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beejsdevilishsoulmate · 13 days

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The 1964 eruption of Mt. Etna l Sicily, Italy l LIFE

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beejsdevilishsoulmate · 15 days

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I'm a smoker! I've smoked since I was 13, I'm not proud of that, and if I could go back and stop myself from starting, I would!

But Rishi seems to believe that upping the age each year, until no one is allowed to buy cigarettes will be a deterrent for younger generations (that I understand and accept) But, in the his plane is to age everyone out, that's where my problem is, Humans have free will and as an adult, I make (the stupid) decision to keep smoking, I'm aware of what the risks are, but it's my choice.

By doing this, dangerously made knock of cigarettes will make a comeback, which we know from before are more dangerous than normal cigarettes, some even had asbestos in.

I'm not gonna debate this, but shouldn't an adult be able to make the choice on whether they want to smoke or not?

#personal #a glimpse into manic!stardusts life #smoking #I wish I could quit #maybe one day I will #but until then its my choice

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beejsdevilishsoulmate · 23 days

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Adam, gardening: Hey, can you bring me the hoe? Y/n: Yeah, sure. A few minutes later Y/n: Here you go. Adam: Y/n: Beetlejuice: Why am I here?

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beejsdevilishsoulmate · 23 days

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“You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could’ve, would’ve happened… or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move on.”

— Tupac Shakur

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beejsdevilishsoulmate · 23 days

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“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”

— Ernest Hemingway

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beejsdevilishsoulmate · 27 days

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A couple weeks ago, my Brother (from another mother) asked me if there was any gossip from my estate, I told him it's deadly quiet, and he agreed it was the same on his aswell...

Where we live, if it goes deathly silent, it's the calm before the storm and something major is about to happen...

Fast forward to Tuesday evening, I let myself into my aunts and the first thing she said to me was, "Are the police still over at the block?" Honestly, I hadn't paid attention, but when I left to go home they were still there...

Today is now Thursday and the police are still there, CID is going door to door and they're airing the block out, because it seems like someone's sadly either died a while ago from natural causes or has been murdered.

The smell is still in the air near my aunts house, it smells so bad

#personal #a glimpse into manic!stardusts life

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beejsdevilishsoulmate · 1 month

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Last Friday there was an incident near my cousin's house, there were police, ambulance, and fire brigade.

Unfortunately, a Man had committed suicide, he tied a rope to a lamppost, then around his neck, got in his car and sped away.

His car hit a wall, and his severed head was left lying in the road.

I've been thinking about that poor man all week, how did he get to the point where head kill himself in such a horrific way? Did he have a family? Why didn't he get help? He must've felt so alone, and tired of fighting whatever Demons he had.

I've been in that position and mindset of wanting to die, I've tried 3 times, I felt like a burden, and didn't wanna bother the people closest to me with my Mental Health problem.

So, basically I just wanted to say...

You are NOT alone!!!

This link, I believe has every country's hotline number on it...

Remember, you are IMPORTANT! You MATTER! You are NOT a burden!

While you may feel you're trapped in darkness, remember the light is coming, keep fighting!

I'm proud of you!

#personal #a glimpse into manic!stardusts life #suicide #suicide prevention #you are not alone #i'm proud of you #always keep fighting #you've got this

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beejsdevilishsoulmate · 1 month

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She's on season 3 now, and she's absolutely loving it!

I've honestly never seen her this invested in a show 🤣