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"So essentially what Star Wars to me was, a boy who is stuck at home and dreams of joining a war. And so it's like, let's tell a story of a girl who is stuck in a war and dreams of going home. It was like a mirror." - Gareth Edwards, 2023
in my head the star wars equivalent of tswift is some human woman named tayālor spiff or something and her stans are losing their minds over theories that sheās secretly a jedi singing about the horrors of war, even though sheās from a neutral system that hasnāt seen so much as a moral panic in 50 years
"I have all this cool, complicated wordbuilding I want to use, but I don't want to slow the narrative to a crawl by constantly stopping to explain stuff" so just don't. Use made-up words without defining them. Let things pass without comment. Have the narrative voice remark on exceptions to the setting's norms without ever explicitly establishing what those norms are. Treat it like you're writing the fourth book in a series and the reader already knows all this shit, and if they can't figure it out from context, fuck 'em.
[Jedi Maul AU] me and @cranityā was talking about a scenario where Maul and Kenobi get stranded a bit on Dathomir at the Nightbrother village, waiting for their ship to be fix. Maul soon found himself circling by curious younglings, he tried to act cool and ignored them at first but gave up. Now he just gushing over theseĀ exquisite little rascal because Maul have never seen any specimen like him before.
++ Maul joked that he āhas every desirable attribute in abundanceā and he would have make āaesthetic pleasuring offspringāā¦Obi-Wan holding back laughter in hopelessness like what the hell are you talking about
āSo, what are you thinking? Settle down here, fathered a couple of those, send me podcast later?āĀ
I bet Jar Jar is fucking hung like a whale. God he can raw me anyday.
I spent like two? Three? Entire weeks with this sitting in my askbox and I just. I got nothing. What could I possibly answer? I tried all the ānopeā gifs in this god forsaken website, I tried to draw what my face looks like every time I read this, I tried to find fanart of jar jar with his wang out and the universe was kind enough to me so that I couldnāt find any. I got nothing. Nada. Abso-fucking-lutely nothing. What am I gonna say? What in godās name am I gonna say to that?!
You see, I wanna fuck general grievous. I do. I want him use all his four arms to simultaneously pull both my arms back and touch my tits as he fucks me with his mecha-schlong. I do. I wanna fuck darth Maul, pre-legs cut off or post metal legs+metal dick enhancement. I wanna lick those horns. Okay? I wanna fuck darth vader. Boy, oh, boy, I do. I wanna hear that hard breathing and wrap my legs over that dramatic cape while he force-chokes me and we do the do. Am I a weird robot-fucker? You bet your ass I am! Am I a tad too much on the horny side? Probably. Did I extrapolate my right to be horny on main? Fucking sue me. But this. THIS.
How do you want me to face my family and all the three (3) friends I have irl? How do you want me to walk into an elevator with a bunch of strangers and when an old lady says āthe weather has been a little hot lately, isnāt it weird?ā just to do small talk like every fucking old people I donāt know do, how do you expect me not to answer her with āyāknow whatās weirder, someone at this very moment is thinking about Jar Jar Binks going balls-deep in them and I cannot talk about this to anyone and the knowledge of this? itās eating me alive. ALIVE, maāam, and I donāt mean this as some sick vore reference. Someoneās dreaming of those popped-up eyes, of that weird high-pitched voice screaming MEESA COMING while theyāre filled up by Jar Jar Binkās thick seed, and Iām just standing here while this very notion rots me to the core, taking all life away from me. Itās a nightmare. My entire life, a nightmare, because of an anon message from a horny jar jar fucker on tumblr. This is my floor now, maāam, have a good dayā
I leave the elevator. I probably have an appointment, but I canāt remember where, or what for. I sit down on the floor by the elevator doors. I sob for a full minute. I take the elevator back downstairs, I walk home, I collapse in bed and rub one out thinking of darth vader. I feel better.
Five minutes later, I think about this ask again, and my whole world collapses again. Itās only Tuesday. I sigh heavily and sit down to write this reply.-
Edit: a lot of this is exaggeration. Some of it is true. You get to pick what exactly.
This still delights the heck out of me. This was one of the first Star Wars comics I read, and is definitely partly responsible for my love of quiet/silly/domestic Star Wars moments.
The quiet discussion and good-luck affirmations between you and the person helping you don your armor. The comfort of knowing that the straps and buckles are perfectly secure, because the person who did them up loves you more than words can say.