the picture of dorian gray // oscar wilde

You ever meet someone who is the human version of the sun and every time ur with them u just feel so warm

March 2019 (21 months post-op)

Hey man, your chest looks great! I’m having DI with Dr.Blubond within the next few months. I’m not sure how long ago you posted this, but would you mind doing another update and sharing your scar care routine? Also, how long did she make you wear a binder, and drains?

I'm pretty inactive here but there are not nearly enough top surgery updates for Bluebond-Langer so here I am!- scar cream: I used Charity Pot from Lush. It works incredibly well. I wasn't very consistent with my scar treatment but they still are pretty consistent with my skin-tone even with infrequent use. It's about $30 for one container. Still using mine and nearly two years out. They say around two years your scars stop losing the potential to fade.- other after surgery stuff: Dr. B-L had me keep my drains in for about a week and a half. Most people get their drains pulled around that time. Mine unfortunately were pulled too soon. I wore my binder, subsequently, for like... four weeks out I believe. But standard is about two and a half weeks I believe.Let me know if you have any other questions!

I eat romantic shit up. If I were asked to just sit on a roof and look at the stars id probably internally combust

are u ever so touch-starved u think abt a kiss n feel ur guts turning

In Translation

(self portrait series, 04/04/19, color version)

i am a simple man. i search for warmth and tiny spaces to curl up in

i want to be WOOED!!! i want to be ADORED!!! fuck anyone who says it’s “cheesy” or “a cliche” i want to be ROMANCED!!!

me: *grabbing seaweed out of the ocean with my bare hands to impress cute girls on the beach*

girl 1: oh my god, that guy is grabbing seaweed out of the ocean with his bare hands

girl 2: really?? is he crying??

girl 1: only a little bit

girl 2: wow thats hot

he smells like home

arrogant & angry

honestly the only reason im not an old man is that i happen to have been born somewhat recently. other than that 

person: liberals are fucking stupid

me: [sweats nervously]

person: their passive and individualistic mindsets keep us from violently organizing against the ruling class

me: oh thank god

anyone remember hozier? that wild son of a gun loved church