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🔥 𝐍𝐄𝐖 𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 from Winter Travers is 𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄
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𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊
It was just supposed to be one drunken night between Zephyr and Lynn.
One. Night.
Except Zephyr can't get the pretty shrink out of his head when he should be focusing on club business.
Club business, that if he isn't careful, could get him killed.
Can Zephyr balance on the edge of being with Lynn, and his responsibilities to the club?
Everyone knows you don't mess with the Kings of Vengenace, but sometimes people need reminding.
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Are you ready for Demon's story?
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Blurb:
Cheryl was given to my club by another.
I was supposed to break her.
Breaking girls for their Master's was what I did best.
But I saw more in that girl's eyes. More in her soul.
Little did I know she would be the one to unbreak me.
“She said Maryland gave her to you!”
“They did. You know what I do, Evie. Don’t act like you don’t,” Demon adds. Evie’s eyes slowly turn somber when it all hits her. Jesus, this Chapter is intense as fuck.
“Sorry,” Evie whispers barely loud enough for anyone to hear her. Demon chuckles, Drake looks ready to rip someone’s head off, and I’m just stuck in the middle of this showdown.
“Don’t open your mouth again. If I want everyone here to know the reason you’re here, I’ll tell them, Kitten. Until then, enough.” His voice isn’t angry, just intense.
I nod my head unsure of what to say. I didn’t mean to get anyone in trouble or start a fight. Drake and Evie walk away leaving me with the intensity of Demon. His eyes bore into me and it’s almost as if he can see my soul.
“You’re different.”
“How so?” I ask cocking my head to the side.
“You’re stubborn. You talk out of line where most sit quietly and don’t say shit.”
“Am I supposed to be a mute?”
“No, I just didn’t figure you to be a big talker. Come on,” he says holding his hand out to me. I take it unsure of what he’s doing when he leads me toward the crowd.
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Grave: Royal Devils MC Chicago Bk 1
Author Erin Erin M Trejo
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I was left for dead. I had a plan the whole time, I just needed to execute it precisely. Silla wasn’t part of my plan but I couldn’t leave her on her own. Finding out who she was was a shock to me. Yet, I liked the mouthy girl and she would come in handy. Now we’re going to take over the club. One member at a time.
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The Bodies, Ink and Steel series by Scott Hildreth is available now!
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“You knew we’d be at that rally,” he says softly.
“I knew. I didn’t know you’d come up to my table, but I figured that was a good place to start. I could get a feel for what you guys were like before I made any attempt to confront you.” Sly blows out a breath no doubt trying to keep himself under control right now.
“And I walked right into your trap.”
“It wasn’t like that. I mean it was at first.” I look away, unable to look him in the eyes.
“You don’t get to do that. You don’t get to look away now, Fab. Look at me and tell me,” he demands. Slowly I drag my eyes back to meet his.
“I wanted to hate you so badly. I wanted to make you all pay but I didn’t have any proof that it was you guys that did it. I had nothing. I needed proof.” He watches me but doesn’t say anything for a long second.
“Did you find it?”
“What?”
“The proof? Did you find it?” Shaking my head no, he looks away. His hand comes up to run down his face before scratching at the stubble on his jaw.
“You know we kill, Fab. I can’t even say that I knew nothin’ about your brother because I don’t know who he was. Sometimes it’s easier that way, ya know? Sometimes it’s not.”
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“I’m gonna clean you up and eat you next time.” My whole body shudders as he pulls out of me. Holding his hand out, I take it as he pulls me up from the bed. My body is still trembling when he wraps his arms around me.
“I need to do that some more.”
“You think I’d let you have a second round?” I tease looking up at him. He laughs.
“I know you would. I’m the Wolf baby. I can eat what I want.”
“Even that fry stuck between my ass cheeks?” I laugh. Wolf’s lips curl into a smile before he spins me around, his hands clamped around my waist. I can feel him drop to his knees, but I jerk when I feel his mouth on me. Licking and sucking, he moves his hands to spread my ass cheeks apart. His tongue runs straight up as I gasp.
“No fries back here but I’d still eat it.”
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“I’m gonna clean you up and eat you next time.” My whole body shudders as he pulls out of me. Holding his hand out, I take it as he pulls me up from the bed. My body is still trembling when he wraps his arms around me.
“I need to do that some more.”
“You think I’d let you have a second round?” I tease looking up at him. He laughs.
“I know you would. I’m the Wolf baby. I can eat what I want.”
“Even that fry stuck between my ass cheeks?” I laugh. Wolf’s lips curl into a smile before he spins me around, his hands clamped around my waist. I can feel him drop to his knees, but I jerk when I feel his mouth on me. Licking and sucking, he moves his hands to spread my ass cheeks apart. His tongue runs straight up as I gasp.
“No fries back here but I’d still eat it.”
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SHAFT SBMC MARYLAND is now live!!!
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Release Date: August 28th
Useless fucker. I can’t even believe that I gave him the time of day. I should have let him die the night he came into my emergency room with a bee sting. I know that’s not nice and allergies aren’t anything to play with, but he’s also a lying fuck.
“See how she likes this,” I laugh hysterically as I drag my key down the side of his pretty shiny red Mazda. A fucking Mazda! Each scrape of my key against the paint makes me feel a little better. At least I’m smiling while I do it. That’s positive reinforcement, isn’t it? My hand makes the loop to finish off the word ‘cockbag’ on the driver’s side of his car. I already keyed the word ‘slut magnet’ on one side. Reaching for the baseball bat I brought along, I spin it around in my hands.
“Temple steps up to the plate,” I say loudly although I know the bastard can’t hear me. “She swings.” I swing the bat around and listen to it crunch through his headlight. “Homerun!” I roar with a smile on my face. I move to the other and do the same thing, taking great pride in the mess I’m making of his precious car. If I could blow it up and get away with it, I would, but since I can’t, this is the next best thing. Dezzy leans against the brick building laughing her ass off. Glad I could amuse her.
“He’s going to shit bricks when he sees this,” she adds making me smirk.
“Well, he would have seen it sooner if he didn’t take the ho to Florida on vacation. I guess someone is just going to have to slip up and send him an anonymous text message.” With the shrug of my shoulders, I pull the bat back and take out the back taillight.
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Useless fucker. I can’t even believe that I gave him the time of day. I should have let him die the night he came into my emergency room with a bee sting. I know that’s not nice and allergies aren’t anything to play with, but he’s also a lying fuck.
“See how she likes this,” I laugh hysterically as I drag my key down the side of his pretty shiny red Mazda. A fucking Mazda! Each scrape of my key against the paint makes me feel a little better. At least I’m smiling while I do it. That’s positive reinforcement, isn’t it? My hand makes the loop to finish off the word ‘cockbag’ on the driver’s side of his car. I already keyed the word ‘slut magnet’ on one side. Reaching for the baseball bat I brought along, I spin it around in my hands.
“Temple steps up to the plate,” I say loudly although I know the bastard can’t hear me. “She swings.” I swing the bat around and listen to it crunch through his headlight. “Homerun!” I roar with a smile on my face. I move to the other and do the same thing, taking great pride in the mess I’m making of his precious car. If I could blow it up and get away with it, I would, but since I can’t, this is the next best thing. Dezzy leans against the brick building laughing her ass off. Glad I could amuse her.
“He’s going to shit bricks when he sees this,” she adds making me smirk.
“Well, he would have seen it sooner if he didn’t take the ho to Florida on vacation. I guess someone is just going to have to slip up and send him an anonymous text message.” With the shrug of my shoulders, I pull the bat back and take out the back taillight.
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What they get is something far different.
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Useless fucker. I can’t even believe that I gave him the time of day. I should have let him die the night he came into my emergency room with a bee sting. I know that’s not nice and allergies aren’t anything to play with, but he’s also a lying fuck.
“See how she likes this,” I laugh hysterically as I drag my key down the side of his pretty shiny red Mazda. A fucking Mazda! Each scrape of my key against the paint makes me feel a little better. At least I’m smiling while I do it. That’s positive reinforcement, isn’t it? My hand makes the loop to finish off the word ‘cockbag’ on the driver’s side of his car. I already keyed the word ‘slut magnet’ on one side. Reaching for the baseball bat I brought along, I spin it around in my hands.
“Temple steps up to the plate,” I say loudly although I know the bastard can’t hear me. “She swings.” I swing the bat around and listen to it crunch through his headlight. “Homerun!” I roar with a smile on my face. I move to the other and do the same thing, taking great pride in the mess I’m making of his precious car. If I could blow it up and get away with it, I would, but since I can’t, this is the next best thing. Dezzy leans against the brick building laughing her ass off. Glad I could amuse her.
“He’s going to shit bricks when he sees this,” she adds making me smirk.
“Well, he would have seen it sooner if he didn’t take the ho to Florida on vacation. I guess someone is just going to have to slip up and send him an anonymous text message.” With the shrug of my shoulders, I pull the bat back and take out the back taillight.
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Having a rough couple of days. Dont know why, just am. Between just feeling alone and that there's no one to talk to, I feel lost too. Tears are rapid but unknown why.
Nothing has happened, nothing has really changed just spiraling down a bit. I know I can kick it and I know it will go away. Just want it to go away fast. I'm around people who don't really know me so its hard, I want to continue to be who I was just days ago but sometimes it hits hard and loss of control and everything is bothersome
I want to yell at people for no reason, a bit jealous that others are talking and its so normal but here I sit, not normal at all and hiding it or trying to hide it but it shines through.
Having deep conversations and then feeling dropped, feels like something that happens too often but most times it me and maybe thats what it is. People are getting to close time to push away so I dont care, can't care. Don't want to be hurt, easier to maintain distance than to be put in a position that will cause pain.
But its not a way to live, trying to move forward and be more open but its hard, so hard to do so when all you've ever done is keep your distance because its safer. So much safer.
Manifesting reasons to be angry or upset for really no reason at all.
*sigh* realizing the change needs to happen and making it do so are 2 different things but realizing what you are doing and accepting it and acknowledging it can come with healing and movement forward. I dont have to be fun all the time, I can have my moments its ok. Whats not okay, is taking it out on others but then its hard to stop the feelings of not being wanted to be there or that no one really cares.
It'll get better, things will move forward just need to cope and have a moment. Its allowed and if people can't understand then they don't need to be around you or me. And its better that way. But if they want to understand and learn they should. Taking on too much, worrying about too many leaves you without and then you crash.
So this is me.. crashing a bit. Its ok. Im allowed to crash now and then but then I feel I need to apologize to everyone for how I am, is that right? Or is that wrong? I can't use mental illness as an excuse but isn't it sometimes just that. Sometimes you have no control over those emotions and everything gets to you. Sometimes you let things.out but keep a tight leash on others. None make sense but it is what it is
You move forward, one step at a time
I acknowledge I crashed, I acknowledge that I'm too empathetic with people and it burns me out sometimes. I can move forward.
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Have you pre-ordered Gauge yet?
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“I don’t know what you want from me, Dez.”
“I don’t know either. I’m not good with boyfriends, they always leave. I’m not good with friends, they always use me. Like I said earlier, I’m a nobody anymore.” The truth hurts. It’s a painful ache that no one else could possibly understand. It feels like your insides are being ripped from your body and there is nothing but darkness that surrounds you. I walk away leaving Gauge to stand there by himself as I head down the hallway. I can’t deal with this anymore. I can’t deal with the feelings. Heading into my room, I grab the little black bag from the night stand head into the bathroom. I need the numbness that the high gives me. I need to feel free, not bogged down in the pits of hell. I fill the syringe and plunge it into my flesh as tears pour down my cheeks. The door flies open and Gauge stands there looking so menacingly handsome. His eyes are wild as he looks at me and then to the syringe.
“Gimme the bag,” he says roughly. I sob harder and shake my head.
“You can take it but I’ll just find more.”
“What’s the point, Dezzy? Why do you fuckin’ use it?” His voice holds so much authority that even I cringe away from it. The tears don’t stop as I gasp for air. It’s all too much. I hear Gauge sigh before he kneels in front of me, pulling me into his arms. That does little more than make me cry harder.
“Cry it out, baby. Just let it out,” he encourages me in a soft tone that I didn’t think he had. His hand runs up and down my back soothingly.
“Do you know what it’s like to be alone? To have no one give a damn about you? To live in a place that’s so dark you question your own sanity?”
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Are you ready for your next dark mafia read?
COMING JUNE 26th!
Title: Between Heaven and Hell
Author: Erin Trejo
Genre: Mafia
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“Now that I have your attention, let’s play a game. I ask a question, you answer. If you don’t answer, this sweet lady here loses a finger.” She wiggles in my grasp, whimpering. Sliding my gun into my holster, I pull out my knife.
“Where is Gambino?” They look around at each other before looking back at me. When I get no answer, I know it’s time to have some fun. Grabbing the woman’s hand, I cut. I close my eyes as her screams pierce my ears. The feeling of my knife carving its way through her bone sends a shiver over my body. Making someone suffer is exhilarating for me. It’s a high very few would understand.
“Let’s try again. What’s your name?” Pointing to a man that sits at the edge of the table, I wait.
“Bernardo.” Pulling the woman’s hand up, I slice through another.
“Full name please.” He doesn’t look thrilled with that. Too bad, I suppose I should have given better directions.
“Bernardo Terantino!” I nod my head as I make my way around the table. No one speaks the word Gambino but there are a lot of Terantino’s here. I cut off a few more of this bitch’s fingers before I let her limp body fall to the floor. She passed out after the second one.
“Well. I didn’t find what I was looking for.” Pulling my gun out, I aim at the first man.
“We answered you!” Oh, how I like the thrill of the begging. I pull the trigger as I make my way around the room. I shoot each one between the eyes which they should be grateful for. I could have made them suffer.
“Wake this bitch up.” Kicking the woman, Jordy is the first to move as I wander through the room.
“Such a shame.” Looking at all the unused drugs that they have lying around, I’d say they were using their own shit.
“Timmy, do you have a use for this shit?” Asking one of Luciano’s men, he nods with a grin.
“Bag it up. Why let it go to waste. I am feeling generous after all.” I say.
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Title: Dance with the Devil
Author: Erin Trejo
Release date: 5th June 2020
Cover Designer: Creative Chaos Designs
Blurb
Taken. Broken. Used.
I was all of those things until I wasn’t.
Thrust into a world I knew nothing about, I was forced to adapt.
I didn’t expect to find my heart in such an evil place.
Satan worshippers. That’s exactly what they were but the more I found out about Kellin, the more I wanted to see the real him.
I shouldn’t have wanted a monster.
I shouldn’t have craved his touch.
I was about to dance with the devil and I was enjoying every sick second of it.
Excerpt
“You will stay awake. You will pray for forgiveness and you will beg for mercy!” Richard’s voice pulls me from my thoughts, from the past that I now question.
I chuckle darkly even as I feel my own blood seeping from my back. The scent can’t be mistaken, it’s one that I’ve come to know on a personal level. In a way, it soothes me, calms the animal that lives inside, and as I rest my head on the wall taking deep breathes to calm the fury that is slowly filtering through my system, I think about the day that I will deliver my father into the hands of Satan myself. The day will come. He’s pushed me too far by using Rose. He took what wasn’t his to take and I will repay that favor.
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