally removed from their home leaving me homeless at the height of the pandemic, June 2020, in retaliation for trying to protect the rest of them from my grandfather.

And so I can't stop thinking about how when my grandfather bashed my head in with a rusty metal dishrack in which i needed 5 staples in my skull, I got no victim witness much less any legal or mental support, he got one day in jail and 1 anger management seminar. He didn't even have to be in a cell because "oh what a charming old man" thought those brainless fucking pigs. Everyone always thinks I'm exaggerating, but I came across the pictures and even though that was 2011, I need people to see them now because my life has yet to get better since.

#but I'm the monster for fantasizing daily about burning them all alive while they sleep #anyone that tells you they go easier on women is fucking blind deaf and dumb #if this were feudalism I'd have a headless landlord #depression posting #fuck the police #suicidal #bpd problems #complex ptsd #mental health #mental illness #actually oppression #goth #oppression #fascist fucks #anarchy #burn it all #witch

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christiecandor · 4 months

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I will never get people that fight so hard to be considered part of an oppressed minority when they're clearly not, and not only that but think that just not being considered part of a specific social group is oppression. Like ma'am, you're ranting at your supposed allies more about "being oppressed" by them for not accepting you than about our actual oppressors for literally killing us and keeping us disempowered with policy and police.

Honestly, if you're focused on any form of oppression without addressing capitalist greed and the massive wealth gap and the political systems that keep those in place, you're wasting everyone's time, except the oppressors- who love when we fight amongst each other.

Ok that's my rant for today. Really came to Tumblr to get away from this bullshit, but here i am 😖

#look i have nothing against aces or aros #just sick of so many trying to make this argument to me as if I'm not bi and completely understand what it means to not be LGBTQAI+ accepted #part of bisexuality for many includes ace or aro cycles #but cishet men that don't believe in romance are not oppressed #miss me with that shit #random rant

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christiecandor · 4 months

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SOUND UP

https://youtu.be/enYdAxVcNZA?si=4n8h44nLADvnM-z1

#SOUND ON & UP #videos that make it hard not to smile #marc rebillet #youtube #my original gifs #depression posting

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