𝕊𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕣𝕖𝕕 𝔽𝕣𝕠𝕞 𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖

The pain was more comforting than your love ever was. Growing up too fast living in this life of sin. Death standing on the corner waiting for my arrival. Last days on this earth breathing in the air of sorrow. Dejecting emotions every day i breathe. Rejecting feelings is the worse feeling. Sacrificing my love for your happiness. Waking up on the side of the bed with a empty hole in my chest. Heart frozen from the pain. Putting drugs in my body just to get through the day. Loving is you wrong but it seems so right. Having battles with my mind like this all a lie. Scarred from past love I don't feel it in my soul. Played the game so foul it hard to know who's right. Been Used, Been Betrayal tell me what's next. Cheated death so many times, I know that bitch gone win. In the end, we all gotta die so what's the point to pretend. Got a good heart you just gotta see between the lines. I'm not perfect not trying to be that way. I know i got some flaws you don't gotta remind me. Just give me your love, time and loyalty. You won't have to want for anything. Wearing my heart on my sleeves Just come and take it. Vulnerable Feelings, Valuable Pain.

Shorts fired down the street one got hit a bullet went straight through the heart crackin' hearts bleedin' out Rest in peace to a soldier feelings held tight the doctor said things ain't lookin' right sittin' in the rain outside ain't paying no mind murder on his mind paying with people times dimes a dozen mama askin' what's wrong father don't know what's goin' on if you cant survive the storm you ain't gone make it in the hurricane excuse my french these bitches I meet ain't shit can't comprehend English might as well date a Spanish hoe tears rollin' down his cheeks writing is his best-friend a lot of friends ain't meant for me bleedin' out through these keys got the keys no piano feeling the beat no pain no gain I'm not gone type nothing that ain't me I write the truth not gone lie about nothing I blame myself for everything I gave my time trying to teach a girl how to be a woman shouldve has been left lonely nights back to back having dreams that haunt me ima soldier baby i been had me before I had you you could've been replace I'm a young cocky one when it comes to these females if she gets a convo with me I promise you that I can fuck ima Capricorn this ego can get narcissist alt ego kickin' in right now this side of me I try to hide but these bitches really pushin' it sparing hearts I should've been broke only time will tell I'm a man you gone respect me!

Isaiah

You know that I'm feelin' you, but you want me to keep on chasin' you, ain't what I'm finna do you can be cool, and play your role, but I ain't finna get my hopes up I did that too many times fo' you emotionally drained that is what I am if you ask me how I'm feelin' I ain't gone lie to you I'm tired of ridin' fo' you lookin' stupid to the public can't show my emotions on the internet you can look me in my eyes, tell I ain't happy I tend to get in my feelings pretending that my love life is fabulous behind closed doors is what they don't know I keep em' guessing baby I know you want the old me, but you don't deserve that side of me i'ma make you earn it you gotta show me that you worthy cause' my worth, I can't lower that just for you I'm too valuable ain't tryin' to sound cocky I know my worth, and right now it just ain't you my heart is priceless worth more than a million dollars i just gotta make sure you can afford it, and if you can't i know someone can if they ask about you I'ma lie though Keep it G with you even if you don't

ιѕαιαн

Too Many Foes not enough real Too Many Hoes not enough women stack up this paper not enough knowledge everybody frauds speakin' the truth why am I worried? not my life life is a Bit- you must've upset that bit- cause that ain't me opinions don't matter your opinion is unpopular unpopular opinion tell me what's real speak on me like you know me making statements show me the carfax speakin' with no validation that's an understatement

𝙄𝙨𝙖𝙞𝙖𝙝

Just my pen and me lonely nights dancin' with the paper how long will this be? thinking that you sleep but you really woke situations aren't right questioning your every move life is a gamble and it feels like I lose every time rollin' my dices, taking chances hoping I get a 7 or 11 askin' you whats wrong, but I never get an answer trying a fill a void that's already filled my mind always full and my heart halfway the energy with you is always on E trying to pump the gas and I always end up on E thought you were the one but I gotta subtract by 1 you went from always being connected now gotta disconnect the connection sometimes, the connections are irreplaceable, but you just gotta find a new line. I guess that explains wi-fi I guess that's why we fight

𝙄𝙨𝙖𝙞𝙖𝙝

Is it, real love Or is it all a lie? giving you my heart you just put it on the shelf taking my love for granted when you say that you don't losing focus on a love that seem hopeless treated you as a trophy but is you really worthy? all these thoughts I think to myself Night terrors in my dreams day to day basis fighting for love this battle starting to seem worthless all you see is your side of things trying restitution this heart yielding this love, it's driving me insane I'm so over it, mentally it's bleeding out for whoever I got a heart I don't need it I would stitch up for the next one but you can keep it Ms future owner,  I had this girl who had this heart before, wasted its time put it through some battles was to busy to care for it only apologetic to it saying sorry with no action take good care of it it's a good heart in the end yeah, it has some issues it's always in the wrong hands, but all you have to do is just comfort it, But make sure you don't put it through repetition.

𝙄𝙨𝙖𝙞𝙖𝙝

Walkin' through this world being visible, lost mentally Self-worthy know nothing of detoxing the mind from society tired of being told and showed how you should live This a love letter to self to realize everything is a state of mind you're worth, life is priceless being fearless is the best gift that you can learn becoming pure like a newborn baby Transforming everyday Like Caterpillar into a butterfly Stop searching everywhere for the answers The answers are only within Knowledge Of Self Replacing lust with love Does it make you happy Opening of the soul with no issues accepting reality as your fault To overcome to be greatness mindset of doing where can't and hate doesn't exist living in the 5th dimension letting go of all things realizing that reality is just a Mist thinking of the past is really useless living in the present but your mind is in the stars starring into space as the world bypasses you in circles, repeat, reflecting on goals ambitious accepting that defeat is only temporary letting go of the old mindset dancing with your fingers on paper zoning out as the show appears Manifesting The True Definition Of Art

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