I'm restarting ✨ /srs (please read)

I've decided to quit this blog. I won't be deleting it, but I will be logging out and changing the password + email to something crazy so I won't be able to log in again. I can't fucking stand this blog. I'm not sorry. This blog is officially an archive, hope you all can understand.

Please DM me on this blog if you want to follow me on my other blog we will have to be following each other for you to message me. So mutuals only lol.

There's a billion reasons I hate this blog, the biggest one being sys/discourse. That shit has destroyed the reason I joined in the first place; to cope.

It's going to be more of a hobby than anything else now, on my new blog I'm stil anti endo lmao, but it WILL NOT be centered around sys/discourse.

I hope this makes sense, I love you all /p /g I'm just SO mentally unwell right now.

I'm going to be tagging beings I think might be interested, I'm sorry if this is annoying lmao.

@vapour-ofthe-moon @klyntarix @melodymogai @the-cicada-system @cay-crayz @chronicallyqueercoining @justyouraveragexenouser @caffeine-system-coins @evilneo @polyfragmantedchaos @fading-into-glitches @zelle-exe

i wanna restart i wanna restart so bad this blog has unironically destroyed my mental health i hate saying it but its true

would it be alright to ask for names like ryn? preferably neutral but fem or masc are fine

Ryan Reagan Roman Rylan Ruben Ronan Ryann Raiden Robyn

im dissociating so hard i think i might throw up

The MOGAI community is hell.

I don't care if I'm cross tagging either I need to get this shit across one way or another.

I'm seriously so fucking sick of the ableism in the mogai community and it makes me want to quit. I cannot go through the regular "mogai coining tag" without seeing a pro endo, a proshipper, a literal pedophile, a racist trans x id being. It's getting to the point where I don't feel safe at all. I didn't wanna make this post, but I have anyways.

I have no empathy, sympathy, whatever word you want to use against ableists. If you're pro endo you're nothing but a bug to me and should be eradicated😐if you're endogenic or pro endogenic systems you're ableists. I don't care how "disrespectful" I'm being when recoining/making terms. you're a disgusting worthless pos and you shouldn't be on the goddamn internet. All pro endos and endos do is make a mockery of did/osdd and romanticizes the entire thing.

Others refuse to listen to us anti-endogenics when we talk about how it's quite literally ableist and in some forms "transabled" to be "endogenic" and or to claim your "endogenic". I will never be able to explain in full detail how this bullshit stupid fucking "community" is nothing but a circle jerk of weirdos. I'm being serious. People claiming they're black/asian/etc and transrace, others claiming mspec lesbians and gays dont exist when it's quite literally fucking history, and then endos coming in and them trying to make being a system a fucking queer trait.

I hate this community with my entire being. I do. I wish there was a nicer way I could have stated this but there isn't. All of you are seriously bad and just fucking sucks.

Why are boys so pretty

Saw two people in an argument in my notes so I blocked one guy to fuck it up for them. This is my realm I am the God here

me, experiencing discomfort in every romantic interaction for years: this is probably a universal experience

Host, back in 2019 before even knowing what DID was: “oh let me give my main character a voice in her head with a name and personality, how funny! she comments on what she does all the time and sometimes takes over, and this voice fights with another voice that also takes over and is really bad and mean to the character! Such a cool thing lol”

Host in 2020-2021 after finding out that the “mean voice” was an alter and the rest of the system after: “oh.”

weather apps are like SEVERE THUNDERSTORM WARNING!! REMAIN INDOORS UNTIL actually it’s gonna drizzle lol sike. SEVERE THUNDERSTORM WARNING. it may not rain actually. 9 INCHES OF RAIN INCOMING. 10% chance of rain. THIS STORM WILL BLOW YOUR COCK STRAIGHT OFF

time to get into a new media! sure hope a new introject won't jumpscare me in a matter of seconds!

anyway check this shit out *turns into a boy* *i still look exactly the same* *youre still just as attracted to me but its different somehow*

Normalize not liking romance. Normalize not feeling queerplatonic attraction. Normalize being a non partnering Aro.

seriously if you step into any offline queer space for like two seconds you'll be staggered by the actual diversity of nonbinary people. I knew someone in college who was amab and balding and had a moustache and dressed like a dad and used she/her pronouns exclusively. I knew multiple people who you'd assume at first sight were cishet who used he/she/they. there are people you can't sort into amab and afab because it's literally impossible to tell because they've been playing 4D gender chess for 30 years.

like. none of it matters. you can make as many boxes and labels as you want, it's not gonna stop people from just being people.

Also I think we need to get rid of the idea that therapy is just a paid bestie for you to vent at because like therapy is so much more than ranting to someone it's challenging your internal cognitive disconnects and replacing maladaptive coping mechanisms and a whole bunch of other stuff and involves you putting in as much work as the therapist but I feel like that part is lost on people

spell to curse nd abled people who talk over physically disabled people. like to charge rb to cast