call me Charlie/Chuck, Polyblank, Stanley, or whatever avatar you see me wearing✨plural✨🏳️🌈he/him or it/its🏳️⚧️VRChat name: CharlieGamerCurrent Icon: A pic I took in VRChat as my Mr Plant avatar looking out the windowCurrent Header: A picture I took in a plant-themed room in VRChat, wearing my avatar I made of Argos from The World of Mr Plant
havent posted in a while, so have one of my tiktoks ive made recently:
[Start Video Description: “Fallen Down(Reprise)” from Undertale plays in the background. Slide 1- Argos, a humanoid with multiple eyes, is making a heart with his fingers off to the right side of the frame. A narrator reads out the text, “Argos wanted to take a sweet photo.” Slide 2- Mr Plant, a humanoid with a flowerlike plant for a head, is doing a thumbs-up to the left side of the frame. The same narrator reads out the text, “However, Mr Plant misunderstood the objective.” End of Description.]
i post more on my tiktok than anywhere else, so if you want to see more model stuff (and eventually my own series) feel free to follow me @/charlie_gamerdude
Today is a good day, model-wise; I figured out how to properly get stuff from the Steam Workshop without us breaking our back trying to separate every part of the model to texture it.
Turns out it’s way easier than we thought. Thank you, Crowbar, lol.
It has been a long time of learning Blender and Unity and about models, so to finally be this far is truly wonderful.
We can finally make some avatars we have really wanted to for the longest time.
i’ve used this blog to complain/rant about vrchat a lot but i saw something that made me happy instead
i was on google looking for pictures of mandela catalogue avatars, and i found some pics ppl took of avatars i made for the fandom!!! it made me so happy :’)
y’know, i get not liking the Fredina/Frenni’s Nightclub models for stylistic or frequency-of-viewing reasons… but with some people i begin to question whether they hate the models themselves or they hate femme bodies, because i’ve met both types of people and the latter sucks way more.
I made the majority of the FNAF Bully avatars in VRChat first.
Brad, Chuck, Ron, and Theo are not friends with Chris Bryant.
The user Vegas-gamer- is a manipulative asshole who turned people against me just because I didn’t accept his guilt-tripping and verbal abuse. He also insulted my irl face, alongside two people who i thought i could trust(edit: whom i have since forgiven), and continues to be an overall pest even though he “left” the game.
Vegas-gamer- fucking flipped out at me just because i got upset he started trying to copy (to a T) an avatar i had made for a friend of mine, and he proceeded to show he only reaped benefits from the models i sent/made for him while he has zero respect for me as a person.
him asking me for the model i had made for a friend:
his bullshit while I WAS AT WORK:
did i get upset? yes. rightfully so. he’s only continued proving how much he doesn’t respect or care about me and doesn’t understand why i am upset and why i wont apologize to him.
edit 2: Two more things (under the cut bc they mention sensitive subjects [abuse and p*doph*lia])
I shouldn’t have to clarify this, but here we are again, with people spreading slander that they don’t understand how harmful it is.
I also shouldn’t have to state this, but I am a survivor of abuse and- as a child from other children and from adults, as a teen from other teens and from adults, and as an adult from other adults.
I never, ever, EVER want anyone else to EVER suffer any of that, ESPECIALLY BY MY OWN HAND. I am not an evil person, and it shouldn’t have to take me explaining that I was used and abused by people (and by p*doph*les) for people to understand that.
Stop slandering me.
Insult my appearance all you want, but just. Stop insinuating I’m an evil and twisted person, both in general and just because you hate me.
It’s disgusting, manipulative, and lying, and you know it.
finally learned how to make toggles thanks to one of my dearest friends :’)
here’s my shoddy video showing it off!
(song in bg - “He’s a Scary Bear” by Fandroid [instrumental], map used in video - ScrinnodStudio’s FNAF 2 Roleplay Map)
sorry for bad mic quality. i used my pc mic instead of my good mic or headset mic, since i was laying down and didn’t want to have to sit in my chair (which hurts my back after a while).
to elaborate more on my feelings in regards to the reblog i did before this post, here’s my rant regarding my artwork, avatars, and other creative forms of expression i have done.
i get my creations may look “”cursed”” to you, but i’ve heard it so much that it just fucking hurts. i’m a living being with feelings, and even if you don’t like what i make, i’d appreciate it if you wouldn’t fucking tell me every time you hate something i’ve created and/or worn.
do i make intentionally shitposty avatars/artworks/etc. sometimes? yes. but is that the majority of my creations? NO!
unless it’s something i made for somebody specific, my art and creations are made for ME. i don’t give a fuck if that sounds self-centered. guess what- it’s not.
i’m not a machine who is there to just pump out avatars/creations. i have been putting more and more work and time and effort into my works as time has gone on, and i am ill and exhausted by every single goddamn comment- out loud and/or via text -about how “cursed” you think it is.
i have made a new rule that is being put into effect RIGHT. NOW. any and all avatars i have made public in VRChat that have been shown disrespect are going to be set to private. and anybody who says any sort of shit that disrespects my creations(unless i know them personally)? hard blocked.
i have had enough. my emotions, my time, my effort, my sweat, blood, and tears have gone into creations i have made, be it for creations or just posting, and i refuse to tolerate being berated and humiliated any longer.
i don’t care if you hate/unfollow me. just show yourself the door and don’t say a word.
thank you your time.
ETA: i’m not saying i don’t accept criticism. i’m saying i don’t want unnecessary, hurtful comments that disregard any and all effort and time and care i put into my creations.
The internet is so fucking weird to artists who make anything interesting "thanks! I hate it" "this is cursed" "i love this but i hate this" you realize some people aren't drawing memes all the time right and art can be a medium of expressing complex feelings and writing off ppls expressions as a joke is so weird i hate meme poisoned weirdos