the gang is all here! (photo taken oct. 3rd, 2020)

̴t̴h̵e̶.̸d̶a̶r̴k̴.̶d̷r̷e̴a̶m̵ it happened again i had the dream it was exactly the same as last time as usual i'm in my childhood bedroom but everything is dark i can't tell the floor from the walls from the ceiling there is a hollow feeling in my stomach in the room it's cold i head through my door and into the hallway it is exactly the same as my childhood house but dark now and cold and hollow the doors are all locked i try to move but i am so heavy my limbs and body feel sluggish i think i'm sinking into the floor it feels like a black tar is pulling me under there is an awful noise coming from below i have no choice but to go downwards i see a bright light the sound grows louder and louder as i approach and then

i wake up and it's all over no closure no resolution

it always freaks me out so much it feels real like i don't know that its a dream when it's happening do you ever get that? you probably think i'm crazy

anyway just needed to talk about it i guess i'll call you later

goodbye

d̸̦͎̳̬͘r̫̗͚̰̼̤̰e̴͙̩͔̕a͟҉͓̣m͎̹͇̺̯̟͞ ̸̱̝d͙͓̖͔̤͝ę̝͘s̷̢̩̭͍̟͎͎̼͞i̦̙ģ̧̹̭̰̰ͅn̶҉͖͉e̬͉̜̹͉r̶̡̥̳̯͈͕̻̼

p̴̳̲͓ap̫̰a͚,̵͖̺̠̳̣̹ ̩͕̲̮̻ͅw̸͕̯̞̮̩̹h̺a̻̫̹͘t͎̺̘̩̣̫͚'͉̯͈͇s̢̜̮̼̩ ̣̘̳̹ͅm̧͔̪͔̺̥̮u͖̬͉̖͡s͚̣̳̱̗͎̝i̧̻c̲͍̦̮̯̤̫͟?͙͜

always hungering, never satisfied.

‘the pig’ from ‘just another day’ by mpalma/chicken.services (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0l0jsDRBIcw)

my dreams have been strange lately

when you close your eyes, does it feel like you’re f̵̛͖̱͆̍̓͜ą̵̨̢̞̮̄͜͜l̴͖̐̇̆͋͒̏̕͝l̶͓͉͍̄̾̌̐̔̅̄͑ḭ̸̛̝͓̦̻̯̆̅͑n̶̼̹̣̜̰̐̓g̸̘̜̀̅̀̾̇͋̈ͅ?